11/19 7:47 AM 結繩記事 是為了維持時間的定向感 湯姆漢克漂流荒島 在岩壁刻字 且觀察海象 才捕捉得到闖過海潮的風 這件事大家都知道 不要跟台灣人談taiwan watch 也不要跟中國人談china watch 但可以跟南斯拉夫人談李遠哲的教改和李登輝過去六十年的菜單 一周未洗澡 等一下終於要洗澡 這是人類面對的重大決定 昨凱琳說 我們被社交媒體和搜尋引擎限制 活在同溫層了 所謂hub大者恆大 依此說 我應該是活在蟲跡罕至的失溫層
11/19 2:23 PM H3 one Depression, UTI / epigastric distress, one Bipolar, agitated.
11/19 4:06 PM 終於把燒餅油條吃完
11/19 7:09 PM 為什麼要接受 一個人被當成十個人操 操就是screwed up 我雖善於自圓其說 至此辭窮
11/19 10:56 PM 昨天我說 巨大的悲觀 中國政治的本質 恐怕兩千多年來 畢竟沒有改變 意思是說 孫中山推翻的滿清 還好端端的活著 搞了一百年 白搞一場 台灣政治的本質 則屬社團角頭 流氓混混 包娼收數 狡詐不堪 火拼地盤 可參考香港黑幫電影 基本上 與孫中山和他推翻的滿清都無涉
11/20 1:59 AM finish ppt Understnading Dilthey: Hermeneutics
11/20 9:29 AM. H3 70+ y/o female, seizure two days ago, hold iv / lasix today. ER 86 y/m, delirium, decide not adm, suggest referral.
11/20 11:49 AM finish ppt double bind (paul gibney 2006) 這樣的日子已經不多
11/20 3:47 PM back from a nap. walks slowly, seems to have all the time in the world, though not my time
11/20 6:12 PM H2 one pt hostile, s/p haldol / anxicam im st, calmer. kindle ordered Husserl's Crisis, interestingly, its translator David Carr talked about the self too. if foundation determines transcendence, then, no question about it, i have neither, below and above me, find and realize about this situation of mine, almost sadly, yet, paradoxically, a little bit, cheerfully, too. like i said before, so be it.
11/20 8:25 PM finish ppt Fromm (rough draft). now, 如何做人? who are they, the inner resources? who am i, besides the inner resourses?
11/20 9:28 PM H2 catatonic schizophrenia, less resistant after anxicam 1 amp im
11/21 1:02 AM ER bipolar manic recurrent, adm H21-12, systolic BP around 230 at ER, 170 at the ward.
11/21 9:22 AM well, this is duty 48 fin
