還是朔風

朔風

我們走自己的路

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8338ev-n7cs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jw0wuCLTi2Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSaT3G0fPa0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dAaCBKdrjmY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-CGEBjAQrI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aadbXT-XHq4

Hana-Bi (1997)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZgbLykh-rc

台灣人的祖先是五十萬年前一個不喜歡刷牙的埃及人

鼎鼎大名的中研院士王小明現年十三歲左右其博士論文為我長大以後要做一隻政治正確的志願的慰安南鴨展翅飛向遙遠的北國和很多很多很多北鴨交尾
私は遠く北と多くの多くの多くのカモ交配北に高騰ボランティア快適アナンアヒルを行うには政治的に正しい育ちました
Watashi wa tōku kita to ōku no ōku no ōku no kamo kōhai kita ni kōtō borantia kaiteki anan'ahiru o okonau ni wa seidjiteki ni tadashī sodachimashita
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09jmt91xLQ8

Salvador (1986)

that memorable John Cassady (John Savage), arms extended, facing the aircraft fire, camera at hand, just like a rifle, taking his last shot, before he was hit, and died in Boyle's arms, and, well, hell, like John said, you must be so close, that you cannot not embrace death, that's what we call real journalism, man, see, not the sort of assholes and bitches we have in taiwan media fucking zoo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmC9PNZiBh8

Every Man Dies Alone or Alone in Berlin (German: Jeder stirbt für sich allein) (Hans Fallada, 1947)

The novel remained untranslated in English until 2009. 
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Every_Man_Dies_Alone

BA

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEMXZMUEcyclpVeXM/view?usp=sharing

如果Gambling disorder是data最多的BA
那可見我們對BA一無所知

比如說一直政治正確貪污的官一直政治正確說謊的立委一直政治正確亂搞的市長

這算不算BA

Phenomenology for Therapists: Researching the Lived World (Linda Finlay, 2011)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEdUo4b19zenRBZzQ/view?usp=sharing

DE-MEDICALIZING ADDICTION: TOWARD BIOCULTURAL UNDERSTANDINGS (Kerwin Kaye, 2012)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEdjA2TUtFQVloX0k/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEM2UtN0t5TVhrckk/view?usp=sharing

除SUD (Substance-Use Disorders)
BA (Behavioral Addictions)作為論述
亦須受上述檢驗

成癮是現代性的
迷途的逃逸的路線

我們回不去五零年代的Camba
大自然的平衡已不存在
我們的字典裡已無春夏秋冬

structure, tempo, balance, integrity

保力達B的廣告說
明天的氣力

意思是說

不來一瓶
今天都過不完
還談甚麼明天

你也是我的巧克力

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HHMchhO1xnc

含笑犧牲這一代

5:10 PM, finish linda finlay, for 10/5, raining, 沒有理由不離開這個賊窩, 儘管一直找理由, 已經快找不到理由, 大竹649巷今住院,
注意明天, 他們規定, 犧牲前要照團體照, very fucking interesting,
http://eradio.ner.gov.tw/news/?recordId=31098&_sp=detail,
9/3 7:22 AM, 一早暴雨  他們好高興, 大雨澆熄了四百年來第一場政變,

7:45 AM, 雨勢稍歇,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SYMd4tuXLNU
http://n.yam.com/nownews/politics/20160903/20160903868716.html
9:07 AM.
GG市長惡言惡行惡搞時很忙平常看起來也是閒閒的
得知Z君昨晚三點在ICU過世
12:29 Noon.
陽光他們好失望
1:09 PM.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-PMk0xEO7Dc
菜鳥電視台和記者   呆呆站在那裡   一直滑手機   找他的礦泉水   讓人十分驚訝
6:29 PM.   製造對立     製造分化     收割獲利      打扮無辜     永不吃虧
過了今天    以後誰幫它擦屁股
但話說回來   搶著擦的已經排到街尾    這種爛貨   島內不缺

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fjkv40qKxyI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWIxD4C87qs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1G5bI21OE8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dgRk7aWr0g
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8338ev-n7cs

超然獨立和動怒的關聯是甚麼

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Srmo3Gzc6I
http://news.cnyes.com/news/id/2177173

當然是頭期款5500萬其後的好處江水滔滔妙不可言
這筆轉型正義要等四年後下齣轉型轉型正義來清算

we suddenly had the urge to spend the evening and night in a chateau

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYETXc0S19KN3lCZVE/view?usp=sharing (accessible via scribd)

一畝田牛肉燴飯

在台灣人和人之間最文明的距離

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月球距離 (LD) 是天文學上從地球到月球的距離，從地球到月球的平均距離是384,401公里。
天文單位（縮寫的標準符號為AU，也寫成au、a.u.或ua）是天文學上的長度單位，曾以地球-太陽的平均距離定義，現已改為其絕對距離149,597,870,700公尺。从地球到宇宙“尽头”的距离，理论上应是130亿光年。光年, 长度单位, 指光在真空中一年时间中行走的距离, 即约九万四千六百亿公里. 更正式的定义为：在一儒略年的时间中（即365.25日,而每日相等于86400秒）, 在自由空间以及距离任何引力场或磁场无限远的地方, 一光子所行走的距离. 因为真空中的光速是每秒299,792,458米(准确), 所以一光年就等于 9,460,730,472,580,800米. 或 9454254955488 公里。

老古說答案應該是81意思是說超過宇宙盡頭比陰陽永隔還陰陽永隔

紀錄

4522

http://news.ltn.com.tw/news/focus/paper/1026316
http://udn.com/news/story/7266/1925041

你還記得毛澤東的政治正確的大躍進嗎

諸位肥羊看了這些鬼名堂你還想到台灣旅遊嗎

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=521xhDoB9yY

Delivery Man (2013)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gF1x9oupG14

wildly funny and moving, he delivered 533 children, and became guardian angel for them

Zama (1956, 2016)

Antonio di Benedetto (1922–1986) (kindle 2016-8-28)

To the victims

of expectation

Aballay 

Aballay (Spanish: Aballay, el hombre sin miedo) (Six shooters) is a 2010 Argentine drama film directed by Fernando Spiner. The film was selected as the Argentine entry for the Best Foreign Language Film at the 84th Academy Awards, but it did not make the final shortlist. (wikipedia)

based on a story Di Benedetto wrote while in prison.

http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/review/aballay-film-review-283948 (film review)

                                       https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TohEzww2N90

「我可以假裝尊重選舉的結果；但我沒辦法假裝不鄙視那些選民」

http://news.ltn.com.tw/news/politics/breakingnews/1808804
http://www.chinatimes.com/realtimenews/20160828001924-260401

Blues Delight Slightly Hung Over

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RR8-m7AtzvM&list=RDGMEM3vRVvLY6rn_98uxOr5tY5AVMRR8-m7AtzvM

一切自然就好

當然問題是

甚麼是自然

人造作以前
存有的狀態

昨天與絲路來的DM
走過回憶的長廊

三十年後回到自然我說

暗夜行路歸鄉猶遙

我們還沒有來到客棧

有間客棧

意思是說

一切自然表示發生甚麼

遭逢甚麼其實都不要緊

一切自然表示地水火風

四時節氣不可造作造次

一切自然表示窗外當真

有山有水有植物有動物

留在歷史現場
點起一支紙菸

不是想像

意思是說

昨天我說這是近五年

逐漸的想法

這已不是1991-1992 Self vs.Object Relations

或2005 P-H-E

我說這是生命哲學

不願被造作的生命

回到自然
意思是說

Psychiatry Practice Boosters 2016 (Daniel Carlat)

adapted from research updates originally published in various issues of the Carlat newsletters over the past three years

Reading Michael Balint: A Pragmatic Clinician (Helene Oppenheim-Gluckman, 2016)

黑手

在板橋兜了一個大圈子

找不到大觀路

問了三個人

一個不知道

一個大概知道

一個終於知道

關鍵是116下來

接不上去114

而且時間反正還早

下弦月十二點半

從山頭升起

昨晚三點頭頂當空

黑手的意思是從手到口

1947年十幾二十
今天八十好幾乃至九十

七十年後
我終於找到大觀路

Steve Hunter - Twilight In Harlem etc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkOYaU0YZH0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_lU-NEW9Fw

老子跟你拼了 (阿泰倒頭栽他爸蹲下來說, 陣頭, 2012)

http://ctext.org/dao-de-jing/zh

http://www.chineseclassic.com/LauTzu/LaoTzu01.htm

http://www.with.org/tao_te_ching_en.pdf

浮生

pic 3 延展桌面有奇特的效果

席地而睡

老古說今年
文西說晨起不適
老古說she is fucking scared
文西說正義是一個光譜
老古說或柔軟的衛生棉
文西說rudolf steiner是誰
老古說重讀michael foley
文西說peace好像太強
老古說少抽一點
文西說秋自今始
老古說廿個水餃
文西說有雲
老古說洗澡
文西說陳勝吳廣
老古說通通變成王小明

九三變三九

http://www.chinatimes.com/realtimenews/20160823006588-260407
http://money.udn.com/money/story/5648/1915164-%E8%94%A1%E7%B8%BD%E7%B5%B1%E5%B7%B2%E7%B6%93%E5%85%81%E8%AB%BE-%E8%BB%8D%E4%BA%BA%E5%B9%B4%E9%87%91%E8%88%87%E5%85%AC%E6%95%99%E5%88%87%E5%89%B2
http://news.ltn.com.tw/news/focus/paper/1024693

他們鼓勵大家穿軍服和男朋友一起上街

根叔和他的鸚鵡

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66QLBMzefYY

Using Research in Counselling and Psychotherapy (kindle) (John McLeod, SAGE, Sep 24, 2016)

the third one of the trilogy

淡出鳥來

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xrupWusXTuY

昨晚夜診問Olga博士論文有沒有譜她說overloading我說是stress嗎她說應該有關我說跟速度有關且我們以為那個magic seven(George A. Miller, 1956)(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Magical_Number_Seven,_Plus_or_Minus_Two)是nonsense...夜診完後我重看Parker(Jason Statham, 2013)沒多久回病房開Keto回來吃晚餐一半又去急診半夜一點半回來一整天十八小時這算不算overloading算不算stress但算也好不算也好這到底有什麼意義Parker裡那個苦悶房仲女生也在問這個問題Parker是一個有原則的傷口復原很快的天使他沒有這種問題Michael Foley(The Age of Absurdity, 2010)調侃過這個問題但到這裡我已經不記得我們在講什麼可見其實沒有問題明天跟今天一樣後天跟明天一樣大後天跟後天一樣etcetcetc ... 

處暑

國曆八月二十三或二十四日、太陽過黃經一五0 度、暑氣漸消為『處暑』。處是住的意思
、表示暑氣到此打住、漸將消除、但有時晴天下午炎熱不亞於暑夏、可視為夏日的回光返
照。

《月令七十二候集解》：「七月中，處，止也，暑氣至此而止矣。」。這時的三伏天氣已過或接近尾聲，所以稱「暑氣至此而止矣」。全國各地也都有「處暑寒來」的諺語，說明夏天的暑氣逐漸消退。此後中國長江以北地區氣溫逐漸下降。

曆書記載：「斗指戊為處暑，暑將退，伏而潛處，故名也。」。所以有俗語說：爭秋奪暑，是指立秋和處暑之間的時間，雖然秋季在意義上已經來臨，但夏天的暑氣仍然未減。

落葉之前

The Blues Mystery - Back To The Dirty Town

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=109uO2EV6RM&list=RD109uO2EV6RM

Prism5 個月前

who ever created the original video is very talented !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anton Bruckner (1824-1896)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfsgZm3YojY

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anton_Bruckner

On the other hand, Bruckner was greatly admired by subsequent composers including his friend Gustav Mahler, who described him as "half simpleton, half God". (wikipedia)

A biographer of Bruckner (Grebe, 1972) states that “Life and work are completely different … life does not tell us anything about the work and the work does not tell us anything about life” (p. 7). (Lang, H., Brunnhuber, S. and Wagner, R.F. (2003). The So-Called Zollikon Seminars. J. Am. Acad. Psychoanal. Dyn. Psychiatr., 31:349-359) (p. 350)

“The Good Lord within me knows which music I have to write” (Muller, 1996, p. 440). (ibid, p. 350)

The solo recording of Charlie Musselwhite - Darkest Hour (Full Album)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yBuweeWIkg

ZS (1959-1969)

The Zollikon Seminars were conducted intermittently, "two to three times per semester", between 1959 and 1969. Boss noted that Heidegger dedicated three hours a night, two nights a week to the task, and typically spent the day before preparing the lectures. Typically, fifty to seventy of Boss's psychiatric colleagues and students were invited to the lectures.

The first seminar was on 8 September 1959 in the auditorium of the Burghölzli Clinic at University of Zurich. Heidegger included in his introductory lecture a brief explication of Da-sein, "the basic constitution of human being" as "being-in-the-world". He also offered to the students a radical diversion from conventional Cartesian epistemology, namely "all objectifying representations of a capsule-like psyche, subject, person, ego or consciousness in psychology and psychopathology must be abandoned in favor of a new understanding." Boss observed at this time that the modern, technological conveniences of the lecture hall were ill-fitting for Heidegger's thought, so the remainder of the seminars were held at Boss's home.

The first lecture was documented only as a result of Heidegger's notes. The lectures given between 1960 and 1964 do not appear to have been recorded; they are absent from the Zollikon Seminars text. The subsequent lectures, given between 24 January 1964 until the end were transcribed verbatim (though possibly not in their entirety) or condensed.

The last of the Zollikon Seminars was held in July, 1969. (wikipedia)

Part One is a selection from a November 1965 Zollikon seminar, the actual translated portions comingfrom pages 150-157 of his Zollikoner Seminare (1987). 

Part Two is from one of Heidegger's original handwritten texts developed in conjunction with a conversation with Professor Boss on March 8 of the same year (ZS, pp. 236-242). 

Part Three is taken from Boss's dictated records of private conversations with Heidegger in November of 1965 (ZS, pp. 253-256). 

Finally, the brief Part Four is from another personal conversation between Heidegger and Boss, this one taking place in July of 1969, the final year of the Zollikon seminars (ZS pp. 286).

On Adequate Understanding of Daseinsanalysis, by Martin Heidegger, Excerpts from Martin Heidegger's Zollikon Teaching Translation by Michael Eldred, Introduction, Commentary, Notes by Erik Craig and Perikles Kastrinidis (The Humanistic Psychologist, 1988, pp. 75-98)



http://anthonystadlen.blogspot.tw/2014/10/heideggers-zollikon-seminars-50th.html 
(Heidegger’s Zollikon Seminars, A 50th-anniversary revaluation. 
Nov 30, 2014 - March 6, 2016) 

The Therapist As Listener: Martin Heidegger And The Missing Dimension Of Counselling And Psychotherapy Training, by Peter Wilberg, New Gnosis Publications, 2004

Heidegger, Medicine And 'Scientific Method': The Unheeded Message of the Zollikon Seminars, by Peter Wilberg, New Gnosis Publications, 2003

Chessick, R.D. (2002). Psychoanalytic Peregrinations IV. J. Am. Acad. Psychoanal. Dyn. Psychiatr., 30:673-689 

Chessick, R.D. (2003). Psychoanalytic Peregrination V. J. Am. Acad. Psychoanal. Dyn. Psychiatr., 31:343-348

Lang, H., Brunnhuber, S. and Wagner, R.F. (2003). The So-Called Zollikon Seminars. J. Am. Acad. Psychoanal. Dyn. Psychiatr., 31:349-359

‘Medical Daseinsanalysis’, by Anthony Stadlen, Existential Analysis 16.1 (January 2005)

Francesca Brencio (2015) Heidegger and Binswanger: Just a Misunderstanding? The Humanistic Psychologist, 43: 278–296

Existential Therapies (2nd Edition by Mick Cooper, SAGE, Dec 12, 2016)

                                                                                                                         

kindle received 20161112

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYENW80Vldob3o0MHc?usp=sharing

Craig Chaquico

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lw0XPOVHORM

葉落之前

東廠

島內現在流行東廠西瓜偎大邊據說已有七百萬人改名效忠比如說王東廠李東廠黃東廠徐東廠顧東廠陳東廠楊東廠已引起爭議比如說兩個王東廠都宣稱自己是貨真價實童叟無欺的真正東廠三百萬店家跟進比如說東廠刺青店東廠酒店東廠摩鐵東廠法國料理東廠電通東廠剉冰街上走一遭遍地皆是東廠東廠今年高考將舉辦東廠相關業務招考預計進用員額五百萬人保障底薪分紅制度極佳行規每整一筆可分紅10-20%剩下80-90%上級長官會處理保證洗得乾乾淨淨退休可領八八趴舉國東廠據說已有二千萬人報考科目三科酷刑學清算學洗錢學仿明史東廠盛行數年後必有西廠取而代之屆時同一批公公紛紛跳漕西廠屆時章東廠遂改名為章東西以上摘自大英百科全書卷七十二頁三百八十條目這他媽媽的是甚麼東西

http://photo.chinatimes.com/20160130004954-260812

Towards A Pre-Modern Psychiatry

Towards A Pre-Modern Psychiatry, by Jenifer Booth, Palgrave Macmillan, 2013 (FJU)

如果文明可以重新來過一次 ....