Sunday, April 29, 2018

3:56 AM


蛙鳴
意涵蛇將出沒
還有十六天
郵輪上的Casino
最好不要必毀
還是烏山頭
不介意五小時車程
中年快玩完才開始斯多噶
會不會太晚
試試看Marlboro
絕不結隊
William Desmond講的「between」拿掉
主體將孤懸且無法持續
這說明活著必須是無止盡的折騰
換句話說折騰表示你還活著
Desmond所說開放的是那個「between
因為那個開放的「between」意涵開放的「折騰」
開放就是無止盡的意思
這符合我先前說的self experience是開放的
我沒有說的是開放的self experience
意涵開放的self與這個世界發生的無止盡的折騰
意思是說self experience不是孤懸的存在的
being-in-the-world的「-
-」就是「between
selfobject明顯就是那個「between
self是誰說明了那個「between」的質地
到此你應該慚愧因為那個「between」的質地實在甚差
沒有辦法慢下來內心
五色令人目盲五音令人耳聾五味令人口爽馳騁畋獵令人心發狂難得之貨令人行妨是以聖人為腹不為目故去彼取此(道德經十二)
關掉音箱youtubegoogle play (movie)
4:46 AM 蛙鳴稍歇
連青蛙都累到睡了
對海量資料做檢擇
但是你需先曝露在海量之中
這說明了必忙必聾必狂
必是必須能不能不是必然
這說明了深夜的重要
當只有蛙鳴
質性研究比如說用NVivo 12
單純質性或質性量性混合
基本上前提是你已確定文本
重要的是確定之前和如何確定
這明顯是人能做的
我們必須假設AI (Machine Learning)的世界
NVivo的玩法不管用
因為那是神能做的
神不需要NVivo
或神能察覺的連結和patterning
NVivo做不到
因為你輸入NVivo的只不過是有限的你能處理的資料
從極其有限中掰出一個自圓其說的有限
神則從無限中掰出一個你看不懂的無線

Start from a story, which seems to be just clear and straightforward, yet, underlying the transparency, there is a poetic message. (Cf. Ted Talks Storytelling, Akash Karia, 2014)

Then, he said, try a personal story, with conflict, which is meant to arouse emotion. Within 30 seconds, he emphasized.

Now, I’d say, use a phrase, a simple enough one, transparent, yet, impenetrable. Got to be one with images.
I don’t want tears or thrill, I want puzzle and confusion.
Metaphor, in other words.

Now, you see, I’m not inclined to rely on his VAKOG (眼耳鼻舌身意), but would prefer a dream image, which you can feel.

Now, that’s the opening, then he skipped the middle ground, which should be composed of two or three metaphors, which dance with one another, i.e. the recurring leitmotif.

Don’t believe in positive message, which is lure for foreclosure. Besides, is anti-hero really negative message?

He said, use dialogue, not narration. I say, use dialogue, self-questioning dialogue, to illustrate the thinking process.

No, he did say something about the middle ground, which is supposed to run its course in 10-15 minutes.

Character à Conflict à Spark à Change in Character à Takeaway Message (ibid, kindle 407-408)

The spark is the moment you see, for the first time, in your fucking miserable life, the wall you are going to hit, the point of no return, the end of the road, in other words, the (external) reality.