Tuesday, December 24, 2019

Understanding the Impact of Alzheimer’s Dementia on Sleep Quality (Medscape, 2019-12-22)

https://www.medscape.org/viewarticle/922909?src=mkmcmr_driv_stan_mscpedu&impID=2218234

老王姓王


今天稍早老王說了一點過往才知道他今年稍早赴美應該是在舊金山附近七個月前開始玩自媒體迄今未歇老王新聞記者出身但沒有提及那段經歷只知道曾派駐香港老王很會讀中共文件他說那是基本功一個落落長的自相矛盾的謊言他往往可以歸納成五六點意見讓人十分佩服但老王對海外民運人士顯然沒有好感這點讓我很疑惑而且他說中共很強大只會越來越強大程何夫婦不懂經濟他們講的中國潰而不崩是不懂中文這點也讓我很疑惑雖然他也講了不少中共軟肋他說那是就事論事以上說明當今中國觀察者有一個有趣的後現代小說情境那就是你不知道誰是誰誰從哪裡來誰為什麼這麼說誰是真匪諜誰是假匪諜換句話說只有傻缺才會以為習近平有思想胡錫進會拉小提琴韓國瑜認識康拉德孔子姓孔老王姓王

一生行徑 (self-deed)


昨晚夜診Y君問到關於self-deed這個詞是我用來說明self的存在的不可被歸約的無法被歸約的證據當時我說了些甚麼已經不記得了半夜照例起床看著窗外暗夜山丘我想self-deed是一個決定一個抉擇一個事件一個生活方式一個風格一個作品比如說一段路你走了千百萬遍來回以至於連水泥地都走出痕跡比如說很久以前有一部日本電影北海道荒蕪小鎮車站的列車長守著大雪皚皚的軌道交通一生比如說瑞銀前不久公布的中共權貴一百人身價共七點八二萬億美元比如說飯島愛的沒有穿衣服的柏拉圖的一生比如說季辛吉舔中共屁眼當中共買辦一生比如說仁愛路小巷中的小廟的弱智廟公掃地點香一生以上說明self-deed常常玩很久一輩子是很平常的事這件事說明我們每個人都(被迫)選擇踏上某個行徑然後過河卒子身不由己一路把它走到黑意思是說self-deed不是自由的或自由只是起步的瞬間的假象之後你是被決定的這是為什麼後悔是人間常態但沒有妨礙那還是self-deed而且我們的後悔對宇宙的運行是必要的娛樂

连狗狗都在逃离北京,你还在等什么;三种逃离中国的智慧与原则

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p1lL4yUhYJo&t=260s


老蘇說北京通州新令身高三十五公分以上的狗必須離城否則屠殺勿赦狗狗主人也要送進秦城監獄學習習近平思想這明顯是走狗蔡奇的人文關懷的實踐我先前說過歸鄉猶遙你現在知道我的意思了罷

Monday, December 23, 2019

决战2020 (1) 我们应该为中共垮台做哪些准备

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVRYrko4BZ0

新闻茶座:纯互动/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQlbFs4q6kA

中国特供、国宴的奢侈超越皇帝

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S1BdkxV7J84

郑也夫敦促习近平等七常委立即公布财产

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mvcV3x2_8U

中国又颁文件支持民企,不国进民退了?/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ukC6QMlx-0

平论HOT | 武汉南湖佰港城外卖小哥因网络差评杀人,个人悲剧还是社会悲剧?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBtbjhHsuMA

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12/23 9:55 AM, H2 one elopement, yesterday; H3 one cloazril-induced leukopenia, WBC 800, fever, impending septic shock; 一直回到原點 讀哲學的經驗 顯然在一個不見天日的循環中 見到 想到 永遠是片斷 連不起來的片斷; 也許 還是 應該 不迴避 明年的題目 how does psychology of the self read daseinsanalysis ? 必須處理 binswanger 必須處理 zollikon's seminars; 3:00 PM, one ER, bipolar, referred from CGMH; one consult, yet; 8:30 PM, two consults; H2 one dementia with BPSD, agitation, refused to take medications; haldol 1/2 amp im st; 

Francesca Brencio

https://philpapers.org/rec/BREWTA

https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/08873267.2014.993069

The existential movement in psychiatry and psychology arose out of a passion to be not less but more empirical. ... The fundamental contributions of existential therapy is its understanding of man as being: It doesn’t deny to validity if dynamisms and the study of specific behavior patterns but it holds that drives or dynamisms can be understood only in the context of the structure of the existence of the person we are dealing with. (FB, 2015, p. 279, italics mine).

Sunday, December 22, 2019

Four Brothers (2005)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Brothers_(film)

‘Stop and think’ each time you use social media professionally (Healio, 2019-11-14)

https://www.healio.com/rheumatology/practice-management/news/online/%7B8689d4ca-50f6-4c50-a2ef-988058ca96ac%7D/stop-and-think-each-time-you-use-social-media-professionally?utm_source=selligent&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=rheumatology%20news&m_bt=1421828296669

Practical Strategies for Patient Follow-Up and Long-Term VMAT2 Inhibitor Treatment (Medscape, 2019-12-20)

https://www.medscape.org/viewarticle/922628?src=mkmcmr_driv_outcomes_mscpedu&impID=2216038

Jean-Max Gaudillière (1943 - 2015)

https://gaudillieredavoine.com/about/jean-max-gaudilliere/

just now, sad to know, this wise and poetic guy has gone; just read the conversation he and francoise, with cathy, on May 18, 2012 (listening to trauma, 2014, chap 4) 

陸企債務違約飆歷史新高 中共無力也無能阻擋金融風暴

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vA3LP37c9xE

Stefano Sollima (b 1966)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stefano_Sollima

Sicario 2: Soldado (2018)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sicario:_Day_of_the_Soldado

Denis Villeneuve (b 1967)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Denis_Villeneuve

中國特色社會主義民族英雄史文清

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSP0YzePOMM

财经冷眼:放水6万亿!保物价OR保债务?印钞机开不动了

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__5PTeF2GUE

Psychoanalysis and Digital Culture: Audiences, Social Media, and Big Data (Routledge Studies in New Media and Cyberculture) (Jacob Johanssen, Routledge, 2018)

Psychoanalysis and Digital Culture offers a comprehensive account of our contemporary media environment―digital culture and audiences in particular―by drawing on psychoanalysis and media studies frameworks. It provides an introduction to the psychoanalytic affect theories of Sigmund Freud and Didier Anzieu and applies them theoretically and methodologically in a number of case studies. Johanssen argues that digital media fundamentally shape our subjectivities on affective and unconscious levels, and he critically analyses phenomena such as television viewing, Twitter use, affective labour on social media, and data-mining.
How does watching television involve the body? Why are we so drawn to reality television?
Why do we share certain things on social media and not others? How are bodies represented on social media?
How do big data and data mining influence our identities? Can algorithms help us make better decisions?
These questions amongst others are addressed in the chapters of this wide-ranging book. Johanssen shows in a number of case studies how a psychoanalytic angle can bring new insights to audience studies and digital media research more generally. From audience research with viewers of the reality television show Embarrassing Bodies and how they unconsciously used it to work through feelings about their own bodies, to a critical engagement with Hardt and Negri's notion of affective labour and how individuals with bodily differences used social media for their own affective-digital labour, the book suggests that an understanding of affect based on Freud and Anzieu is helpful when thinking about media use. The monograph also discusses the perverse implications of algorithms, big data and data mining for subjectivities. In drawing on empirical data and examples throughout, Johanssen presents a compelling analysis of our contemporary media environment. (amazon) 

【貴州】實拍未完工的仿古古城,老闆全部跑路了

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMy3_foo6FA

千人斬计划今何在?/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgLoe1XvMQw

Erich Fromm's Critical Theory: Hope, Humanism, and the Future (ed. Joan Braune, Kieran Durkin, Bloomsbury Academic, 2020-4-16)

Interest in Fromm is increasing: as a prominent Marxist, sociologist, psychoanalytic theorist, and public intellectual, the unique normative-humanist thrust of his writings provides a crucial critical reference point for those seeking to understand and transcend the societal pathologies of our age.
The essays in this volume retrieve, revive, and expand upon Fromm's central insights and contributions. They offer a critical theory of culture, the self, psychology and society that goes beyond what is typical of the narrower concerns of the fragmented and isolated disciplines of today, demonstrating the pan-disciplinary potential of Fromm's work. But this book does not simply reassert Fromm's ideas and rehash his theories, but rather reconstructs them to bring them into meaningful dialogue with contemporary ideas and cultural, political and economic developments.
Providing new approaches to Fromm's ideas and work brings them up-to-date with contemporary problems and debates in theory and society and helps us understand the challenges of our times. (amazon) 

Transferences: The Aesthetics and Poetics of the Therapeutic Relationship (Psychoanalytic Horizons) (Maren Scheurer, Bloomsbury Academic, 2019-10-3)

Why are psychoanalysts fascinated with literature and other arts? And why do so many novels, plays, films, and television series feature therapy sessions? Transferences investigates the interdisciplinary attraction between psychoanalysis and the arts by exploring the therapeutic relationship as a recurring figure in psychoanalytic discourse, literature, theater, and television. In addition to close readings of psychoanalytic and critical texts, the book presents a new approach to examining psychoanalytic themes and formal devices in texts like Philip Roth's Portnoy's Complaint, J. M. Coetzee's Life & Times of Michael K, Margaret Atwood's Alias Grace, Peter Shaffer's Equus, and the HBO series In Treatment.
Transferences argues that psychoanalysts as well as writers and other artists are fascinated by the therapeutic relationship because it provides a unique site to negotiate the narrative and artistic underpinnings of psychoanalysis and reflect and reinvent the aesthetic and poetic potentiality of art.

In the Event of Laughter: Psychoanalysis, Literature and Comedy (Psychoanalytic Horizons) (Alfie Bown, Bloomsbury Academic, 2018)

Using Lacanian psychoanalysis, as well as its pre-history and afterlives, In the Event of Laughter argues for a new framework for discussing laughter. Responding to a tradition of 'comedy studies' that has been interested only in the causes of laughter (in why we laugh), it proposes a different relationship between laughter and causality. Ultimately it argues that laughter is both cause and effect, troubling chronological time and asking for a more nuanced way of conceiving the relationship between subjects and their laughter than existing theories have accounted for.

Making this visible via psychoanalytic ideas of retroactivity, Alfie Bown explores how laughter – far from being a mere response to a stimulus – changes the relationship between the present, the past and the future. Bown investigates this hypothesis in relation to a range of comic texts from the 'history of laughter,' discussing Chaucer, Shakespeare, Kafka and Chaplin, as well as lesser-known but vital figures from the comic genre.(amazon) 

Ferenczi, Severn, and the Origins of Trauma Theory: Mutual Analysis (Relational Perspectives Book Series) (Peter L. Rudnytsky, Routledge, 2020-6-8)

been waiting for this one for more than two years 

Character: The History of a Cultural Obsession (Marjorie Garber, Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 2020-6-23)

A spirited, engaging investigation into the concept of character, an enduring human obsession in literature, psychology, politics, and everyday life

What is “character”? How can it be measured, developed, or built? Are character traits fixed or changeable? Is character innate, or can it be taught?
Since Aristotle's Poetics, philosophers, moralists, artists, and scientists have engaged with the enigma of human character. In its oldest usage, "character" derives from a word for engraving or stamping, yet over time, it has come to mean a moral idea, a type, a literary persona, and a physical or physiological manifestation, observable in works of art or in scientific experiments. It is an ingredient in drama and the focus of self-help books.
As Marjorie Garber explores in The Character Issue, character seems more relevant than ever―the term is omnipresent in discussions of politics, sexuality, ethics, morality, and the psyche. But it seems to carry an unusually wide range of meanings, some disconcertingly at odds with others.
Why are “character flaws” of such great interest today, whether in political campaigns, personal relationships, or the biographies (and autobiographies) of famous people, living and dead? What does “character,” in this moral or ethical sense, have to do with the concept of a character in a novel or a play? Are our notions about fictional characters in fact helping to produce our ideas about moral character?
The question of “character” arises in virtually every area of modern life. And in every case, there is the same fundamental tension: between something regarded as innate or intrinsic to the individual, and something that can be taught or copied. With characteristic verve, humor, and vast erudition, Garber explores the stakes of these conflations, confusions, and heritages, from Aristotle and Shakespeare to the present preoccupation with “character issues,” “character assassination,” and the “character flaws” of public figures. (amazon) 

Raw Run || Race Against the Storm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yn-TfAzobDI

Synchronicity: The Epic Quest to Understand the Quantum Nature of Cause and Effect (Paul Halpern, Basic Books, 2020-8-18)

For millennia, scientists have puzzled over a simple question: Does the universe have a speed limit? If not, some effects could happen at the same instant as the actions that caused them-and some effects, ludicrously, might even happen before their causes. By one hundred years ago, it seemed clear that the speed of light was the fastest possible speed. Causality was safe. And then quantum mechanics happened, introducing spooky connections that seemed to circumvent the law of cause and effect. Inspired by the new physics, psychologist Carl Jung and physicist Wolfgang Pauli explored a concept called synchronicity, a weird phenomenon they thought could link events without causes. 
Synchronicity tells that sprawling tale of insight and creativity, and asks where these ideas-some plain crazy, and others crazy powerful-are taking the human story next. (amazon) 

Therapy as a Performance Art (Henry Abramovitch, Routledge, 2020-8-30)

Abramovitch explores the performance aspects of therapy and analysis, going against the tradition of therapeutic discourse in which a narrative is based on specific vignettes chosen to present a theoretical agenda. This view of the therapeutic experience allows random or chance-based occurrences to come to the fore, and challenges the participants to think in new and unexpected ways. Covering aspects of the encounter including nonverbal behaviour, creating a part in the therapeutic drama, setting the stage for therapy and moving the clinic, and including case material throughout, Abramovitch’s book enriches our view of the therapeutic experience. (amazon) 

The Analyst’s Desire: The Ethical Foundation of Clinical Practice (Psychoanalytic Horizons) (Mitchell Wilson, Bloomsbury Academic, 2020-9-3)

In The Analyst's Desire, Mitchell Wilson explores the fundamental role that lack and desire play in psychoanalytic interpretation. Throughout this book, Wilson utilizes a comparative method that engages different psychoanalytic traditions-Lacanian, Bionian, Kleinian, Contemporary Freudian-to investigate questions of utmost importance. These questions include: What is the nature of the psychoanalytic process? How are desire and counter-transference linked? What is the relationship between desire, analytic action, and psychoanalytic ethics? (amazon) 

History and Psychoanalysis since 1945: After Catastrophe (Routledge Studies in the History of Science, Technology and Medicine) (ed. Michal Shapira, Routledge, 2020-10-7)

The Second World War elevated psychoanalysis to a new social and political role in Europe and the US as well as in postcolonial societies. Under the shock of bombing and evacuation and mass killings of civilians, state officials, journalists, educationalists, radio broadcasters and others turned to psychoanalysis for help in explaining societies and selves.
This turned out to be a decisive moment both for the history of psychoanalysis and for expectations of selfhood, citizenship, gender, childhood, and the welfare and post-colonial state. This book is the first historical, interdisciplinary book to provide a multi-angled study of the contribution of psychoanalysis to the shaping of post-war society. (amazon)

Saturday, December 21, 2019

六稳之稳金融,中国政府2020要准备多少现金救市

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MIL44HZlVos

Sicario (2015)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sicario_(2015_film)

無法聽完完整的故事


已經無法聽完完整的故事
因為一旦聽到某個字某個片語某句話
一切就停下來無法前行

這說明我在尋找片斷
或正確的說是收藏片斷
有點像 hoarding disorder

據說那是一種病

但無法聽完完整的故事
也說明我的耐性已經用完
有點像看電影只能看三五分鐘

或必須分好幾看完

也說明我沒有完整的時間
完整的意思是大塊天地
大塊是尚未分割不容分割的意思

比如說 Jack Reacher 最喜歡說
一無所有
擁有全世界的時間

完整的故事中隱藏著作者留下的麵包屑
循著那些麵包屑才能找到回家的路

所以無法聽完完整的故事
說明你無家可歸

阻雪

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1zZwJDjyeBUKI0yjrYD25_zMhBD6zUx3g/view?usp=sharing

Thursday, December 19, 2019

6:20 PM


這時天色已全暗下來移情(transference)是一切關係的開始移情就是存有在世間的在(-in-)意思是說移情應該被尊重(honored)不該被斷章取義曲解掉反移情如果當成技術用詞相對於移情則是用來承受的如果指的是源自治療者本身的移情則是用來自我深究的因為那是治療者的罩門和盲點所在

克萊茵學派相信內在客體是治療唯一要面對的惡魔所以他們見到移情必須見獵心喜我相信時間和等待這不表示我不知道那是甚麼這表示我知道那個惡魔是不得已的現實我們暫時還拿它沒有辦法再過幾年看看

Compelling Visuality: The Work Of Art In And Out Of History (Claire Farago (Author), Robert Zwijnenberg (Contributor), Univ Of Minnesota Press, 2003)

Explores what we actually see, touch, and experience when looking at art. Typically, art history is an enterprise of recovery--of searching out the provenance, the original intentions, the physical setting, and historical conditions behind a work of art. The essays in Compelling Visuality address some of the "other" questions that are less frequently asked--and, in doing so, show how much is to be learned and gained by going beyond the traditional approaches of art history. In particular, the contributors take up the commonly unexplored question of what is actually present in a work of art--what we see, touch, and experience when confronted with Renaissance or Baroque works that have survived the vicissitudes of time. International and interdisciplinary, this volume conducts readers into an ongoing discussion of the value and significance of personal response to works of art. (amazon) (accessible via scribd)

Laurence Sterne (1713-1768)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Laurence_Sterne

Mieke Bal (b 1946)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mieke_Bal

Travelling Concepts in the Humanities: A Rough Guide (Green College Thematic Lecture Series) (Mieke Bal, University of Toronto Press, 2002)

Attempting to bridge the gap between specialised scholarship in the humanistic disciplines and an interdisciplinary project of cultural analysis, Mieke Bal has written an intellectual travel guide that charts the course 'beyond' cultural studies. As with any guide, it can be used in a number of ways and the reader can follow or willfully ignore any of the paths it maps or signposts.
Bal's focus for this book is the idea that interdisciplinarity in the humanities - necessary, exciting, serious - must seek its heuristic and methodological basis in concepts rather than its methods. Concepts are not grids to put over an object. The counterpart of any given concept is the cultural text or work or 'thing' that constitutes the object of analysis. No concept is meaningful for cultural analysis unless it helps us to understand the object better on its own terms.
Bal offers the reader a sustained theoretical reflection on how to 'do' cultural analysis through a tentative practice of doing just that. This offers a concrete practice to theoretical constructs, and allows the proposed method more accessibility. (amazon) 

Handbook of Arts-Based Research (ed. Patricia Leavy, The Guilford Press, 2019)

Bringing together interdisciplinary leaders in methodology and arts-based research (ABR), this comprehensive handbook explores the synergies between artistic and research practices and addresses issues in designing, implementing, evaluating, and publishing ABR studies. Coverage includes the full range of ABR genres, including those based in literature (such as narrative and poetic inquiry); performance (music, dance, playbuilding); visual arts (drawing and painting, collage, installation art, comics); and audiovisual and multimethod approaches. Each genre is described in detail and brought to life with robust research examples. Team approaches, ethics, and public scholarship are discussed, as are innovative ways that ABR is used within creative arts therapies, psychology, education, sociology, health sciences, business, and other disciplines. The companion website includes selected figures from the book in full color, additional online-only figures, and links to online videos of performance pieces.

See also Dr. Leavy's authored book, Method Meets Art, Second Edition, an ideal course text that provides an accessible introduction to ABR. (amazon) 

Narratology: Introduction to the Theory of Narrative (Mieke Bal, University of Toronto Press, 4th ed, 2017)

Since its first publication in English in 1985, Mieke Bal's Narratology has become an international classic and the comprehensive introduction to the theory of narrative texts, both literary and non-literary. Providing insights into how readers interpret narrative text, the fourth edition of Narratology is a guide for students and scholars seeking to analyze narratives of any language, period, and region with clear, systematic and reliable concepts.
With the addition of in-depth analysis of literary nuances and methods, award-wining cultural theorist Mieke Bal continues to present narrative concepts with clarity. Bal uses a systematic framework to better explain how narratives function, are formed, and eventually interpreted by the reader, while presenting a comprehensive study of the surface perception of language, the perceived narrative world, point of view, and characterization. (amazon) 

Doris Salcedo (b 1958)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Doris_Salcedo

https://www.whitecube.com/artists/artist/doris_salcedo/

Of What One Cannot Speak: Doris Salcedo's Political Art (Mieke Bal, University of Chicago Press, 2011)

Doris Salcedo, a Colombian-born artist, addresses the politics of memory and forgetting in work that embraces fraught situations in dangerous places. Noted critic and theorist Mieke Bal narrates between the disciplines of contemporary culture in order to boldly reimagine the role of the visual arts. Both women are pathbreaking figures, globally renowned and widely respected. Doris Salcedo, meet Mieke Bal.

In Of What One Cannot Speak, Bal leads us into intimate encounters with Salcedo’s art, encouraging us to consider each work as a “theoretical object” that invites—and demands—certain kinds of considerations about history, death, erasure, and grief. Bal ranges widely through Salcedo’s work, from Salcedo’s Atrabiliarios series—in which the artist uses worn shoes to retrace los desaparecidos (“the disappeared”) from nations like Argentina, Chile, and Colombia—to Shibboleth, Salcedo’s once-in-a-lifetime commission by the Tate Modern, for which she created a rupture, as if by earthquake, that stretched the length of the museum hall’s concrete floor. In each instance, Salcedo’s installations speak for themselves, utilizing household items, human bones, and common domestic architecture to explore the silent spaces between violence, trauma, and identity. Yet Bal draws out even deeper responses to the work, questioning the nature of political art altogether and introducing concepts of metaphor, time, and space in order to contend with Salcedo’s powerful sculptures and installations.

An unforgettable fusion of art and essay, Of What One Cannot Speak takes us to the very core of events we are capable of remembering—yet still uncomfortably cannot speak aloud. (amazon) 


The psychotherapy of psychosis and trauma: A relentless battle against objectification (Francoise Davoine, 2012)

Davoine, F. (2012). The psychotherapy of psychosis and trauma: A relentless battle against objectification. Psychoanalysis, Culture & Society, 17(4), 339–347. https://doi.org/10.1057/pcs.2012.37

Abstract



Going beyond Jacques Lacan's teaching, this paper discusses the possibility of psychoanalysis for treating trauma and psychosis, and connects such possibility to the findings of two American pioneers in that field, Frieda Fromm-Reichmann and Harry Stack Sullivan. The paper focuses on the kind of transference specific to such cases, cases that abolish any illusion of neutrality. A parallel is drawn with some of the discoveries made in physics during the same period between the First and the Second World Wars. Erwin Schrodinger and other contemporaries, such as Hannah Arendt and Ludwig Wittgenstein, are cited as protagonists in the fight against objectification.

中国经济就是这么玩垮的,贫困县年收入10亿,建古城22亿,债务400亿

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cs5XQpG_OSg

“I am an encoded of the anti-past.” (“Je suis un codé de l’anti-passé.”)

JMG: I want to begin with a prefatory remark. When you work in this field of research, and in places such as asylums, where the traumatized or the mad are confined, you learn that these people are the witnesses of histories that have no right to exist. But beyond that, the patients also have—and they tell you—a theory of this witness as well. Next month, when we go to speak in a conference on history and trauma with historians of our institute of research, EHESS, I will begin with the first sentence by which a patient of mine at an asylum introduced himself to me, when he was in really bad shape, almost starving in his bed. The chief medical doctor had said that I should see him. And I introduced myself; he had been confined for more than ten years so he knew who I was. “I am Jean-Max Gaudillière,” I said, “I am a psychoanalyst on the ward.” And he looked at me with his eyes completely wide open from fever, and he said to me, “I am an encoded of the anti-past.”

Cathy Caruth. Listening to Trauma (p. 82). Johns Hopkins University Press. 2014, Kindle edition.

我怎麼讓你知道我知道


最糟的方式是我急著說我也有類似的經驗(這就是self-disclosure這麼流行的原因)注意是類似不是一模一樣因為不可能一模一樣但因為類似所以我可以自以為類通你可以半信半疑

最好的方式我知道因為我從那裡來我仍那裡你認識我不必我多說甚麼這個方式就是Winnicott被孩子認識的方式因為Winnicott就是孩子孩子在他身上見到自己

所以關鍵在表情嗎在修辭嗎在舉手投足的演技嗎在牆上掛的證照或勳章嗎不關鍵在你是誰

這時治療者汗顏了因為他不知道他是誰他對這個世界的理解止於道聽塗說他對生老病死的體會止於電視連續劇他對疼痛的理解止於四十年前的牙痛他對人的理解止於教科書上的 take-home messages 

病人是最好的老師之外時間也是最好的老師因為治療者自己遲早會碰到病人早已碰到的那些倒楣事這時我們的治療者終於可以放下理論與他的病人素面相見這件事我們稱之為兩個人相會或互為主體

how do we intersubjectively face trauma together ?


CC: Let me begin by addressing one of the central ideas in your book History beyond Trauma. In this work you describe madness as “research into uninscribed histories,” and you say, in this context, that “sometimes a fit of madness tells us more than all the news dispatches about the left-over facts that have no right to existence.” (杜鵑啼血劉大任This is a clinical insight; it is not simply a speculative theory but rather, as we see in all your writing, arises directly out of your work with people. It emerges in the analysis with patients and in the transference and countertransference dynamics.

Cathy Caruth. Listening to Trauma (p. 81). Johns Hopkins University Press. 2014, Kindle edition. 

面對無法言說的歷史的創傷 你的病人對你會有怎樣的移情 你對你的病人會有怎樣的反移情 ? 這個移情和反移情 又能怎樣改變那個無法改變的創傷的歷史 ? 

意思是說 移情和反移情 是無效 且無用的概念 當你和你的病人 面對那無法言說的創傷的歷史 意思是說 互為主體是你唯一的誠意 當你被你的病人邀請 一起面對那個歷史 意思是說 互為主體的前提下 無所謂移情和反移情 那些玩意 叫做情識作祟 但現在作祟的 不是你我 是那個無法言說的歷史

程晓农 陈小平:中国经济陷长期停滞,中共靠压榨百姓苟活 (2019-7-19)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lSplHXCPbjQ

迎合习近平复旦变党校?中共网管急封评论;中国为何对贸易协议细节沉默?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFhTzlisXSU

習為何怕成這樣?訪澳門安保空前幾令全城癱瘓,澳門如何成了北京「龜孫子」

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72mxKDs5B8g

港漂建反送中平台,大陸人力挺「樹洞計畫」,太感人!這才是真正的民意

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PMJfBj-uwBQ

https://www.storm.mg/article/2075541

https://www.thenewslens.com/tag/%E6%A8%B9%E6%B4%9E%E8%A8%88%E7%95%AB

废除不平等条约的正确姿势和步骤;中美协议马上玩完怎么办

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smgoNK_vp0U

政府干了些什么,把中国经济搞到今天的田地!/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcsEaqEB0kw

1994
2002
2012


老王的故事從1990開始他說1990之前除思想開放外無經濟進步可言這句話顯然不把思想開放和進而政治開放當成必要的歷史進程這點說明老王不碰政治只談經濟的盲點

老王說習近平的左轉是底下的官僚系統拱起來的這句話顯然是替習近平說好話脫罪中國皇帝和手下官員的關係是走狗們揣摩上意濫殺虛報討功意思是說上意在先是必要的

老王說文革的本質就是中共沒有底線的迫害人民文革從來沒有離開過

我先前說過中共生飲人民精血的三個主旋律是打土豪分田地大躍進文革這三個主旋律的交替混合出台就是中國觀察的關鍵

Wednesday, December 18, 2019

Der lange Sommer der Theorie (2017)

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt6982508/

Summer of 84 (2018)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Summer_of_84

北京盛传:薄熙来死了?查办他的那个人忽然被捕,曾是习近平的刀

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aa87xkffc9g

复旦大学反了!学生齐唱校歌拒进党校

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHzHk16aIqo

關於記憶和神經元的感動


精神分析文獻中常用一個片語照相機般的記憶 (photographic memory)來誇獎某個分析師的記性很好能傳神地把當時千言萬語的現場描述下來以至於那是一個可信的故事有點像你熟讀杜斯妥也夫斯基的小說以至於可以隨手翻出某一頁某一段精準引述不要忘記我指的是長篇小說你不妨試試看

年輕的時候我相信上述是可能的因為那是剛出爐的電腦還應付得來所以那些年我的腦子裡放了數十上百人的點點滴滴我當時以為這是可以永久保存隨時召喚得來的記憶當時常常可以沾沾自喜說起一段連病人都忘記的往事讓他非常驚訝而且年輕的神經元善感所以這些記憶讓神經元處在一個年輕的卡謬的狀態

但那時我不知道照相機般的記憶不是數位化的記憶 (digital memory) 前者栩栩如生但隨著時間流逝會泛黃風化後者超越了時間不會變化像真的但你不會用栩栩如生來形容它而我們這個年頭已經沒有人用前者的傳統相機照相了我們的認知情緒記憶已經被要求數位化處理了我們的神經元已經不會感動了

感動像干擾程式系統運行的 bug 只會讓人不耐煩最好的狀態是快速運行不須記憶因為記憶已經被放在雲端意思是說我們的腦子和神經迴路和神經元也被放在雲端了

這時我們的閱讀經驗已經不可能重複讀某一篇文章某一本書每隔三五年或三五十年意思是說那是我們自己的一部份或陪著自己度過人生的某一篇文章某一本書某一段音樂某一部電影某一個作者我們被要求高速處理信息已經沒有能力慢下來了

肉體原是廢墟我們失去的是感動我們得到的是大量的超越了時間不會變化像真的但你不會用栩栩如生來形容它的信息意思是說我們失去的是遺忘意思是說不會被遺忘的就不會讓人感動

廣東茂名建火葬場事件再衝突,上週,當地老百姓疑廣東茂名政府故伎重施以建淨化水設施為由,在播揚鎮修建火葬場,再引發民眾強烈抵制,並發生激烈警民衝突和流血事件

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JfQyVS-v0Kg

效忠共产党写入大学章程之首;贺卫方:中国大学的极端自卑表现为病态自负;中国政府顾问预警:债务危机苗头浮现,连锁反应或致系统性风暴

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-fwEfQ9Cd0&feature=youtu.be

【貴州】鄉村遊記:驚人發現,非洲豬瘟橫掃整個農村,整個村莊就剩下一戶人家的豬還活著

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6hDvTjIYv4

程晓农 谢田:香港问题加速中国经济恶化,北京速签协议避免更大麻烦

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwRW1dCoHBo

张杰:复旦修改章程太赤裸 中国大学从植物人到脑死亡

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FKBo4ws4VAs


復旦大學修改章程為全校師生下跪舔黨中央的屁眼

中国通胀有破5的风险,央行谨守现行货币政策 /王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qn-h_yj5BVE

Henri Rey (1912-2000)

http://melanie-klein-trust.org.uk/writers/henri-rey/

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1KfK6wCrM6pYD3GCfMGPEq-eanRi9fk88?usp=sharing

The main theme is how very frequently, if not always, help is asked with regard to improving oneself, whilst the real request is how to bring about the reparation of important damaged inner objects without which reparation the subject's self cannot function normally and happily. The patient does not know how to do it, cannot do it. He seeks help with regard to those objects without a conscious realization of what he is looking for. A central aspect of the problemis that theatened and dying objects have to be kept alive for this purpose by the use of mental manoeuvres of a very complex nature. An attempt to describe the mechanisms used will be made. The contrast between concrete repair and psychic reparation proper appears to be fundamental in the failed efforts to repair, and resulting difficulties. (1988, p. 457)

He keeps them alive in the hope that help will come.


中国新土地管理法即将实施,农村宅基地会卖疯吗?/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O23n-s1pFsM


這是新一輪洗劫人民養肥趙家人的龐氏騙局你不要忘記那是一個沒有私有產權的國家土地是黨的戶籍也是黨的你不要忘記被摁著不讓破掉的泡沫的房地產當年是怎麼炒起來的你不要忘記那個重複的很好用的池子理論把人民僅有的那一點錢反覆收刮殆盡你不要忘記國企權貴會怎麼樣壟斷豪奪侵吞炒作再獲利洗錢出清你要知道瑞銀那七點八二萬億美金是那一百個混帳東西怎麼弄來的你不要忘記共匪就是劫匪洗劫一空揚長而去當然當你身邊的人都跳進去玩你必須的命運是迫不急待跟著跳進去被玩這點你要學習過去數十年教訓你要清醒

5:22 AM

Kohut的傳記裡曾提到他出錢
讓兒子Thomas Kohut去接受精神分析
有人問他為什麼不把那筆錢存起來養老
Kohut說這樣做值得

以上說明Kohut不過中產不是巨富
也說明精神分析是一齣奢華郵輪之旅

年輕的海明威和毛姆剃刀邊緣的Larry
為什麼把自己放逐巴黎
因為那個年頭巴黎生活便宜
卻甚麼名堂都有

意思是說文明的程度的判別在於
生活便宜卻甚麼都有

生活便宜的意思是
你可以元素性的存在
比如說每七天去頂好
買一罐牛奶
一把青江菜

5:09 AM


我先前說過你必須要有歷史判斷
也必須讓海量信息經驗穿過你
再看你原本相信的確信的你
還能剩下甚麼殘骸

這件事我在台灣罕見
這件事我在中國未見

這兩個罕見未見
說明人的素質蠻荒

有點像數十億年前
那些史前動物

所以這是逆行的演化
達爾文沒有見過這種名堂

5:02 AM

我想關於創傷
要注意不要急於治療
意思是說要像歷史學家
在廢墟一生
屬於廢墟
變成廢墟
留下一兩句話

比如說
一切都還好

4:26 AM

昨天老程講完系列視頻四十八講結論仍為兩年前的潰而不崩
兩年前江西官府不許老百姓土葬所以沒收棺材你遂見千萬棺材擺滿大地
每年群體性事件近三十萬件
所有野蠻成長瘋狂擴張的後果都由人民買單
兩周前瑞銀公布中國富人一百人在瑞銀一個銀行的資產就達七點八二萬億美金
老程念了解放軍和武警的薪水起薪五千七百人民幣混出頭來三萬人民幣
習近平前幾年反腐弄死一百四十萬貪官其中沒有一個紅二代
抄家所得誰拿去了假如每個貪官貪十百千億
所以我們必須理解老程的潰而不崩的前提是中共維穩洗腦完全成功
而且人民真的就是待宰的畜牲不會自覺不會反省不會憤怒不會集結
這兩個前提讓人悲傷

我知道我沒有家也回不了家了
奇怪的是這個知道讓人輕鬆起來

我今天上午要去衛生局開會



Tuesday, December 17, 2019

Harry Hole

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harry_Hole

Crime Fiction in German: Der Krimi (European Crime Fictions) (ed. Katharina Hall, University of Wales Press, 2017)

Crime Fiction in German is the first volume in English to offer a comprehensive overview of German-language crime fiction, from its origins in the early nineteenth century to its vibrant growth in the new millennium. In addition to introducing readers to crime fiction from Germany, Austria, Switzerland, and the former East Germany, Katharina Hall expands the notion of a German crime-writing tradition by investigating Nazi crime fiction, Jewish-German crime fiction, Turkish-German crime fiction, and the Afrika-Krimi. Significant trends, including the West German social crime novel, women’s crime writing, regional crime fiction, historical crime fiction, and the Fernsehkrimi television crime drama are also explored, highlighting the genre’s distinctive features in German-language contexts. (amazon) (accessible via scribd)

Petra Hammesfahr (b 1951)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Petra_Hammesfahr

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sinner_(TV_series)

Xi Jinping’s annus horribilis (Minxin Pei, ASPI, 2019-12-17)

https://www.aspistrategist.org.au/xi-jinpings-annus-horribilis/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dm-aeHYvL3U&feature=youtu.be

歷數中共在貿易戰與香港的決策錯誤,看習近平班子到底有多愚蠢!中共情報系統大半由這人掌握,很快高層會有一場惡鬥

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_VeRut2xnJk

败家仔 The Prodigal Son (1981)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExuZuizGFP0

莱特希泽坐实中共高层的分裂,分裂背后是习近平的纠结,中美协议依然存变数

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8hOKiWGX_o

中国半导体产业没钱了,地方政府遇债务危机,芯片产业陷入两难

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27_fy4Gp4Zw

New autism recommendations emphasize importance of early intervention (Healio Minute, 2019-12-16)

https://www.healio.com/pediatrics/autism-spectrum-disorders/news/online/%7B962ddcb0-3843-45fb-9ccd-95068776c2ca%7D/new-autism-recommendations-emphasize-importance-of-early-intervention?utm_source=selligent&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=pediatrics%20news&m_bt=1421828296669

财经冷眼:国资委国企疯抢,数十家大型民企被吞并,中国公私合营再加速

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U8atHycm3zQ

程晓农:中国为何溃而不崩?(中国的陷阱与困境|20191217 第48集)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XawR1Y0kaEQ

20年最大美元債務違約 中國金融風險有多高

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcrqBvs6cmY

联想柳传志退休,一个时代的结束/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_gLfiUWPl-s

中国的让步很不真实,肯定会落空

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RoyHP-pxM_Q

11月数据继续下沉,中国经济会反弹吗?/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7IrvuSQ9oeI

definition of intersubjectivity

The authors’ requirement that we as therapists become personal with our patients (within an analytic framework) is one reason that what they have to say to us might feel demanding. It is indeed a demand, one they would say our patients make upon us, to be there, person to person, at those moments when the patient is calling upon, and needs to use, something in us and in our own histories. One of the mentors cited in this book, Martin Cooperman, once commented that in psychotherapy the patient comes with his symptoms and the therapist comes with his technique, and if things go well, they both come out from hiding.

Davoine, Francoise. History Beyond Trauma (Kindle location 218-222). Other Press. 2004, Kindle edition.

now, why "within an analytic framework" is still needed ? and, how does "becoming personal" coexist with "within an analytic framework" ? here lies the mystery of intersubjectivity, which means it is subjective, yet it is also not only subjective, though i'd rather not use the word objective here 

History beyond Trauma: Whereof One Cannot Speak, Thereof One Cannot Stay Silent (Francoise Davoine, Jean-Max Gaudilliere, Other Press; 2004)

In the course of nearly thirty years of work with patients in psychiatric hospitals and private practice, Francoise Davoine and Jean-Max Gaudilliere have uncovered the ways in which transference and countertransference are affected by the experience of social catastrophe. Handed down from one generation to the next, the unspoken horrors of war, betrayal, dissociation, and disaster in the families of patient and analyst alike are not only revived in the therapeutic relationship but, when understood, actually provide the keys to the healing process.

The authors present vivid examples of clinical work with severely traumatized patients, reaching inward to their own intimate family histories as shaped by the Second World War and outward toward an exceptionally broad range of cultural references to literature, philosophy, political theory, and anthropology. Using examples from medieval carnivals and Japanese No theater, to Wittgenstein and Hannah Arendt, to Sioux rituals in North Dakota, they reveal the ways in which psychological damage is done--and undone.

With a special focus on the relationship between psychoanalysis and the neurosciences, Davoine and Gaudilliere show how the patient-analyst relationship opens pathways of investigation into the nature of madness, whether on the scale of History--world wars, Vietnam--or on the scale of Story--the silencing of horror within an individual family.

In order to show how the therapeutic approach to trauma was developed on the basis of war psychiatry, the authors ground their clinical theory in the work of Thomas Salmon, an American doctor from the time of the First World War. In their case studies, they illustrate how three of the four Salmon principles--proximity, immediacy, and expectancy--affect the handling of the transference-countertransference relationship. The fourth principle, simplicity, shapes the style in which the authors address their readers--that is, with the same clarity and directness with which they speak to their patients. (amazon) (kindle 2019-12-17)


In 2001 Drs. Davoine and Gaudillière organized a conference that they called Casus Belli. The twenty or so invited participants from throughout Europe and the Americas were each asked to present a clinical case, relating somehow to larger societal trauma and involving a turning point in the treatment. Most important, we were to introduce ourselves not with our official, professional designations, but with something more personal about ourselves, especially as that might relate to the patient we had chosen to present. The stories unfolded with an unconscious logic, each illuminating one of the points to be found in this book and each case building on the preceding one. 

To my surprise, in those rare instances when the presenters did not introduce themselves personally, they did so unconsciously through their patients. This phenomenon turns out to be central to what Drs. Davoine and Gaudillière are trying to teach us: stories of deep connection and pain must be told. If, for some reason, they cannot be spoken, they are told through an other. If they are unthinkable, their traces or debris are carried generationally and lived as madness by someone charged—in the double sense of an energy and a duty—to represent what Freud called the family’s archaic heritage. And, in the transference with psychotic patients, it is analysts’ responsiveness within their own archaic heritages that creates a field in which analysts may be charged by patients to represent something for them.


Davoine, Francoise. History Beyond Trauma (Kindle location 204-215). Other Press. 2004, Kindle edition. 

Meta-Analysis Identifies Effective Doses and Dose Equivalents for 20 Antipsychotics (Psychiatric News Alert, 2019-12-16)

http://alert.psychnews.org/2019/12/meta-analysis-identifies-effective.html

Monday, December 16, 2019

Zombies

https://www.history.com/topics/folklore/history-of-zombies  (2019-6-10)

see also

Looking back now, it is fascinating to realize that the popular culture following the First World War seemed full of ghosts and vampires, creatures popping out of movies and television and popular novels. Was this popular depiction an attempt to contain or perhaps express the cultural level of melancholy and mourning? Did these effects and influence come from the past (slavery, wars, historical trauma, gulags) or, as some might say, from the future already present (climate change, terrorism, economic pain)?

Adrienne Harris. Ghosts in the Consulting Room (Relational Perspectives Book Series) (p. 6). Taylor and Francis. 2016, Kindle edition.

see also

Reis, B. (2011). Zombie States: Reconsidering the Relationship between Life and Death Instincts. Psychoanal. Q., 80(2):269-286

北京陷入决策混乱,增购2000亿如何实现?目前中共做决策只看一点

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ic3vxCUevxg

國產零零七賺錢好辛苦

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20piqIcMDPk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w7it7Z4xA8g

习近平背后捅刀,王岐山待机报仇!解析爆料操盘者心机,预测高层分裂结局!海外民运中王岐山已布下战略棋子

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9RLaUXLVpw

贸易谈判第一阶段协议后 中美关系怎样了?/王剑每日财经观察

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oy_HSQ6gGnc

程晓农:民主转型可能失败,中国私有化催生腐败

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTA7BVYMQ4c

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