These ponderings attempt to let themselves be appropriated by the event. (Beiträge zur Philosophie (Vom Ereignis), Martin Heidegger, 1936–38/1989)
Wednesday, October 19, 2016
Oct 18, 3:58 AM
re-reading never go back, from 2 days ago, reacher has not yet escaped from fort dyer, with turner, playing his game of imaginary coin, the fourth one, now, missed a call, at 2:08 AM, unusual for me, shall go for a long ride, to the seaside, on business, after daylight, be back, in early afternoon, good qualitative research reports, are like good detective novels, e.g. what i know about new york city, came from lawrence block and matthew scudder; what i know about LA, came from michael connelly and harry bosch; and, of course, what i know about north dakota, came from lee child and jack reacherm and those fucking cold 61 hours; no, good novels, not only good detective novels; what i know about portugal, came from remarque and that last night in lisbon; what i know about spain, came from benjamin and portbou, robert bolano and barcelona and costa brava; now, the wind blows, intermittently, badly, need, a coffee; shall organize a program, for mild dementia day care, cannot stop its tragic trajectory, but may help to soothe the families, help them to better deal with the years ahead, in a more manageable and graceful way; now, if they are difficult, they are difficult for good reasons; i used to be there, you see; to live, one day, at a time; when it took gadamer 60 years to write truth and method, you'd know how difficult it is to say something, anything, about hermeneutics; 10/18, 7:06 PM, windy, 8:15 PM. moon, nearly full, coming out, of the hill. interesting things. always happen. at odd hours. the wise guys. used to. say.10/19 3:48 AM. yes, one, day, at, a. time. reacher and turner, on the way, in the stolen sports car, just arrived at a certain airport. D39, membership, renewed. i saw fatigue there yesterday, do i see fatigue here today.10/19 5:03 AM. well, they fucked, after all, and are talking now. (NGB, p. 190) 10/19 9:36 PM. they've just arrived at long beach. need a bath. apparently. this is a burnout thing. A.M. 3435. mystic code. usually number. forget about taiwan watch. nothing to watch. 10/20 4:30 PM. one day at a time. i know. take a break, as possible. i know. nowhere to (wish to) go. anyway.