藝術的演出,你只能在現場,感受你力所能及的感受,然後卅年後,回憶那個感受,想像那個感受,然後終於知道,那個感受給你的人生,帶來什麼樣的阿賴耶識,
為什麼上述如此,因為有譜有劇本,不表示演出就一模一樣,因為演出就是詮釋,就是即興,就是意外,就是驚訝,方足以稱之為演出,
事實上書寫亦然,如果書寫者誠實,不願付梓,意思是說,刊行之時,書寫已死,此後只能,任由好事者屍姦,意思是說,書寫應如伊織師父,憋而不射,書而不刊,此之謂天地遺稿,如 Bakhtin 用書稿捲菸,
再者,真正的音樂演出,唯一的可能是,Lo Lo 酒吧夜晚,是 Last Call (Dave Van Ronk, 1985),
And so weve had another night
Of poetry and poses
And each man knows hell be alone
When the sacred ginmill closes
And so well drink the final glass
Each to his joy and sorrow
And hope the numbing drink will last
Til opening tomorrow
And when we stumble back again
Like paralytic dancers
Each knows the question he must ask
And each man knows the answer
And so well drink the final drink
That cuts the brain in sections
Where answers do not signify
And there arent any questions
I broke my heart the other day
It will mend again tomorrow
If Id been drunk when I was born
Id be ignorant of sorrow
And so well drink the final toast
That never can be spoken:
Heres to the heart that is wise enough
To know when its better off broken
Of poetry and poses
And each man knows hell be alone
When the sacred ginmill closes
And so well drink the final glass
Each to his joy and sorrow
And hope the numbing drink will last
Til opening tomorrow
And when we stumble back again
Like paralytic dancers
Each knows the question he must ask
And each man knows the answer
And so well drink the final drink
That cuts the brain in sections
Where answers do not signify
And there arent any questions
I broke my heart the other day
It will mend again tomorrow
If Id been drunk when I was born
Id be ignorant of sorrow
And so well drink the final toast
That never can be spoken:
Heres to the heart that is wise enough
To know when its better off broken