Tuesday, January 3, 2023

1/3/23 (星期二)

2:51 AM. In The Brass Verdict, Michael Haller was addicted to pain killers for a couple of years. Now, I know what it means. 

Now I can see that the tempo was wrong in those two months, before the sciatica recurred. The warning sign started from November, but I disregarded it, till December 8th, when it became incapacitating. In other words, I deserve it. Knowing this, however, gives me relief. Sounds paradoxical, doesn't it?

換句話說,自作孽矣,非斷,非裂,非崩,非塌,不可也,

2:18 PM,鍾鼎山林,各有其志,這是十四歲說的話,這件事,五十二年後,仍讓我十分詫異,殊為不解,

6:02 PM,氣溫陡降,風起,粵劇計時,小時為單位,

David Morrell 強調書寫的動能 (momentum),Michael Connelly 的 Michael Haller 系列,符合此說,動能有點像,動個不停,寫個不停,讀個不停,總之不停,唯望肉身,尚能負荷之,

10:02 PM,now,Ptrick Henson the ex-surfer lived in his car,therefore,he was the first can lifer,in America st least,