Monday, April 30, 2018

leave the coen brothers (joel 1953, ethan 1957) for monday midnight, that's the idea
not sure what to do with myself, doesn't matter, though
have to finish that one, however, one of these days

學術是政治正確的買賣

https://news.google.com/news/video/7lhtBVZA2ro/dCBrl_fTzPuEn9MJFAzVwoCGOAF5M?hl=zh-TW&gl=TW&ned=zh-tw_tw

今天星期天窗口對面山坳裡的那戶人家一定是在酬神因為七月半還早又是艷舞又是布袋戲從下午到現在沒有停過我的台灣觀察僅止於此雖然我對下午那齣布袋戲頗感興趣大意是說有人去住客棧老闆收他二百九十七兩銀子他問老闆你們這裡最好的良田一甲多少錢老闆說兩百兩後來我不知道他付了多少銀子才脫身

The Bounty Hunter (2010)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Bounty_Hunter_(2010_film)

吴敬琏

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Q3WV2Zipcc

《厉害了我的国》禁令撤销？中共官方改口承认：厉害不了我的国

http://www.aboluowang.com/2018/0429/1106730.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ll2z_duSFVE

The China Hustle

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-QnqaaYUYA&t=101s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bJzpDDnC2A

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=895LiVmRZnQ

Chinese Fake -Trillion Dollar Business: Full Documentary

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6ICDepWqw4

陳望道（1891-1977）

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E9%99%88%E6%9C%9B%E9%81%93

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSsXxQ7FKFI

三板斧

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20olDxsOF1A

Songs from Haruki Murakami's Worlds

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vtfc79Bjfv4&list=PLD2356515259C85F6

Nosedive (2016)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nosedive

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_Mirror

宋石男

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrJVNhUYksk

http://www.epochtimes.com/b5/18/4/27/n10341885.htm

https://www.letscorp.net/archives/130413

我与阳春有约

天上人間覃輝和京城第一名妓梁海玲

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNmQ4LExKTQ

a private talk with the Master

Now, this guy (Pedro Domingos, 2014) worships DATA, and he believes something wonderful and unimaginable can be born from that sea, with the help of that Master Algorithm.

The sea is over there.

And growing fast.

Now, as nothing but a biological homo sapiens, with his fallible and ridiculous and finite existence, I say, jump into the sea, adrift in the sea, perish in the sea, with no hope of ever reaching the fucking shore.

So, you see, I am saying, each one of us, is a collector, of his own. Trust your taste. You don’t have to be infinite to enjoy this fucking finite life. One day, soon, the Master will surely laugh at you, and your meagre collection. But it’s fucking okay.

I can accept that.

Knowledge engineering (KE)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Knowledge_engineering

https://www.investopedia.com/terms/k/knowledge-engineering.asp

http://terms.naer.edu.tw/detail/1306714/

Machine learners versus knowledge engineers

The most determined resistance comes from machine learning’s perennial foe: knowledge engineering.

Unfortunately, the two camps often talk past each other. They speak different languages: machine learning speaks probability, and knowledge engineering speaks logic.

Even if by some miracle we managed to finish coding up all the necessary pieces, our troubles would be just beginning. Over the years, a number of research groups have attempted to build complete intelligent agents by putting together algorithms for vision, speech recognition, language understanding, reasoning, planning, navigation, manipulation, and so on. Without a unifying framework, these attempts soon hit an insurmountable wall of complexity: too many moving parts, too many interactions, too many bugs for poor human software engineers to cope with.

Why pay experts to slowly and painfully encode knowledge into a form computers can understand, when you can extract it from data at a fraction of the cost? What about all the things the experts don’t know but you can discover from data? And when data is not available, the cost of knowledge engineering seldom exceeds the benefit.

Domingos, Pedro. The Master Algorithm: How the Quest for the Ultimate Learning Machine Will Remake Our World (pp. 34-38). Basic Books. Kindle edition.

中国敢制裁苹果么？

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r-MaE9xBYCw

AGM-158 JASSM

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/AGM-158%E8%81%94%E5%90%88%E7%A9%BA%E9%9D%A2%E5%AF%BC%E5%BC%B9

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NivwW0bvf_o

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AGM-158_JASSM

三星关厂清仓撤离深圳

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rL19IYmczs

要么忍要么狠

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-M9oMdFWaM

水鏡先生的意思是全面開放讓外國人來訓中國人

周周侃 | “不惜一切”能否造芯片？从“共产党宣言”看中国创新

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=15jhWWNI80g

3:56 AM

蛙鳴

意涵蛇將出沒

還有十六天

郵輪上的Casino

最好不要必毀

還是烏山頭

不介意五小時車程

中年快玩完才開始斯多噶

會不會太晚

試試看Marlboro

絕不結隊

William Desmond講的「between」拿掉

主體將孤懸且無法持續

這說明活著必須是無止盡的折騰

換句話說折騰表示你還活著

照Desmond所說開放的是那個「between」

因為那個開放的「between」意涵開放的「折騰」

開放就是無止盡的意思

這符合我先前說的self experience是開放的

我沒有說的是開放的self experience

意涵開放的self與這個世界發生的無止盡的折騰

意思是說self experience不是孤懸的存在的

是being-in-the-world的「-」

「-」就是「between」

selfobject明顯就是那個「between」

self是誰說明了那個「between」的質地

到此你應該慚愧因為那個「between」的質地實在甚差

沒有辦法慢下來內心

五色令人目盲五音令人耳聾五味令人口爽馳騁畋獵令人心發狂難得之貨令人行妨是以聖人為腹不為目故去彼取此(道德經十二)

關掉音箱youtube和google play (movie)

4:46 AM 蛙鳴稍歇

連青蛙都累到睡了

對海量資料做檢擇

但是你需先曝露在海量之中

這說明了必忙必聾必狂

必是必須能不能不是必然

這說明了深夜的重要

當只有蛙鳴

質性研究比如說用NVivo 12

單純質性或質性量性混合

基本上前提是你已確定文本

重要的是確定之前和如何確定

這明顯是人能做的

我們必須假設AI (Machine Learning)的世界

NVivo的玩法不管用

因為那是神能做的

神不需要NVivo

或神能察覺的連結和patterning

NVivo做不到

因為你輸入NVivo的只不過是有限的你能處理的資料

從極其有限中掰出一個自圓其說的有限

神則從無限中掰出一個你看不懂的無線

Start from a story, which seems to be just clear and straightforward, yet, underlying the transparency, there is a poetic message. (Cf. Ted Talks Storytelling, Akash Karia, 2014)

Then, he said, try a personal story, with conflict, which is meant to arouse emotion. Within 30 seconds, he emphasized.

Now, I’d say, use a phrase, a simple enough one, transparent, yet, impenetrable. Got to be one with images.

I don’t want tears or thrill, I want puzzle and confusion.

Metaphor, in other words.

Now, you see, I’m not inclined to rely on his VAKOG (眼耳鼻舌身意), but would prefer a dream image, which you can feel.

Now, that’s the opening, then he skipped the middle ground, which should be composed of two or three metaphors, which dance with one another, i.e. the recurring leitmotif.

Don’t believe in positive message, which is lure for foreclosure. Besides, is anti-hero really negative message?

He said, use dialogue, not narration. I say, use dialogue, self-questioning dialogue, to illustrate the thinking process.

No, he did say something about the middle ground, which is supposed to run its course in 10-15 minutes.

Character à Conflict à Spark à Change in Character à Takeaway Message (ibid, kindle 407-408)

The spark is the moment you see, for the first time, in your fucking miserable life, the wall you are going to hit, the point of no return, the end of the road, in other words, the (external) reality.

Saturday, April 28, 2018

Review: 'The China Hustle' Is The Most Important Film Of 2018

https://www.forbes.com/sites/markhughes/2018/03/30/review-the-china-hustle/#67e987293357

https://www.nytimes.com/2018/03/29/movies/the-china-hustle-review.html

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt7215388/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-QnqaaYUYA (The China Hustle)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55892jT06aI (Official Trailer)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JywC1o6Cmw8

高房价正在毁掉中国社会，一个还没有来得及崛起就要倒掉的民族

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJmDmJFSj4M

http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5ef1fe090102xq3e.html

http://www.sohu.com/a/130416207_463886

關於床和碗和椅子

文明的底線是床和碗和椅子

這是睡在地上被蟲咬了幾天後的結論

床通常離地數十公分

這數十公分喚起了人類對樹的回憶

底線是生物的

其上都屬花飾

這說明了為什麼考古挖出來這麼多破碗

當然他們沒有挖出床和椅子

椅子讓人坐在夕陽風中

詩歌是這樣誕生的

說明底線是因為不想超過底線

回到只是生物的存在

To Fill a Hole - Brother Dege

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mk9KpVJmSPA

Otis Taylor - "Blue Rain In Africa" from My World Is Gone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FURz85xq5MQ&list=RDFURz85xq5MQ&t=39

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igi-

4xDgXFA&list=PLSHpr766HS6TOeLeQq9-0_tjJFKF7XisS

孫文廣曝光被山東大學停發教授退休金始末

http://www.epochtimes.com/b5/18/4/26/n10339641.htm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OpyAOzVbaN8

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E5%AD%99%E6%96%87%E5%B9%BF

Where I'm going, you cannot follow.

https://getyarn.io/yarn-clip/55a1f282-e772-45a7-bfcc-93a8a18b591a

Otis Taylor: My Soul's in Louisiana

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLGXlHJ7F4c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bcez2-4IQe0&list=PL8a8cutYP7foCUz9SsdbgG7LPOyHOu59z

李大伟：我是如何被国安部门迫害的？想问习近平一个问题

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P6hN3lglf30

Otis Taylor - Hey Joe - Rare Photos

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woaX1ImmpDE

Otis Taylor - My World Is Gone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igi-4xDgXFA

The Ranking Digital Rights 2018 Corporate Accountability Index

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDv7tSFpEew

https://www.bannedbook.org/bnews/zh-tw/topimagenews/20180428/934646.html

https://rankingdigitalrights.org/index2018/

Otis Taylor - Nobody Knows My Name

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koCpnX9sSC4&list=PLEuj6GhTMq82Qrgq8_LSGEhqhJyV5IkTT

剛剛突然知道

政治學經濟學的關鍵是生態學

生態學的關鍵是食物鏈

食物鏈的關鍵是馬桶

不管那是金正恩的金馬桶

還是蔡英文的免治馬桶

當然馬桶和馬沒有關係

how to kill a horse (brother dege 2013)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ILOA7lYNDs&list=PL9KRJ0P1uyzMO7t1b61OCZsdMYO1ZnmaI

Brother Dege - Crazy Motherfucker

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MNnYgI4yKDI

Zach Hunter

1 年前

I'm truly ashamed of how long it took me to realize that was a horse.﻿

strangely calming, suitable for banner song, for, you name it, sorts of institutions and ministries, in taiwan

Hard Row to Hoe - Brother Dege

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0aUnRhXZl8&list=PLMwDs6j0lA9PV0yDQf970iQPid4-TcMXO

原乡居士

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvMWUbd_SCw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qH7y7SpNbiQ

5:41 AM

麥當勞早餐愛台灣很重要保證不吃虧永慶(& Co)英文(& Co)笑著說這是必須的

Epictetus能想出Stoic Philosophy跟他出身跛腳的聰明奴隸應該有關

甚麼是我能控制甚麼是我不能控制甚麼是我必須笑著接受的改變不了的命運

日日夜夜被操翻的熟讀Stoic Philosophy的台灣妓女必須笑著想我必須笑著必須接受這是必須的

終於用evernote給web clippings和關鍵文本找一個塵世的家這是必須的

我今天必須洗澡這件事跟Stoic Philosophy有沒有關係要去問Epictetus這是必須的

Otis Taylor - 505 Train

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RkCrxRM0x7Q&list=RDEMPZhyPa1pPhMU8N0ksDljQA&index=6

Otis Taylor - Nasty Letter

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zRzq7UoPA9E&list=RDEMPZhyPa1pPhMU8N0ksDljQA&start_radio=1

中共灭亡天时地利已经具备，现在最需要全民共振汇聚人和（第38期，2018/04/27）

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yK-hRZo0prQ

共振振垮专制之后，谁来推进民主，怎样重建秩序？

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nme2R4Pxd0k&feature=push-u&attr_tag=-7m35dXASQCzPlno-6

Friday, April 27, 2018

Pink Cadillac (1989)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pink_Cadillac_(film)

中兴危局：从863计划到中国制造2025，充斥荒谬和骄傲自大，只知道炒概念

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QT0_oP9ZKdA

這個台灣教育部跟北大黨委會水準差不多

https://www.ettoday.net/news/20180427/1159056.htm

他們萬眾一心桌底(還是床底?)搓了好久決定敦聘波多野結衣來當台大校長我的朋友查理士布朗遜得知後立刻決定他要去念台大延畢到野結衣退隱

9:58 PM

Wasteland, by definition, is uninhabitable. So is historical wilderness. Though wilderness is not necessarily wasteland per se.

I watch that garden grow, season after season. That garden was taken care by the madness.

What slows down the frenzy? A fracture should do. The right tibia and fibula did it, for me, once, years ago.

Now, trust your taste, in the face of the Big Data. It’s arbitrary, I know, but it’s all you got.

Eric Hoffer said, what he did was nothing but writing down a few good sentences.

Schopenhauer said, he derived metaphysical consolation mainly from music.You can bet, it was not blues, nor Pink Floyd, that he was listening to.

Epictetus (Greek: Ἐπίκτητος, c. 55 – 135 AD)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epictetus

Otis Taylor - Ten Million Slaves "Banjo" version

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMtuNipi-SE

Otis Taylor - Rain So Hard

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OdG2KKbA_sU&index=9&list=RD8OG8Fjv42nM

otis taylor - resurrection blues

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OG8Fjv42nM

Seasick Steve - Summertime Boy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gq0PmDhkb4c

金正恩的馬桶

https://www.google.com.tw/search?q=%E9%87%91%E6%AD%A3%E6%81%A9%E7%9A%84%E9%A6%AC%E6%A1%B6&oq=%E9%87%91%E6%AD%A3%E6%81%A9%E7%9A%84%E9%A6%AC%E6%A1%B6&aqs=chrome..69i57.5253j0j8&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

down those mean streets

https://drive.google.com/file/d/177zBhu6jLyAy9PqkgwW26T4G_a4AociW/view?usp=sharing

William Desmond (b 1951)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/William_Desmond_(philosopher)

The William Desmond Reader, by William Desmond, Christopher Ben Simpson (Editor, Introduction), John D. Caputo (Foreword), SUNY Press, 2012

Known especially for his original system of metaphysics in a trilogy of books published between 1995 and 2008, and for his scholarship on Hegel, William Desmond has left his mark on the philosophy of religion, ethics, and aesthetics. The William Desmond Reader provides for the first time in a single book a point of entry into his original and constructive philosophy, including carefully chosen selections of his works that introduce the key ideas, perspectives, and contributions of his philosophy as a whole. Also featured is an original essay by Desmond himself reflecting synthetically on the topics covered, as well as an interview by Richard Kearney and a foreword by John D. Caputo. (amazon)

World Press Freedom Index 2018

https://rsf.org/en/ranking

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iVKuavI3FM

塔吊司机

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oXje0c6jLzY

evernote

subscribed 2018-4-27

全民共振五一散步的虚与实、攻与守、正与奇

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enUHdWKcf7A

odd consolation

looking for, odd consolation, in certain moments, of music, mostly, these days
odd, and ephemeral, unanticipated, necessarily repeated, over a spell, for example

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rn-wrPf5Ls0&index=1&list=RDrn-wrPf5Ls0

2537

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGD2N5hJ2e0&index=16&list=RDrn-wrPf5Ls0

数码威权主义

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ux6u1P5M98k

24

Wake up around 2 AM, after dreamless sleep for two hours.

Since Graham slept only for two and half an hours, I figured that I had slept enough. Though I was not after the Tooth Fairy, but another demon, myself.

I need to review what I wrote in Jan-Feb 2018, about the historical wilderness. So far, still fragments. So far, no further explication of Mu Xin and Chen Ying-Zhen yet.

Meantime, the situation across the strait changed a lot in the past two months, due to Trump’s moves. It is more and more like a chess.

So, that brings us back to Chess Master, again. And Dragon Inn is still a valid metaphor, too.

Mu Xin and Chen Ying-Zhen represent two possible ways of homecoming exile. Both remained strangers at home. Both never reached home, in a way of speaking.

I regard myself as another exile. I regard this writing as an inappropriately personal and historical statement. But, you see, I have always been incapable of being correct and appropriate.

Thursday, April 26, 2018

#14. "SONG FOR BOB" by Nick Cave & Warren Ellis (The Assassination of Jesse James OST)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vz0FSG9h-GI&list=RDrn-wrPf5Ls0&index=14

敘事的終結之後 ... (after the end of narrative … )

1. 陌生人在陌生的世界

用陌生的語言

說不完整的句子

用片斷的意外

發生時空錯置的事

這是老笠那個深夜發生的事 (Lou Lap, Robbery, 2015)

我們聽過歷史的終結

主體的終結

還沒聽過客體的終結

雖然關係早就終結

以上四個終結說明

敘事是第五個終結

2. 這時那個人開始回憶

其實小說家不願意讓

他鍾愛的角色發生

這件無趣的事

不幸的是他讀了

半吊子精神分析

回憶是主體回家的路

教科書上這麼教我們

但書上沒有說

這是三十年前的人回家的路

但是老笠那個晚上

可沒有打算回家

沒有回憶就沒有過去

或沒有回得去的過去

時間遂漂浮在沒有座標的深夜

3. 沒有名字的人在無有之鄉

到這裡你應該知道

敘事的終結之後的世界

只能是沒有名字的人

在無有之鄉

發生破碎的事

如果你還抗拒得了媚俗

4. 破碎是甚麼意思

小說家決定打破

一個碗來確定破碎

是甚麼意思

多少禪師開悟都是

碗破聽覺的經驗所致

小說家決定讓

他鍾愛的角色

多打破幾個碗

5. 這時他們來到巴塞隆納

為什麼是巴塞隆納

好奇的讀者問道

因為La Rambla曾經見過毛姆

因為Roberto Bolaño 在那裡討過生活

因為George Orwell曾對它付出敬意 (Homage to Catalonia, 1938)

因為Walter Benjamin畢竟沒有抵達 (Portbou, 1940-9-26)

Peaky Blinders OST- 4x02 The Mercy Seat (Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzjW68FHTYc&index=5&list=RDrn-wrPf5Ls0

Dr Alan Bloom and how a psychiatrist is supposed to behave and talk

Graham liked Dr. Alan Bloom, a small round man with sad eyes, a good forensic psychiatrist—maybe the best. Graham appreciated the fact that Dr. Bloom had never displayed professional interest in him. That was not always the case with psychiatrists.

“Bloom says he wouldn’t be surprised if we heard from the Tooth Fairy. He might write us a note,” Crawford said.

“On a bedroom wall.”

“Bloom thinks he might be disfigured or he may believe he’s disfigured. He told me not to give that a lot of weight. ‘I won’t set up a straw man to chase, Jack,’ is what he told me. ‘That would be a distraction and would diffuse the effort.’ Said they taught him to talk like that in graduate school.”

“He’s right,” Graham said.

Harris, Thomas. Red Dragon (Hannibal Lecter Book 1) (pp. 41-42). Penguin Publishing Group. Kindle edition.

怎麼把小說改寫成劇本

關鍵在修剪刪除

關鍵在搞亂順序

關鍵在改寫一遍

甚至好幾遍

關鍵在找到關鍵字

和關鍵意象

以上通常沒有發生

所以被改寫後的劇本

失去自由從頭到尾

都忠於小說家的第一個想像

沒有第二個想像的

結果我們都知道

那就是失去第一個想像

那就是沒有想像

比如說權貴者

怎麼把那堆金雞蛋

放在不同的籃子

比如說週一到週五

被連續輪番操翻五天後

很想大醉兩天

比如說政治家的右手中指

跟他的性器官之間的辯證關係

這個比例的學問甚深

甚深是佛學用語

就是水很深的意思

想到這件事的原因

是因為想到政治在生活中

的比例說明了文明的程度

然後才想到三明治