https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Bvm9yG4cvs (2017-7-15)
to a friend, who passed away last night
Saturday, July 15, 2017
Friday, July 14, 2017
Thursday, July 13, 2017
Patterns of Attachment: A Psychological Study of the Strange Situation (Mary Ainsworth, et al., 1978) (2015)
Mary Ainsworth (1913-1999)
accessible via questia (1978)
Wednesday, July 12, 2017
Tuesday, July 11, 2017
進步
progress is based on experience, which implies mistakes, lots of mistakes
progress is based on ignorance, which allows for mistakes, lots of mistakes
progress is based on paying the fees, for the mistakes, lots of mistakes
progress is a lousy journey, with no itinerary ahead, with no end in the end
progress is life itself, which is so imperfect, that the god pities and sighs
progress is rat race, which means nobody can escape from the fucking zoo
maturity is supposed to be the end of the progress, however, nothing can be falsier than maturity
progress is a fucking dirty lie, very costly, self-righteous too
progress is based on ignorance, which allows for mistakes, lots of mistakes
progress is based on paying the fees, for the mistakes, lots of mistakes
progress is a lousy journey, with no itinerary ahead, with no end in the end
progress is life itself, which is so imperfect, that the god pities and sighs
progress is rat race, which means nobody can escape from the fucking zoo
maturity is supposed to be the end of the progress, however, nothing can be falsier than maturity
progress is a fucking dirty lie, very costly, self-righteous too
Charles Darwin: A New Life (John Bowlby 1992)
abebooks 2017-7-11
there must be a long-hidden reason for him to write this book
Monday, July 10, 2017
點起一支紙菸
悲傷的原因是預知了後果
上午的星期一坐在窗前
我知道該接受這個後果
人改變不了的後果
你看著飛蛾
找不到飛出窗外的路
奧林匹亞山上的神祉看著你
找不到飛出窗外的路
你現在知道為什麼悲傷了嗎
因為即使
找不到飛出窗外的路
你還是要繼續狂飛尋找
Sunday, July 9, 2017
Winged Migration (2001)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pFiuUUBKoY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RrHpwfpswcA (50:44 you can see what kind of FUCKING assholes men are, and why i say they should be FUCKED up badly, and extinguished, by whatever methods)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pd5sU27u6Hc&list=PLQyYRcm1SLNkvezv6QzzYA9pTPwjH9GXj
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Winged_Migration
后会无期
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x27ydlNIuzs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x90bdj7_Dgg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuXUEuZlpB4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x90bdj7_Dgg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuXUEuZlpB4
為什麼
大陸和台灣沒有鬼新加坡有幾隻鬼香港有很多鬼以上是旅遊網普遍共識剛剛讀到十九世紀末是This was also the age of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, of Frankenstein and
renewed interest in Dracula myths. (Genes on the Couch: Explorations in
Evolutionary Psychotherapy, ed. Paul Gilbert, Kent Bailey, 2000, p. 16)狂咳後想到我們這個年頭是喪屍(zombie)和變形金剛(transformer)的年頭是Reinvention (Anthony Elliott, 2013)Mobile Lives (Anthony Elliott, John Urry, 2010)光鮮亮麗megacity的年頭早就知道人工智慧比肉身好用更有智慧Roy on the roof (Blade Runner, 1982) Roy: I've seen things you people wouldn't
believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams
glitter in the dark near Tannhauser Gate. All those moments will be lost in
time... like tears in rain. [Pause] Time to die. 支離+疏離=
回到第一個為什麼沒有鬼就沒有神當然台灣例外我們有神雖然沒有鬼有鬼的地方表示人跟鬼還有關係有關係就表示支離疏離尚未絕對中國的俗語是下去見馬克斯香港的俗語是下去賣鹹鴨蛋台灣的俗語是託夢求明牌和破案新加坡的俗語是不要吃我的柳丁台灣人喜歡裝神弄鬼但化妝通常不到位大陸人說我就是鬼我就是神香港人說鬼跟黑社會一樣與鬼媾像和空氣做愛一樣偶一為之有益身心而且香港人喜歡人鬼戀這點說明香港不愧是一個浪漫的地方新加坡的鬼喜歡穿紅衣胖胖的會變魔術最會抓鬼的還是香港人不過九叔過世後已經失傳
Saturday, July 8, 2017
Textbook of Evolutionary Psychiatry and Psychosomatic Medicine: The Origins of Psychopathology, 2e (Martin Brune, 2015)
The Textbook of Evolutionary Psychiatry and Psychosomatic Medicine updates and expands on the original Textbook of Evolutionary Psychiatry (OUP, 2008) to provide answers to these questions by emphasising an evolutionary perspective on psychiatric and psychosomatic conditions. It explains how the human brain/mind has been shaped by natural and sexual selection; why adaptations to environmental conditions in our evolutionary past may nowadays work in suboptimal ways; and how human cognition, emotions, and behaviour can be scientifically framed to improve our understanding of how people try to attain important biosocial goals pertaining to one's status in society, mating, eliciting and providing care, and maintaining rewarding relationships.
The evolutionary topics relevant to the understanding of psychiatric and psychosomatic conditions include the concepts of genetic plasticity, life history theory, stress regulation and immunological aspects. In addition, it is argued that an evolutionary framework is also necessary to understand how psychotherapy and psychopharmacology work to improve the lives of patients with psychiatric and psychosomatic disorders. (amazon)
Missing the Revolution: Darwinism for Social Scientists (ed by Jerome H. Barkow, 2005)
accessible via questia
In The Adapted Mind (1995), Jerome Barkow, along with Leda Cosmides and John Tooby, set out to redefine evolutionary psychology for the social sciences and to create a new agenda for the next generation of social scientists.
While biologically oriented psychologists quickly accepted the work, social scientists in psychology and researchers in anthropology and sociology, who deal with the same questions of human behavior, were more resistant.
Missing the Revolution is an invitation to researchers from these disciplines who, in Barkow's view, have been missing the great evolution-revolution of our time to engage with Darwinian thought, which is now so large a part of the non-sociological study of human nature and society. (amazon)
Genes on the Couch: Explorations in Evolutionary Psychotherapy (ed by Paul Gilbert, Kent Bailey, 2000)
Genes on the Couch brings together respected clinicians who have integrated evolutionary insights into their case conceptualisations and therapeutic interventions. Various psychotherapy schools are represented, and each author provides illustrative examples of the interventions used. Specific topics addressed include the nature of evolved mental mechanisms; regulation/dysregulation of internal processes; attachment and kinship in therapy; the importance of internalising warmth as a therapeutic goal; kin selection and incest avoidance; co-operation and deception in social relations; difficulties in working with certain male clients; gender differences in therapy and the roles of shame and guilt in treatment. (amazon)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paul_Gilbert_(psychologist)
配額 (quota)
同學們依據新版課綱查理士布朗遜老師今天要教你們在台灣活著最重要的一課那就是每件事情都有配額比如說每天用幾張衛生紙說多少謊關說多少筆生意貪污洗錢多少次多少數量吵多少架分多少手分手後砍死對方多少刀因為台灣幅員不大所以配額可以充份數量化管理由中央政府配額部精算和宏觀調控王小明同學你舉手有甚麼問題小明說配額怎麼分用完了怎麼辦查理士布朗遜老師微笑說小明這個問題很重要配額和權力成正比比如說每天全台撒謊配額兩百萬筆數百個大小官員民意代表名嘴賢達就已經幾乎分完剩下一點零頭給其他普羅大眾照號排隊分配比如說老師我就已經得到配額部配額分配到西元19336872228788年就可以說一個謊王小明又舉手問關說和貪污是最傑出的台灣人生哲學老師可不可以多說一點這方面查理士布朗遜老師點頭稱許說小明同學很有慧根很有前途這兩件事允文允武純然氣魄有膽識有布局有謀略有智慧者方堪從容不迫全身而退小明同學好好加油老師對你有信心像陳哥柯哥一樣會變成一個傑出的台灣人
湖南宁乡
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXsZ4KyyrAs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b4W24QvrfVg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Uq1uggBS0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auL1Iadiyrg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b4W24QvrfVg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Uq1uggBS0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auL1Iadiyrg
张维迎
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YvrOghFynw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1eypL1c4HHc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8FRqN2UZoM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1eypL1c4HHc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8FRqN2UZoM
關於演化的筆記
1.地球上生命源自三十億年前
2.某個星期天下午的意外
3.傳統醫學問的是最近的
4.如何發生(how)
5.和發生了甚麼(what)
6.演化醫學問的是遙遠的
7.為什麼發生(why)
8.意思是說
9.這個現象在演化的長河中
10.
意義為何
11.
這個意義
12.
不應以人為本位
13.
但人的歷史的造作正在於
14.
以人為本位
15.
遂破壞了演化的速度節奏
16.
和無以名之的巧妙的平衡
17.
演化心理學和演化精神醫學
18.
告訴我們症狀是必要的
19.
症狀正在告訴我們
20.
那個失去的平衡是甚麼
21.
告訴我們變異(variation)是必要的
22.
變異正在告訴我們
23.
你以為的正常是今天的標準
24.
不是演化的標準
25.
2017-7-8 AM 4:00
26.
讀到這裡
27.
我關上電腦回去睡覺
28.
夢到那些消失已久的大蟲回來了
29.
人回到他恰當的渺小的自然的演化的位置
30.
在山洞裡思考人類的未來
Friday, July 7, 2017
Thursday, July 6, 2017
歸零
7/6 在pure as snow中歸零走快仍會喘等一下應該會下雨過了明天可以稍微休息還不知道第二題是甚麼重看爸爸快長大近年關於中國一線城市三十出頭中產的局不落俗套好看的戲打雷了3:37 PM下雨了再過十分鐘起身post-rock是隱喻的音樂和風樓口花圃出現一隻青竹絲再喝就出事了 7/7 7:44 AM 先前提過關係主義之惡倫理殺人最常說的一句話是媽這是為你好黨國殺人最常說的一句話是大局為重官僚殺人最常說的一句話是依法行政民進黨殺人最常說的一句話是老娘高興不然你要怎樣2017 春藍調沒有停過所以那是一個藍調的作品 1:21 PM 一遊民急診一會談 5:49 PM 急診留觀CM 7/8 2:36 AM Beyond Doer and Done To (Jessica Benjamin 2017) is available (kindle 2017-7-8) 金玉尚不足惜 3:58 AM Evolutionary Psychology (Lance Workman, Will Reader, 3e, 2014) (pdf scribd) Evolutionary Psychiatry (Anthony Stevens, John Price, 2e, 2014) (kindle 2017-7-8) Besides attachment theory (the first evolutionarily-grounded theory of psychopathology and therapy), is there such a thing as evolutionary psychotherapy? e.g. 放牛吃草? Cf Genes on the Couch: Explorations in Evolutionary Psychotherapy (ed Paul Gilbert, Kent Bailey, 2000). 7/9 9:09 AM Bright sun. cough still. 解放軍進城時中研院會剩下幾個院士沒有倉偟逃走水銷就是歸零千里迢迢來到那個街角坐下來喝杯咖啡抽根菸對megacity要求不過如此 This was also the age of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, of Frankenstein and renewed interest in Dracula myths. (ibid p. 16) now, ours is the age of zombies and transformers. 7/9 7:39 PM 雞湯泡飯
Wednesday, July 5, 2017
關於關係主義
1.問題出在主義二字
2.意思是說
3.關係很好
4.很重要
5.是我們與這個世界
6.尤其是人跟人之間的連結
7.但如果變成主義
8.那就糟了
9.因為主義凌駕一切
10.
糟蹋一切
11.
這是二十世紀的歷史
12.
教了我們的唯一的一堂課
13.
當今中國(或台灣)
14.
需要的不是
15.
另一個主義
16.
尤其是
17.
這個關係主義
18.
是先找回一個一個的個人
19.
從那一個一個的個人
20.
再看能夠發生甚麼關係
21.
有人說
22.
這是老祖宗的智慧
23.
很有智慧呢
24.
但老祖宗的智慧
25.
恰恰就是歷史的包袱
26.
如果沒有一個一個的個人
27.
你打算要誰
28.
去扛這個包袱
29.
我先前說過
30.
先找到我
31.
再找到我們
32.
就是這個意思
33.
有人說
34.
不對
35.
先找到我們
36.
就可以找到我
37.
好罷
38.
你找給我看看
39.
以上
40.
是從自體的心理學
41.
讀關係主義
42.
並沒有打算忽略
43.
萌芽之後
44.
自體會從關係中
45.
學到如何設身處地
46.
互相體諒互相修復互相彌補
47.
平衡自己調整自己改過自己
48.
但他的個體性
49.
必須先有這個自覺
50.
這個發生
51.
才能去走這趟關係的旅程
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