Friday, November 11, 2016

besides the dishes

review, double bind, further details of fju 2017, key papers, a few more key texts, for example, waiting for mick cooper (2016), daseinsanalysis (2014), robert galatzer-levy (2016), interpersonal psychoanalysis (2017), for example, now, no wish, nor longing, what comes, comes, so be it, meantime, busier and busier, day by day, just accepted a referral from CGMH, complicated, as before, 1051202 consensus, ppt done, needs revision, of course, fju uploading done, should be okay, 11/12 00:24 AM, blood sugar 238, s/p regular insulin 6 u two times, refused to take zoloft, shall try lexapro coming morning, nobita will take over MMT monday afternoon from Dec, though duty still on monday, relieved a lot, banchiao vh q2w, burdened from Oct, MC taoyuan / taipei, burdened too, next wednesday, 11/16, supervision tour, take it easy, to WRITE a book, isn't that a promise, to myself, i know you can do it, after all these years of ironies, all those fragments should find a home of theirs, 讓漂流的遊魂 找到他們的家, don't you think so,11/12 7:02 AM, fasting sugar 196, BP 160/94, well, let's see, keep these notes, to remind myself, to stall the early dementia course, to make sure all these schedules, can still be kept, 從來都不喜裝模作樣,