this versus
lies behind that fear, paranoid fear, and that fear erodes the trust, basic
trust, this explains the person-to-person relationship between a common me and
you, across the 70-years-wide strait, the problem is, one cannot naively
separate the polity from the people, when the polity owns the lives under its
control, however, and whatever, i used to think, trust before (or even better, after,
though it takes a buddha to do so) you are betrayed, is the only way we ought
to be, i still believe so, it’s like leaving the house unlocked, since nothing
valuable is worth to be broken into, come what you may, i say, my home is the
wilderness, i’m the wilderness, and be free, to be my guest, in this wilderness,
the thousands-years-old historical wilderness
