Monday, September 25, 2017

Authenticity




1.  Bad faith (Sartre)

2.   Be true to oneself vs. self-deception

3.   Courage (to be) (Tillich) (Dare to be)

4.   Dare to act

5.   Death – the final coming to rest

6.   Folly and remorse

7.   Beyond redemption

8.   No Heidegger this time

9.   Not sure if psychoanalysis is helpful or relevant

10.  In Search of Authenticity: Existentialism from Kierkegaard to Camus (Problems of Modern European Thought), by Jacob Golomb, Routledge, 1995 (questia, scribd pdf)

11.  Now, a la Jacob Golomb, it is about ethics (not metaphysical at all, in other words)

12.  And, since it is about ethics, it is about dilemma and choice, both of which are so very personal, and quite inconsequential in terms of the progress of the HISTORY

13.  Therefore, this is about anti-hero

14. Now, our problem is, in search of authenticity, after camus

15. Interestingly, the two thinkers who adopted an ontological approach to authenticity both went through a kind of midlife Umkehr or ‘conversion’: Heidegger, from the phenomenological ontology of Dasein to the poetry and mysticism of Being, and Sartre, from phenomenological ontology to politics. (p. 92)

16. … like Kierkegaard and Nietzsche, not a philosopher in the technical or academic sense, Camus expresses ideas and dilemmas that are intimately related to the ideal of authenticity (p. 119)

17. Unlike Kierkegaard, who entices us to take an absurd leap of faith, Camus rejects transcendence, adopts a position of strict immanence3 and invites us to live out a rebellious acceptance of our absurd fate. He encourages us to win authenticity by ‘an act of lucidity as one makes an act of faith’ (LACE, p. 81). This illuminates the dilemma that confronted all the thinkers we have considered: the singularity and the spontaneity of the ideal of authenticity imply a clash with the prevailing ethic; yet to resolve this impasse by granting authenticity a recognized social meaning in turn neutralizes this spontaneity by forcing it into a fixed ontological yoke. In any event, however, Camus rejects this solution since ontology is meaningless in an absurd world. (p. 119)

18. Sisyphian life in the face of the absurd is the only authentic attitude available to mortals who reject suicide and proudly affirm their lives. (p.120)

19. Camus’s two major philosophical essays, The Myth of Sisyphus and The Rebel, are philosophical commentaries on his understanding of authenticity as it is portrayed in his novels, short stories and plays. …By generating in us deep existential anguish, Camus’s fiction offers us a chance to overcome it by being true to ourselves for the sake of humanity. ‘This is why any authentic creation is a gift to the future’ (MS, p. 169). (p. 120)

20. The answer…is this: even if one does not believe in God, suicide is not legitimate…even within the limits of nihilism it is possible to find the means to proceed beyond nihilism…. The Myth of Sisyphus…sums itself up for me as a lucid invitation to live and to create, in the very midst of the desert. (p. 122)

21. Hence Camus recommends acceptance and affirmation of life even if it lacks transcendent meaning. The solution to absurdity is not to escape to philosophy or suicide, but, rather, to accept it as a given. The sober and creative life is the authentic solution and indicates an authentic overcoming. To Camus’s generation the war had given little reason to be hopeful; Camus, like Nietzsche before him, offers hope without reason as the authentic reaction to the absurdity of immanence embodied in the myth of Sisyphus. Like the Nietzschean Übermensch, who adopts the existential formula of amor fati, ‘the absurd man says yes’ (ibid., p. 99).

22. Like Nietzsche, he demands that we liberate ourselves from the yearning for salvation by overcoming our nostalgia for it. Camus’s determination to withhold from us any ‘metaphysics of consolation’ (ibid., p. 42) makes authenticity all the more vital since in his eyes it is the only solution capable of withstanding the feeling of absurdity. (p. 124)

23. Even if suicide merely indicates resigned acceptance of the harsh implications of the relationship between the individual and the world and not the overcoming of this absurd—so what? It might be claimed that physical suicide is not the solution, since it creates a hierarchy of values within which there is one sort of action of ultimate value. In other words, to commit suicide can be seen as preferring one course of action over all others. But if our existence is sheer absurdity, why would suicide be any more valuable than Dr Rieux’s useless efforts to cure his patients in The Plague? (p. 125)

24. Camus knows that he has no valid argument against suicide. Suicide is an issue subject to the discretion of each individual who confronts the feeling of absurdity. Camus claims that we can ‘escape suicide’ to the extent that we are ‘simultaneously awareness and rejection of death’ (ibid., p. 60). The latter attitude is the ‘revolt’ that gives life its ‘value’ (ibid.)—its authenticity, the only possible value given the absurd. This ‘majestic’ revolt has ‘something exceptional’ about it, for, Camus feels, it displays ‘human pride’ (ibid., p. 48). It is not coincidental that at that point in his essay Camus begins to use first-person sentences such as ‘I must carry…the weight of my own life … alone’ (ibid.).

25. Camus, following Nietzsche, declares: I embrace a lucid and sober attitude, since I want to attain authenticity, to live intensely but without ‘stage-sets’ that distort my selfhood; hence I turn away from suicide which will prevent me from engaging in revolt, the practical embodiment of authenticity. (p. 125)

26. Thus the feeling and notion of absurdity and the constant struggle against their nihilistic implications are necessary conditions of authenticity. ‘I am authentic ergo it is absurd’ is Camus’s existential version of the Cartesian Cogito. ‘Only from chaos is a star born’, Nietzsche claims; and Camus develops this idea, maintaining that only from the feeling of absurdity and from the complex sensations that constitute its pathos is the aspiration to authenticity born. This happens when the ‘stage-sets’ of normative ethics ‘collapse’ and the question of where to go—‘suicide or recovery’ (ibid., p. 18)—becomes inescapable. (pp. 125-126)

27. According to Camus, no ethical rule can be sustained in an absurd world. ‘What rule, then, could emanate from that unreasonable order?’ (ibid., p. 58) asks Camus, and answers: ‘There can be no question of holding forth on ethics. I have seen people behave badly with great morality and I note every day that integrity has no need of rules’ (ibid., p. 57). Here Camus alludes to the many self-proclaimed moralists who preach at the city’s gates while themselves eschewing morality. He describes them as having ‘clean’ consciences, because they never use them. For Camus, the ideal of integrity, or, in Nietzschean language, truthfulness in life, stands above the objective ethical norms of honesty and sincerity. Authenticity reigns ‘beyond good and evil’; it does not require, nor can it have, ethical rules for the rational justification of actions. Authenticity is a personal, intuitive morality that springs from freedom and spontaneity without any external a priori dictates of Reason, God or History. The authority of authenticity lies in itself. (p. 127)

28. To conclude is to reach an end together, but the authentic posture, as understood by the philosophers of authenticity, forbids me from presuming to conclude for you or for us. Each individual has to come to her own conclusions about authenticity. In fact, encouraging you to ponder this existential issue and to entice you into drawing your own conclusions is a central objective of this book. As Nietzsche advises us through Zarathustra, ‘if you would go high, use your own legs’. (p. 143)

29. From the historical perspective, however, the intuitive and individual routes to authenticity seem to be more viable and productive than the ontological-phenomenological approaches. (p. 143)

30. Authenticity calls for an ongoing life of significant actions. It is actions that shape our authenticity. The thinkers we have looked at preferred action, or Heideggerian ‘care’, to reflection (which, Kierkegaard claims, ‘freezes action’) and knowledge (which ‘kills action’ according to Nietzsche). But meaningful activity is only possible in the context of intersubjective interaction, namely, within society. (pp. 143-144)

31. Authenticity, we saw, is best forged and revealed in ‘boundary’ or extreme existential situations. Yet such circumstances presuppose a social context. (p. 144)

32. The literature on authenticity abounds in descriptions of conflicts between individuals acting on different ethical maxims. These conflicts highlight the need for resolute and authentic decisions and spontaneous actions. Nietzsche and Kierkegaard argue that one knows what one is only after realizing what one is not. (p. 144)

33. But can authenticity, thus understood, ever be implemented? Here too we have looked at some convincing arguments to the effect that authenticity is highly problematic at best. (p. 144)

34. In his study of authenticity, Charles Taylor warns against an unrestrained, egocentric individualism. His sympathetic attitude to the ideal of authenticity as countering the ‘malaises of modernity’1 is remarkable evidence that the issue is far from having been closed by Camus, or, for that matter, by the present study, which stresses the aesthetic model of authenticity.2 (p. 145)

35. There is today a grave danger that we are facing the death of authenticity. Poststructuralist thought and the other currently fashionable streams of what is vaguely called ‘postmodernism’ attempt to dissolve the subjective pathos of authenticity which lies at the heart of existentialist concern. This study should be seen as an attempt to redress the postmodernistic devaluation of the authentic self by embarking on historical reconstruction. (pp. 145-146)

36. Let me end with a personal vision expressed in terms of a musical analogy. I envisage a society of authentic individuals as analogous to an orchestra without a conductor, where each individual plays her own composition. Sometimes one member of the ensemble will be in tune with the others, but not always. There is only one proviso: no one composition can overcome the others, and no player can suppress another’s self-expression. From the outside, the music produced by these individuals sounds like sheer cacophony, but for the participants each of their pieces has meaning, while the music played by the others functions as the inevitable background against which they struggle to perfect their original melodies. (p. 146)

37. Finally, let us recall Kierkegaard’s historical description of the emergence of the authentic ideal: ‘With every turning point in history there are two movements to be observed. On the one hand, the new shall come forth; on the other, the old must be displaced.’4 At these turningpoints we will encounter the authentic individual. Just as the decline of the ethic of objectivity set in motion the appeal for authenticity, so the decline of the ethic of subjectivity in the postmodern era, and the suppression of individuality encouraged by the mass media and multinational markets, will invigorate the quest for authenticity as a personal, corrective ideal if not an objectively viable norm. Only the return to our authentic pathos can prevent the betrayal of what is dearest to each of us: our own selfhood. (pp. 146-147)

 

 

Sunday, September 24, 2017

一万公里的约定

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fypF4QoGQJ8

Songs for September- A Mellow Indie /Folk/ Fall Playlist ,2017 ( part one )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IMrNaobGVo

narrative truth ?


narrative truth ?  how ridiculous !

if, narrative is not meant for truth, then what's it for ?

it's for artistic (aesthetic) consolation (Cf philosophy is for metaphysical consolation)


e.g.  stranger than fiction, more fictional than fiction

e.g.  the limit of human imagination

e.g.  the limit of human experience

e.g.  the limit of human folly

e.g.  the limit of human fall

e.g.  the limit of human evils

e.g.  the limit of human endurance

e.g.  the limit of human self-deception

e.g.  the limit of human kindness

赵云龙

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FUOXNJ8ZJJA

冯军旗 (2008)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rhh56uvKNA4

刘彦平

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-9MfNcUaYQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zJwow8Q09Ok

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-H-METV2QHQ

北京多区同步下令 关闭低端企业

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ij-buWdgxg8

上海故事 - 阿拉上海闲话

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfSBxN6vtA0

19大后中国计划经济道路大猜想-楼市篇

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMfp7bj61wI

據秦偉平   十九大後計畫經濟樓市篇   中產階級將重挫   財富縮水   甚或變成絕望房奴   受傷害程度因人而異   但有苦說不出是必然的

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9edaldAk8JY

EIU

http://www.eiu.com/home.aspx

晨星 (2017-9-24)





那本書 

四點多起身遂知這不是星期一我昨天說過果然十分驚喜起身前我想那本書就獻給王行和DM罷此生與王行見過三次面第一次是二十年前息壤還記得他當時手裡拿著Ernesto Spinelli那本The Mirror and the Hammer: Challenging Orthodoxies in Psychotherapeutic Thought (2001)第二次是今年初和他與老翁醉香村小酌第三次是在善導寺對面cafe地下室一群中年人不知所謂然後他就重病了臨風告訴我告別式的地點和時間那天周五我沒有去畢竟沒有去但我是懷念這個朋友的嘎然而止的此生遇到DM是一個時空的錯置像晨星一般乾淨

 

那本書是個人的偏見的但是是個人的行跡真實的偏見起碼我希望如此那本書說明了讀精神分析的某個視角和由此所能衍生的路缺點在我無法以社會科學家的方式處理歷史只能以在台灣出生的六十年的生命處理兩岸乃至中國歷史的魔咒這真的只是個人的偏見的處理不打算說服任何人這些年我常常想起陳映真王文興七等生黃春明阿城舞鶴這不是文學評論吊書袋的想起是生命的想起那本書就是生命的想起

 
 

Saturday, September 23, 2017

(非)桃花运

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BUuFaJWX9xg&t=5683s

老梁:上海人是吃着骄傲长大的

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qgFv7-mguU

來點咖啡喝點紅酒讀讀米蘭昆德拉女的翻翻張愛玲

流氓治理鄉村

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwnRJ11dZss


村長是打出來的

鄉長是喝出來的

縣長是送出來的

省長是生出來的

我的“狐朋狗友”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gyrcc-sL9Mg

限售政策

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAlPzONO7pA

賈慶國 (2017-9-11)

https://www.ettoday.net/news/20170913/1009418.htm?t=%E7%BE%8E%E6%9C%9D%E6%88%B0%E7%88%AD%E3%80%80%E8%B3%88%E6%85%B6%E5%9C%8B%EF%BC%9A%E4%B8%AD%E5%9C%8B%E8%A6%81%E5%81%9A%E5%A5%BD%E9%96%8B%E6%88%B0%E7%9A%84%E6%9C%80%E5%A3%9E%E6%89%93%E7%AE%97

http://www.eastasiaforum.org/2017/09/11/time-to-prepare-for-the-worst-in-north-korea/

趕你羚羊和藍教出頭和讓林育卉和豬哥亮來教你甚麼是優美的海洋文學

http://www.chinatimes.com/newspapers/20170923000734-260301

http://www.chinatimes.com/realtimenews/20170330006468-260407 (2017-3-30)

习近平面对89民运会怎么办?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCXgMcf40w8

Matt Elliott - What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bcj3qnG31gw

聽說



星期六應該慢慢慢過假裝明天就是星期一這樣明天就會十分驚喜那天聽到一個四十兒子說如果如果我是富二代父親中風每月三萬連換六家安養中心水果刀刎頸我說你說得有點矛盾你到底是希望他住院還是不要住院他說我希望他住院就不要出院我說他中風臥床而且目前身體狀況不穩定不適合直接住精神科病房應該先住神經內科病房他說住院沒有辦法請看護你如果收他住院就是害我我還要上班父親說他們都不給我飯吃每月三萬伙食大概只值一千
 
我不存在知道後我欣喜若狂昨天我跟D君說住豪宅的是一筆交易賺吃十八代的那種不是你我這種受薪斤斤計較階級他們愛的那個台灣不是你我愛的這個台灣 
 
統治階級要有統治意識因此被統治階級要有被統治意識




過勞之島 (黃怡翎 高有智 2015)

http://www.books.com.tw/products/0010674211

Third Eye Foundation - OuMuPo 1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jaLtq9wUyI

王小明思想

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2RkIKi4D7_o

百円の恋

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02VIUbXRKPw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=91GyFX-S884

窮忙

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F6IwwoY3Mh0

Full Text of Kim Jong-un’s Response to President Trump (NYT Sep 22, 2017)

https://www.nytimes.com/2017/09/22/world/asia/kim-jong-un-trump.html?action=click&contentCollection=Asia%20Pacific&module=RelatedCoverage&region=Marginalia&pgtype=article

see also (Sep 19, 2017)

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2017/sep/19/donald-trump-threatens-totally-destroy-north-korea-un-speech

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HGDctqWpE04

读秒,插手

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jg--wjqZNkM

四川仁壽

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-LfSGCoJT0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufOVyN-OV88

Still Life (三峡好人) (Jia Zhangke 賈樟柯 2006)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Still_Life_(2006_film)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jia_Zhangke

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPZTPQ40M9E

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5qyQmnhDzs




 


Friday, September 22, 2017

林濁水

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eOvzz69sFV8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pn3M7Z8dyZQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koS9XPeQSa8

大釣哥

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQRbw6fGGto

朝阳群众

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njxGN63KVhY

北京神秘组织补贴费用曝光

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojlmhCb6hns

bottom-up vs. top-down



1.  泥土中長出幼苗  vs.  奧林匹亞山上俯瞰世間

 

   前者是經驗本身所以必然破碎片段汗流浹背累個半死

   後者以為擁有經驗的本質所以必然抽象理論隔靴搔癢

 

    PBE   vs.  EBP

   也在說明這件事

 

   前者後者是兩種人兩種人生

 

2.  儒家關係主義鼓吹內聖外王

奇特的是他們撒謊兩千年

居然不承認自欺欺人

 

   他們以為前者後者終於達到和諧

   他們忘了和諧的後面

 

一直都有那棟要命的龍天樓

 

3.  前者是洗碗工後者是耍弄政績數字

前者是長出來的後者是壓下來的

前者是庶民百姓後者是屁眼權貴

 

4.  大哉乾元萬物兹始

至哉坤元萬物兹生

 

乾元是 top-down (乾元是光線 是能量 是理想)

坤元是 bottom-up (坤元是土地 是蘊蓄 是汗水)

 

5.   我們的人生是被屁眼權貴top-down強壓下來

貫徹他們的意志bottom-up種出他們要的漂亮的數字

 

全球幸福报告 (2017)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdZ-LUpeq9s

川習最新通話極不尋常

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLVhSELvSF0

為什麼老子出關是騎著一頭牛?


因為牛走得很慢適合老子的步調

因為牛有牛奶老子不喝黑咖啡

因為牛的智慧與老子相通

不過我們不知道那頭牛出關後

後來下場是甚麼