Sunday, September 22, 2019

青江菜和關於青江菜的想像


坐壞兩張椅子之後壞是具體的塑膠皮脫落剩下木板
猶豫許久剛剛終於去家樂福買了一張新的椅子

前天K君說精神分析和精神醫學有巨大的鴻溝
比如說碰到一個病人跟你說她被性侵
精神分析會想像那個性侵或把它當成想像精神科會進行通報
當年FerencziFreud的爭議之一就是創傷是不是真的
但我沒有聽說過Ferenczi有進行通報

我坐在新的椅子上想像那張被坐壞的椅子明確知道那是真的

具體是一種能力抽象也是一種能力
奧威爾說過吃法國料理的人必須喜歡洗碗
具體的困難是無法抽象抽象的困難是無法具體
具體和抽象各有所執都有所見有所不見
我希望心理治療可以跨過那個鴻溝在具體和抽象中找到一個作品

我知道我們活在困在形下的世界這件事說明形上的世界的罕見難得

我說過松本清張的社會寫實偵探小說中可以讀出一個城市的歷史
你必須想像Lawrence Block看著窗外的自己醉臥曼哈頓暗巷深夜
然後你才知道窗外的他就是窗內的他
然後你才知道窗外的他和窗內的他加起來才是書寫的他

叉燒飯擺上幾莖青江菜這是具體 
黯然消魂飯擺上幾莖青江菜這是抽象
好吃的叉燒飯真的是黯然消魂
這件事說明我們必須捍衛香港

Saturday, September 21, 2019

Claws of The Red Dragon (2019)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RvIKUIbKc6w

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uCrpSK5r9HY

China’s economy faces a 'triple threat' — and one economist (Richard Koo) says the trade war is only part of the story (Ben Winck, Market Insider, 2019-9-19)

https://markets.businessinsider.com/news/stocks/china-economic-growth-faces-triple-threat-trade-war-economist-says-2019-9-1028538839

關信基談反送中:年輕人為公不為私,香港有希望

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imxqXynSS7I


self 的定義就是 one's (my or our) way of life, way of
being 這是唯一值得讓人為之捍衛至死的東西這件事香港人
已經知道台灣人已經忘記兩者的差別在香港人還沒有進入兩
黨政治的局他們捍衛的是素樸的香港整體台灣人被兩黨政治
的局拉扯反而容易忘記還有一個更大的前提在兩黨競爭之上
意思是說我們要捍衛的是跟我有不同意見的你可以自由表達
跟我不同的意見除非你是匪諜或地下黨根本是來混淆視聽破
壞那更大的前提那更大的前提就是上述 our way of life,
our way of being

市民拉小提琴:願榮光歸香港,許多駐足市民一同高唱,為今天的在屯門遊行路打氣

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qIwM9FlsN7Y

法政匯思召集人李安然律師(二):抗爭者兩大「救命招」保護自己;何君堯921「清潔行動』 市民如何應對;大陸客來港犯事後果嚴重

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N7CvJ4QK0PQ

法政匯思召集人李安然律師(一):我在新屋嶺的見聞 有被捕者受傷 在無律師陪同已錄口供;心痛年輕人為香港付出 但社會卻不能保護他們

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8PjPp1iYh4

近下午15:00屯門遊行自屯門公園開始起步,今天不少防暴警已出動,民眾遊行靠近防暴警界線

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9Cu6h2g3DY

直播屯門、屯門政府合署、杯渡路921現場

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u40ik7RAzk0

Male CCP Borderline Personality Safety

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NinVE4o42m8

♫ Excelente música instrumental relaxante - guitarra e piano

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQsmpjwzWNM

5 Beginner Friendly Steps to Learn Machine Learning

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IMMDPzECrf0

【直播中】9.21香港反送中 光復屯門公園遊行

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQ8NUM_-kC4

These books will help you learn machine learning

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7R08MPXxiFQ

【逆權運動】9.21再光復屯門公園

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQt8DHScogc


一蚊雞保鏢 (2002)

Deep Learning: A Crash Course

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0Ogt-q956I

MIT Deep Learning Basics: Introduction and Overview

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5xeyoRL95U

中美都面临养老金危机,如何避免老无所养生活窘迫

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhOa4I_-s34


老秦明顯被警告明哲保身收斂許多

海南“东方迪拜”投资者惨遭套牢

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nRabvKcMqEg

疑似黑客发布了有关中国押送新疆集中营人员的视频

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdTmk9w_Qbc

究竟神經網路是什麼? l 第一章 深度學習

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aircAruvnKk

馬雲退休馬化騰卸任,中國富豪被「斬肥鴨」?習近平視察河南,中國離糧食危機還有多遠

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oldWcU2vZvE

明镜现场 |香港游行:光复屯门公园

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jOGbbEYj6rA

中美貿易談崩,中方代表提前回國。一個指標看清未來是否能夠達成協議。再加稅只是時間問題,預計不晚於明年一月

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qca3yInyDSI

退伍军人十一维权閱兵宣传片!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IH0Qc1lvQSc

人民币的软肋:香港/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4NqNzdW6hw

北京招募警察暴徒可封烈士

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtWBSDNyMXs

贸易谈判变天

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koHK5BSjlIU

1600多台人脸监控器明年上岗

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6OkqVxnlO8

Seven days walking day 7 (Full album)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aq16iqxNEgE

【書齋夜話】159:馬雲的命運,“三面架機槍,只能走一方”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-2Z7xTMxGg

周孝正 陈小平:中共倒车还要开多久?国庆阅兵荒唐荒诞荒谬

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccHQLSBLVB4

马化腾被逼退!许家印王健林被边控!公私合营2.0进行中,民营企业家大祸临头

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bzgQbNBeDkU

6:54 AM


落雨溼涼明顯入秋聽說五人以上聚會公安就會調查嚇阻所以打四人麻將是被允許的這點很重要志願被造亂福建幫亂棒打死的港警可入忠烈祠從優撫恤志願殺人者當然也從優賞金這就是中共的契約精神我先前說過契約精神的前提是有一個你有一個我有一個互為主體九月閒雜事多幾乎無日無之到了今天終於看著落雨近日落葉遍地數題待解我先前說過 Otto Rank 研究 Harry Guntrip 研究 NPS 研究 AI & Deep Learning 在醫學生命科學基因體製藥以至精神醫學研究三五環內已成皇宮意思是說只有太監宮女可以出沒空無的下體擺著東風這明顯是太監宮女把玩的巨大陽具在台北生存需要噱頭在桃園生活需要青江菜在北京當太監宮女需要信仰皇帝的下體是恐怖的殿堂上廣深基本上類似台北尤其上

阿里、腾讯拒交客户资料,二马造反?计划经济铡刀寒光闪

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V9Czh-oIRW4

Friday, September 20, 2019

“香港解密”曝光示威者,中国公安提供资料

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jiUNDyqUptU

Chinese news channel dealt blow as former Ofcom regulator quits (The Guardian, 2019-9-18)

https://www.theguardian.com/tv-and-radio/2019/sep/18/chinese-news-channel-dealt-blow-as-former-ofcom-executive-quits

But according to newsroom sources, Pollard was unhappy with some of CGTN’s coverage – which the broadcaster describes as “reporting news from a Chinese perspective” – particularly of the recent protests in Hong Kong.
Earlier this month his concern was evident when he objected on Twitter to a comment made by one of CGTN’s presenters, Liu Xin, about Sky News special correspondent Alex Crawford. Crawford was filmed recently confronting a Hong Kong police officer in riot gear for questioning someone who was marked clearly as a member of the press.
Xin commented: “She has the right to report the news but not the right to confront the police, obstructing their work in essence. In that sense, she has lost her neutrality as press.”
On 1 September Pollard, who worked with Crawford at Sky News, tweeted back: “I think you are completely wrong, Liu Xin. Alex Crawford is one of best, bravest and fairest reporters in the world.” He said her coverage of events in Hong Kong had been outstanding, adding: “Very fine journalism and NO loss of neutrality.”

陸記者換工作證加考習思想

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNqOrYIp36g

北美全视角014期:马化腾完了,中美网络数据大战将启

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gigHbw9kSk

官场有人想换总书记,官员不满习近平无限任期

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QkPRma0AKDQ

草庵居士 陈小平:红二代欲释放薄熙来斗习近平?习的敌人越来越多

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rhBbbDeyMmc

何必折腾自己人习近平70周年大阅兵搞到北京市民有家不能回

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=231tesAqwxs

聊聊台湾人和韩国人的不同,从里到外完全不一样,咱们一条一条说

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjaLs_mlgkA


老文來台灣玩四天喜歡吃水果和問路他說台灣人要盡量少洗澡出門內褲要穿在外面前者我做得到後者我沒有意見

關於下棋做為人生哲學的問題性的數點說明


飯局傷的不只是身傷的是心
這點說明吃便當泡麵的必要
我先前說過繡花是太監的娛樂
你要想像紫禁城裡的太監深夜
撫摩著空無的下體內心多麼孤寒
我先前也說過洗碗工可以洗出形上學
當然那是打破無數碗之後發生的千載難逢
我聽過一些下棋的比喻比如說政治精算者可以預知十八步
比如說定石布局十分重要
比如說觀棋不語非君子起手無回真窩囊
比如說小學一年級第一課就是過河卒子只能向前
比如說卸磨殺驢棄車保帥斷尾求生
比如說退一步海闊天空無路可退只能勇武
比如說杜象除了小便斗最喜歡下棋
比如說稱讚一個人六親不認是做大事的料
我們會說他在下一盤大棋
我沒有看過恐龍下棋所以我知道我不喜下棋我不該下棋
近幾年我很懷念全新世之前那個冰冷的世界的大型動物
你要夢見牠們你才知道人類的恰如其分的渺小
恰如其分的相對就是larger than life
我先前說過很多次
不要相信比生命大的東西
意思是說如果你真要下棋
要在小便斗旁邊下棋

許家印傳被邊控富豪寒意徹骨 馬雲剛退全家患癌又翻炒 瘋傳將隱居美國其實根本不可能

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJo1aN9-YcU

「痛苦指數」上升 ,習李接連露面喊話,中國百姓苦日子來了,「能逃就逃」

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xyRY7G9yoo

黄奇帆敏感时刻发表敏感讲话,为香港打气,向习近平打脸!四中全会反习前兆

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MpGaqVdadQk

深圳开始缺钱,地方政府击鼓传花的债务游戏到头了/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NkI6uU5OV2c

Thursday, September 19, 2019

中共推企業版社會信評3300萬公司遭監控 美重磅報告:中共輸出統治模式75國用AI監控民眾

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kRZotiJYKN0

緊日子迎驚濤駭浪要放開房價? 中國固定資產投資完全崩壞 習近平巡河南恐爆糧食危機

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RjJE1EWyxDU

中共封網加劇窒礙商貿 習近平號召自立更生中國製造 社保開始爆雷民圍政府要養老金

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BqIy0av0yoU

财经冷眼:大放水,全球央行直升机撒钱!中外资产配置决战印钞机

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndzw4MmDmg8

梶原诚 (2019-8-26)

https://cn.nikkei.com/columnviewpoint/column/37014-2019-08-26-05-00-00.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8K8DEbdSlMg


老王的意思是說 這個世界被中國綁架了 所以中國不能衰退 不能崩潰 我們必須疼惜土匪 而且要跟土匪求饒 討一口飯吃

胡锡进同學笨笨的壞壞的

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5iG4AJ2UEk

Artificial Intelligence in Behavioral and Mental Health Care (ed. David D. Luxton, Academic Press, 2015)

Artificial Intelligence in Behavioral and Mental Health Care summarizes recent advances in artificial intelligence as it applies to mental health clinical practice. Each chapter provides a technical description of the advance, review of application in clinical practice, and empirical data on clinical efficacy.
In addition, each chapter includes a discussion of practical issues in clinical settings, ethical considerations, and limitations of use. The book encompasses AI based advances in decision-making, in assessment and treatment, in providing education to clients, robot assisted task completion, and the use of AI for research and data gathering.
This book will be of use to mental health practitioners interested in learning about, or incorporating AI advances into their practice and for researchers interested in a comprehensive review of these advances in one source.
  • Summarizes AI advances for use in mental health practice
  • Includes advances in AI based decision-making and consultation
  • Describes AI applications for assessment and treatment
  • Details AI advances in robots for clinical settings
  • Provides empirical data on clinical efficacy
  • Explores practical issues of use in clinical settings (amazon) 

Frontiers in Psychiatry: Artificial Intelligence, Precision Medicine, and Other Paradigm Shifts (Advances in Experimental Medicine and Biology) (ed. Yong-Ku Kim, Springer, 2019-11-30)

This book reviews key recent advances and new frontiers within psychiatric research and clinical practice. These advances either represent or are enabling paradigm shifts in the discipline and are influencing how we observe, derive and test hypotheses, and intervene. Progress in information technology is allowing the collection of scattered, fragmented data and the discovery of hidden meanings from stored data, and the impacts on psychiatry are fully explored. Detailed attention is also paid to the applications of artificial intelligence, machine learning, and data science technology in psychiatry and to their role in the development of new hypotheses, which in turn promise to lead to new discoveries and treatments. Emerging research methods for precision medicine are discussed, as are a variety of novel theoretical frameworks for research, such as theoretical psychiatry, the developmental approach to the definition of psychopathology, and the theory of constructed emotion. The concluding section considers novel interventions and treatment avenues, including psychobiotics, the use of neuromodulation to augment cognitive control of emotion, and the role of the telomere-telomerase system in psychopharmacological interventions. (amazon) 

Deep Learning for the Life Sciences: Applying Deep Learning to Genomics, Microscopy, Drug Discovery, and More (Bharath Ramsundar, Peter Eastman, Patrick Walters, Vijay Pande, O'Reilly Media, 2019-4-28)

Deep learning has already achieved remarkable results in many fields. Now it’s making waves throughout the sciences broadly and the life sciences in particular. This practical book teaches developers and scientists how to use deep learning for genomics, chemistry, biophysics, microscopy, medical analysis, and other fields.
Ideal for practicing developers and scientists ready to apply their skills to scientific applications such as biology, genetics, and drug discovery, this book introduces several deep network primitives. You’ll follow a case study on the problem of designing new therapeutics that ties together physics, chemistry, biology, and medicine—an example that represents one of science’s greatest challenges.
  • Learn the basics of performing machine learning on molecular data
  • Understand why deep learning is a powerful tool for genetics and genomics
  • Apply deep learning to understand biophysical systems
  • Get a brief introduction to machine learning with DeepChem
  • Use deep learning to analyze microscopic images
  • Analyze medical scans using deep learning techniques
  • Learn about variational autoencoders and generative adversarial networks
  • Interpret what your model is doing and how it’s working (amazon) 

黃之鋒、何韻詩抵美遊說,中共欲發隱形大招「治本」?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mpsuq6zjMKg

《香港人權與民主法案》通過在即,自由的香港與專制的大陸無法共存,攤牌無可避免。兼談人權與主權

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yX0axpmYdAE

Big Data in Pharma and Life Sciences – AI and Data Management (Niccolo Mejia, EMERJ, 2019-3-13)

https://emerj.com/ai-sector-overviews/big-data-in-pharma-and-life-sciences-ai-and-data-management/

see also

https://healthcareweekly.com/artificial-intelligence-in-pharmacology/

http://ngbrc.com/img/file94.pdf

https://www.drugtargetreview.com/article/45973/artificial-intelligence-in-the-world-of-drug-discovery/

http://www.odbms.org/blog/2018/09/on-using-ai-and-data-analytics-in-pharmaceutical-research-interview-with-bryn-roberts/

How Healthcare Is Using Big Data And AI To Cure Disease (Nicole Martin, Forbes, 2019-8-30)

https://www.forbes.com/sites/nicolemartin1/2019/08/30/how-healthcare-is-using-big-data-and-ai-to-cure-disease/#4ce9765e45cf

十一前香港勇武派、警察和赴港五毛都面临大危险!中共极有可能搞出大事,嫁祸反送中

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9Xeg5kgBMQ

2:58 AM


收到  Art and Artist: Creative Urge and Personality Development (Otto Rank) 紙本 數周前  A Psychology of Difference: The American Lectures (Otto Rank)  紙本 亦已收到 這是廢園讀本 昨發現  NetCE  的課程資料 每筆一美元 多為近兩年發行  Handbook of Novel Psychoactive Substances: What Clinicians Should Know about NPS (Ornella Corazza, Andres Roman-Urrestarazu, 2018)  顯然需訂 再說 至此 我知 沒有理由 不在深夜看著窗外 香港活動趨於零星 但中共似乎沒有停止布局 大陸連續劇有一個問題 就是沒有逼真演員 這點豬哥亮是有眼光的 選蘭陽歌仔戲班合作 那些婆娘夠真 其實大陸連續劇不只上述問題 劇本也不夠真 昨天我說 ennui 不是無聊 是無所謂 有點像決定離家前的佛陀 看著滿地醉倒呼嚕女體 所以 徹夜 NPS 燃燒殆盡後的疲倦 仰首看到 黎明前的晨星 今 11:15 AM A7 查房 4:00 PM 二家屬會談 6:00 PM 數友人來訪 9/30前 報名年會 人類六千年前開始嗑藥 可見他們活著有多不快樂 你沒有見過恐龍嗑藥罷 昨天我說嗑藥是為了那短暫失神 短暫離開 的經驗 沒多久 你還是要回來 面對疲倦的雞肋 我想 那時哲學神學藝術 才終於誕生 意思是說 這些高級人文 就是那疲倦的雞肋 想要自圓其說 中秋後 不耐席地 已有寒氣  John Wick III 上架

财经全观察 | 中国高层对经济持续衰退束手无策

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDnBDeorSmQ

Wednesday, September 18, 2019

周孝正 陈小平:国庆阅兵是神经错乱,爱国主义就是“神经病”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F0rtFC5jPKE

Kedi (2016)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kedi_(2016_film)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpG0z-npFIY

9月18日早上,港鐵拆掉太子站出口的市民拜祭的鮮花,不到半日,市民又插上了鮮花,擺上了祭壇。一個男子行經,飛腳於踢毀祭壇,怎知跣腳,跌了一跤。冥冥中,香港人的鮮花和良知得到護佑

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7buOl4Pt4v0

行車記錄儀視頻:安徽牯牛降風景區路段

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDTmiQGXEYM

一位内部人士,勇敢的90后大陆青年,爆料中国国内网络审核员是怎么工作的,爆料哪些关键字是共产党最恐惧的

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GgqPtqzcGRg

美国将通过《香港法》

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wp9sdwfIErU

天網監控還不夠!中共增設5G機器人24小時巡邏監視民眾

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dpd0UZHbq8Y

台北捷运VS首尔地铁,到底谁更强?实力和魅力隐藏在细节中

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltSbXdrvE7w

财经冷眼:美国动手了!比贸易战更猛,毒菜扩张作恶的资金链被斩断

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFQDZwkKaFE

财经全世界061期:李克強的混合所有改革被疯狂截胡,官僚体系展开了对私企的大肆抢掠

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ALIAOUraQMs

程晓农:价值观重要,它从何而来?(中国的陷阱与困境|20190918第35集)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xznEOPb5rBY

今天大新闻 | 习近平会终身制吗?是谁在《求是》释放信号?如果美国国会通过《香港人权与民主法案》会怎样?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWxzE0N1te0

香港警察会向反送中人士实弹开枪吗?怎样阻止中共升级暴力?如果发生屠杀怎么办

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gkw0U7pmr4E

港交所9月5日交易系统故障的惊天内幕 香港金融中心蒙尘/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfTmQA_IHwM

看守所裏的大饑荒 她為何殺了自己的丈夫?(第四集)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWHRpkfwuUA

Babel (2006)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Babel_(film)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2RCGVHILIa4

楼市“疯涨”消退之后,资金开始炒作各种商品了

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_hK3qJxoEgY

7:50 AM


9/18, PM 3:40, 二級緩起訴團療, 身體健康, 生活踏實; AM 10:00, NPS, The Great Ennui and Hunger; AM 11:00, Ferenczi study 的香火託付; 大有路OK取三民書; 衛生局單據寄出; 9/19 PM 4:00, two family sessions; PM 6:00, 另一個晚餐

Novel Psychoactive Substances: Trends in Drug Abuse (Mark Rose, NetCE, 2018)

The purpose of this course is to allow healthcare professionals to effectively identify, diagnose, treat, and provide appropriate referrals for patients who use novel psychoactive substances. In addition, members of the public may use this course to enhance their personal knowledge of the subject matter presented.

Upon completion of this course, you should be able to:

1. Recall the history and epidemiology of the use of novel drugs of abuse.
2. Analyze the effects and management of synthetic cathinones and other amphetamine analogs.
3. Outline the pharmacology and effects of synthetic cannabinoids.
4. Identify other synthetic drugs of abuse and emerging botanical products.
5. Discuss strategies for the prevention and treatment of novel drug abuse and/or dependence.

This 5-hour continuing education course is available for download for professional development; if continuing education credit is desired, please see instructions included in eBook. (amazon) (kindle 2019-9-18) 

epitaph

“Man was created by the Trinity,” Lightfoot declared, “on October 23, 4004 B.C., at nine o’clock in the morning.” (Wright, Ronald. A Short History Of Progress (p. 11). Canongate Books. 2004, Kindle edition)

發現驚天秘密:疑似油管內部人員關係戶私下微信我:說馬上可以給我頻道開通廣告,收益三七分成,我石頭拒絕了

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ljQqAPRAbQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqsBiIsEm7A


徐霞客一路好走請加油

太子站中共武警殺人之前我要和你在一起

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LR4IDkFbV6M&list=PLkvG4EWPDB0n61y47-k6HiDleHt1ijwc5

猪小明因不会英语面临危险,论英语的重要性

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUIA10_b_Ds

等牛大了,就被中共牵走啦!张艺谋最好的一部电影 -- 《牛活着》

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTITQPxdZFQ

301醫院洩密中共領導人延壽150歲工程

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6NOalkvxJns

中共白手套奉命打土豪分田地 取代四大家族统治香港

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQj5F1D8mmI

3:42 AM

NPS 的關鍵在經驗和離開
我說過句子要簡單
意思是說經驗也要簡單

關於經驗你要去看一下The Age of Absurdity (Michael Foley, 2010) Chapter 9. The Atrophy of Experience (pp. 129-143)
Foley 說我們已經沒有也無能有真正的經驗

你抗議說甚麼是真正的經驗
我說你回憶一下你此生難忘的瞬間

now 問題出在用 NPS 的經驗變成你難忘的瞬間
意思是說其他的經驗都不算真正的經驗

我說過近幾個月我在樓頂繞圈赤足走路
有幾次走到腳痛

我認為這是真正的經驗
但跟用 NPS 無關

我先前說過我不會酗酒的原因是
我不想看著肝臟代謝的時候口乾舌燥甚麼都不能做

我的意思是說用 NPS 得到經驗太廉價了
與創造力完成一個腳痛的作品畢竟無關

再來說一下離開

我到桃園已經八年多
第一年我就聽到一句中文

休息是為了走更長遠的路
講這種話的人通常是剛請長假從義大利回來

我們的生活讓人渴望離開
因為那是重複的囚籠

NPS 的你在震耳欲聾的舞場徹夜
當然隔天不用上班

我喜歡被困在一座山面前
這件事我很早以前就知道

現在你知道簡單的句子
可以把事情講得多麼抽象

就像一座山可以多麼

讓我不捨離開

The Future of Fentanyl and Other Synthetic Opioids (Rand Corporation, 2019)

https://www.rand.org/pubs/research_reports/RR3117.html (PDF available)


Tuesday, September 17, 2019

美國參議院中國委員會關於香港的聽證會

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqbsRn98Bwg

失去美国科技:习近平的全面监控只能是个梦

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzF43QTUMCI

Gertz: Xi Jinping Has Created a ‘Communist Nightmare’ (The Washington Free Beacon, 2019-9-15)

https://freebeacon.com/national-security/gertz-xi-jinping-has-created-a-communist-nightmare/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6xldnNFjhE

https://www.bannedbook.org/bnews/zh-tw/topimagenews/20190917/1192362.html

十一烧国旗不如烧党旗!香港市民需要注意港府及中共的几个异动

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZMeX3uy7EI

A Psychoanalytic Perspective on Reading Literature: Reading the Reader (Art, Creativity, and Psychoanalysis Book Series) (Merav Roth, Routledge, 2019-8-14)

What are the unconscious processes involved in reading literature? How does literature influence our psychological development and existential challenges? A Psychoanalytic Perspective on Reading Literature offers a unique glimpse into the unconscious psychic processes and development involved in reading. The author listens to the 'free associations' of various literary characters, in numerous scenarios where the characters are themselves reading literature, thus revealing the mysterious ways in which reading literature helps us and contributes to our development.
The book offers an introduction both to classic literature (Poe, Proust, Sartre, Semprún, Pessoa, Agnon and more) and to the major psychoanalytic concepts that can be used in reading it – all described and widely explained before being used as tools for interpreting the literary illustrations. The book thus offers a rich lexical psychoanalytic source, alongside its main aim in analysing the reader’s psychological mechanisms and development. Psychoanalytic interpretation of those literary readers opens three main avenues to the reader’s experience:

  • the transference relations toward the literary characters;
  • the literary work as means to transcend beyond the reader’s self-identity and existential boundaries; and
  • mobilization of internal dialectic tensions towards new integration and psychic equilibrium.
An Epilogue concludes by emphasising the transformational power embedded in reading literature.
The fascinating dialogue between literature and psychoanalysis illuminates hitherto concealed aspects of each discipline and contributes to new insights in both fields. A Psychoanalytic Perspective on Reading Literature will be of great interest not only to psychoanalytic-psychotherapists and literature scholars, but also to a wider readership beyond these areas of study.(amazon)

财经冷眼:首富们集体扑街内幕揭秘 ,中国开启杀猪吃大户新纪元

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zgYpqiQLdE

港版打土豪分田地 央企要大舉進軍香港

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9VEtwHU4yo

自诩粮食安全恰恰反映出共军的恐慌

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYhmiDey7lM

http://www.xinhuanet.com/politics/2019-09/16/c_1125001961.htm

屠殺八千萬人, 不停割十三億人韭菜养肥一百四十萬權貴
和他們到處亂生的野雜種, 平民百姓中国人, 何年何月才吃得了, 一口心安理得, 乾乾淨淨的飯?

「三駕馬車」全減速,中共真遇麻煩了

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKyiYmht0xk

馬雲傳將隱居美國,李嘉誠「背鍋」,頂級富豪也險了

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BL2qXS6LA8

馬雲裸退後要出走美國 ? 三大障礙讓他無法在美國安享晚年

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETjyDyY4PJ8&t=6s

中国房地产这次要完了?不加息中国就会开启大通胀模式。 今年买什么保值最好,除了美元就是他

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bEFvcHZMoig&t=163s

中国政策转向的原因找到了:8月经济数据太差!/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34YxNOJwmT0&t=28s

Monday, September 16, 2019

习近平有大麻烦了!《求是》新华网用春秋笔法,新闻联播炒作旧闻,喉舌媒体反了!四中全会习可能遭围攻,政变民变互相促进,2019将是大变之年

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z1sKkNBl_Jc

Myron Stolaroff (1920-2013)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Myron_Stolaroff#Books

how interesting, his book (1994) was called "Thanatos to Eros"

惊爆:《求是》公开反习近平、拿习近平自己话狠批终身制(9/15)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBtyOxoX3RM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMpMjh0gqrk

陸媒點名批晚清奸臣連仕三朝 影射王滬寧 文章遭速刪

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TqKDSE2RcK8

财经全评论09152019期:为什么把李嘉诚打成替罪羊?中国阅兵是一个人的戏

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCTT-lVWX6Y

周周侃对话:周孝正谈香港(1)李克强露面说明中共政治恢复正常,习近平和邓小平各有什么优点

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lk7QlAjGdHs

Pain Killer: An Empire of Deceit and the Origin of America's Opioid Epidemic, 2 ed (Barry Meier, Random House, 2018)

“Groundbreaking . . . the shocking account of the origins of today's opioid epidemic, the creators of this plague, and the way to help stop it.”—Sam Quinones, author of Dreamland: The True Tale of America’s Opiate Epidemic

“Prescient . . . a landmark work of investigative journalism.”—David A. Kessler, former commissioner of the Food and Drug Administration and author of The End of Overeating

Between 1999 and 2017, an estimated 250,000 Americans died from overdoses involving prescription painkillers, a plague ignited by Purdue Pharma’s aggressive marketing of OxyContin. Families, working class and wealthy, have been torn apart, businesses destroyed, and public officials pushed to the brink.

In Pain Killer, Pulitzer Prize–winning New York Times reporter Barry Meier exposes the roots of the most pressing health epidemic of the twenty-first century. Powerful narcotic painkillers, or opioids, were once used as drugs of last resort for pain sufferers. Purdue turned OxyContin into a billion-dollar blockbuster by launching an unprecedented marketing campaign claiming that the drug’s long-acting formulation made it safer to use than traditional painkillers for many types of pain. That illusion was quickly shattered as drug abusers learned that crushing an Oxy could release its narcotic payload all at once. Even in its prescribed form, Oxy proved fiercely addictive. As OxyContin’s use and abuse grew, Purdue concealed what it knew from regulators, doctors, and patients.

Here are the people who profited from the crisis and those who paid the price, those who plotted in boardrooms and those who tried to sound alarm bells. A country doctor in rural Virginia, Art Van Zee, took on Purdue and warned officials about OxyContin abuse. An ebullient high school cheerleader, Lindsey Myers, was reduced to stealing from her parents to feed her escalating Oxy habit. A hard-charging DEA official, Laura Nagel, tried to hold Purdue executives to account. The drugmaker’s owners, Raymond and Mortimer Sackler, whose names adorn museums worldwide, made enormous fortunes from the commercial success of OxyContin.

In this updated edition of Pain Killer, Barry Meier breaks new ground in his decades-long investigation into the opioid epidemic. He takes readers inside Purdue to show how long the company withheld information about the abuse of OxyContin and gives a shocking account of the Justice Department’s failure to alter the trajectory of the opioid epidemic and protect thousands of lives. Equal parts crime thriller, medical detective story, and business exposé, Pain Killer is a hard-hitting look at how a supposed wonder drug became the gateway drug to a national tragedy. (amazon) (audiobook accessible via scribd)

Dreamland: The True Tale of America's Opiate Epidemic (Sam Quinones, Bloomsbury Press, 2015)

Winner of the NBCC Award for General Nonfiction

Named on Amazon's Best Books of the Year 2015--Michael Botticelli, U.S. Drug Czar (Politico) Favorite Book of the Year--Angus Deaton, Nobel Prize Economics (Bloomberg/WSJ) Best Books of 2015--Matt Bevin, Governor of Kentucky (WSJ) Books of the Year--Slate.com's 10 Best Books of 2015--Entertainment Weekly's 10 Best Books of 2015 --Buzzfeed's 19 Best Nonfiction Books of 2015--The Daily Beast's Best Big Idea Books of 2015--Seattle Times' Best Books of 2015--Boston Globe's Best Books of 2015--St. Louis Post-Dispatch's Best Books of 2015--The Guardian's The Best Book We Read All Year--Audible's Best Books of 2015--Texas Observer's Five Books We Loved in 2015--Chicago Public Library's Best Nonfiction Books of 2015


From a small town in Mexico to the boardrooms of Big Pharma to main streets nationwide, an explosive and shocking account of addiction in the heartland of America.

In 1929, in the blue-collar city of Portsmouth, Ohio, a company built a swimming pool the size of a football field; named Dreamland, it became the vital center of the community. Now, addiction has devastated Portsmouth, as it has hundreds of small rural towns and suburbs across America--addiction like no other the country has ever faced. How that happened is the riveting story of Dreamland.

With a great reporter's narrative skill and the storytelling ability of a novelist, acclaimed journalist Sam Quinones weaves together two classic tales of capitalism run amok whose unintentional collision has been catastrophic. The unfettered prescribing of pain medications during the 1990s reached its peak in Purdue Pharma's campaign to market OxyContin, its new, expensive--extremely addictive--miracle painkiller. Meanwhile, a massive influx of black tar heroin--cheap, potent, and originating from one small county on Mexico's west coast, independent of any drug cartel--assaulted small town and mid-sized cities across the country, driven by a brilliant, almost unbeatable marketing and distribution system. Together these phenomena continue to lay waste to communities from Tennessee to Oregon, Indiana to New Mexico.

Introducing a memorable cast of characters--pharma pioneers, young Mexican entrepreneurs, narcotics investigators, survivors, and parents--Quinones shows how these tales fit together. Dreamland is a revelatory account of the corrosive threat facing America and its heartland. (amazon) (accessible via scribd)

北京七区禁飞:鸟都不行

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYPBQOrv5kU

【實錄濫捕】9月15日晚,警方在銅鑼灣駱克道路段,面對大批市民無從下手,對完全無裝備的男青年則濫捕施暴,一位手無寸鐵的市民嘗試勸阻,卻被警方毆打。令人質疑警方無理拘捕是要湊夠逮捕人數

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8VtFR9IlRY

苏联大帝国垮台的导火线,竟是猪肉涨价!老大哥已经挂了,中共难道不害怕?今年十一香港必有大游行,也是大陆维权最佳时机!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjU8Ke1dx9M

陶杰:密谋入港,中共全面清洗财团势力

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WB5Eq3-XUx0

鬥爭習近平

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDSoeODFLTU

Report Illicit Drug Reactions (RIDR) (2017-3-22)

https://www.rcem.ac.uk/RCEM/Quality-Policy/Quality_Improvement_Clinical_Audit/Report_Illicit_Drug_Reactions.aspx

https://report-illicit-drug-reaction.phe.gov.uk/

https://www.gov.uk/government/news/system-launched-to-help-tackle-harms-from-new-psychoactive-substances

24

9/16 7:08 AM, autumn sun, cool before dawn; 4:00 PM, two consults, CM; tough evening; 

习近平的惡梦之队:六四后上大学的是主力,政治觉悟更纯洁;习语录取代圣经十诫进教会

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jLesDSdeFdg


如果此言屬實九零後的中國人沒有思考能力書都白念了被完全洗腦成功所以耶穌基督和阿拉是孔子的徒弟孔子是馬克思的徒弟馬克思是習近平的徒弟

中國百姓越過越窮低於32個非洲國

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dbyc7AlWrHQ

Sunday, September 15, 2019

New ways of dealing with new psychoactive substances (Mark Greener, Prescriber, 2018)

https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/pdf/10.1002/psb.1651

https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/abs/10.1002/psb.1651

QuarterWatch™ (includes data from Quarter 3, 2018) Focus on Three Psychoactive Drugs: Gabapentin, Pregabalin, and Pimavanserin (ISMP, 2019-3-27)

https://www.ismp.org/resources/quarterwatchtm-includes-data-quarter-3-2018-focus-three-psychoactive-drugs-gabapentin

‘Legal highs’ may be more dangerous than traditional drugs of abuse (The Conversation, 2018-9-19)

http://theconversation.com/legal-highs-may-be-more-dangerous-than-traditional-drugs-of-abuse-103360

中共官員要西方民主改革 遭諷「最佳笑話」

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8pzdKDiuj8

【直播】日日追蹤 找出真相:9月15日 持續悼念8.31太子站懷疑遭警暴毆打逝去的冤魂

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXTIU7EerEA

【直播中】9.15直播香港北角 福建幫出現 發生打鬥

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnCoqRO16iU

香港人權與民主法案

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROuGeFas_EU

程晓农 陈小平:习近平还有能力改变世界经济格局么

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_rPHkl0ClJ0

Therefore, the world is not only flat, but also red, and though Thomas L. Friedman is happy to make money from CCP, he would not like to live in China, in person, under CCP rule. 

陈小平:北京放弃奉陪到底改玩妥协,高层出了何事急拐弯

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IUstR2GfGKc

香港铜锣湾游行,续争五大訴求(20190915)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWPM-y32uHY

【金鐘/1759】警方出動水炮車 驅散夏愨道示威者

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LaAJJGQBlRU

直播灣仔、政總外、金鐘、銅鑼灣、中環915 - 港島現場 - 20190915 Live

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3_7Ro6_DFc

【直播中】無懼白色恐怖 香港民眾「反送中」抗爭不停- 現場解說

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qXleej83fQ

直降200萬脫手!中國二手房拋售潮終於來了

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVGeztKsdRM

财经冷眼:疯狂泡沫!一束花换一栋楼 ,中国楼市正在步郁金香后尘

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQZ_rcNZuH4

高敬文

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZNDnm2rKXs&t=960s

China Tomorrow: Democracy or Dictatorship?, by Jean-Pierre Cabestan, Rowman & Littlefield Publishers, 2019-6-21


no doubt at all, this guy is a fucking panda, who claims that we should be happy and grateful, and kowtow to the fate of being eternally ruled by the CCP, whose meticulously and cunningly self-perpetuaing totalitarianism is simply fucking perfect and invincible 

中共高官很會洗錢但是要人民吃草

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nx95nTDS5EI

願榮光歸香港

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NPNhi46GwPI

China May Cry ‘Uncle’ Sooner Than We Think (Jim Geraghty, National Review, 2019-9-10)

https://www.nationalreview.com/the-morning-jolt/china-may-cry-uncle-sooner-than-we-think/


Making the click-through worthwhile: Some signs that China is starting to feel the pain from Trump’s trade war; a special House election in North Carolina and what it could tell us about 2020; and Beto O’Rourke declares that living close to work is “a right for everyone.”

Is China Starting to Feel the Pain from the Trade War?

Yesterday’s Wall Street Journal had a fascinating front-page article that could have deep political ramifications.

Right now, Trump’s trade war with China looks like slamming our collective foreheads against a brick wall, hoping we do more damage to the wall than the wall does to our skulls. We institute tariffs, China gets mad and responds with their own tariffs, Trump gets mad and responds with more tariffs, and the cycle goes on and on. The escalating battle hurts our farmers and exporters, while the leaders of Beijing just sit and wait for either a new president with a different attitude or for political pressures to convince Trump to change course.

There’s an argument to be made that extensive trade ties with China have empowered them, while making us more dependent upon a country that is hostile to our national security interests, values, and human rights. The president would be wise to go beyond the familiar complaints about intellectual property — a fairly abstract issue — and discuss China’s inhumane working conditions, military aggressiveness, artificial island construction, and persecution of religious minorities on a massive scale. A lot of people groaned or rolled their eyes when Senator Lindsey Graham said that Americans needed to “accept the pain” that comes from a trade war with China, but I thought he deserved an “attaboy” for his honesty. When’s the last time an American political leader admitted his preferred policy was going to mean pain for some people?

The trade war is a giant bet that we can get China to do what we want through economic pressure and that they need access to our markets more than we need access to theirs. They’re betting that they can endure more economic pain than we can.

As you may have noticed, the Chinese government lies a lot. When the government in Beijing puts out economic numbers, investors, businesses, and people who need to know are left wondering whether those are accurate numbers, or whether they’ve been airbrushed to assure the world that the Chinese economic engine is humming along as it should.

Mike Bird and Lucy Cramer of the Wall Street Journal reported:

Beneath China’s stable headline economic numbers, there is a growing belief among economists, companies, and investors around the world that the real picture is worse than the official data. That has analysts and researchers crunching an array of alternative data — from energy consumption to photos taken from space — for a more accurate reading.
Their conclusion: China’s economy isn’t tanking, but it is almost certainly weaker than advertised. Some economists who have dissected China’s GDP numbers say more accurate figures could be up to 3 percentage points lower, based on their analysis of corporate profits, tax revenue, rail freight, property sales and other measures of activity that they believe are harder for the government to fudge.

Meanwhile, China’s central bank decided to add another $126 billion into the economy, and the country is facing a crisis in its pork supply:

The price of pork has been rising for months and is now nearly 50 percent higher than a year ago, data published on Tuesday showed. Consumers are frustrated, and officials are quietly expressing alarm as they fight the outbreak of a disease that is devastating the country’s pork supply.

And in the middle of all this are the Hong Kong protests, which are effectively shutting down one of the cities most important to China’s economy.

The Chinese government is authoritarian and can force its people to endure economic pain for the sake of national competitiveness for quite a while — right up to the point where it can’t. No one knows exactly where that point is and when enough important people in China look at the price of pork and other imported goods and decide it’s time to say “uncle” and offer a deal with better terms to the United States. But perhaps that moment isn’t quite as far away as the Chinese government wants the world to think.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Trgp_x7NZkQ

https://tw.aboluowang.com/2019/0914/1342859.html

https://ec.ltn.com.tw/article/breakingnews/2912737

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MiTC2tqA_Fo

台湾,我来了,要走了,很多话回韩国再说

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關於NPS (Novel Psychoactive Substance)


最有趣的是
藥頭不知道
你也不知道
你吃下去的
是甚麼名堂

這兩個不知道
說明了我們的
當代難題

很多年前喜歡
大葉高島屋地下一樓
看著章魚燒師傅
在你面前烤你知道
你吃下去的
是一尾一尾
貨真價實的章魚燒

習近平的夢


那年一九七五
四月五日蔣介石選擇駕崩
我去了國父紀念館
排隊一整夜大家都沒有小便
這點很奇怪

六個月後十月十日
被建中要求去總統府前吃瓜
我那時還沒有抽菸
否則必須抽菸

默默站在遠處
想起奧威爾的那隻豬

二零一九中共十一國殤
必須中國特色社會主義
必須的意思是閱兵
三千萬頭活埋後挖起來吃的瘟豬
一百四十萬被選擇抄家的貪官
一百四十萬輛法拉利紅官二代的炫富

誰能告訴我
被抄家的錢
被誰拿去了

總人口2%的權貴掠奪了98%財富
就是共匪的中國特色社會主義

走過血腥多金天安門

習近平的夢
的確很長