Sunday, April 30, 2017

Arvo Pärt Fur Alina 1976

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MmBrepbZji0

Arvo Pärt : Wallfahrtslied ( Pilgrim's Song) - Angèle Dubeau & La Pieta

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJ1WPNJz6ps

Arvo Pärt - Trisagion - Estonian National Symphony Orchestra - Dir. Paavo Järvi (2002)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJQdAajNgVA

Arvo Pärt - Da Pacem [Estonian Philharmonic Chamber Choir/Paul Hillier] (2006)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YOpa5Ec3i4s

Arvo Part - Berliner Messe

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYXXvZoi2hE

Arvo Pärt: Miserere, for soli, mixed choir, ensemble & organ (1989 - Tallinn 2017)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW0ZbFkXM0E

2010 - arvo pärt - portrait

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpOyKm0AGhM

2010 - arvo pärt - cantique

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=INn-UUGKYyI

十萬億贓款流向海外

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhhGPipgPv4

Alfa Mist - Nocturne

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zeR2_YjlXWA

Alfa Mist - Antiphon

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVO_R8uvMhE

習近平要完成統一大業?台灣可有反制之力?(《明鏡編輯部》第107期)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9L6T_kYxls

吾爾開希沒有太苛責蔡英文這基本上是政治正確的如果他還要在台灣繼續參選但一年來蔡英文用分化激化對立鬥爭的手法操作內政開希不可能看不見明顯他用心在分析國際關係的大局不在理解島內紛爭的小事但恰恰就是這種小事被用來操弄製造他所謂的兩千三百萬的民意你相信這種黑夜蒙臉不敢見人的自自冉冉灑狗血民意能夠搞得出甚麼像樣的名堂嗎

Forrest Running


Eight Million Ways To Die (Matthew Scudder Mysteries Series Book 5) (Lawrence Block, 1985)


王倫


王倫,《水滸傳》中梁山初期的寨主,渾號「白衣秀士」。

王倫原是個不及第的秀才,與杜遷一起受柴進接濟,離開時又收受了柴進銀兩,故視柴進為恩人。終於與杜遷同在梁山泊落草,立了山寨。後來又有宋萬加入,三人成了山上大王,聚集了七八百人。山寨中另有一名手下朱貴,在水泊外開設酒店,負責探聽往來客商。


王倫心胸狹隘且自知無能,深怕有才之人搶走自己梁山泊主之位,柴進修書舉薦走投無路的林冲到梁山泊入伙時,王倫怕了神勇無敵且曾是禁軍教頭的林冲,意欲打發林冲離去,在杜、宋二人勸阻後,方命林冲下山殺人獻首作為加入梁山的條件。結果林冲在山下與路過的楊志交手打平,王倫素仰楊志大名,便邀請楊志在山上落草,希望讓他制衡林冲。無奈楊志一心要回東京尋職沒有留下,王倫才讓林冲落草梁山。

後來晁蓋一夥上山投靠之時,王倫更怕了這群能人異士而拒納入伍,一意送行,酒席間被吳用使計激怒的林冲一刀殺死。

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E7%8E%8B%E5%80%AB_(%E6%B0%B4%E6%BB%B8%E5%82%B3)

Rudolph Loewenstein (1898 – 1976)


A Polish-Jewish psychoanalyst who practiced in Germany, France, and the United States.

After studying medicine in Poland, he moved to Zurich, apparently to flee antisemitism, and began new medical studies, specializing in neurology and studying under Eugen Bleuler. At this time he became acquainted with psychoanalysis. He then moved to Berlin where he was certified as a psychoanalyst after undergoing a training analysis with Hanns Sachs. He became a member of the German Psychoanalytic Society (DPG) in 1925.

At the request of Sigmund Freud, Loewenstein moved to Paris, France in 1925 in order to train new analysts. He was the second licensed psychoanalyst, after Eugenie Sokolnicka, to practice there. He trained most of the first two generations of French analysts, including, notably, Jacques Lacan (between 1933 and 1939). He was a founding member and also secretary of the first French psychoanalytic society, the Société psychanalytique de Paris (SPP). (Some of the other founding members included René Laforgue, Marie Bonaparte, Raymond de Saussure, and Angelo Hesnard.) In 1927, he participated in the creation of the SPP's journal, the Revue française de psychanalyse; and in 1928 he and Marie Bonaparte translated Freud's case-study of Dora into French.

In 1930, he became a French citizen and obtained his medical license anew - defending his thesis for a doctorate in medicine in 1935. In 1939, he was mobilized as a doctor in the French army. After the Armistice, he fled to the south of France, and in 1942 left there for the United States, where he settled in New York. There he pursued a distinguished institutional career with the International Psychoanalytic Association (IPA), becoming its vice president from 1965 to 1967.

He died in 1976 in New York City.

Loewenstein is known, along with Ernst Kris and Heinz Hartmann, as one of the foremost figures of what has been called Ego psychology.
 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rudolph_Loewenstein_(psychoanalyst)

UNKLE - Looking for the Rain feat Mark Lanegan & Eska

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2kBv2D6lr-M

Ólafur Arnalds - The Final Chapter

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rUL04sHIVhI

肋骨

近日台灣流行肋骨骨折
後繼續深呼吸高歌說謊

名醫王小明說依照政治
正確醫學這是完全可能

S10 (2017-4-29)

樵夫
環山
密林
河畔
市集
湖邊 

一切都很沉默
一切都很緩慢 

經過惡意嘲諷
相信畢竟善意 

f (x) à f ( )
面對最終空無 

居然群
豈不聒噪

聽說

貓叫你起床
抓你的腳


到你起來
餵牠吃早餐

這時5:40AM
山頭已經泛黃




阴阳先生之末代天师

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24eypxuVqwM

Saturday, April 29, 2017

只要我长大 (2016)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_LgtgmOlXc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=97rbPXRT2qM

關於歷史的人和自然的人之矛盾之說明



1.人的歷史 徹底造作

2.人和人的關係 不如 牛和牛的關係

3.人和自然的關係 掠奪控制 生靈塗炭 自然遭殃

4.人的生老病死 虛張聲勢 矯揉作態

5.你聽過 牛過世後變成僵屍嗎

6.當然你沒聽過 牛去念倫敦政經學院 或學精神分析

7.或當選台灣立委 圍事關說

8.牛只是慢慢走完一生 吃了一堆青草

9.所以歷史的人自然的人 指的是符合牛的自然的人的歷史的人

10.      這是為什麼我說 歷史的人 和自然的人 基本上矛盾

11.      因為人的歷史 素來以人為本位 早已失去自然

12.      所以 理想中 符合牛的自然的人的歷史的人 是荒山野嶺的人 他回到自然 與自然一體

13.      他把牛當好兄弟 或更正確的說 牛把他當好兄弟

14.      這時上述矛盾不再 人和牛在星空下沉沉睡去

2013 - adam hurst - singles & unreleased

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDDkAf5bYjs

2014 - adam hurst - âme oubliée

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OhpfFOiYvmU

2014 - ólafur arnalds ‎– gimme shelter (music from the motion picture)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCzpIzPuA_c

2012 - ólafur arnalds ‎– another happy day (original motion picture soundtrack)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XHGcO4dpnk

2011 - adam hurst - the secret

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1yXAvrEI1w

2009 - adam hurst - ritual

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZUh28TIr8Q

2013 - adam hurst - nightfall

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ppv42m1Afz8

2010 - adam hurst - elegy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_0NLYdEwS0

2010 - adam hurst - from silence

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u8X2lv5d5kM&t=28s

2007 - adam hurst - dwelling

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvX4p98OLeI

2008 - adam hurst - ruin

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8cmjnyifPY

2010 - adam hurst - from silence

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u8X2lv5d5kM

2008 - adam hurst - wanderer

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKagij3eh4c

2012 - adam hurst - obscura

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZ-rieO1MbQ

朝鮮半島緊張局勢不斷升溫

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GptuOk8cnvk

Ólafur Arnalds - Undan Hulu

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bEhPn_Nu-GY

2016 - adam hurst - to a darkening sky

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f9BWBMwYAoU

郭文貴接受BBC專訪

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8oSrOYKodcQ

into the thick woods


foresee, almost guarantee,

that we're going, to get lost

 

the wise man said, to reach

the lake, you shall, meander











四月四日 1997

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIb2CpJLpLs

are you fucking happy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnzP4ZBmHX8

假孔子之名

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=drj559BHTlg

Motorcycle Diaries - De Usuahia a la Quiaca - Gustavo Santaolalla (HD)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMSwgG4UOWo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ednWfMAEXSY

Friday, April 28, 2017

RSP (2017-4-29)

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYENTJRRGZjQ1NKSWc?usp=sharing

my friend, to reach the lake, we've got to meander

Raymond Carver (1938-1988)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Raymond_Carver


Raymond Carver: A Writer's Life. Contributors: Comninos, Susan - Author. Newspaper title: The Christian Science Monitor. Publication date: December 14, 2009

https://www.questia.com/read/1P2-32540676/raymond-carver-a-writer-s-life

DeYarmond Edison

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pxr8A9c6B6w

Justin Vernon (b 1981)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OpYKtirbA7E

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OMCz0DXf7s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8JhVgZOC8Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLVXQn3fqgg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1iRTwXWAzQ

Ray LaMontagne (b 1973)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SY1V0Y7hscw

政府出动装甲车执行强拆

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CmyRV1BR1s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AznWMYJa20s

Radical Face - Ghost (2007)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwCxRNmFMGA

CROSSING THE HIMALAYA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8qF8kjU4l4

The Benefits of Living Alone on a Mountain

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGMHsBfZLXo

Bon Iver - Holocene (Official Music Video)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWcyIpul8OE

Thursday, April 27, 2017

The Wolves (Act 1 & 2) - Bon Iver (The Place Beyond The Pines, 2013)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nrkkx-p9T-c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fc8rx9NUqOo

Someday my pain, someday my pain
Will mark you
Harness your blame, harness your blame
And walk through

With the wild wolves around you
In the morning, I'll call you
Send it farther on

Solace my game, solace my game
It stars you
Swing wide your crane, swing wide your crane
And run me through

And the story's all over you
In the morning I'll call you
Can't you find a clue when your eyes are all painted Sinatra blue

What might have been lost -
Don't bother me

500 Miles - Inside Llewyn Davis

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HAZJAzCshN4

Jimmy Barnes THE RHYTHM & THE BLUES (2009)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9zr2UlptLM&list=RDk9zr2UlptLM#t=44

Ólafur Arnalds - improvisations

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnmZdTiyE-Q

Andrei Tarkovsky (1932-1986)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TC5WTwwrPmI&list=RDTC5WTwwrPmI#t=104

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ak6rI-j07QU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-vNOfr2Aec

Peter Hessler (b 1969)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZs9WfQ-EVc

Evanthia Reboutsika (b 1958)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5v2CBfpoTo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1ahW5PW5mU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UOTNHmh_R4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6867JTHGAs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=huXfiXfT9_k

Eleni Karaindrou (b 1941)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmBKo_XPrKo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vaSyaOuKFvo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rn_3jw7Hh6c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JNLrL9kHy8I

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORKjyB-ZOMU

Erik Satie - The Essential Collection (1866-1925)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mk2SNcpTNbs&t=34s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtLHiou7anE

Modigliani (2004)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=andmVoveAjY

Broadchurch (2013)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6fIUjkOsifQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZBhPcesXQP4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wC-OinzRMyc

Olafur Arnalds . For Now I Am Winter (2013) (b 1986)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TrFED9hgsSI

Ólafur Arnalds - Living Room Songs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNwJSb0twMI

2010 - ólafur arnalds ‎– ...and they have escaped the weight of darkness

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Eqm-oEfL3g

瞿海源公開透明地散會

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuYPMmCp4_8

袁木和段宜康的肋骨

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8cCUNAzP_c

4/27 12:02 AM

now, waiting for mid-term essays, surprised, found yann tiersen, via lenin, or good bye lenin, cool, french guy, glad to know that kafka meant so much for kohut, now, we're witnessing the in-the-name-of-justice fucking slaughter, which shall wait for another four hundred years to get even, https://www.thenewslens.com/article/66712

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

Yann Tiersen- Point Mort

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUMSIARN4mk&list=RDRUMSIARN4mk#t=19

YANN TIERSEN - NAVAL

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4kRciR7Eo4

Yann Tiersen - Le Jour d'Avant

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8eHj9Fev_Po

Yann Tiersen: 'Pour Amélie' Piano Music (Full Album) played by Jeroen van Veen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Zq0t2Stpcw&t=59s

Sonnenallee (Sun Avenue or Sun Alley, 1999)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eGO9ef-wTMI

Beautiful/Sad Piano Songs By Yann Tiersen (b 1970)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ohEmFZI5PlQ

Yann Tiersen - Tabarly (Full Album)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EN16HKIVSUY

神探 Mad Detective (2007)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=737wGd4ZZP4

soul searchin' (jimmy barnes 2016)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVgdR9GXJo4&list=PLGzdFBSMEjOB0EteyHYsyokg_Nn-1Y9mO

Jimmy Barnes - The Dark End Of The Street (Feat. Dan Penn)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwLZ271g-jg

目击者 (2012)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XloCGLg5ktQ

One Last Dance 茶舞 (2006)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nuZtgFkla2Y

青春差館 Young Cops (1985)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-DjS7Kh58w

蔡英文和炒地皮的王小明們


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6PpVpGxQ4w

Yann Tiersen - Good Bye Lenin! (2003)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXWmDy2xcsM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pMkJI4ADyA&list=PLtqRCevNcKFc6roboP41SpY0Zzo4LbBm7

Goodbye Lenin! OST #12 - I Saw Daddy Today  
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PbfPyijuxI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXWmDy2xcsM&t=187s

李志绥

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5xcLhhI1j4

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

南國再見,南國 (1997)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rTD8V5wY4k

边城

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87jUrMuipjQ

双食记 (2008)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvv7DGXxBf4&t=313s

George Orwell: A Life in Pictures Full Documentary

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6txpumkY5I

Arvo Part - Salve Regina

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f1CNNf9iU9Y

dirty realism

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dirty_realism

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bill_Buford

https://granta.com/dirtyrealism/

烏鼠機密檔案 (1993)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjLloo7ZQW4

晚九朝五 (1994)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVeeK2rENpo

鸭王 (2015)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DRUP_9bIlaM

心迷宮 (2015)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4kzqURhPIrI

追鬼七雄 (1981)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sckcsm-Wmlo

侠僧探案传奇 (2014)

该剧共十部,分别是第一部《聚义钱庄》,第二部《王陵之谜》,第三部《白马镖局》,第四部《大兴赌坊》,第五部《洛阳花会》,第六部《醉玲珑》,第七部《开封府》,第八部《催命符》,第九部《将军府》,和第十部《大夜叉》

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENhQ119DC-4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIXENgGmPPU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnuPV0Bl5HE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wX8CxFqRHCE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Kkq_BGOMl0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eV9L7OlAhBQ&t=834s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5mKg2YMiho

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcTA7DenTis

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLVquhcnW-A

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whNB5ltnY80

真相禁區 (2016)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qK22kE_zUhc

錯體追擊組合 (1995)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAKyreWGcIY

英雄地之小刀会 (1992)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJcQS-AbNzg

證人 (1993)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5Pfzma_Two

社團之撚位 (2000)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fs4vehCsJY

橫行霸盜 (2002)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4fJEy0sUoA

王建平

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fkbU6gAZo6U

慈禧和习近平和老王的幸福感

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3t65fcMwct8

潘漢年

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XzNdOY5Yosg

a few words about narrative truth and historical truth

when the missing links of historical facts are uncovered, one by one, the narrative is more and more complete, told again and again, till it can be left alone, nothing drastically new can readily be found, then one can start forgetting about it, and pondering about it, then the historical truth starts revealing itself, slowly, so, you see, the historical truth is something metaphysical, it is not about facts per se, this is what i mean, when i say, to heal is to forget (and forgive), which takes place only long long after recalling

Sunday, April 23, 2017

Jimmy Barnes - Stone Cold (Feat. Joe Bonamassa)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D99LZg18OWg

Tom Waits - All The World Is Green

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L3iwJKjw2iI&list=RDL3iwJKjw2iI#t=11

The Night

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQJCD93Im7s

馬建

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=22HBHdAFCfU

relational psychoanalysis revisited (2017-4-29)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEYmFDT3Q5dkdGdnM/view?usp=sharing


二訪關係學派之前    2017-4-28

1. 不滿意 暫時只能這樣

2. 不滿意的原因是 無法全盤處理關係學派 也無法對話

3. 無法全盤處理的原因是 他們跟其他學派不同 沒有頭頭 不是一座山 是一片山 且系譜不明 不易梳理

4. 幾個 重要的當代作者 stephen mitchell, jay greenberg, lewis aron, adrienne harris, donnel stern, irwin hirsch, neil altman, irwin hoffman, jessica benjamin, benjamin wolstein, anthony bass, emmanuel ghent, muriel dimen, don troise, philip bromberg, sabert basescu, carlo strenger, 每個都不成系統 雖然都有見解

5. 批判者寡  jon mills曾試過  但顯然碰了一鼻子灰

6. 對話者 自體心理學這邊有 其他學派恐怕不會有

7. 自體心理學這邊曾與之對話者 james fosshage, estella shane, barry magid, howard bacal, robert stolorow, george atwood, donna orange

8. 無法對話的原因是 各說各話 或西瓜偎大邊 好像在遞投名狀 申請加入梁山泊 其實不是對話 

Arvo Pärt

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MmBrepbZji0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCNRioytyAI

4/23 4/24 4/25

now, finish, second draft, may be of use at sp in dec, controversial, i know, but, true to myself, have to, s10 4/29, review their mid-term papers, revise rp files, condense into one file, in manageable size, now, 4/23, 10:08 AM, ordered that 2002 book on therapist's use of self, after all, expect it to be incomplete, windy, 4/23, 5:24 PM, rp revisited, done,130, may be too much, waiting for jessica benjamin (2017), donnel stern & irwin hirsch (in press, forthcoming),should i omit jon mills' critique this time, 4/23, 10:24 PM, maybe Barry Magid and Estella Shane's dialogue with relational psychoanalysis is the most coherent one we have, the dialogue of Stolorow with them is mainly about intersubjectivity, and the one Donna Orange with them is mainly with Jessica Benjamin on mutual recognition, the latter are both kind of abstract, i can't recall the details of Fosshage's, Bacal's is mainly to explicate his specificity theory, 4/24, 10:14 PM, how to keep the right to be quiet in this maddening world, try Arvo Pärt Fur Alina 1976, according to the wise guy, 4/25, 6:42 AM, when the missing links of historical facts are uncovered, one by one, the narrative is more and more complete, told again and again, till it can be left alone, nothing drastically new can readily be found, then one can start forgetting about it, and pondering about it, then the historical truth starts revealing itself, slowly, so, you see, the historical truth is something metaphysical, it is not about facts per se, this is what i mean, to heal is to forget (and forgive), which takes place only after recalling

Saturday, April 22, 2017

龍天樓後無樓 只是荒野


實情是 龍天樓後有樓 一模一樣的樓 更高聳不堪的樓  

中國歷史封建幾千年 就是樓後 有樓 復有樓的絕望故事 

這個絕望 包括梁山 水滸結義 結局卻是 圖個招安  

當宋江把聚義廳 改名忠義堂 就已經決定了結局 

民主的前提是 勢均力敵的兩個 或兩個以上的玩家 互相牽制 互相制衡 

因為勢均力敵 所以誰都貪不了太多 玩不了太久  

遂打破了禁臠  遂打破了 樓後 有樓 復有樓的絕望 

蔡英文的愚蠢 就在她以為消滅了國民黨 民進黨就是永恆當家獨大的民主  

這個愚蠢 說明了她根本不知道甚麼叫做民主 雖然她知道大狼犬和奧迪和法國料理和免治馬桶  

這四樣東西 我都不知道

龍天樓後無樓 只是荒野




Friday, April 21, 2017

Deep Purple - Machine Head (1997 Remastered Edition)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HwH4nt190YY

1. Highway Star (0:01) 2. Maybe I'm a Leo (6:30) 3. Pictures of Home ( 12:00) 4. Never Before (17:24) 5. Smoke on the water (21:26) 6. Lazy (27:45) 7. Space Truckin' (35:15) 8.When a Blind Man Cries (40:09)

Lazy - Jimmy Barnes & Joe Bonamassa

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69EcnxJmnd4

now, this one is just fucking amazing

Jon Lord - When A Blindman Cries Live (Jimmy Barnes)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQRIXWlO-ro

Soldier of Fortune - Deep Purple

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKrNdxiBW3Y

民進黨萬歲萬萬歲

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAN1WzbR2oc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HeXvaOqPTcU

http://www.chinatimes.com/newspapers/20170417000591-260301

http://www.appledaily.com.tw/realtimenews/article/new/20170329/1086976/

they say, identity politics must be hate politics, and, in the name of political correctness, we, are going to see blood

Roger Waters - Smell the Roses

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEh7Ip4yvH8

from his new album 'Is This The Life We Really Want' available June 2nd

also
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_LlnHPsnV4&list=RDP_LlnHPsnV4#t=55

Gary Moore Live in Stockholm 1987

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3dapDTDJzk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-G-PtmcPyK0

Richie Sambora When a blind man cries

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nj5eeHac960

"When A Blind Man Cries" (Deep Purple)
If you're leaving, close the door
I'm not expecting people, anymore
Hear me grieving, lying on the floor
Whether I'm drunk or dead, I really ain't too sure

I'm a blind man
I'm a blind man
And my world is pale
When a blind man cries
Lord, you know
There ain't a sadder tale

Had a friend once, in a room
Had a good time, but it ended much too soon
In a cold month, in that room
We found a reason, for the things we had to do

I'm a blind man
I'm a blind man
Now my room is cold
When a blind man cries
Lord, you know
He feels it from his soul

Still Playing The Blues

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXbsKnk0QDg

now, first draft, done, in a rush, though, issues remain, how do self psychology and middle school deal with countertransference, kleinian needs to be re-reviewed, if i say i am 1.5 post-kohutian, what do i mean, what am i aiming for, exactly, isn't it social psychology, only, well, what's wrong about social psychology, or (i'd say) "historical" psychology, too vague, you say, isn't it, put oneself upon the altar, to feel the pulse and raw nerves of the times, must identity politics be hate politics, how frequently should one take baths, ask jack reacher, what do those bunch of schools say about 'use of therapist's self',

三條窄路 (2009)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_yG-G5iIKms

柯文哲是不是一個嚴肅的屁當然是一個嚴肅的宗教哲學問題

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqqPg1DcYgw

昨天的屁當然不是今天的屁

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQDfC-O5CA4

Thursday, April 20, 2017

自體的心理學: 從溯源和比較研究到龍天樓後無樓

目次
 
前言:  兩個命題和第三個轉折
(一) Heinz Kohut: 其人其說
(二) 溯源的路之一:  Sandor Ferenczi
(三) 精神上的好兄弟: 中間學派和依附理論
(四) 觀點不同的借鑑: 克萊茵學派
(五) 必須發生的對話: 關係學派
(六) 後寇赫特的發展: 互為主體性理論, 特異性理論, 和嬰兒觀察
(七) 兩個命題的說明:  1991, 2006
(八) 以自體心理學為基調的心理治療
(九) 人的復位:  回到歷史  回到自然
結語:  自體的心理學: 未完成的革命



 


 

溯源的路之一: Sandor Ferenczi


這時2017-4-20  5:10AM   微曦山頭   先說幾個印象

1.      一般的說法是   SF是促成客體關係理論發生的源頭

2.      他成長在  十九世紀末  布達佩斯的前衛書店  浸潤在這樣的氛圍  你想他怎麼可能不熱情

3.      他與Freud不同   他的命格是臨床者  furor sanandi (rage to cure)  據說當時   四方治癒不了的病人   都會千里迢迢   來到他那邊   尋找最後的希望   所以我們可以假設   他會有機會見到很多嚴重的病人   尤其是that area的病人

4.      依此推論 他有可能是第一個想到  用到  反移情這個概念的治療者   那是被臨床情境逼出來的

5.      That area的病人  不缺traumaloss  你想   每天面對trauma的回憶 和loss給人帶來的傷害   SF怎麼可能不想到seduction hypothesis   或以tenderness作為基本態度   tendernessempathy又有多遠呢

6.      但病人要tenderness   也要passion   你想   SF怎麼可能不陷入boundary violation的難題

7.      於是  1930s初的SF  開始他的實驗 

8.      RN教了他甚麼  我想  RN教了他那個實驗的限制

9.      那本Clinical Diary   寫於1933   1985法文版出版   1988英文版出版   才見天日 

10. 時至今日   我們仍在他當時面對的難題中

11. 我們不能期待   他留下清晰的概念  和完整的理論   這不是他的命格  也不是他的強項

12. Clinical DiaryCOT   像是黑暗世界的探險家   帶回來的一張殘缺的地圖的一角

13. Kohut有沒有受SF影響   我的判斷是   Kohut不能承認有   但如果Kohut承認受Michael Balint影響   那怎麼可能不受SF影響   而且不止一個Kohut的學生  引述Kohut說過 「Ferenczi got it right  他心裡應該知道   點點滴滴   SF是說對了   我想   那是因為上述   SF面對過的病人 (that area)   就是Kohut面對的病人 (self disorder)

14. Klein有沒有受SF影響   她曾被SF分析治療五年   不太可能沒有   但後來SF變成圈內人的禁忌   SF 1933年過世    之前之後    Klein還在試著站穩    她應該不能承認有受SF影響 

15. 關係學派有沒有受SF影響   當然有   那是因為當年Sullivan推薦   促成Clara Thompson去布達佩斯從學於SF   SF的種子   遂老早種在WAWI 

16. 我們今天所說布達佩斯學派   指的是匈牙利在地的學派嗎   這點還要細考  看看匈牙利的作者們怎麼說