Friday, May 3, 2019

廟


我先前說過
小時候我住在嘉義
圓福街三十六號
不遠處就是圓福寺

所以廟是每天都要經過的地方

2000-2010間每個星期二下午
我去關渡醫院看完診後
習慣搭捷運去淡水老街
街上有一個清朝的廟

所以廟是每個星期二都要經過的地方

經過的意思是坐一下
不是拜拜不是燒香不是求神
是看人拜拜燒香求神
心裡慢慢會有一種奇怪的安靜

然後帶著這個安靜我去忠孝東路四段中心診所看夜診

那是人車喧囂神已退位的地方
通常看診後在頂好廣場也會坐一下
抽幾支菸我已不記得
看到甚麼想些甚麼

那時已經過了晚上九點有點疲倦了

其實疲倦是每天的必然不只是那天
廟的正確地點應該是厝邊街角
我希望廟裡可以讓人抽菸
意思是說我希望遇到開明有教養的神

3:07 AM


Holocene以來人類對自然開始控制得住
這裡自然指的是植物和動物
兩者都是用來吃的
前者是主食
後者是補充蛋白質
飯後還有甜點飲品

This time period, between 11 700 and 6000 years ago, is when we might look to if we were to search for nature’s primeval, virginal baseline state – one free from ‘significant’ human disturbance. However, if it ever existed, this condition was to end with the domestication of plants and animals.

Roberts, Neil. The Holocene: An Environmental History (p. 7). Wiley. 2014, Kindle edition. 

吃好喝好的結果就是瞅著彼此褲襠
不停繁衍人越來越多的結果就是群居
從部落到小鎮到城市到超級城市
從石版屋到四合院到透天厝
到房地產商蓋起密密麻麻的小區高樓

這時除了對自然繼續掠奪外
人對人開始密密麻麻的控制
就像管理養豬場或血汗工廠一樣

你沒有聽過豬自殺
你聽過人類的正常自殺發生率是萬分之一嗎
超過萬分之一管理者就要緊張
就要請來法師誦經
就要雇用治療者紓壓安撫
以免工人驚恐憤怒罷工造反

以上就是
過去一萬兩千年全新世的
以人為中心的
糟蹋萬物以至自己的歷史
這時我終於理解
人類這個齷齪的自以為萬物之靈的物種
非滅絕不可

胡佳 梁峻: 习近平慶祝五四 派国安主掌北大 开始抓捕学生

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqJAclbO1S8

Thursday, May 2, 2019

打黑除恶目的在于掀起一轮新三反五反充实国库

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjL_Zve2NLI

Life After Google: The Fall of Big Data and the Rise of the Blockchain Economy (George Gilder, Gateway Editions, 2018)

A FINANCIAL TIMES BOOK OF THE MONTH

FROM THE WALL STREET JOURNAL: "Nothing Mr. Gilder says or writes is ever delivered at anything less than the fullest philosophical decibel... Mr. Gilder sounds less like a tech guru than a poet, and his words tumble out in a romantic cascade."

“Google’s algorithms assume the world’s future is nothing more than the next moment in a random process. George Gilder shows how deep this assumption goes, what motivates people to make it, and why it’s wrong: the future depends on human action.” — Peter Thiel, founder of PayPal and Palantir Technologies and author of Zero to One: Notes on Startups, or How to Build the Future

The Age of Google, built on big data and machine intelligence, has been an awesome era. But it’s coming to an end. In Life after Google, George Gilder—the peerless visionary of technology and culture—explains why Silicon Valley is suffering a nervous breakdown and what to expect as the post-Google age dawns.

Google’s astonishing ability to “search and sort” attracts the entire world to its search engine and countless other goodies—videos, maps, email, calendars….And everything it offers is free, or so it seems. Instead of paying directly, users submit to advertising. The system of “aggregate and advertise” works—for a while—if you control an empire of data centers, but a market without prices strangles entrepreneurship and turns the Internet into a wasteland of ads.

The crisis is not just economic. Even as advances in artificial intelligence induce delusions of omnipotence and transcendence, Silicon Valley has pretty much given up on security. The Internet firewalls supposedly protecting all those passwords and personal information have proved hopelessly permeable.

The crisis cannot be solved within the current computer and network architecture. The future lies with the “cryptocosm”—the new architecture of the blockchain and its derivatives. Enabling cryptocurrencies such as bitcoin and ether, NEO and Hashgraph, it will provide the Internet a secure global payments system, ending the aggregate-and-advertise Age of Google.

Silicon Valley, long dominated by a few giants, faces a “great unbundling,” which will disperse computer power and commerce and transform the economy and the Internet.

Life after Google is almost here. (amazon) (kindle 2019-5-3)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHgq0o6Jt0w

國民黨五大主力兴衰记 第5軍(上下)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t4BJ0zmtUE0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8s1jjh3xNks

习近平五四号召青年爱党 现场学生睡倒一片 呼嚕聲中我們終於聽到中國的希望

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhRtovfVFBg

Watch Live: Marco Rubio Addresses U.S.-Chinese Relationship (Breitbart, 2019-4-30)

https://www.breitbart.com/clips/2019/04/30/watch-live-marco-rubio-addresses-u-s-chinese-relationship/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11UTRtCqUwA

张洵:中共及军方紧握华为,企业成为国际扩张爪牙

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BktuUGEau9U

徐文立:中国平等观的缺失 民营企业家为何惶惶不可终日?(第四集)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnK1EmYWlDY

M (FJU 2019) - ISP (Intersubjective Self Psychology)

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1cuhReCcbOUHyrsMpPfAFqx2hs-CV294-?usp=sharing

2019-5-7 精神分析與社會科學的質性研究

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/10FAo3QsNAYcrVtueCTNj9xJ1NUOeX4LR?usp=sharing

https://www.asuswebstorage.com/navigate/a/#/s/DCB08EABC43044769148D23E877C0D7FY

習高談紀念五四 多少青年睡著

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-LpiVHtOIVM

致命中国 Death by China

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-EWxzVQ9Ag0

中国房价将迎来史上最长时间的大横盘

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_mUqI4ywe8

https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/63811301

国家一纸禁令!幼儿园上市之路将彻底封死!孩子的教育谁来保障

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKGQcjUkhUM

北方一片蒼茫 (2018)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17-kZluTHZU

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E5%8C%97%E6%96%B9%E4%B8%80%E7%89%87%E8%92%BC%E8%8C%AB

日本穷忙族 (2006)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tB23uAVEQuQ

http://www.taiyingshi.vip/movie/rb109014.html

https://movie.douban.com/review/9374611/

到阜陽六百里 (2011)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7lCv0qRBGkY

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E5%88%B0%E9%98%9C%E9%98%B3%E5%85%AD%E7%99%BE%E9%87%8C

财经全观察 | 全军:美国2万亿基建大潮如期而至?全球融资再造美国中国难分羹

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kV0OsWfakPs

苏晓康 陈小平:北京政变时邓小平失踪调兵镇压,陈云说只能太子党接班

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cERrGsaf7J4

24

5/2 5:19 AM, finished 3 case notes 5/1 MC; physical check up 9 AM; trivial, not worth it; 12:00 noon, one ER, adm; one consult, pending, r/o delirium; 8:00 PM, one ER, OPD f/u; one more consult; 

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

李恒青 陈小平:习近平搞党管一切,中国经济没有出路

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=45pjzWfpaM4

苏晓康 陈小平:习近平被推翻中共也不会亡,太子党进入王朝末期

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hABrLbV182Y

不死廢人 (2004)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBFRewWg3Xw&t=1231s

https://baike.baidu.com/item/%E4%B8%8D%E6%AD%BB%E5%BA%9F%E4%BA%BA

John Cage: Music of Changes (1951)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_8-B2rNw7s

Insomnia Drugs Get Boxed Warning for Complex Sleep Behaviors (NEJM, JW, 2019-5-1)

https://www.jwatch.org/fw115371/2019/05/01/insomnia-drugs-get-boxed-warning-complex-sleep-behaviors?query=pfwTOC&jwd=000013567342&jspc=P

砵蘭街皇后 (2006)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QIXIDXOus0

http://www.baike.com/wiki/%E3%80%8A%E7%A0%B5%E5%85%B0%E8%A1%97%E7%9A%87%E5%90%8E%E3%80%8B

Mama (2013)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWgTVqaZWyc

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mama_(2013_film)

Happy as Lazzaro (Italian: Lazzaro felice) (2018)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QK_6gqdMshU

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Happy_as_Lazzaro

又一加拿大人被中共判死刑

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbWYgGlC-NA

云南省委书记阎红彦上将为何自杀 (1909-1967)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8P84kRF9ww8

Final Examination (2003)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HIwAsrfxf2k

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Final_Examination_(film)

物价上涨威胁底层生存;恩格尔系数或开历史倒车

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9QMjBhf5zh4


老師說拜天網工程之賜中國的小偷只剩下百分之十都住在中南海那裡沒有天網可以隨便上網然後跟老師唸英文Engle coefficient

中国经济被亏骗局之光鲜的背后,动车快速与美女之后的金融危机

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1bNv2zFU9_I

百年五四:习胖试图完全收归中共旗下

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJlbbSi1wic

M (FJU 2019) - 基本配備


Jack Reacher身上帶著
一本過期的護照
一隻折疊的牙刷
一張ATM提款卡
好像就這麼多了

意思是說Reacher行走四界
漂泊江湖的基本配備
就這麼多了

當然他武功很好

上午我們討論到
做一個人的基本配備是甚麼

四肢健全無病無痛
生命徵象穩定
這是生理上的基本配備

心理上的基本配備是
基本信任(basic trust)
安穩的依附(secure attachment)
安全的internal working model
不須證明的自我肯定 (mirroring)
生命理想的有所歸趨 (idealizing)
斡旋得來的自我功能 (ego function)
裝得道貌岸然很像不太正常的訓導主任的超我 (superego) (比如說沒有被酒精融化 或太過嚴厲)
生命力勃然的本我 (id) (比如說還有衝動的能力 從錯誤中學到生活的痛苦的教訓)
夠聰明 足以應付工具理性 走進便利商店買包菸

想到這裡
時間就到了

其實我還希望加幾句
對生活的既粗曠又細膩的理解
壓不扁的韌性
對自己大笑大哭對這個世界大怒大悲的真性情

一開始我是這麼說的
心理治療是素樸的生活的
不過如此

而存在治療不是高聳的心理學 (height psychology)
不過是極其平常的被打趴的每一天的(Quotidian)的現象學的考察

而所謂深度心理學 (depth psychology)
不過是讓人熟悉黑暗的世界不要怕黑怕鬼怕走夜路
意思是說那是用來壯膽的口哨

习近平“五四讲话”再念错字,中美贸易谈判川普态度突变:不达成协议更好

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ogn1zombxXg

财经全世界019期:中国美元短缺将被迫双轨制军管,公权力恣意马云背锅向美国求和

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O9q2XL14ALk

今年需偿还外债1.2万亿美元,中国外汇储备告急

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hqDxvlLQEFw

张杰:习近平五四讲话暗藏杀机 爱国青年就是无脑巨婴吗?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHGT-J65POU

Ötzi (3345 BCE)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C3%96tzi

林口

察覺自己的存在
尤其是察覺自己的存在的有限
聽說就是意識的誕生

察覺自己的意識的疲倦
尤其是察覺自己雖然疲倦但仍無法停息的驅力
聽說就是潛意識的誕生

這兩件事聽說機器學習
很快就會學會

這是為什麼反覆看BR 2049
每次只能看五至十分鐘
遲遲不忍看下去的原因

窗外的涼意是入夏前最後一場雨
節氣是中國小農幾千年觀察天象的歸納
昨天突然知道人類世的世界

將沒有這場雨

我剛剛說過
你去看BR 2049就知道

Les Chinois à Paris (1974)

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E4%B8%AD%E5%9C%8B%E4%BA%BA%E5%9C%A8%E5%B7%B4%E9%BB%8E

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chinese_in_Paris

https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Les_Chinois_%C3%A0_Paris

Tuesday, April 30, 2019

鬼熄燈 (2015)

https://movie.douban.com/subject/26699217/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W999_yAW-N4

直擊台灣無子村 全台134鄉鎮區的「滅庄」危機

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjCpM-9jFP4

極限村落 (限界集落)

https://www.cw.com.tw/article/article.action?id=5089120

The Depths of Despair Among US Adults Entering Midlife (AJPH, 2019-4-10)

https://ajph.aphapublications.org/doi/full/10.2105/AJPH.2019.305002

胡桃里

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLQPbQO-Qkw

萬秀劇場170 借情人

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8giamLSGFQ

I Am the Edge (2014)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQdMuJmri8E

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt4185276/

三毛1949前救孤记 (2004)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qRZcIxdHrk

https://baike.baidu.com/item/%E4%B8%89%E6%AF%9B%E6%95%91%E5%AD%A4%E8%AE%B0

习近平讥青年阅历少要跟紧林雪和豬哥亮

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3y4fx7TvC8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=blR4tXXDGIY&t=464s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q3X8F32lQGU

Z (1969)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Z_(1969_film)

Z岛 Deadman Inferno (English title) / Z Island (Japanese title) (2015)

https://baike.baidu.com/item/Z%E5%B2%9B

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H2FHQpVYoWE

http://asianwiki.com/Deadman_Inferno

王沪宁们自认会垮台?挡板封锁清华,国安局接管北大

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mN52ZtdeSUo

The Future of Humanity: Revisioning the Human in the Posthuman Age (ed. Pavlina Radia, Sarah Fiona Winters, Laurie Kruk,Rowman & Littlefield International, 2019-8-16)

What is the future of humanity? What does it mean to be ‘human’ in the posthuman age? What responsibility does humankind have towards others and their environments? How are the stories that humans tell themselves implicated in the very power asymmetries and eco-political challenges that they bemoan? Taking a cross-disciplinary approach to the posthuman age, the essays in this collection speak to the multifaceted geographies and counter-geographies of humanity, probing into the possible futures we face as planetary species. Some of these include: ecological issues generated by centuries of neglecting our environment(s); power asymmetries stemming from economic and cultural globalization; violence and its affective politics informed by cultural, ethnic, and racial genocides; religious disputes; social inequities produced by consumerism; gender normativity; and the increasing impact of digital and AI (artificial intelligence) technology on the human body, as well as historical, socio-political, not to mention ethical relations. (amazon) 

The Task of Philosophy in the Anthropocene: Axial Echoes in Global Space (ed. Richard Polt , Jon Wittrock, Rowman & Littlefield International, 2018)

In its early modern form, philosophy gave a decisive impetus to the science and technology that have transformed the planet and brought on the so-called Anthropocene. Can philosophy now help us understand this new age and act within it? The contributors to this volume take a broad historical view as they reflect on the responsibilities and possibilities for philosophy today.

The term ‘Anthropocene’ signifies the era of the arrival of human beings as a force that affects global ecosystems in ways that are potentially disastrous for humanity itself, as well as for countless other species. This volume explores whether philosophy has meaningful tasks to fulfill in this unparalleled situation. Do philosophers need to reflect on new topics today? Do they need to think in new ways? Do they need new relationships to their own tradition? And are there concrete actions they should take, over and above philosophical reflection? The contributors to this volume thus take on the question of the relevance and responsibility of philosophy, drawing upon diverse legacies, in the current global situation. (amazon) (accessible via scribd) 

中国共享经济凉了?汽车坟场成杭州风景

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZRoJ9SjAWQ

No man is an island (1962)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qt0Znbs-nNk

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/No_Man_Is_an_Island_(film)

习近平借纪念六四,防止五四

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bY8p22jG-S0

抖音惊现坦克人

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1nB5fP-TqwQ

鬼干部 (1991)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHyhZ3z5Nww

https://baike.baidu.com/item/%E9%AC%BC%E5%B9%B2%E9%83%A8

中国的变革不会类似前苏联,怕是更像晚清,或者大明

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZQfjkvEFKg

13万港人反“送中条例” 高喊打倒共产党

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ingxChlKhls

中年危机 (2004)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6pL2CDgn2U

https://movie.douban.com/subject/4683521/

Hans Zimmer & Benjamin Wallfisch (Blade Runner 2049) — Joi [Extended]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YZL3vu2M_k

Arvo Pärt Greatest Hits

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=621-s_MnV6M

黑暗时代之无证妓女 (2001)

https://movie.douban.com/subject/4217396/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Lw74qFdpxI

Interview with a Hitman (2012)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interview_with_a_Hitman

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kuu7s25JoZQ

Love and Bullets (1979)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pb15U537bvc

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Love_and_Bullets_(1979_film)

唐荊陵

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7GsqvfgS5N8

中国三四线最大利空,13个省棚改惨遭腰斩!?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mHz4LT2mEc

魏京生说不久召开的中共十九大四中全会习近平可能被党内反对派赶下台

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNAlbrYqo5I

中共草木皆兵敏感时刻 南京出大事了 事件持续发酵

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2e1F_6asiB8

乔晞华:文革群众运动的动员、分裂和灭亡(“中国未来社会运动展望”系列节目 上集)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcCSvL0Gcb8

http://www.bnn.co/news/gb/pubvp/2019/04/201904290233.shtml

4:21 AM

還有四小時出獄
急診留觀一人會診三人
下午到宅訪視一人
今天大致如是

我在等它們回來

存在治療必須是只能是quotidian
Groundhog Day (1993)是很好的例子
Phil Connors被困在早上六點的輪迴
我剛剛說過我被困在早上八點的輪迴

其實差不多

這時弦月掛在東方半空
徹夜蛙鳴幾乎沒有停歇
恰當的距離是四十公里
這幾乎已經說明了一切

這裡沒有意識型態

聽說意識型態能讓人霸氣硬挺
這明顯是勃起的前提
所以政治是高明的騙術
和拙劣的勃起

Monday, April 29, 2019

Hacking Habitat (2016)

https://hackinghabitat.com/en/

S.M.A.R.T. Chase (Chinese: 极致追击, The Shanghai Job in the UK) (2017)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDNlceQV-zg

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/S.M.A.R.T._Chase

Conversations with Eugène Ionesco (Claude Bonnefoy, Holt, Rinehart and Winston, 1971)


那天我們說到現代性的生活讓我們失去了甚麼
多年前讀到這本Eugene Ionesco和Claude Bonnefoy的對話
當時的印象是只有詩人可以如此對話
Ionesco被問到為什麼寫了那些荒謬的劇本
他說他想找回幼時的村莊的經驗
那裡人和物是用具象的特徵來辨識的
比如說有一個糟酒鼻子的郵差
或白楊樹下的那間黃色的房子

中国一新型地产公司爆雷!预示着某类房产的悲惨命运?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2qMKyENHBo

interpersonal creativity, if it is creativity per se, cannot be regulated, kept tidy, in an adaptive way

“Interpersonal creativity” will thus be a subtheme of this study of mutual synchronized regressions, growth-promoting therapeutic mechanisms that can lead to progressions in the structural and functional complexity of emotional and social development. These regressions that facilitate progressions in the therapy underlie the well-established clinical principle that the trajectory of the therapy is not a straight line, but nonlinear—movements both forward and backward, which not infrequently feels like “stumbling along together.” (i.e. in a hermeneutic way)

Schore, Allan N.. Right Brain Psychotherapy (Norton Series on Interpersonal Neurobiology) (p. 54). W. W. Norton & Company. 2019, Kindle edition.

mutual regression is not mutual re-enactment or acting out

Importantly, in order to co-create this intersubjective system with the patient, the therapist must implicitly synchronize their right hemispheres. As I will soon discuss, this right-lateralized interbrain synchronization of a spontaneous nonverbal communication is an essential mechanism of mutual regressions (see Figure 1.1 in Chapter 1, in which the right temporoparietal cortex in one partner is synchronized with the right temporoparietal cortex of the other). The right temporoparietal junction is known to be activated in social interactions and self-functions (Decety & Lamm, 2007) and is centrally involved in states of attention processing, perceptual awareness, face and voice processing, and empathy (Schore, 2003a, 2003b, 2012). It also allows for “making sense of another mind” (Saxe & Wexler, 2005).

With this introduction in mind, in this and the next chapter I will present an interpersonal neurobiological model of the growth-promoting role of mutual regressions in long-term psychotherapy, not only in the patient’s but also in the clinician’s own deeper psychotherapeutic explorations.

Schore, Allan N.. Right Brain Psychotherapy (Norton Series on Interpersonal Neurobiology) (pp. 51-52). W. W. Norton & Company. 2019, Kindle edition.

right brain reverie and intuition

In addition, a regressive shift from left brain rational to right brain intuitive cognition allows the clinician to perceptually receive what is outside conscious awareness, “beneath the words.” In this state of mind, the therapist listens with the right brain reverie and intuition directly to the patient’s right brain. This regression is familiar to clinicians, who access the state in order to generate clinical hunches and gists of the patient’s communications. Hammer (1990) described a therapeutic mutual regression:

My mental posture, like my physical posture, is not one of leaning forward to catch the clues, but of leaning back to let the mood, the atmosphere, come to me—to hear the meaning between the lines, to listen for the music behind the words. As one gives oneself to being carried along by the affective cadence of the patient’s session, one may sense its tone and subtleties. By being more open in this manner, to resonating to the patient, I find pictures forming in my creative zones; an image crystallizes, reflecting the patient’s experience. I have had the sense, at such times, that at the moments when I would pick up some image of the patient’s experience, he was particularly ripe for receiving my perceptions, just as I was for receiving his. An empathic channel appeared to be established which carried his state or emotion my way via a kind of affective “wireless.” This channel, in turn, carried my image back to him, as he stood open in a special kind of receptivity. (pp. 99–100, italics added)


Schore, Allan N.. Right Brain Psychotherapy (Norton Series on Interpersonal Neurobiology) (pp. 49-50). W. W. Norton & Company. 2019, Kindle edition.

Cf.

Hammer, E. (1990). Reaching the affect: Style in the psychodynamic therapies. Northvale, NJ: Jason Aronson.

這件事發生在隱喻和象徵之前

To give some brief clinical applications, this adaptive transient regression allows empathic psychobiologically attuned psychotherapists to use their right hemisphere to intuitively listen to the patient’s nonverbal bodily-based emotional communications (face, voice prosody, gesture) that appear in the first 2 years of life, before the verbal left hemisphere.

As opposed to the classical psychodynamic approach of working with later metaphoric and symbolic functions of fully developed object relations and the repressed unconscious, we are now seeing a shift to a form of listening and interacting with the preverbal physiological expressions of the earliest unconscious levels of the personality.

This type of deep listening to the early bodily-based unconscious requires a regression from the therapist’s left mind to right mind. 

The clinician’s adaptive regression from left brain-to-left brain verbal communication to right brain-to-right brain communication lies at the core of my therapeutic models of how a shift from analytical left to intuitive right brain allows for listening and responding to the psychophysiology of the unconscious.

Schore, Allan N.. Right Brain Psychotherapy (Norton Series on Interpersonal Neurobiology) (p. 49). W. W. Norton & Company. 2019, Kindle edition.

these are the memories that cannot be remembered or forgotten

In 2012, I described Krystal’s (2002) seminal psychiatric work on “traumatic memories,” where he points out that because the registration of the traumatic state is on a preverbal, sensorimotor level, no language is available for the presentation of the memory:

Traumatic memories are not repressed in the ordinary sense of the word. Something worse happens to them. They are repudiated. . . . Some traumatic perceptions are not compatible with the survival of the self and are never registered consciously or in a form that is recoverable by any normal means; and these are the memories that cannot be remembered or forgotten. It is not just because the past involved enforced passivity, submission, and surrender, but because the emotional regression to certain infantile forms of relatedness causes an evocation of the infantile and childhood trauma encapsulated within their memories of the major trauma. (Krystal, 2002, p. 217, italics added)


Schore, Allan N.. Right Brain Psychotherapy (Norton Series on Interpersonal Neurobiology) (pp. 45-46). W. W. Norton & Company. 2019, Kindle edition.

Cf.

Krystal, H. (2002). What cannot be remembered or forgotten. In J. Kauffman (Ed.), Loss of the assumptive world: A theory of traumatic loss (pp. 213–219). New York, NY: Psychology Press.

M (FJU 2019) - 關於惡


那天我們說到我們與惡的距離

馨文說她看過做了一些描述
聽起來是十集包括兩三個故事
其中之一是隨機殺人案發後
受害者施害者親人友人媒體律師審判的激動交詰
好像沒有提到心理治療甚至精神分析
這是合理的因為從來都沒有容許治療情境的理解
最大的謎就已被匆匆處決有點像
應觀眾要求有效率地眼不見為淨

之後同學提問關於邪惡
我說嚴重精神症者無能力為惡
往往一時衝動事後呆立等著被抓
大惡者須擁有傑出的工具理性
堪其周密計畫狡辯脫逃避責

我說隨機殺人似乎每個社會都有
這點我有想法但不想多說
而且我說不出其他邪惡的例子
這點我有想法但也不想多說

我是說那天

此時
窗外天色微明
我想惡是我們每一個人內心都有的種子
它一直都在那裡
所以你要小心宣稱擁有純善的人
因為他們不承認也不認識黑夜

大善者必大惡 (讀點歷史你就知道)
大惡者必大善 (如果劇本寫得精彩的話)
像我們這種窩囊的普通人
小善小惡是唯一的可能

還有
惡和邪惡不同
後者是有意故意盤算害人
邪惡即上述大惡

餘生

The argument of this book is that we have failed to prevent unmanageable global warming and that global capitalist civilization as we know it is already over, but that humanity can survive and adapt to the new world of the Anthropocene if we accept human limits and transience as fundamental truths, and work to nurture the variety and richness of our collective cultural heritage.


Scranton, Roy. Learning to Die in the Anthropocene: Reflections on the End of a Civilization (City Lights Open Media) (p. 24). City Lights Publishers. 2017, Kindle edition. 

當他開始寫處方 你就開始打哈欠

回到自然的意思是 不要馴化自然 要敬畏自然 不要隨便侵犯它 (Chris McCandless並不是要侵犯 而是要回去 那個地方 但他忘了 他不是印地安人 或愛斯基摩人)

由自身做起 吃少用少買少賣少飛少
由身邊做起 小分子革命 幾個人 做一點幾個人 可以做的事情
不要相信系統 越龐大越複雜越自以為是的 越不要相信

這點微薄的努力 改變不了大局 改變不了結局 卻是我們唯一能做的

志村大爆笑 貌合神離夫妻

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLXOGhPPwM8

Aterrados (2017)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSZbFxLjMuU

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt7549892/

香港人住房有多难?夫妻俩挤6平米蜗居10年,上千人住天台屋

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Hilq32CuVY

新紮師姐之不安全地帶 (2003)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKa57Ao8_iw

https://movie.douban.com/subject/4006652/

貧窮人的台北記錄片 (上下)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xxWfvTyAiGI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjJgHlMTbIg

亡命之逃 (2000)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXCfFUMTezI

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E4%BA%A1%E5%91%BD%E4%B9%8B%E9%80%83

九龍的天空之旺角馬房 (2002)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYF4xStFQdk

Sunday, April 28, 2019

too late, coming soon, while we are busy messing with each other

Unless we stop emitting greenhouse gases wholesale now, humans will within a couple hundred years be living in a climate the Earth hasn’t seen since the Pliocene, three million years ago, when oceans were 75 feet higher.

Once the methane hydrates under the oceans and permafrost begin to melt, we may soon find ourselves living in a hothouse climate closer to that of the Paleocene-Eocene Thermal Maximum, approximately 56 million years ago, when the planet was ice-free and tropical at the poles. We face the imminent collapse of the agricultural, shipping, and energy networks upon which the global economy depends, a large-scale die-off in the biosphere that’s already well under way, and our own possible extinction as a species.

If Homo sapiens survives the next millennium, it will be survival in a world unrecognizably different from the one we have known for the last 200,000 years.


In order for us to adapt to this strange new world, we’re going to need more than scientific reports and military policy. We’re going to need new ideas. We’re going to need new myths and new stories, a new conceptual understanding of reality, and a new relationship to the deep polyglot traditions of human culture that carbon-based capitalism has vitiated through commodification and assimilation. Over and against capitalism, we will need a new way of thinking our collective existence. We need a new vision of who “we” are. We need a new humanism—a newly philosophical humanism, undergirded by renewed attention to the humanities.


Scranton, Roy. Learning to Die in the Anthropocene: Reflections on the End of a Civilization (City Lights Open Media) (pp. 18-19). City Lights Publishers. 2015, Kindle edition.

Pleistocene (The Ice Age) (更新世) (from about 2,588,000 to 11,700 years ago)

https://baike.baidu.com/item/%E6%9B%B4%E6%96%B0%E4%B8%96/1196249

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pleistocene

Cenozoic Era (新生代) (66 million years ago to the present day)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cenozoic

https://baike.baidu.com/item/%E6%96%B0%E7%94%9F%E4%BB%A3/16794


新生代被分为三个纪:

总共包括七个世:


《猖獗》屍落之城 (2018)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44y68j37FJE

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E5%B1%8D%E6%AE%BA%E5%B8%9D%E5%9C%8B

女飛虎 (2000)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfiQcCX82G8

https://baike.baidu.com/item/%E5%A5%B3%E9%A3%9E%E8%99%8E

北大高材生弑母案评析

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ZjBZLQXJVM

缪瑞林

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQbP5nYrJ8g

看《復聯4》不能劇透 但中國樓市早已劇透

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OpuudKjRJk

Jean-Bertrand Pontalis (1924-2013)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean-Bertrand_Pontalis

https://www.questia.com/read/1P3-3410619071/obituary-jean-bertrand-pontalis-1924-2013-1

Guy Rosolato (1924–2012)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guy_Rosolato

Jean Laplanche (1924-2012)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean_Laplanche

André Green (1927-2012)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andr%C3%A9_Green_(psychoanalyst)

The Holocene: An Environmental History 3e (Neil Roberts, Wiley-Blackwell, 2014)

The Holocene provides students, researchers and lay-readers with the remarkable story of how the natural world has been transformed since the end of the last Ice Age around 15,000 years ago.  This period has witnessed a shift from environmental changes determined by natural forces to those dominated by human actions, including those of climate and greenhouse gases. Understanding the environmental changes - both natural and anthropogenic - that have occurred during the Holocene is of crucial importance if we are to achieve a sustainable environmental future.

Revised and updated to take full account of the most recent advances, the third edition of this classic text includes substantial material on the scientific methods that are used to reconstruct and date past environments, as well as new concepts such as the Anthropocene. The book is fully-illustrated, global in coverage, and contains case studies, a glossary and more than 500 new references. (amazon) (kindle 2019-5-1)

http://bcs.wiley.com/he-bcs/Books?action=index&bcsId=8618&itemId=1405155213

程晓农:社会主义国家转型三岔路

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q03TcbVUPDI

Blade Runner 2049 (2017) - The Script

https://www.scripts.com/script/blade_runner_2049_4232

https://www.scripts.com/script-pdf/4232

Blade Runner (1982) - The Script

https://www.trussel.com/bladerun.htm

https://www.scripts.com/script/blade_runner_86

https://www.scripts.com/script-pdf/86

China Installed Its Top Cop to Steer Interpol. Then He Disappeared (Drew Hinshaw, Bradley Hope, WSJ, 2019-4-26)

https://www.wsj.com/articles/china-installed-its-top-cop-to-steer-interpol-then-he-disappeared-11556304500

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whJcoCb29SA

無頭金剛 (2000)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mq1TJ2qv2k0

黑白迷宮 (2017)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iN-RZ3pvvAM

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E9%BB%91%E7%99%BD%E8%BF%B7%E5%AE%AE

幽靈人間II 鬼味人間

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B82jnhufbA4

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E5%B9%BD%E9%9D%88%E4%BA%BA%E9%96%93II%E9%AC%BC%E5%91%B3%E4%BA%BA%E9%96%93

又一家互联网保险公司倒下!巨头纷纷进军,能否颠覆传统保险?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=axee3T-JWnI

中国工作10年月薪过万人数不足三成

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZgKpMKTMNE

Christopher McCandless (1968-1992)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chris_McCandless

All of the pros and cons I’ve just listed, however, merely highlight what has already happened to us; we are, like it or not, already quite far down the road of posthumanism, so we don’t really have a ‘choice’ about whether or not we should become posthuman. We are already posthumans living in a posthuman world.

Opting out of this world is difficult. It’s certainly possible that one could walk away from it all, like Christopher McCandless, and pull the plug on one’s technological and communication dependence, go into the wild and try to live ‘off grid’.

McCandless didn’t make it.

Mahon, Peter. Posthumanism: A Guide for the Perplexed (Guides for the Perplexed) (p. 18). Bloomsbury Publishing. 2017, Kindle edition.

Blast from the Past (1999)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blast_from_the_Past_(film)

中国城市安居指數

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1RByXjdDOnk

中国公布各地财政困难系数

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z96QzwP78vM