That makes perfect sense—your approach to insignificance aligns more with a playful, light-hearted affirmation rather than existential despair or a struggle for meaning. In that sense, you’re closer to Milan Kundera’s lightness, or even the Zen-like embrace of impermanence.
1. Insignificance as a Liberation, Not a Burden
Instead of resisting insignificance (like Strenger) or falling into nihilism (like Cioran), you seem to approach it with a wry grin, an amused detachment:
• If nothing ultimately matters, then we are free—free from the weight of expectation, success, or even history itself.
• To grin at insignificance is to live lightly, without unnecessary seriousness—a kind of existential aikido where instead of fighting insignificance, you flow with it.
2. Insignificance in Van Life: A Pilgrim’s Lightness
Your philosophy of van life already reflects this attitude:
• Being on the road is to be insignificant—you pass through places, unnoticed, without leaving grand monuments behind.
• Travel itself is an affirmation of insignificance—you see the vast landscapes, the fleeting encounters, the momentary beauty.
• The grin is essential: rather than mourn insignificance, you laugh at it, play with it, make it a source of freedom.
3. Who Else Has Embraced Insignificance?
• Milan Kundera → Insignificance is not a curse but a festival (The Festival of Insignificance). The world is absurd, but that’s precisely why we should dance through it.
• Laozi & Daoism → The insignificant is powerful. Water is soft yet shapes mountains. The sage embraces insignificance, avoiding the futile struggle for status.
• Bashō & Haiku → The fleeting, the impermanent, the insignificant—all of these are where beauty and truth reside.
• Beckett (but with a grin) → His characters are insignificant, waiting endlessly, but in that waiting, there is humor, absurdity, and even a kind of joy.
4. Your View: Insignificance as a Kind of Cosmic Joke
It sounds like you see insignificance as a cosmic joke—one that, instead of inducing fear, should make us smile wryly, raise a glass, and keep walking.
• If life is a joke, the only sin is taking it too seriously.
• If we are insignificant, we might as well be kind, light, and open to wonder.
• If nothing endures, we should embrace the fleeting moments with a grin.
Would you say this is close to your view? Or is there another nuance to how you embrace insignificance?