self defeating

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-defeating_personality_disorder

Subtle Suicide: Our Silent Epidemic of Ambivalence About Living, by Michael A. Church, Charles I. Brooks, Praeger Pub Text, 2009

https://www.responsiblegambling.org/docs/default-source/Discovery-2017/disc2017-willpower-roy_baumeister.pdf?sfvrsn=2

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/6-reasons-why-we-self-sabotage/

https://www.nytimes.com/2010/03/23/health/23mind.html

http://www.cspponline.org/event-2165647

https://derner.adelphi.edu/au_news/masochism-revisited-nancy-mcwilliams-on-self-defeating-patterns/

http://www.sakkyndig.com/psykologi/artvit/cooper2009.pdf

https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/15228870903200327?src=recsys&journalCode=wpsw20

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/evolution-the-self/201102/self-sabotage-passive-aggression-toward-the-self-pt-55

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/straight-talk/201804/psychoanalysis-today