愚人節次日和次日的次日 當然是繼續當愚人

4/2 1:17 AM, now, this is, insomnia, quiet night, in the hills, now, this is, unusual, no, i'm saying, that, insomnia, is, not unusual, now, 48 hrs, ahead, i said it before, what's the difference, anyway, i said it before, now, if one is self-talking in english, do you think, he would dream-talk in english too, well, makes sense, not unlikely, zygmunt bauman, wrote in his last book, retrotopia (march 6, 2017), that revolution is followed by nostalgia, he was talking about eu, but in china, the extreme leftist pro-mao-era people are doing exactly the same thing, now, a few topics, comparative study: kohut vs. guntrip; the road map of identity politics; use of therapist's self vs. projective identification (a la jill scharff, 1992); 回到歷史 回到青山: 這算不算批判的心理治療? ; 用自體心理學讀儒家關係主義(黃光國 2009); 治療者心壞了會發生甚麼? ; 為什麼佛陀開悟時是看到晨星? ; 為什麼老子出關是騎著一頭牛? ; is reaading a cerebral thing, necessarily? ; the next decade of jack reacher foretold ;  中國人的心是儒釋道三者交錯的 ;  now, this is too much, already, for another decade, which may not be granted, anyway, so, now, you can understand, why i felt very sad, getting the news of bauman's death (9 jan, 2017), not unexpected, but sadness still, such a prolific writer, and now, he won't be there, reading, writing, thinking, any more, our era is not in short of raptilian brains, but has lost one of its rare forebrains, 4/2 10:11 AM, around 4 am, 窗前 西方 晨星 一時, 12:30 Noon, back from er, one adm, 文明的定義是極少打擾合理做人; foundations of chinese psychology (黃光國 2009) is meant to critique universalism, individualism, and scienticism, i.e. modernity itself, in other words, he is saying, we have alternative way of modernity, based on tradition, i.e. modernity in a pre-modern way, now, he probably does not appreciate that the numerous confucius schools around the world are meant for nothing but propaganda, 5:30 PM, one er, 3/29 overdose, 3/30 co intoxication (coal burning), 3/31 stabbing wounds over abdomen x3, adm to icu, aad this morning. transferred to our er, now, surgical condition unsettled yet, and, well, our surgeons refuse to adm, cannot adm to psy right now, 9:19 PM, found Moondog, interesting, very interesting, guy, 4/3 7:19 AM, A7, FPS 375, skip breakfast, one touch check again 11:00 AM, 8:53 AM, The Precariat (Guy Standing, 2011), 4/3, 5:40 PM, H3, 38.2 C ; A7, blood sugar 370 at 4 PM, RI 6u, next time check at 9 PM, 9:08 PM, one touch 190, 4/4, 7:40 AM, almost there, received mail from dm, around 3 AM,