Phenomenology

1. Introduction to Phenomenology, by Dermot Moran, Routledge, 2002 (kindle 2010)

2. The Husserl Dictionary (Bloomsbury Philosophy Dictionaries), by Dermot Moran, Joseph Cohen, Bloomsbury Academic, 2012 (scribd)

3. Husserl's Crisis of the European Sciences and Transcendental Phenomenology: An Introduction (Cambridge Introductions to Key Philosophical Texts), by Dermot Moran, Cambridge University Press, 2012 (kindle 2014, scribd)

4. The Crisis of European Sciences and Transcendental Phenomenology: An Introduction to Phenomenological Philosophy, by Edmund Husserl, David Carr (Translator), Northwestern University Press,1970 (paperback 2004) (kindle 2016-11-20) 

... sometime in 1934 ... until the summer of 1937

5. The Paradox of Subjectivity: The Self in the Transcendental Tradition, by David Carr, Oxford University Press, 1999 (questia)

6. Interpreting Husserl: Critical and Comparative Studies, by David Carr, Springer, 1987 

7. Time, Narrative, and History (Studies in Phenomenology and Existential Philosophy), by David Carr, Indiana Univ Pr, 1986

8. https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYEUXhOdGtFZVJ0bDA?usp=sharing

this time, through the crisis, dermot moran, and david carr

黑社會 Election (2005)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8F3CkdtH1zc

老杜此片靈感來自台灣和美國大選

悍匪 (1996)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s05Di3bfHEM

double bind

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYEcXNycUI3VE5KOEU?usp=sharing

聽起來像傑出台灣公務員精彩的一生

Hermeneutics

1. The Life of Understanding: A Contemporary Hermeneutics (Studies in Continental Thought), by James Risser, Indiana University Press, 2012 (questia)

2. Risser, J. (1997) Hermeneutics between Gadamer and Heidegger. Philosophy Today. 41:134+ (questia)

3. Hermeneutics (Studies in Phenomenology and Existential Philosophy), by Richard E. Palmer, Northwestern University Press, 1969 (亟於重溫)

3.1 Notes on Richard E. Palmer's 'Hermeneutics'  https://www.academia.edu/9319687/Notes_on_Richard_E._Palmers_Hermeneutics (accessed Nov 19, 2016)

4. Hermeneutics: An Introduction, by Anthony C. Thiselton, Eerdmans, 2009 (kindle 2010; scribd)

5. Understanding Dilthey: Hermeneutics, by Hercules Bantas, The Reluctant Geek, 2014 (scribd)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEQzlYYnlWZnhMNFU/view?usp=sharing

6. https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYER21oU0JlbkNwOTg?usp=sharing

this time, through james risser

Asylum: An International Magazine for Democratic Psychiatry

http://www.asylumonline.net/

不要父不要母

這是一個定義的問題根據維根斯坦定義是language game誰有權力誰就可以玩這個遊戲誰沒有權力誰就被玩這個遊戲所以偉大的英明的智慧的文明的台灣政府規定以後父親改名叫精蟲母親改名叫卵蟲他們兩個合起來叫雙蟲台灣有兩千三百萬條蟲王小明改名叫王小蟲如果一個人想跟另一個人性愛以後正確說法是我的(精/卵)蟲可以不可以跟你的(精/卵)蟲一起做功課如果一個人不想跟另一個人性愛以後正確說法是我的(精/卵)蟲不想跟你的(精/卵)蟲一起做功課父親節改名叫精蟲節母親節改名叫卵蟲節清明節叫蟲蟲節所謂蟲蟲時節雨纷纷路上行人欲断魂以後寫信給父親不要寫Dear Dad要寫Dear 精蟲大人在上寫信給母親不要寫Dear Mom要寫Dear 卵蟲大人在上等等jack reacher得知此事後說這個鳥國家真是他卵蟲的太鳥了

CURRENT Medical Diagnosis and Treatment 2015 (Lange)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEanZDQWNIaUxvSjg/view?usp=sharing

2016 unavailable, 2017 already out

Peter Sedgwick (1982)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peter_Sedgwick (1934-1983) 

我本不知他是Victor Serge的譯者應該是條好漢死在運河不知是什麼意思 

http://link.springer.com/article/10.1057/sth.2009.7 https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYERlk1eDVuVWVxSFE/view?usp=sharing

Psycho Politics: Laing, Foucault, Goffman, Szasz, and the Future of Mass Psychiatry, by Peter Sedewick, HarperCollins, 1982 (ordered via Biblio 2016-11-19)

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11/19 7:32 AM  這時陽光入室   昨與友春天晤   我說鐘擺的本質是錢   意思是說是資本主義的運作  這符合面子裡子兼吃夠夠的當代成功理論   這明顯超過我的小小的大腦運作  
11/19 7:47 AM  結繩記事   是為了維持時間的定向感   湯姆漢克漂流荒島   在岩壁刻字  且觀察海象  才捕捉得到闖過海潮的風   這件事大家都知道   不要跟台灣人談taiwan watch   也不要跟中國人談china watch   但可以跟南斯拉夫人談李遠哲的教改和李登輝過去六十年的菜單   一周未洗澡   等一下終於要洗澡   這是人類面對的重大決定   昨凱琳說    我們被社交媒體和搜尋引擎限制    活在同溫層了   所謂hub大者恆大    依此說    我應該是活在蟲跡罕至的失溫層

11/19 11:31 AM Peter Sedgwick (1982) 也許須訂  雖不喜紙本 (ordered via Biblio 2016-11-19)
11/19 2:23 PM H3 one Depression, UTI / epigastric distress, one Bipolar, agitated.
11/19 4:06 PM 終於把燒餅油條吃完
11/19 7:09 PM 為什麼要接受  一個人被當成十個人操  操就是screwed up  我雖善於自圓其說  至此辭窮
11/19 10:56 PM  昨天我說   巨大的悲觀   中國政治的本質   恐怕兩千多年來  畢竟沒有改變   意思是說    孫中山推翻的滿清     還好端端的活著    搞了一百年     白搞一場    台灣政治的本質   則屬社團角頭    流氓混混    包娼收數    狡詐不堪    火拼地盤     可參考香港黑幫電影    基本上    與孫中山和他推翻的滿清都無涉 
11/20 1:59 AM finish ppt Understnading Dilthey: Hermeneutics
11/20 9:29 AM. H3 70+ y/o female, seizure two days ago, hold iv / lasix today.  ER 86 y/m, delirium, decide not adm, suggest referral. 
11/20 11:49 AM finish ppt double bind (paul gibney 2006) 這樣的日子已經不多
11/20 3:47 PM back from a nap. walks slowly, seems to have all the time in the world, though not my time
11/20 6:12 PM H2 one pt hostile, s/p haldol / anxicam im st, calmer. kindle ordered Husserl's Crisis, interestingly, its translator David Carr talked about the self too. if foundation determines transcendence, then, no question about it, i have neither, below and above me, find and realize about this situation of mine, almost sadly, yet, paradoxically, a little bit, cheerfully, too. like i said before, so be it. 
11/20 8:25 PM finish ppt Fromm (rough draft). now, 如何做人? who are they, the inner resources? who am i, besides the inner resourses? 
11/20 9:28 PM H2 catatonic schizophrenia, less resistant after anxicam 1 amp im
11/21 1:02 AM ER bipolar manic recurrent, adm H21-12, systolic BP around 230 at ER, 170 at the ward.
11/21 9:22 AM well, this is duty 48 fin

叢林和草原的回憶

今天我們去參觀德來日間照顧中心(St Teresa's Day Care Center)修女阿嬤說她把自己交給神是喜樂的日照在二樓一樓就是教堂我跟泰翰說我們是世俗的(secular)恐怕喜樂不起來這裡的地板下就是神的居所我們的地板只是地板下面甚麼也沒有巧克力來家裡已近一年起先幾月帶牠去媽媽廚房吃飯晚上八點垃圾車經過愛麗絲很大聲巧克力昂首嗚鳴我們才確定牠不是啞了近來不必愛麗絲牠也會叫尤其昨晚滿月這明顯是叢林和草原的回憶

action research

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYELVdCOFpyQmtKV1E?usp=sharing

紅蜻蜓

五年未見一早見兩紅蜻蜓盤旋廢院一隻旋逝一隻停在草上

Emmy van Deurzen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aaYuxnonF5U&list=PL00FF5E6D4B79409F&index=1

https://www.youtube.com/user/emmyzen

Jordan B. Peterson

https://www.youtube.com/user/JordanPetersonVideos

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SsoVhKo4UvQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=539UQF6eT6I

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzdpzuEkL74

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGLsnu5RLe8&list=PL22J3VaeABQAOhH1CLMNnMl2R-O1abW1T

http://jordanbpeterson.com/

http://www.torontosun.com/2016/10/31/we-stand-with-jordan-peterson (it seemed that he refused to use the gender neutral pronouns like "zer" or "zhe", and has been debating about the issue of political-correctness in the last few weeks, and it seemed that later on, U of Toronto tried to silence him) (2016-11-17)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiijS_9hPkM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82hlLbI1NtM

The Autobiography of a Super-Tramp (W. H. Davies, 1908) (1871-1940)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/W._H._Davies

http://m.match.net.tw/pc/news/news/20160123/3378622

accessible via scribd

流浪者自傳童年讀過的書 interesting fella indeed

魯迅 (1881-1936)

http://www.my285.com/xdwx/luxun/

Hit the road Jack!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q8Tiz6INF7I

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CyVuYAHiZb8

Climate Crisis, Psychoanalysis, and Radical Ethics (Donna M. Orange, Sep 13, 2016)

kindle 20161113

吃草

不是牛吃草是都都吃草好像在沙拉吧狂吃得很熱切我說中醫就是這樣誕生的都都作天開始右後腳痛得不能走J說吃草能止痛嗎我說古時候一定有人吃了罌粟好爽才發現嗎啡都都站在草叢裡D說出來出來小心跳蚤我說你有裡外它沒有裡外

Johnny Cash - Rusty Cage

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmAWDZdYvL4

文明是囚籠文字是囚籠放眼所見無不是囚籠我們從來都在囚籠中已經不信自己有限的知覺反射判斷所以當典獄長說走了你自由了我又乖乖走回囚籠

Zhi Mian (直面)

http://www.schoolius.com/school/166905733379321/Zhi%20Mian%20International%20Institute%20of%20Existential-Humanistic%20Psychology

http://www.saybrook.edu/newexistentialists/posts/06-12-12/

Wang Xuefu 王學富

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYEaFExOTZ2ZjkwQTA?usp=sharing

Lou Reed (1942-2013)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lou_Reed

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYEC4TZsy-Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0KaWSOlASWc

Existential Psychotherapy and Counselling after Postmodernism: The selected works of Del Loewenthal (World Library of Mental Health) (Del Loewenthal, Oct 10, 2016)

kindle 20161112

Living Your Own Life: Existential Analysis in Action (Silvia Laengle, Christopher Wurm, March 23, 2016)

"In contrast to Viktor Frankl’s logotherapy, which has become internationally recognised through many books and articles, newer developments in 'existential analysis and logotherapy' out of these roots are not so well known in the English-speaking world due to the lack of English textbooks. Therefore, it is laudable to publish this volume and to share the important improvements to this approach with the English-speaking community. Therapists and counsellors will appreciate that the focus of this book is more on the application of existential analysis than on the theory." (Dr Jurgen Kriz, University of Osnabruck, Germany)

Silvia Längle is a psychotherapist in private practice in Vienna, a training therapist of the Austrian Society for Logotherapy and Existential Analysis, and a Board Member of the International Society for Logotherapy and Existential Analysis. She has been Editor-in-Chief of the journal Existenzanalyse since 1995. She studied theory of science and theoretical physics in Innsbruck, Munich and Vienna. Encountering V. E. Frankl aroused her interest in Existential Psychotherapy as a phenomenological practice, prompting her to reflect on its relationship to the theory of science, and then to undergo her own training as a therapist.

Christopher Wurm studied Medicine and German at the University of Adelaide, then trained as a Family Physician and studied Existential Psychotherapy in Vienna. In 2003 he was made a Foundation Fellow of the Australasian Chapter of Addiction Medicine. He has worked in Australia, England and Austria in clinical and teaching roles in Primary Care, Teaching Hospitals and Community Mental Health. He became Visiting Fellow, Discipline of Psychiatry, University of Adelaide in 2007. He is currently Senior Consultant, Drug and Alcohol Consultation Liaison Service, at the Royal Adelaide Hospital and Sefton Park Primary and Ambulatory Care, as well as GP Psychotherapist and Addiction Physician in private practice at Pooraka, South Australia.

(amazon) (kindle 20161112)

Experiencing loss of meaning can cause an "existential vacuum", as Frankl called it, and lead, according to him, to depression, addiction, and aggression. (ibid, kindle location 144/3519)

貪嗔癡的心理動力學考察 (貪 --> greed, addiction) (瞋 --> narcissistic rage, aggression) (癡 --> pathological attachment, depression) (2016-11-17) (與上述相應乎?)

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E4%B8%89%E6%AF%92

http://baike.baidu.com/subview/2090085/2090085.htm

International Federation of Daseinsanalysis

http://i-f-da.org/

讓漂流的遊魂 找到他們的家

Night on Earth (Jim Jarmusch, 1991)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2W7ziaDOOY

dead man (jim jarmusch, 1995)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tfx4O7EZ6yE

NSPC

https://www.nspc.org.uk/

https://www.nspc.org.uk/about-nspc/the-existential-approach.html

http://www.existentialpsychotherapy.net/

http://www.partiallyexaminedlife.com/2011/12/22/three-types-of-reduction-in-phenomenology/

it seems that they are jumping on the bandwagon of coaching, which is a disgrace, Laing would say

Night School: A Jack Reacher Novel (Lee Child, Nov 7, 2016)

might be a disappointment, since this one is a pre-jack-the-rambler one, something like what's-jack's-childhood-like, but we know, we love jack because he is the rambler in our heart, and don't forget, this guy is very much fucking civilized, he always brings his toothbrush along

kindle, 1051112


這說明了Lee Child的困境因為Jack已經快五十歲了這當然也說明了我的困境因為我已經快六十歲了意思是說rambling是25-42歲的人的權利太早不行太晚也不行意思是說太早還不知道牙刷的重要太晚明明記得有帶卻找不到牙刷

Route 66

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KBhU3hGSoG0

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/U.S._Route_66

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Route_66_(TV_series)#Theme_song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zw1tiNGQ4wI

https://www.amazon.com/Lonely-Planet-Route-Trips-Travel-ebook/dp/B00WYIX6R0/ref=sr_1_8?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1478919335&sr=1-8&keywords=route+66

The Situation Is Hopeless But Not Serious (The Pursuit of Unhappiness) (Paul Watzlawick, 1983)

Do you see the past through a rosy filter that makes it seem like Paradise Lost? Are you convinced that traffic lights always turn red for you? Do you have to win (so as not to lose)? After extricating yourself from a bad relationship, do you find another partner just like the previous one? If so, congratulations! You have the makings of an unhappiness expert. With the techniques in this book, you can raise yourself to the genius level. A word of warning, however. Along the way you may begin to ask yourself, "How did I manage to turn myself into my own worst enemy?" Fortunately, this tongue-in-cheek (but serious) volume takes a look at that question too. (amazon)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paul_Watzlawick

John Lee Hooker - Highway 13

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LlwJRk09I5U&index=5&list=RDq-fSZRYeBWk

John Lee Hooker - One Bourbon One Scotch One Beer

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-fSZRYeBWk

now, this is what we call a proper breakfast

FJU 2017

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYEZjFyTzZtdmVkT1k?usp=sharing

這時那人抬起頭來看著窗外一切是從這裡開始的

人间喜剧 - The Human Comedy (2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B85JvWkG40s

Shine On You Crazy Diamond, Pink Floyd - David Gilmour

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNJlKaF8sJc

now, this short one is simply fantastic magic

David Gilmour Wish you were here live unplugged

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3j8mr-gcgoI

Gilmour " Guitarist Extraordinaire "

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLYeVk9Sk60

Soul Of A Man - David Lindley (Studio Version)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c06ttCG75Co

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJVWls-wzKQ

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hell_on_Wheels_(TV_series)

Dead Man 1995 Movie Soundtrack(Music By:Neil Young)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uAgwoEUGgro

besides the dishes

review, double bind, further details of fju 2017, key papers, a few more key texts, for example, waiting for mick cooper (2016), daseinsanalysis (2014), robert galatzer-levy (2016), interpersonal psychoanalysis (2017), for example, now, no wish, nor longing, what comes, comes, so be it, meantime, busier and busier, day by day, just accepted a referral from CGMH, complicated, as before, 1051202 consensus, ppt done, needs revision, of course, fju uploading done, should be okay, 11/12 00:24 AM, blood sugar 238, s/p regular insulin 6 u two times, refused to take zoloft, shall try lexapro coming morning, nobita will take over MMT monday afternoon from Dec, though duty still on monday, relieved a lot, banchiao vh q2w, burdened from Oct, MC taoyuan / taipei, burdened too, next wednesday, 11/16, supervision tour, take it easy, to WRITE a book, isn't that a promise, to myself, i know you can do it, after all these years of ironies, all those fragments should find a home of theirs, 讓漂流的遊魂 找到他們的家, don't you think so,11/12 7:02 AM, fasting sugar 196, BP 160/94, well, let's see, keep these notes, to remind myself, to stall the early dementia course, to make sure all these schedules, can still be kept, 從來都不喜裝模作樣, 

五年一鷺

一早見一鷺怕推門驚嚇之果然旋即飛起不見五年多來曾見一夜鷺廢院覓食但這是第一次見到白鷺幾天前清晨高雄愛河邊曾見三白鷺

Johnny Cash - God's Gonna Cut You Down

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eJlN9jdQFSc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Bwfm7-uNS4

the embrace of insignificance

老古說carlo strenger說

文西說the fear of insignificance

老古說Dear Carlo你說錯了

文西說應該是the embrace of insignificance

老古說尋找粗糙的蒼老的

文西說磨擦gravel的聲音

老古說Tom Waits     

     https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1eDuFlOl-c

文西說或Lightnin' Hopkins     

     https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HqL2OLsvDWc   

     https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1vqxN2TR3k   

     https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yFhlEEAKk4

     https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZBYPxOshV6w

老古說或過世前幾年的Johnny Cash

文西說忙了一天

老古說明天還有一天

文西說後天還有一天

老古說到大後天才可以休息

文西說這就是我說的the embrace of insignificance

Animals - The House Of The Rising Sun

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxYGeTV6fCw&list=RD4ahHWROn8M0&index=8

and god I know I'm one

Johnny Cash - I See A Darkness

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWnUItw1ElU&list=RD4ahHWROn8M0&index=6

Johnny Cash - His Final Live Performance 2003

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqESx05OuCA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqESx05OuCA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zv49PhbvDHs

Johnny Cash - "One"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGrR-7_OBpA

Johnny Cash - Folsom Prison Blues

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8J7VQaWt1uQ&list=RD4ahHWROn8M0&index=36

Johnny Cash - Redemption Day

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_uI1BUnzws&list=RD4ahHWROn8M0&index=35

Johnny Cash - "Ain't No Grave"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyfCTZB6Nrk&list=RD4ahHWROn8M0&index=4

Mighty Sam McClain (1943-2015) - When The Hurt Is Over

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4YPMiFaPWo

johnny cash (1932-2003) - hurt

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ahHWROn8M0

During the last stage of his career, Cash covered songs by several late 20th century rock artists, notably "Hurt" by Nine Inch Nails and "Personal Jesus" by Depeche Mode.(wikipedia)

2016-11-26 息壤 (牧宏)

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYETzhzc2dlNFF4Yjg?usp=sharing

Heidegger and Boss's Daseinsanalysis and an Integration with Taoism: A Comparative and Counseling Perspective (Jacob W. Glazier, 2010)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEQkRZRGV6LVNDTnM/view?usp=sharing

cta? do certified therapy animals (CTA) need continuing education credit (CEC)? and by whom?

Animal assisted therapy (AAT) is a therapeutic modality that utilizes certified therapy animals (CTAs) as therapeutic agents in a process facilitated by trained helping professionals. Incorporating animals into therapy is argued to be ameliorative because clients have opportunities to give and receive affection. AAT is especially important for clients who may be impaired in their ability to create a therapeutic relationship with a human helping professional. While personal pets may be comforting to their owners and others, their therapeutic value is not, strictly speaking, AAT. Trained helping professionals intentionally use both directive and nondirective intervention strategies in the therapeutic process. In many populations, AAT has been shown to decrease depression and anxiety while increasing self-esteem and self-efficacy and has been found especially effective in working with neglected and/or abused children, oncology patients and individuals struggling with other medical ... 

(In: The SAGE Encyclopedia of Theory in Counseling and Psychotherapy

Edited by: Edward S. Neukrug

DOI: http://dx.doi.org/10.4135/9781483346502.n24)

Nov 7, AM 5:29

非功能性非工具性那剩下甚麼性

Trna - Lose Yourself to Find Peace (Full Album)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SyzjPD1egew

Black Hill & Scott Snee - On a deserted path (Full Album)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oLssDSxPeZM

Fall to November Sky... - Autumn Light (Full Album)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anlPvsyQM-c

男人三十攪攪震 (2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2lP0GSeAx5I

one of the best HK movies, condom as the signifier, what a fucking crazy night, and, 1:01:22 to 1:02:30, that one minute, beatifully transcendental 

洋蔥

back from K & K, revisited HBR, memories of years ago, 午夜祭鬼脫衣舞秀忘了帶plendil, 1200 KM later, back to the window, well, 11/7 24, 11/8 B, 11/9 MC, 11/10 M, 11/11 24, PEACE now, shall review ET soon, including DA/LB/MB, 鍾肇政1940s 從龍潭去美濃拜訪鍾理和 車程花了 兩天時間, 歐克山莊已經消失, 這是很明確的, 天鵝湖還在, 不喜困在樓內, 149 + 20 = 169, 三隻鷺鳥在愛河, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dwc7ZEYfWYc&list=RDdwc7ZEYfWYc,

歷史

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYELTBCRlF2M0FZVFU?usp=sharing

Cowspiracy: The Sustainability Secret (2014)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtyRHb-WNp8

2016-11-3 綜合醫院之自殺防治

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEeENHaTRfLWpEOVU/view?usp=sharing 

(ppt, 2016-11-3)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEM3dTMEcySkRNNmM/view?usp=sharing

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYERWpkWkNoVjdYS00/view?usp=sharing

https://www.asuswebstorage.com/navigate/s/A308CD24D7AA414BB8D457B7AD79D6B0Y 

(MP3, 2016-11-3)

Daseinsanalysis (Alice Holzhey-Kunz, 2014)

Daseinsanalysis, by Alice Holzhey-Kunz, Free Association Books, 2014

Daseinsanalysis - the psychiatric and psychotherapeutic school of thought founded by Ludwig Binswanger and Medard Boss in the 1940s - had a huge impact on the development of existential therapies in the English-speaking world. This highly stimulating and lucid book gives a critical overview of the daseinsanalytic concepts of Binswanger and Boss and explains their key differences. Author Alice Holzhey-Kunz gives a systematic account of a new approach to mental suffering - based on Kierkegaard, Heidegger, and Sartre - that never loses sight of Freud's fundamental insight into the hidden meaning of apparently senseless neurotic symptoms. She goes on to demonstrate that mental suffering is a 'suffering from our own being' before considering the therapeutic implications of the existential view of mental suffering, concluding that Freud's three technical rules provide the optimal conditions for understanding and engaging with these baffling existential experiences.

Alice Holzhey-Kunz, Ph.D. is a philosopher and daseinsanalytic psychotherapist in Zurich, Switzerland. She is president of the Society for Hermeneutic Anthropology and Daseinsanalysis and co-founder and co-president of the Daseinsanalytic Seminar in Zurich, where she teaches and supervises candidates. She has written three books and many articles on daseinsanalytic theory and on a new approach that combines psychoanalytic and existentialist perspectives. She is the co-editor of the new edition of Ludwig Binswanger's selected works. (amazon) (abebook, 2016-11-3)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEbzdwMENjR3dFZGM/view?usp=sharing  (what a surprise, Paul Gordon has written a book review for this one in 2015)

棋王 King of Chess (1991)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zzDiBR5zrA

無意間捕捉到1991的台北和十八王公那年我開始做人更讓人動容的是演出此片時的岑建勳正在螳螂捕蟬黃雀在後

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E9%BB%83%E9%9B%80%E8%A1%8C%E5%8B%95

The Revenant (2015)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_X0awJ7ZmHo

Lawless (2012)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kqYoWuZ8B00

原鄉 (2016-12-29)

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYEQ1BZcGlBczB1SG8?usp=sharing  (無學問可言    談不上論述    窮到只有片段意象隱喻     然餘生在此矣    不捨此題)

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYEOElEY3lndUxKb2M?usp=sharing  (Ludwig Binswanger   與上有關   暫置此)

Untraceable (2008)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJnW3eJOdZs

see also
http://www.techworm.net/2016/03/10-best-hacking-movies-watch-right-now.html

Algorithm (2014)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qpudAhYhpc

這個通告費賺得很不值得

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_6H2rmvIG6Q

戰火稍熄廿四小時

這時天色微明雷馬克

背包裡放著西線無戰事

回到陌生的家裡

昨天我說Davie Rennie引述

Madill et al. (2008)質性研究

有卅二種路數

而量性研究從頭到尾

只有一種

所以去天堂的路只有一條

那邊一路高速

呼嘯壅塞

而去地獄的的路至少三十二條

那邊鄉間小路blackbird

蜿蜒猶有自然可言

這件事

Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry into Values (ZAMM)

Robert M Pirsig (1974)就已說過

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEd1I3OThPT1lGcVk/view?usp=sharing

一開始
他是這麼說的

We are in an area of the Central Plains filled with thousands of duck hunting sloughs, heading northwest from Minneapolis toward the Dakotas. This highway is an old concrete two-laner that hasn’t had much traffic since a four-laner went in parallel to it several years ago. 

I’m happy to be riding back into this country. It is a kind of nowhere, famous for nothing at all and has an appeal because of just that. 

... He grabs the back of my helmet and hollers up, "I’ve seen lots of those, Dad!" 

"Oh!" I holler back. Then I nod. At age eleven you don’t get very impressed with red-winged blackbirds. 

You have to get older for that. For me this is all mixed with memories that he doesn’t have. Cold mornings long ago when the marsh grass had turned brown and cattails were waving in the northwest wind. The pungent smell then was from muck stirred up by hip boots while we were getting in position for the sun to come up and the duck season to open. Or winters when the sloughs were frozen over and dead and I could walk across the ice and snow between the dead cattails and see nothing but grey skies and dead things and cold. The blackbirds were gone then. But now in July they’re back and everything is at its alivest and every foot of these sloughs is humming and cricking and buzzing and chirping, a whole community of millions of living things living out their lives in a kind of benign continuum. 

You see things vacationing on a motorcycle in a way that is completely different from any other. In a car you’re always in a compartment, and because you’re used to it you don’t realize that through that car window everything you see is just more TV. You’re a passive observer and it is all moving by you boringly in a frame. 

On a cycle the frame is gone. You’re completely in contact with it all. You’re in the scene, not just watching it anymore, and the sense of presence is overwhelming. That concrete whizzing by five inches below your foot is the real thing, the same stuff you walk on, it’s right there, so blurred you can’t focus on it, yet you can put your foot down and touch it anytime, and the whole thing, the whole experience, is never removed from immediate consciousness.

Those Were the Days (1997)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qjVwfJdOP14

本不知有這部片子懷念1997前的香港這我先前說過

John Gedo (2017)

The Biology of Clinical Encounters: Psychoanalysis as a Science of Mind, by John E. Gedo, Routledge, March 2, 2017

In The Biology of Clinical Encounters, Gedo utilizes recent findings in neuroscience and cognitive psychology to elaborate his conception of psychobiology and to consider its implications in clinical analysis.  He pursues this challenging undertaking in several directions.  He illuminates the way in which psychobiology enters into his hierarchical model of mental functioning, and goes on to examine three clinical syndromes - phobias, obsessions, and affective disturbances - in which biological considerations are particularly important.  Of special note are chapters examining the implications of a biological approach for clinical psychoanalysis.  Gedo explores the notion of transference that grows out of attentiveness to psychobiological factors, elaborates the concept of therapeutics that follows from looking beyond mental contents, and discusses the problem of assessing clinical evidence produced by analyses informed by a psychobiological orientation.  Drawing on his own analytic work of over three decades, he compares analyses conducted with a psychobiological orientation with the outcome of analyses conducted earlier in his career with a more traditional psychological approach. (amazon)

SF & RN

1. Ferenczi, Severn, and the Origins of Trauma Theory: Mutual Analysis (Relational Perspectives Book Series), by Peter L. Rudnytsky, Routledge, August 9, 2017

2. The Discovery of the Self: A study in psychological cure (Relational Perspectives Book Series), by Elizabeth Severn, ed. by Peter L. Rudnytsky, Routledge, March 10, 2017 (kindle 2017-4-16)

Elizabeth Severn, known as "R.N." in Sandor Ferenczi’s Clinical Diary, was Ferenczi’s analysand for eight years, the patient with whom he conducted his controversial experiment in mutual analysis, and a psychoanalyst in her own right who had a transformative influence on his work. The Discovery of the Self is the distillation of that experience and allows us to hear the voice of one of the most important patients in the history of psychoanalysis. However, Freud branded Severn Ferenczi’s "evil genius" and her name does not appear in Ernest Jones’s biography, so she has remained largely unknown until now. This book is a reissue of Severn’s landmark work of 1933, together with an introduction by Peter L. Rudnytsky that sets out the unrecognized importance of her thinking both for the development of psychoanalysis and for contemporary theory.

Inspired by the realization that Severn has embedded disguised case histories both of herself and of Ferenczi, as well as of her daughter Margaret, Rudnytsky shows how The Discovery of the Self contains "the other side of the story" of mutual analysis and is thus an indispensable companion volume to the Clinical Diary. A full partner in Ferenczi’s rehabilitation of trauma theory and champion of the view that the analyst must participate in the patient’s reliving of past experiences, Severn emerges as the most profound conduit for Ferenczi’s legacy in the United States, if not in the entire world.

Lacking any institutional credentials and once completely marginalized, Elizabeth Severn can at long last be given her due as a formidable psychoanalyst. Newly available for the first time in more than eighty years, The Discovery of the Self is simultaneously an engaging introduction to psychotherapy that will appeal to general readers as well as a sophisticated text to be savored by psychoanalytic scholars and clinicians as a "prequel" to the works of Heinz Kohut and a neglected classic of relational psychoanalysis. (amazon)

Shine On You Crazy Diamond

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNJlKaF8sJc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qjpOLj7WSY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UXircX3VdM

well, simply shine, simply crazy, simply fucking great

Echoes (Pink Floyd)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jzeNFjsrb1Q

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EiN6of3rBW4

criminal (2016)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9m8INLqaGM

Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds: Push the Sky Away

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K3aCuKBWE3A

Ludwig Binswanger (1881-1966)

1. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ludwig_Binswanger

2. https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEWDU2ZFBoVmNVWU0/view?usp=sharing

3. https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYELTU1cGVPQ1lwMkE/view?usp=sharing

4. https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYESGU3a2NrUmFxRk0/view?usp=sharing

5. Binswanger, L. (1957). Freud: Reminiscences of a friendship (N. Guterman, Trans.). New York, NY: Grune and Stratton. (not available yet)

6. Being-in-the-world: Selected papers of Ludwig Binswanger, ed. by Jacob Needleman, New York, NY: Basic Books, 1962 (accessible via questia)

Binswanger does not seek spheres of man‘s existence that argue
against the explanatory power of psychoanalysis. 

What he asks is a Kantian question: "What is it in man that 
enables his existence to be explained by psychoanalysis?“ 

When, therefore, Binswanger complains of the reductionism
of natural science as applied to man, he is not questioning
science‘s ability to explain, he is rather urging that that which
is being explained be kept in mind in its full phenomenal reality.

He is not saying to science: "You cannot explain the spirit of
man"; what he says is: "Be sure it is the spirit of man you are
explaining!"(ibid, p. 4)

Binswanger took Heidegger's analysis of the structure of human
being as it constitutes world and self by being essentially being-in-
the-world as the instrument with which to understand the
existence of his patients. 

... he demanded a presuppositionless entering into that world as
the precondition for explanation of it. (ibid, p. 6)

George Boeree (pronounced boo-RAY)

http://webspace.ship.edu/cgboer/

to find back the language of the downcast

Abstract

Depression, like most words, nests within a semantic web of similar-but-different words—
call this “the language of the downcast.” The language of the downcast lends itself to
nuanced reflection and analysis. Because our ability to manage our lives depends on the
ability to differentiate and articulate emotions and to represent them in scenarios of causation
and action, this is no small thing. Of late, the language of the downcast has been hollowed
out and rendered feeble, eaten away from the inside by the invading language of Depression—
with a capital D, to make the point that the word has changed, becoming the proper
name of a formal disorder. This impoverishment of language entails destruction of thought
and consequent debility of lives. (Robert T. Fancher (2016) The Humanistic Psychologist, Vol. 44, No. 2, 215–219, italics added)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEbGpqNDlvWHpucXM/view?usp=sharing

Ikiru (Akira Kurosawa, 1952)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEcEp5TXFiejVqWVk/view?usp=sharing

that bunny saved them both

Cigarettes After Sex - Affection

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5soixb2U6xM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O7Xa0jxhXj8

在這個偽善的衛生的禁菸的年頭發現這個樂團讓人感動不管他唱了甚麼鳥

Bon Iver - I Can't Make You Love Me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vp-bPAKLfx4

Mono - Pure As Snow

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=co5gy_2uOEY

Aesthesys - Sailing to Byzantium

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikcc8lLnZZA

Over The Ocean - I Will Be Silent

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWWrY7fO3S4

Stray Ghost - Day Without Evening

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUbIO7dtJLw

Bon Iver - Holocene (Official Music Video)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWcyIpul8OE

One Hour Before The Trip ~ Vagabond

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yoxRxGHYTsg

http://www.ohbtt.gr/

拜師吹簫

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwU9W6fFdRo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y2c6QB7-vqY

非常懷念那個屬於大傻的1991的香港每天都可以飲茶遛鳥和拜師學藝和吹簫或被吹簫

台灣連續劇

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBSrSlqlfHY

taiwan politics, in the last one year, has deteriorated into something, frankly crony, honestly greedy, shamelessly shameless, manipulative, intrusive, rude, demanding, orchestrating lies, yet, always wearing that fucking faint sly smile, like (no, worse than) the famous borderline patient, getting under your skin, or rib, which means, they would not allow you, not to feel, to know, to worship, their presence, from this breath, to the next  (2016-10-29)

The Metapsychology of Christopher Bollas: An Introduction (Sarah Nettleton, Aug 24, 2016)

now, metapsychology is a serious word, terribly serious, in our age of the end of metaphysics

fm

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_States_Army_Field_Manuals

Josef Pieper (1904-1997)

One of the most important philosophy titles published in the twentieth century, Joseph Pieper's Leisure, the Basis of Culture is more significant, even more crucial than it was when it first appeared fifty years ago.

Pieper shows that Greeks understood and valued leisure, as did the medieval Europeans. He points out that religion can be born only in leisure-a leisure that allows time for the contemplation of the nature of God. Leisure has been, and always will be, the first foundation of any culture. He maintains that our bourgeois world of total labor has vanquished leisure, and issues a startling warning: Unless we regain the art of silence and insight, the ability for nonactivity, unless we substitute true leisure for our hectic amusements, we will destroy our culture-and ourselves. These astonishing essays contradict all our pragmatic and puritanical conceptions about labor and leisure; Joseph Pieper demolishes the twentieth-century cult of "work" as he predicts its destructive consequences. (amazon) 

Leisure, the Basis of Culture. Translated by Alexander Dru. With an introduction by T.S. Eliot, London: Faber and Faber, 1952. (Originally Muße und Kult. München:Kösel-Verlag, 1948).

this one, was written, in that summer, in the ashes, of war 

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEZkM1QWpkOFlUUk0/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEeGMzQmdoNjZlSlU/view?usp=sharing (with an introduction by T.S. Eliot)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Josef_Pieper

Michael Foley

this one (2010), almost a bible, for me (accessible via scribd)


http://www.michael-foley.net/

Endless Melancholy - Music For Quiet Mornings

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWpoptgNnws

Imbaru - Vigías

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vhz4Ji8-af8

https://imbaru.bandcamp.com/

沈瑞章是人何況他是台灣人

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGiyWaBrL0c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lOuXcLmxJwY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MY4NNDs7juo (1:13-28;10)

a nice corner and table in this town

凱琳 (2016-10-26)

https://www.asuswebstorage.com/navigate/s/16FB919901654F7E9A37627C6C193E73Y  (2016-10-26) 

kitaro在西安吹笛子

借此机会他还特意来到西安郊外的兴教寺，这里仍保存着唐玄奘千里迢迢取回的佛经原本。喜多郎用自己特制的长笛吹奏了“奉献给玄奘”的乐曲，“真的在他面前吹笛子，我感到很幸福。”

http://www.people.com.cn/GB/paper68/8294/781682.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzIgRbD_kYY

Kierkegaard’s Rebellion (Peter E. Gordon, NYRB, Nov 10, 2016)

同學們大家不要以為齊克果是個內向溫吞適應障礙的傢伙socratic irony是他(1813-1855)1841年的博士論文題目講存在主義的人會喜歡他是有理由的他跟失明的加拿大樂手jeff healey一樣都只活了42歲

On the Concept of Irony with Continual Reference to Socrates (Danish: Om Begrebet Ironi med stadigt Hensyn til Socrates) is Søren Kierkegaard's 1841 doctoral thesis under Frederik Christian Sibbern.This thesis is the culmination of three years of extensive study on Socrates, as seen from the view point of Xenophon, Aristophanes, and Plato.(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/On_the_Concept_of_Irony_with_Continual_Reference_to_Socrates)

http://www.nybooks.com/articles/2016/11/10/kierkegaards-rebellion/?utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=NYR%20Kierkegaard%20parenting%20Beach%20Boys&utm_content=NYR%20Kierkegaard%20parenting%20Beach%20Boys+CID_de0ed91307b77eeec3535af04950f79a&utm_source=Newsletter&utm_term=Kierkegaards%20Rebellion

本體需不需要洗澡

本體屬形上難以形狀不應形狀

以物擬之不得已爾

林繼平說理學家素以月擬之

霜降後四日凌晨四點下弦月出山

月屬陰柔不散發強光熱如日

且夜深人靜遂寂明虛如二曲言

問題是多日未洗澡渾身發癢遂無定可言

這說明當代理學家如我應常洗澡

古人居院落無光害吵雜

所見之月應更皎潔今人早不見月

其本體遂如用過多次之保險套

充滿一坨坨黏稠回憶此時確應洗晾烘乾一下
邊洗邊抬首窗外5:50AM雲霧微曦月已復隱
依理學家言日氣耗損遂需保任
同學們點起菸我明確告訴你那是不可能的
意思是說洗不乾淨不要洗了去買一盒新的

Logan (2017)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xA_3qcLviRE

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cliff_Martinez (b 1954)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4ZNrUI_iFw (imagined soundtrack by Tommy Lucas)

The Conspiracy (2012)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X0TqQhBeDP0

now, this one, is very interesting, which tells us, there is another world, behind this world, and, another history, behind this history, yet, we are sure, we know, what is reality, what is real

road house (1989)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QJsljIDKkk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H7-AObQAldY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eijz1hSj9u0

Patrick Swayze (1952-2009) 

Jeff Healey - As The Years Go Passing By, etc (1966-2008)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIkOaTVu8uM

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jeff_Healey

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0uWqs-ane0&index=9&list=RDgIkOaTVu8uM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PPBTLGOP3rQ&index=5&list=RDgIkOaTVu8uM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJTkFty00Kc&index=13&list=PLF5iYb-c-OFmxnh0ESIhCCaJpMCn0Cyg3 (river of no return)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VV3OYEygSiA (Marcon Georgia Blue)

鉢蘭街馬王 (2000)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjYXqHk4hE8

豬肝湯

三周前肺疾就是靠兩碗豬肝湯回來的中山東路民生路口

the terror experiment (2010)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a1DHBXrc9I0

kitaro kitaro kitaro

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nfLxxuarso

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhxbShjpwEU