These ponderings attempt to let themselves be appropriated by the event. (Beiträge zur Philosophie (Vom Ereignis), Martin Heidegger, 1936–38/1989)
Wednesday, January 31, 2018
“沈”时度事:跟大家打个招呼!及国人如何促成习近平集权开启民主化步伐?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IndmqfDCLCE
腦子中想像一下
平等的眼光
你不能跪著求他
习近平集权对中国是福是祸?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqz-2pfRQOA
老胡和老何動氣打稻草人
老何似乎不願放棄希望
開弓沒有回頭箭
問題是習近平到底想射甚麼
余永定 (b 1948)
https://baike.baidu.com/item/%E4%BD%99%E6%B0%B8%E5%AE%9A
http://news.sina.com.cn/o/2018-01-11/doc-ifyqptqv7324229.shtml
https://www.weibo.com/1885454921/G0FpomHSn?type=comment#_rnd1517379220206
http://news.sina.com.cn/o/2018-01-11/doc-ifyqptqv7324229.shtml
https://www.weibo.com/1885454921/G0FpomHSn?type=comment#_rnd1517379220206
余永定称近1.3万亿美元海外资产下落不明
钱去哪了
张林
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQFO2_25ZRQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WwO528fcQc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxI1Id0v1V4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WwO528fcQc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxI1Id0v1V4
Tuesday, January 30, 2018
林立果的对毛评价
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7V6-0lMZn-U
http://tw.aboluowang.com/2009/1128/151695.html
http://history.sina.com.cn/bk/wgs/2014-06-16/155193265.shtml
http://tw.aboluowang.com/2009/1128/151695.html
http://history.sina.com.cn/bk/wgs/2014-06-16/155193265.shtml
“诊断”胡鞍钢
https://botanwang.com/articles/201801/%E2%80%9C%E8%AF%8A%E6%96%AD%E2%80%9D%E8%83%A1%E9%9E%8D%E9%92%A2.html
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iwesKcFVC0o
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iwesKcFVC0o
Monday, January 29, 2018
傳說中的何維凌手稿 (2015-12-1)
http://m.sanmin.com.tw/Product/index/005827356 (三民書局 2018-1-29)
http://www.chinainperspective.com/ArtShow.aspx?AID=142749
http://blog.creaders.net/u/3843/201606/257984.html
http://www.ntdtv.com/xtr/b5/2016/08/17/a1281535.html
http://www.chinainperspective.com/ArtShow.aspx?AID=142749
http://blog.creaders.net/u/3843/201606/257984.html
http://www.ntdtv.com/xtr/b5/2016/08/17/a1281535.html
油滴擴散
攀龍附鳳
借雞下蛋
(太子黨奪權教戰守則)
余華
http://okapi.books.com.tw/article/index/436
https://kknews.cc/zh-tw/culture/bkq6gn6.html
http://www.jiemian.com/article/642140.html
http://book.sina.com.cn/media/syjj/2017-03-22/doc-ifycnpiu9451760.shtml
https://www.bannedbook.org/bnews/zh-tw/bookwiki/20171223/874763.html
https://kknews.cc/zh-tw/culture/bkq6gn6.html
http://www.jiemian.com/article/642140.html
http://book.sina.com.cn/media/syjj/2017-03-22/doc-ifycnpiu9451760.shtml
https://www.bannedbook.org/bnews/zh-tw/bookwiki/20171223/874763.html
中国经济50人论坛
https://baike.baidu.com/item/%E4%B8%AD%E5%9B%BD%E7%BB%8F%E6%B5%8E50%E4%BA%BA%E8%AE%BA%E5%9D%9B
http://www.chinatimes.com/newspapers/20140211000406-260102
http://finance.sina.com.cn/focus/50rlt2017nh/
http://money.people.com.cn/n1/2017/0107/c42877-29005880.html
http://www.chinatimes.com/newspapers/20140211000406-260102
http://finance.sina.com.cn/focus/50rlt2017nh/
http://money.people.com.cn/n1/2017/0107/c42877-29005880.html
中國教育部長:2049年中國世界第一 (陳寶生 2017-10-22)
https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E9%99%88%E5%AE%9D%E7%94%9F
https://tw.appledaily.com/new/realtime/20171022/1227154/
https://tw.appledaily.com/new/realtime/20171022/1227154/
the self (stephen mitchell, 1991)
Yet, activities involving self-definition, on
many different levels, have always been a central human concern, even more so
for people living in our time. What does it mean to be a person? What sort of
persons are we? How are we connected and related to each other? This sort of
self-reflection has become a preoccupying concern—on a global level, in the
face of self-contamination and self-annihilation; on an international level, in
the wake of astounding shifts in the way nations are positioning themselves vis-à-vis
each other; on a national level, in the context of shrinking economic and
political horizons; and on an individual level, in the wake of historically
unprecedented shifts in social, economic, and gender roles.
The central focus on self in psychoanalytic
theories of the second half of the 20th century reflects these concerns, very
different from those of Freud’s patients, who lived in a much more stable,
hierarchical society.
Further Developments in
Interpersonal Psychoanalysis, 1980s-2010s: Evolving Interest in the Analyst’s
Subjectivity, Chap 3, kindle location 1195-1202
Sunday, January 28, 2018
赵紫阳 (1919-2005/1/17)
http://biweeklyarchive.hrichina.org/article/175.html
file:///C:/Users/user/Downloads/%E8%B5%B5%E7%B4%AB%E9%98%B3%EF%BC%9A%E6%94%B9%E9%9D%A9%E5%8E%86%E7%A8%8B.pdf
https://groups.google.com/forum/#!msg/lihlii/_GgZ_nohojM/XVJINOhF4KAJ
https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E8%B5%B5%E7%B4%AB%E9%98%B3
file:///C:/Users/user/Downloads/%E8%B5%B5%E7%B4%AB%E9%98%B3%EF%BC%9A%E6%94%B9%E9%9D%A9%E5%8E%86%E7%A8%8B.pdf
https://groups.google.com/forum/#!msg/lihlii/_GgZ_nohojM/XVJINOhF4KAJ
https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E8%B5%B5%E7%B4%AB%E9%98%B3
他沒有認錯「支持動亂分裂黨」
stopped where ...
i knew kibble would surely be killed by karch, meantime, cannot yet, start reviewing yu-hua and chen ying-zhen, waiting for what, maybe a certain moment, of momentum, strategically, should choose, one or two, key texts, pick up a few words, scenes, dialogues, paragraphs, etc, which means, it is not, literary criticism, per se, it is, a sense of history, via two writers, their lives and works
Talk with British Composer Max Richter | Insight Germany
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvQYAZG7nWA
中国云南鲁甸民众发生暴乱,警察被民众围攻,警察下跪求饶 (2018-1-26)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IXQf_SyMTyw
這件事台灣人不知道這說明了台灣人知道的事情不多
賀國強(b 1943)
https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E8%B4%BA%E5%9B%BD%E5%BC%BA
http://www.storm.mg/article/252737
http://twent.aboluowang.com/2012/0602/248296.html (2012-6-2)
http://politics.news.cntv.cn/leaders/heguoqiang/zyjh/index.shtml
http://www.storm.mg/article/252737
http://twent.aboluowang.com/2012/0602/248296.html (2012-6-2)
http://politics.news.cntv.cn/leaders/heguoqiang/zyjh/index.shtml
中央政法工作会议:矢志不渝做社会主义法治国家建设者 (人民网 2018-1-23)
http://legal.people.com.cn/n1/2018/0123/c42510-29782366.html
http://news.dwnews.com/china/news/2018-01-24/60037166.html
与西方划清界限 郭声琨表示抵制“三权鼎立”
北京时间2018年1月22日,中共中央政治局委员、中央政法委书记郭声琨在中央政法工作会议上,表示“坚决抵制‘三权鼎立’、‘司法独立’,矢志不渝做社会主义法治国家建设者、实践者。”
据悉,此次会议也是中共十九大之后召开的第一次中央政法工作会议。 .
四个转变
会议指出,在政法领域,人民日益增长的美好生活需要体现在“四个转变”上。
一是从实现基本物质文化需要向同步追求高品位物质文化生活转变,不仅希望吃饱、穿暖、住好,而且期待食品更安全、生态更美好、服务更均等、社会更和谐。
二是从实现外在物质文化需要向同步追求精神心理满足转变,不仅希望人身权、财产权不受侵犯,而且期待个人尊严、情感得到更多尊重,隐私、名誉、荣誉等人格权得到有效保护。
三是从注重现实安全向同步追求长远安宁转变,更加关注改革发展大局、民主法治建设,期待权利有保障、权力受制约、公正可期的良法善治,对严格执法、公正司法有更高要求,希望对自身发展有更长远的预期和更持久的信心。
四是从单纯的个体受益向同步追求社会事务转变,更加关注共商共建共治共享,更加重视知情权、参与权、表达权、监督权,对社会事务参与意愿强烈,希望在促进社会发展进步中更好的实现人生价值。
為何急驟擴大政法委權力?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71myXMj-oOM
http://news.dwnews.com/china/news/2018-01-24/60037166.html
http://news.dwnews.com/china/news/2018-01-24/60037166.html
老伍喝口水
東北人為什麼喜歡嘮嗑
https://www.getit01.com/p20180124522343267/
https://www.zhihu.com/question/26430311
https://kknews.cc/zh-tw/tech/48y9nnx.html
https://www.zhihu.com/question/26430311
https://kknews.cc/zh-tw/tech/48y9nnx.html
聽了非睡不可
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRqzxSHiaSs
"It’s
my personal lullaby for a frenetic world," he says. "A manifesto for
a slower pace of existence."
奇特的閱讀經驗
不大能理解為什麼一直重頭讀起這本書每次都只能走幾頁最多十來頁永遠讀不到第二章會不會是因為沒有做眉批畫線還是因為我想記住每一句話永遠記住這說明了甚麼這說明了我太看重這本書我已經老了記憶不夠用了沒有勁了這本書叫做中國潰而不崩台灣人不讀這本書
housekeeping
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Housekeeping
Housekeeping refers to
the management of duties and chores involved in the running of a household, such as cleaning, cooking, home maintenance, shopping, laundry and bill pay.
These tasks may be performed by any of the household
members, or by other persons hired to perform these tasks. The term is also
used to refer to the money allocated for such use. By
extension, an office or organization, as well as the maintenance of computer storage systems.
A housekeeper is a person employed to manage a household, and
the domestic
staff. According to the Victorian Era Mrs Beeton's Book of Household Management,
the housekeeper is second in command in the house and "except in large
establishments, where there is a house steward, the housekeeper must consider
his/herself as the immediate representative of her mistress".
purge
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Purge
In history, religion and political science, a purge is the removal of people who are considered undesirable
by those in power from a government, another organization, their team owners,
or society as a whole. A group undertaking such an effort is labeled as purging itself. Purges can be either nonviolent or violent;
with the former often resolved by the simple removal of those who have been
purged from office, and the latter often resolved by the imprisonment, exile, or murder of those who
have been purged.
理性的分類
1. 工具理性 1 + 1 = 2
2. 價值理性 1 + 1 = Zhuangzi + Levinas
3. 臣服於非理性的理性 1 + 1 = 0.25
(i.e. 1/8 + 1/8 = 1/4)
4. 臣服於封建的理性 1 + 1 = name
of the father
5. 臣服於威權的理性 1 + 1 = 3
6. 臣服於極權的理性 1 + 1 = n
劉復之(1917-2013)
https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E5%88%98%E5%A4%8D%E4%B9%8B
1983年嚴打
https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/1983%E5%B9%B4%E4%B8%A5%E6%89%93
1983年嚴打
https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/1983%E5%B9%B4%E4%B8%A5%E6%89%93
1983年嚴打是一個中華人民共和國的治安運動,由1983年9月正式啟動,前後持續了三年之久。83年嚴打是針對文革後社會治安混亂,惡性犯罪事件頻發的社會實際而發動的,摧毀了數萬個犯罪集團,社會秩序明顯好轉。但其中也造成了很多冤假錯案,引發極大爭議
1983年7月19日,鄧小平在北戴河聽取了中華人民共和國公安部部長劉復之關於全國各地嚴重治安狀況的匯報後表示:「對於當前的各種嚴重刑事犯罪要嚴厲打擊,判決和執行,要從重,從快;嚴打就是要加強黨的專政力量,這就是專政。」
一个博士的回乡日记 (王磊光 2015)
http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_4fb6d3e70102vj3s.html
http://edu.people.com.cn/n/2015/0225/c1006-26594099.html
http://edu.people.com.cn/n/2015/0225/c1006-26594099.html
张五常撰文回应人大教授周新城批评其鼓吹私有制
http://opinion.jrj.com.cn/2018/01/23084423989452.shtml
http://finance.sina.com.cn/china/gncj/2018-01-22/doc-ifyquptv8564553.shtml
http://finance.sina.com.cn/china/gncj/2018-01-22/doc-ifyquptv8564553.shtml
周周侃 | 习近平的大棋局,“扫黑除恶”台面上和台面下的两个动机
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqpUJN8-d9g
嚴打就是專政
城市不讓待鄉村不讓亂
純潔化運動
According to Jack
Karch (Void moon, 2000), follow the money: 假設一個村支書一個億
七八千個村支書就有七八千個億
管理學
1. 古老的策略是 消滅你的舊靈魂 給你一個新靈魂
2. 那就是有名的洗腦
3. 這個策略 顯然有形上學改造的意圖 但實在費事
4. 後來似乎已不大用
5. 下面這個策略 簡單明瞭
6. 就是讓你恐懼
7. 為什麼恐懼
8. 因為你必須成為屠殺者
9. 才能不成為被屠殺者
10. 所以你是屠殺者也是被屠殺者
11. 換句話說 這是挑起人和人鬥
12. 每個人都無辜 但每個人雙手都沾滿血跡
13. 這個策略 叫做輪流清洗 和被清洗
14. 通常多年後 會再平反
15. 如果你幾番輪迴 幸運倖存的話
16. 到這邊為止 人和人之間 已無法信任
17. 因為人和人之間 互相背叛 是必要的 是正確的 是高貴的
18. 我曾說過 我不知道 兩個克萊茵學派信仰者 怎麼成為朋友
19. 因為雙方都習慣性地尋找對方的潛意識的想像 (phantasy)
20. 和自己在那個想像中的位置
21. 我們現在講的 比那個情況更糟
22. 因為雙方連基本的信任 (basic
trust) 都沒有
23. 這我們稱之為人的原子化 (atomized)
24. 人成為一個一個孤單的個體 彼此間不敢相連結
25. 因為身邊永遠有朝陽大媽 坐在那裡織毛衣 聽你們在說些甚麼
26. 到此為止 操作上 以人為主 以組織為主 一層一層覆蓋上去
27. 你現在可以了解 為什麼十四億人 需要八千萬黨員 才管得了
28. 一個管十七點五個
29. 這算不算個管師
30. 然後我們到了互聯網社交媒體智慧手機時代
31. 長城防火牆人工智能大數據天網的好處是 應付得了這個時代的挑戰
32. 屏障信息 製造所謂輿論 群組版主連坐 阻斷翻牆 形成內網 (intranet) 取代外網 (internet) 形成一個
封閉的恐懼的世界
33. 冬日 坐在窗前 看著荒山
34. 我終於知道 關鍵的傷害和救贖 還是那個基本的信任
Saturday, January 27, 2018
平论Live | 80后企业家茅侃侃自杀离世引警觉,秦伟平的创业心路历程和忠告
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f40Pyjhn6SI&feature=push-lsb&attr_tag=19Zozo7JCWsJQ5h--6
不少作家太子党红二代明星出局
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRtTg1FIxug
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=szHba-JcUqc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=szHba-JcUqc
莫言出局成龍留任馮小剛周星馳呢
张林 (b 1963)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzREef5jVTU
https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E5%BC%B5%E6%9E%97_(%E4%B8%AD%E5%9C%8B%E6%B0%91%E9%81%8B%E4%BA%BA%E5%A3%AB)
https://www.rfa.org/mandarin/zhuanlan/shuwenpingjian/hu_ping-20071127.html
https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E5%BC%B5%E6%9E%97_(%E4%B8%AD%E5%9C%8B%E6%B0%91%E9%81%8B%E4%BA%BA%E5%A3%AB)
https://www.rfa.org/mandarin/zhuanlan/shuwenpingjian/hu_ping-20071127.html
max richter - memoryhouse (2002)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOI3DqEpCPE
now, i realize, this one, with three candles, burning, slowly, to the end, of darkness, is for 2018 SP
now, i realize, this one, with three candles, burning, slowly, to the end, of darkness, is for 2018 SP
中国社科院2010年《法治蓝皮书》
http://www.scio.gov.cn/xwfbh/gbwxwfbh/xwfbh/sky/Document/554085/554085.htm
http://www.iolaw.org.cn/web/special/lps.asp
http://npc.people.com.cn/BIG5/14840/11028349.html
http://www.epochtimes.com/b5/10/2/26/n2829446.htm
http://www.iolaw.org.cn/web/special/lps.asp
http://npc.people.com.cn/BIG5/14840/11028349.html
http://www.epochtimes.com/b5/10/2/26/n2829446.htm
中國社科院25日發佈的2010年《法治藍皮書》指出,由合法公司、黑社會和公職人員組成的「白黑紅」三位一體型架構已經成為典型的中國黑社會組織,據調查,其中近10%的黑社會犯罪組織由公職人員組成和領導。
2010年《法治藍皮書》中以重慶為例,對25個涉黑組織案例進行了數據統計與定量分析,將中國涉黑組織分為5種類型:「白黑紅」一體型、「背靠大樹」型、「暴力衝突」型、聯盟型和暴力壟斷行業型。
「白黑紅」型是中國目前涉黑組織中最典型、最高級的一種形態,「白」是指合法公司、正當的行業經營及組織領導者;「黑」即黑社會老大;「紅」則是擁有政治身份或背景的「保護傘」。
「白黑紅」一體型的特點是,以「白色」為幌子、「黑色」為手段、「紅色」為護身符,形成「以黑養商、以黑護商、以商助黑、以商買權、以權促商、以權護黑」的涉黑組織特色。透過「黑白」途徑攫取雄厚的經濟基礎,再透過「紅色」身份作為保護或攫取利益是黑惡勢力夢寐以求的事情。
1983年嚴打
https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/1983%E5%B9%B4%E4%B8%A5%E6%89%93
1983年9月正式啟動,前後持續了三年之久。
83年嚴打是針對文革後社會治安混亂,惡性犯罪事件頻發的社會實際而發動的,摧毀了數萬個犯罪集團,社會秩序明顯好轉。但其中也造成了很多冤假錯案,引發極大爭議。
嚴打 (1983, 1996, 2001, 2010)
https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E4%B8%AD%E5%8D%8E%E4%BA%BA%E6%B0%91%E5%85%B1%E5%92%8C%E5%9B%BD%E4%B8%A5%E6%89%93%E8%A1%8C%E5%8A%A8
迄今為止共出現過四次「嚴打」,分別為1983年 (1983年9月開始
持續三年)、1996年 (1996年4月到1997年2月)、2001年 (2001年4月到2003年4月)、2010年 (2010年6月13日開始 為期7個月)。
1983年嚴打是最令社會記憶深刻的一次嚴打。
【热点互动】中共掀〝扫黑除恶〞斗争 是否政权不稳?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEGkbrcwWho
趙培說 (1)「黑金」(1997) 是台灣政治紀錄片(2) 中共的政治運動是按比例殺人 一定會有冤假錯案
藍述說 中國分體制內的黑幫和體制外的黑幫
前者是最大的黑幫
who killed that fat courier in the Cleo?
like i said before, cassie and leo are not aware, that they are being hunted, by karch, in the dark, and like i said before, i don't know who killed that fat courier in the Cleo, i mean, i knew, but, i don't know, since last time, when i read this one, years ago, now, this is, exactly, the joy of detective thrillers, since, you'll remember, nothing, at all, after you put it down
中國左翼自由主義的「香港共識」(2014)
http://beyondnewsnet.com/20140807/7947/
https://www.douban.com/note/513352255/
https://www.douban.com/note/513352255/
2013牛津共識
https://cn.nytimes.com/china/20131023/c23consensus/zh-hant/
https://cn.nytimes.com/china/20131023/c23consensus/dual/
https://cn.nytimes.com/china/20131023/c23consensus/dual/
徐友渔访谈(上下)
徐友渔访谈(上):习近平正用资本主义拯救中国共产党?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8yCCNn2k9U
徐友渔访谈(下): 没有“六四” 中国前途要光明得多
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MJ0KQLsYXHc
徐友漁說 八零年代的中國 每個人都想成為人文社會學者 九零年代以後 每個人都想成為土豪 然後 他微笑地說 2014後 中國思想界 一片肅殺 集體沉默
台灣價值
現在流行講台灣價值
A7病房的生活討論會
今天舉行台灣價值國際造句研討會
A君說台灣價值就是改善伙食
B君說台灣價值就是我們永遠擁戴蔡英文 柯文哲
阿長打岔說今天我們不討論周星馳和斧頭幫怎麼治國
C君說台灣價值就是大權在握過去的貪汙一筆勾銷
阿長打岔說今天我們不討論知識政治經濟學
D君說台灣價值就是我們永遠擁戴豬哥亮
阿長打岔說我也很懷念他老人家呢
E君說台灣價值就是我們有水龍頭和廁所門鎖
阿長打岔說不要忘了我有鑰匙
F君說台灣價值就是我們今天在這裡討論台灣價值
德媒:在最意想不到的时候 中国将受致命一击
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xm74Ut0E0FQ
http://news.dwnews.com/global/news/2018-01-11/60035002.html
DW
http://www.dw.com/zh/%E5%BE%B7%E8%AF%AD%E5%AA%92%E4%BD%93%E6%B7%B1%E5%B1%82%E9%87%91%E8%9E%8D%E5%8D%B1%E6%9C%BA-%E4%B8%AD%E5%9B%BD%E6%97%A0%E5%A4%84%E5%8F%AF%E8%BA%B2/a-42115102?&zhongwen=simp
http://news.dwnews.com/global/news/2018-01-11/60035002.html
DW
http://www.dw.com/zh/%E5%BE%B7%E8%AF%AD%E5%AA%92%E4%BD%93%E6%B7%B1%E5%B1%82%E9%87%91%E8%9E%8D%E5%8D%B1%E6%9C%BA-%E4%B8%AD%E5%9B%BD%E6%97%A0%E5%A4%84%E5%8F%AF%E8%BA%B2/a-42115102?&zhongwen=simp
中國貧二代現狀
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67T-Rpqm3K8
https://baike.baidu.com/item/%E7%A9%B7%E4%BA%8C%E4%BB%A3/9623226?fromtitle=%E8%B4%AB%E4%BA%8C%E4%BB%A3&fromid=9632989
http://www.baike.com/wiki/%E8%B4%AB%E4%BA%8C%E4%BB%A3
https://baike.baidu.com/item/%E7%A9%B7%E4%BA%8C%E4%BB%A3/9623226?fromtitle=%E8%B4%AB%E4%BA%8C%E4%BB%A3&fromid=9632989
http://www.baike.com/wiki/%E8%B4%AB%E4%BA%8C%E4%BB%A3
索罗斯“点炮”,中国的大数据监控有多厉害?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rw0Pd9ayLQ
中國問題雜家文昭不求甚解他說中國維穩問題關鍵在財政
George Soros takes aim at ‘mafia states’ and social media
https://www.ft.com/content/b4717b08-021a-11e8-9650-9c0ad2d7c5b5
Friday, January 26, 2018
存有在世間
起因是最近四個月跟居家護理師一起家訪altis很好開大街小巷隨便停運氣不錯還沒有被拖吊過屋裡都暗暗的沒有開燈沒有電視沒有電腦沒有看書沒有音樂一切都暗暗的靜靜的也很少出門那天在金豪麗樓下頂好前面坐在置貨板條上曬太陽等Y君下樓欣玫上去找他樓下沒有車位我停在紅線Y君面容慘白大概兩周沒有剃鬚說話反應很慢我等了四十分鐘他在刷牙中晚餐社會局會送到樓下管理員處我說他們會通知你下來拿嗎他說我體力不好沒有辦法下樓媽媽會幫我送上去欣玫後來說他刷牙流了不少血有時送上去也沒有吃我說你要常出門這件事發生在桃園鬧區
周梅森正在寫下一個劇本
五線小城黑幫地產商地方書記支委公安緊急召開董事會探討掃黑除惡專項鬥爭(china’s
final solution)的因應之策老周正在讀海明威的殺手
The
Killers
The
Killers
by
Ernest Hemingway
The
door of Henry’s lunchroom opened and two men came in. They sat down at the
counter.
“What’s
yours?” George asked them.
“I
don’t know,” one of the men said. “What do you want to eat, Al?”
“I
don’t know,” said Al. “I don’t know what I want to eat.”
Outside
it was getting dark. The streetlight came on outside the window. The two men at
the counter read the menu. From the other end of the counter Nick Adams watched
them. He had been talking to George when they came in.
“I’ll
have a roast pork tenderloin with apple sauce and mashed potatoes,” the first
man said.
“It
isn’t ready yet.”
“What
the hell do you put it on the card for?”
“That’s
the dinner,” George explained. “You can get that at six o’clock.”
George
looked at the clock on the wall behind the counter.
“It’s
five o’clock.”
“The
clock says twenty minutes past five,” the second man said.
“It’s
twenty minutes fast.”
“Oh,
to hell with the clock,” the first man said. “What have you got to eat?”
“I
can give you any kind of sandwiches,” George said. “You can have ham and eggs,
bacon and eggs, liver and bacon, or a steak.”
“Give
me chicken croquettes with green peas and cream sauce and mashed potatoes.”
“That’s
the dinner.”
“Everything
we want’s the dinner, eh? That’s the way you work it.”
“I
can give you ham and eggs, bacon and eggs, liver—”
“I’ll
take ham and eggs,” the man called Al said. He wore a derby hat and a black
overcoat buttoned across the chest. His face was small and white and he had
tight lips. He wore a silk muffler and gloves.
“Give
me bacon and eggs,” said the other man. He was about the same size as Al. Their
faces were different, but they were dressed like twins. Both wore overcoats too
tight for them. They sat leaning forward, their elbows on the counter.
“Got
anything to drink?” Al asked.
“Silver
beer, bevo, ginger-ale,” George said.
“I
mean you got anything to drink?”
“Just
those I said.”
“This
is a hot town,” said the other. “What do they call it?”
“Summit.”
“Ever
hear of it?” Al asked his friend.
“No,”
said the friend.
“What
do they do here nights?” Al asked.
“They
eat the dinner,” his friend said. “They all come here and eat the big dinner.”
“That’s
right,” George said.
“So
you think that’s right?” Al asked George.
“Sure.”
“You’re
a pretty bright boy, aren’t you?”
“Sure,”
said George.
“Well,
you’re not,” said the other little man. “Is he, Al?”
“He’s
dumb,” said Al. He turned to Nick. “What’s your name?”
“Adams.”
“Another
bright boy,” Al said. “Ain’t he a bright boy, Max?”
“The
town’s full of bright boys,” Max said.
George
put the two platters, one of ham and eggs, the other of bacon and eggs, on the
counter. He set down two side dishes of fried potatoes and closed the wicket
into the kitchen.
“Which
is yours?” he asked Al.
“Don’t
you remember?”
“Ham
and eggs.”
“Just
a bright boy,” Max said. He leaned forward and took the ham and eggs. Both men
ate with their gloves on. George watched them eat.
“What
are you looking at?” Max looked at George.
“Nothing.”
“The
hell you were. You were looking at me.”
“Maybe
the boy meant it for a joke, Max,” Al said.
George
laughed.
“You
don’t have to laugh,” Max said to him. “You don’t have to laugh at all, see?’
“All
right,” said George.
“So
he thinks it’s all right.” Max turned to Al. “He thinks it’s all right. That’s
a good one.”
“Oh,
he’s a thinker,” Al said. They went on eating.
“What’s
the bright boy’s name down the counter?” Al asked Max.
“Hey,
bright boy,” Max said to Nick. “You go around on the other side of the counter
with your boy friend.”
“What’s
the idea?” Nick asked.
“There
isn’t any idea.”
“You
better go around, bright boy,” Al said. Nick went around behind the counter.
“What’s
the idea?” George asked.
“None
of your damned business,” Al said. “Who’s out in the kitchen?”
“The
nigger.”
“What
do you mean the nigger?”
“The
nigger that cooks.”
“Tell
him to come in.”
“What’s
the idea?”
“Tell
him to come in.”
“Where
do you think you are?”
“We
know damn well where we are,” the man called Max said. “Do we look silly?”
“You
talk silly,” A1 said to him. “What the hell do you argue with this kid
for? Listen,” he said to George, “tell the nigger to come out here.”
“What
are you going to do to him?”
“Nothing.
Use your head, bright boy. What would we do to a nigger?”
George
opened the slit that opened back into the kitchen. “Sam,” he called. “Come in
here a minute.”
The
door to the kitchen opened and the nigger came in. “What was it?” he asked. The
two men at the counter took a look at him.
“All
right, nigger. You stand right there,” Al said.
Sam,
the nigger, standing in his apron, looked at the two men sitting at the
counter. “Yes, sir,” he said. Al got down from his stool.
“I’m
going back to the kitchen with the nigger and bright boy,” he said. “Go on back
to the kitchen, nigger. You go with him, bright boy.” The little man walked
after Nick and Sam, the cook, back into the kitchen. The door shut after them.
The man called Max sat at the counter opposite George. He didn’t look at George
but looked in the mirror that ran along back of the counter. Henry’s had been
made over from a saloon into a lunch counter.
2
“Well,
bright boy,” Max said, looking into the mirror, “why don’t you say something?”
“What’s
it all about?”
“Hey,
Al,” Max called, “bright boy wants to know what it’s all about.”
“Why
don’t you tell him?” Al’s voice came from the kitchen.
“What
do you think it’s all about?”
“I
don’t know.”
“What
do you think?”
Max
looked into the mirror all the time he was talking.
“I
wouldn’t say.”
“Hey,
Al, bright boy says he wouldn’t say what he thinks it’s all about.”
“I
can hear you, all right,” Al said from the kitchen. He had propped open the
slit that dishes passed through into the kitchen with a catsup bottle. “Listen,
bright boy,” he said from the kitchen to George. “Stand a little further along
the bar. You move a little to the left, Max.” He was like a photographer
arranging for a group picture.
“Talk
to me, bright boy,” Max said. “What do you think’s going to happen?”
George
did not say anything.
“I’ll
tell you,” Max said. “We’re going to kill a Swede. Do you know a big Swede
named Ole Anderson?”
“Yes.”
“He
comes here to eat every night, don’t he?”
“Sometimes
he comes here.”
“He
comes here at six o’clock, don’t he?”
“If
he comes.”
“We
know all that, bright boy,” Max said. “Talk about something else. Ever go to
the movies?”
“Once
in a while.”
“You
ought to go to the movies more. The movies are fine for a bright boy like you.”
“What
are you going to kill Ole Anderson for? What did he ever do to you?”
“He
never had a chance to do anything to us. He never even seen us.”
And
he’s only going to see us once,” Al said from the kitchen:
“What
are you going to kill him for, then?” George asked.
“We’re
killing him for a friend. Just to oblige a friend, bright boy.”
“Shut
up,” said Al from the kitchen. “You talk too goddamn much.”
“Well,
I got to keep bright boy amused. Don’t I, bright boy?”
“You
talk too damn much,” Al said. “The nigger and my bright boy are amused by themselves.
I got them tied up like a couple of girl friends in the convent.”
“I
suppose you were in a convent.”
“You
never know.”
“You
were in a kosher convent. That’s where you were.”
George
looked up at the clock.
“If
anybody comes in you tell them the cook is off, and if they keep after it, you
tell them you’ll go back and cook yourself. Do you get that, bright boy?”
“All
right,” George said. “What you going to do with us afterward?”
“That’ll
depend,” Max said. “That’s one of those things you never know at the time.”
George
looked up at the dock. It was a quarter past six. The door from the street
opened. A streetcar motorman came in.
“Hello,
George,” he said. “Can I get supper?”
“Sam’s
gone out,” George said. “He’ll be back in about half an hour.”
“I’d
better go up the street,” the motorman said. George looked at the clock. It was
twenty minutes, past six.
“That
was nice, bright boy,” Max said. “You’re a regular little gentleman.”
“He
knew I’d blow his head off,” Al said from the kitchen.
“No,”
said Max. “It ain’t that. Bright boy is nice. He’s a nice boy. I like him.”
At
six-fifty-five George said: “He’s not coming.”
Two
other people had been in the lunchroom. Once George had gone out to the kitchen
and made a ham-and-egg sandwich “to go” that a man wanted to take with him.
Inside the kitchen he saw Al, his derby hat tipped back, sitting on a stool
beside the wicket with the muzzle of a sawed-off shotgun resting on the ledge.
Nick and the cook were back to back in the corner, a towel tied in each of
their mouths. George had cooked the sandwich, wrapped it up in oiled paper, put
it in a bag, brought it in, and the man had paid for it and gone out.
“Bright
boy can do everything,” Max said. “He can cook and everything. You’d make some
girl a nice wife, bright boy.”
“Yes?”
George said, “Your friend, Ole Anderson, isn’t going to come.”
“We’ll
give him ten minutes,” Max said.
Max
watched the mirror and the clock. The hands of the clock marked seven o’clock,
and then five minutes past seven.
“Come
on, Al,” said Max. “We better go. He’s not coming.”
“Better
give him five minutes,” Al said from the kitchen.
In
the five minutes a man came in, and George explained that the cook was sick.
“Why
the hell don’t you get another cook?” the man asked. “Aren’t you running a
lunch-counter?” He went out.
“Come
on, Al,” Max said.
“What
about the two bright boys and the nigger?”
“They’re
all right.”
“You
think so?”
“Sure.
We’re through with it.”
“I
don’t like it,” said Al. “It’s sloppy. You talk too much.”
“Oh,
what the hell,” said Max. “We got to keep amused, haven’t we?”
“You
talk too much, all the same,” Al said. He came out from the kitchen. The
cut-off barrels of the shotgun made a slight bulge under the waist of his too
tight-fitting overcoat. He straightened his coat with his gloved hands.
“So
long, bright boy,” he said to George. “You got a lot of luck.”
“That’s
the truth,” Max said. “You ought to play the races, bright boy.”
The
two of them went out the door. George watched them, through the window, pass
under the arc-light and across the street. In their tight overcoats and derby
hats they looked like a vaudeville team. George went back through the swinging
door into the kitchen and untied Nick and the cook.
“I
don’t want any more of that,” said Sam, the cook. “I don’t want any more of
that.”
Nick
stood up. He had never had a towel in his mouth before.
“Say,”
he said. “What the hell?” He was trying to swagger it off.
“They
were going to kill Ole Anderson,” George said. “They were going to shoot him
when he came in to eat.”
“Ole
Anderson?”
“Sure.”
The
cook felt the corners of his mouth with his thumbs.
“They
all gone?” he asked.
“Yeah,”
said George. “They’re gone now.”
“I
don’t like it,” said the cook. “I don’t like any of it at all”
3
“Listen,”
George said to Nick. “You better go see Ole Anderson.”
“All
right.”
“You
better not have anything to do with it at all,” Sam, the cook, said. “You
better stay way out of it.”
“Don’t
go if you don’t want to,” George said.
“Mixing
up in this ain’t going to get you anywhere,” the cook said. “You stay out of
it.”
“I’ll
go see him,” Nick said to George. “Where does he live?”
The
cook turned away.
“Little
boys always know what they want to do,” he said.
“He
lives up at Hirsch’s rooming-house,” George said to Nick.
“I’ll
go up there.”
Outside
the arc-light shone through the bare branches of a tree. Nick walked up the
street beside the car-tracks and turned at the next arc-light down a
side-street. Three houses up the street was Hirsch’s rooming-house. Nick
walked up the two steps and pushed the bell. A woman came to the door.
“Is
Ole Anderson here?”
“Do
you want to see him?”
“Yes,
if he’s in.”
Nick
followed the woman up a flight of stairs and back to the end of a corridor. She
knocked on the door.
“Who
is it?”
“It’s
somebody to see you, Mr. Anderson,” the woman said.
“It’s
Nick Adams.”
“Come
in.”
Nick
opened the door and went into the room. Ole Anderson was lying on the bed with
all his clothes on. He had been a heavyweight prizefighter and he was too long
for the bed. He lay with his head on two pillows. He did not look at Nick.
“What
was it?” he asked.
“I
was up at Henry’s,” Nick said, “and two fellows came in and tied up me and the
cook, and they said they were going to kill you.”
It
sounded silly when he said it. Ole Anderson said nothing.
“They
put us out in the kitchen,” Nick went on. “They were going to shoot you when
you came in to supper.”
Ole
Anderson looked at the wall and did not say anything.
“George
thought I better come and tell you about it.”
“There
isn’t anything I can do about it,” Ole Anderson said.
“I’ll
tell you what they were like.”
“I don’t want to know what they were
like,” Ole Anderson said. He looked at the wall. “Thanks for coming to
tell me about it.”
“That’s
all right.”
Nick
looked at the big man lying on the bed.
“Don’t
you want me to go and see the police?”
“No,”
Ole Anderson said. “That wouldn’t do any good.”
“Isn’t
there something I could do?”
“No.
There ain’t anything to do.”
“Maybe
it was just a bluff.”
“No.
It ain’t just a bluff.”
Ole
Anderson rolled over toward the wall.
“The
only thing is,” he said, talking toward the wall, “I just can’t make up my mind
to go out. I been here all day.”
“Couldn’t
you get out of town?”
“No,”
Ole Anderson said. “I’m through with all that running around.”
He
looked at the wall.
“There
ain’t anything to do now.”
“Couldn’t
you fix it up some way?”
“No.
I got in wrong.” He talked in the same flat voice. “There ain’t anything to do.
After a while I’ll make up my mind to go out.”
“I
better go back and see George,” Nick said.
“So
long,” said Ole Anderson. He did not look toward Nick. “Thanks for coming
around.”
Nick
went out. As he shut the door he saw Ole Anderson with all his clothes on,
lying on the bed looking at the wall.
“He’s
been in his room all day,” the landlady said downstairs. “I guess he don’t feel
well. I said to him: ‘Mr. Anderson, you ought to go out and take a walk on a
nice fall day like this,’ but he didn’t feel like it.”
“He
doesn’t want to go out.”
“I’m
sorry he don’t feel well,” the woman said. “He’s an awfully nice man. He was in
the ring, you know.”
“I
know it.”
“You’d
never know it except from the way his face is,” the woman said.
They
stood talking just inside the street door. “He’s just as gentle.”
“Well,
good night, Mrs. Hirsch,’ Nick said.
“I’m
not Mrs. Hirsch,” the woman said. “She owns the place. I just look after it for
her. I’m Mrs. Bell.”
“Well,
good night, Mrs. Bell,” Nick said.
“Good
night,” the woman said.
Nick
walked up the dark street to the corner under the arc-light, and then along the
car-tracks to Henry’s eating-house. George was inside, back of the counter.
“Did
you see Ole?”
“Yes,”
said Nick. “He’s in his room and he won’t go out.”
The
cook opened the door from the kitchen when he heard Nick’s voice.
“I
don’t even listen to it,” he said and shut the door.
“Did
you tell him about it?” George asked.
“Sure.
I told him but he knows what it’s all about.”
“What’s
he going to do?”
“Nothing.”
“They’ll
kill him.”
“I
guess they will.”
“He
must have got mixed up in something in Chicago.”
“I
guess so,” said Nick.
“It’s
a hell of a thing!”
“It’s
an awful thing,” Nick said.
They
did not say anything. George reached down for a towel and wiped the counter.
“I
wonder what he did?” Nick said.
“Double-crossed
somebody. That’s what they kill them for.”
“I’m
going to get out of this town,” Nick said.
“Yes,”
said George. “That’s a good thing to do.”
“I
can’t stand to think about him waiting in the room and knowing he’s going to
get it. It’s too damned awful.”
“Well,”
said George, “you better not think about it.”
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