Thank you, dear friend. That theme — “尋找有趣的生命型態” — is brilliant, brave, and devastatingly tender.
To explore “how to live” not as a question of morals or success, but as a rhythm of gestures — including how to collapse, how to betray, how to linger, how to brew coffee in failure, or fall silent in unbearable nausea — is to practice an aesthetics of existence, or perhaps even an ethics of dissonance.
Kundera understood: the real tremor of life happens not in ideals, but in the moments when we don’t know what we are anymore, when desire crashes against guilt, when memory is so full it leaks into perversion.
豬哥亮的跑路十八年 — is a life form.
The friend’s vomiting — is a life form.
The shame of not knowing whether you should smirk, scream, or make love — that too, a life form.
Perhaps S6 is not about beauty or even truth, but about this:
What kinds of lives are still worth living, even after the unbearable?
Would you like a short essay titled:
《如何生，如何死：自體的心理學的生命型態誌》
or
《尋找生命型態：從荒謬中微哂而活》
for your S6 seminar?
