Saturday, April 29, 2017
into the thick woods
foresee, almost guarantee,
that we're going, to get lost
the wise man said, to reach
the lake, you
shall, meander
Friday, April 28, 2017
RSP (2017-4-29)
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYENTJRRGZjQ1NKSWc?usp=sharing
my friend, to reach the lake, we've got to meander
my friend, to reach the lake, we've got to meander
Raymond Carver (1938-1988)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Raymond_Carver
Raymond Carver: A Writer's Life. Contributors: Comninos, Susan - Author. Newspaper title: The Christian Science Monitor. Publication date: December 14, 2009
https://www.questia.com/read/1P2-32540676/raymond-carver-a-writer-s-life
Raymond Carver: A Writer's Life. Contributors: Comninos, Susan - Author. Newspaper title: The Christian Science Monitor. Publication date: December 14, 2009
https://www.questia.com/read/1P2-32540676/raymond-carver-a-writer-s-life
Thursday, April 27, 2017
The Wolves (Act 1 & 2) - Bon Iver (The Place Beyond The Pines, 2013)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nrkkx-p9T-c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fc8rx9NUqOo
Someday my pain, someday my pain
Will mark you
Harness your blame, harness your blame
And walk through
With the wild wolves around you
In the morning, I'll call you
Send it farther on
Solace my game, solace my game
It stars you
Swing wide your crane, swing wide your crane
And run me through
And the story's all over you
In the morning I'll call you
Can't you find a clue when your eyes are all painted Sinatra blue
What might have been lost -
Don't bother me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fc8rx9NUqOo
Someday my pain, someday my pain
Will mark you
Harness your blame, harness your blame
And walk through
With the wild wolves around you
In the morning, I'll call you
Send it farther on
Solace my game, solace my game
It stars you
Swing wide your crane, swing wide your crane
And run me through
And the story's all over you
In the morning I'll call you
Can't you find a clue when your eyes are all painted Sinatra blue
What might have been lost -
Don't bother me
4/27 12:02 AM
now, waiting for mid-term essays, surprised, found yann tiersen, via lenin, or good bye lenin, cool, french guy, glad to know that kafka meant so much for kohut, now, we're witnessing the in-the-name-of-justice fucking slaughter, which shall wait for another four hundred years to get even, https://www.thenewslens.com/article/66712
Wednesday, April 26, 2017
Yann Tiersen - Good Bye Lenin! (2003)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXWmDy2xcsM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pMkJI4ADyA&list=PLtqRCevNcKFc6roboP41SpY0Zzo4LbBm7
Goodbye Lenin! OST #12 - I Saw Daddy Today
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PbfPyijuxI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXWmDy2xcsM&t=187s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pMkJI4ADyA&list=PLtqRCevNcKFc6roboP41SpY0Zzo4LbBm7
Goodbye Lenin! OST #12 - I Saw Daddy Today
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PbfPyijuxI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXWmDy2xcsM&t=187s
Tuesday, April 25, 2017
侠僧探案传奇 (2014)
该剧共十部，分别是第一部《聚义钱庄》，第二部《王陵之谜》，第三部《白马镖局》，第四部《大兴赌坊》，第五部《洛阳花会》，第六部《醉玲珑》，第七部《开封府》，第八部《催命符》，第九部《将军府》，和第十部《大夜叉》
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENhQ119DC-4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIXENgGmPPU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnuPV0Bl5HE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wX8CxFqRHCE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Kkq_BGOMl0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eV9L7OlAhBQ&t=834s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5mKg2YMiho
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcTA7DenTis
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLVquhcnW-A
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whNB5ltnY80
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENhQ119DC-4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIXENgGmPPU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnuPV0Bl5HE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wX8CxFqRHCE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Kkq_BGOMl0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eV9L7OlAhBQ&t=834s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5mKg2YMiho
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcTA7DenTis
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLVquhcnW-A
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whNB5ltnY80
a few words about narrative truth and historical truth
when the missing links of historical facts are uncovered, one by one, the narrative is more and more complete, told again and again, till it can be left alone, nothing drastically new can readily be found, then one can start forgetting about it, and pondering about it, then the historical truth starts revealing itself, slowly, so, you see, the historical truth is something metaphysical, it is not about facts per se, this is what i mean, when i say, to heal is to forget (and forgive), which takes place only long long after recalling
Monday, April 24, 2017
人民的名义
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ck7TpCEUN4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v48b2o0yJII
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYOix1jSSGk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8E9dH7SCVyU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XiRsT1Uzf_Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9GqHId_5qg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvnUtOOMKsw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2OL2gintn9U
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v48b2o0yJII
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYOix1jSSGk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8E9dH7SCVyU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XiRsT1Uzf_Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9GqHId_5qg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvnUtOOMKsw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2OL2gintn9U
Sunday, April 23, 2017
relational psychoanalysis revisited (2017-4-29)
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEYmFDT3Q5dkdGdnM/view?usp=sharing
二訪關係學派之前 2017-4-28
1. 不滿意 暫時只能這樣
2. 不滿意的原因是 無法全盤處理關係學派 也無法對話
3. 無法全盤處理的原因是 他們跟其他學派不同 沒有頭頭 不是一座山 是一片山 且系譜不明 不易梳理
4. 幾個 重要的當代作者 stephen mitchell, jay greenberg, lewis aron, adrienne harris, donnel stern, irwin hirsch, neil altman, irwin hoffman, jessica benjamin, benjamin wolstein, anthony bass, emmanuel ghent, muriel dimen, don troise, philip bromberg, sabert basescu, carlo strenger, 每個都不成系統 雖然都有見解
5. 批判者寡 jon mills曾試過 但顯然碰了一鼻子灰
6. 對話者 自體心理學這邊有 其他學派恐怕不會有
7. 自體心理學這邊曾與之對話者 james fosshage, estella shane, barry magid, howard bacal, robert stolorow, george atwood, donna orange
8. 無法對話的原因是 各說各話 或西瓜偎大邊 好像在遞投名狀 申請加入梁山泊 其實不是對話
二訪關係學派之前 2017-4-28
1. 不滿意 暫時只能這樣
2. 不滿意的原因是 無法全盤處理關係學派 也無法對話
3. 無法全盤處理的原因是 他們跟其他學派不同 沒有頭頭 不是一座山 是一片山 且系譜不明 不易梳理
4. 幾個 重要的當代作者 stephen mitchell, jay greenberg, lewis aron, adrienne harris, donnel stern, irwin hirsch, neil altman, irwin hoffman, jessica benjamin, benjamin wolstein, anthony bass, emmanuel ghent, muriel dimen, don troise, philip bromberg, sabert basescu, carlo strenger, 每個都不成系統 雖然都有見解
5. 批判者寡 jon mills曾試過 但顯然碰了一鼻子灰
6. 對話者 自體心理學這邊有 其他學派恐怕不會有
7. 自體心理學這邊曾與之對話者 james fosshage, estella shane, barry magid, howard bacal, robert stolorow, george atwood, donna orange
8. 無法對話的原因是 各說各話 或西瓜偎大邊 好像在遞投名狀 申請加入梁山泊 其實不是對話
4/23 4/24 4/25
now, finish, second draft, may be of use at sp in dec, controversial, i know, but, true to myself, have to, s10 4/29, review their mid-term papers, revise rp files, condense into one file, in manageable size, now, 4/23, 10:08 AM, ordered that 2002 book on therapist's use of self, after all, expect it to be incomplete, windy, 4/23, 5:24 PM, rp revisited, done,130, may be too much, waiting for jessica benjamin (2017), donnel stern & irwin hirsch (in press, forthcoming),should i omit jon mills' critique this time, 4/23, 10:24 PM, maybe Barry Magid and Estella Shane's dialogue with relational psychoanalysis is the most coherent one we have, the dialogue of Stolorow with them is mainly about intersubjectivity, and the one Donna Orange with them is mainly with Jessica Benjamin on mutual recognition, the latter are both kind of abstract, i can't recall the details of Fosshage's, Bacal's is mainly to explicate his specificity theory, 4/24, 10:14 PM, how to keep the right to be quiet in this maddening world, try Arvo Pärt Fur Alina 1976, according to the wise guy, 4/25, 6:42 AM, when the missing links of historical facts are uncovered, one by one, the narrative is more and more complete, told again and again, till it can be left alone, nothing drastically new can readily be found, then one can start forgetting about it, and pondering about it, then the historical truth starts revealing itself, slowly, so, you see, the historical truth is something metaphysical, it is not about facts per se, this is what i mean, to heal is to forget (and forgive), which takes place only after recalling
Saturday, April 22, 2017
龍天樓後無樓 只是荒野
實情是 龍天樓後有樓 一模一樣的樓 更高聳不堪的樓
中國歷史封建幾千年 就是樓後 有樓 復有樓的絕望故事
這個絕望
包括梁山 水滸結義 結局卻是 圖個招安
當宋江把聚義廳
改名忠義堂 就已經決定了結局
民主的前提是
勢均力敵的兩個 或兩個以上的玩家 互相牽制 互相制衡
因為勢均力敵
所以誰都貪不了太多 玩不了太久
遂打破了禁臠 遂打破了 樓後 有樓 復有樓的絕望
蔡英文的愚蠢 就在她以為消滅了國民黨 民進黨就是永恆當家獨大的民主
這個愚蠢
說明了她根本不知道甚麼叫做民主 雖然她知道大狼犬和奧迪和法國料理和免治馬桶
這四樣東西
我都不知道
Friday, April 21, 2017
民進黨萬歲萬萬歲
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAN1WzbR2oc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HeXvaOqPTcU
http://www.chinatimes.com/newspapers/20170417000591-260301
http://www.appledaily.com.tw/realtimenews/article/new/20170329/1086976/
they say, identity politics must be hate politics, and, in the name of political correctness, we, are going to see blood
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HeXvaOqPTcU
http://www.chinatimes.com/newspapers/20170417000591-260301
http://www.appledaily.com.tw/realtimenews/article/new/20170329/1086976/
they say, identity politics must be hate politics, and, in the name of political correctness, we, are going to see blood
Roger Waters - Smell the Roses
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEh7Ip4yvH8
from his new album 'Is This The Life We Really Want' available June 2nd
also
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_LlnHPsnV4&list=RDP_LlnHPsnV4#t=55
from his new album 'Is This The Life We Really Want' available June 2nd
also
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_LlnHPsnV4&list=RDP_LlnHPsnV4#t=55
Richie Sambora When a blind man cries
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nj5eeHac960
"When A Blind Man Cries" (Deep Purple)
"When A Blind Man Cries" (Deep Purple)
If you're leaving, close the door
I'm not expecting people, anymore
Hear me grieving, lying on the floor
Whether I'm drunk or dead, I really ain't too sure
I'm a blind man
I'm a blind man
And my world is pale
When a blind man cries
Lord, you know
There ain't a sadder tale
Had a friend once, in a room
Had a good time, but it ended much too soon
In a cold month, in that room
We found a reason, for the things we had to do
I'm a blind man
I'm a blind man
Now my room is cold
When a blind man cries
Lord, you know
He feels it from his soul
I'm not expecting people, anymore
Hear me grieving, lying on the floor
Whether I'm drunk or dead, I really ain't too sure
I'm a blind man
I'm a blind man
And my world is pale
When a blind man cries
Lord, you know
There ain't a sadder tale
Had a friend once, in a room
Had a good time, but it ended much too soon
In a cold month, in that room
We found a reason, for the things we had to do
I'm a blind man
I'm a blind man
Now my room is cold
When a blind man cries
Lord, you know
He feels it from his soul
Still Playing The Blues
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXbsKnk0QDg
now, first draft, done, in a rush, though, issues remain, how do self psychology and middle school deal with countertransference, kleinian needs to be re-reviewed, if i say i am 1.5 post-kohutian, what do i mean, what am i aiming for, exactly, isn't it social psychology, only, well, what's wrong about social psychology, or (i'd say) "historical" psychology, too vague, you say, isn't it, put oneself upon the altar, to feel the pulse and raw nerves of the times, must identity politics be hate politics, how frequently should one take baths, ask jack reacher, what do those bunch of schools say about 'use of therapist's self',
now, first draft, done, in a rush, though, issues remain, how do self psychology and middle school deal with countertransference, kleinian needs to be re-reviewed, if i say i am 1.5 post-kohutian, what do i mean, what am i aiming for, exactly, isn't it social psychology, only, well, what's wrong about social psychology, or (i'd say) "historical" psychology, too vague, you say, isn't it, put oneself upon the altar, to feel the pulse and raw nerves of the times, must identity politics be hate politics, how frequently should one take baths, ask jack reacher, what do those bunch of schools say about 'use of therapist's self',
Thursday, April 20, 2017
自體的心理學: 從溯源和比較研究到龍天樓後無樓
目次
前言: 兩個命題和第三個轉折
(一) Heinz Kohut: 其人其說
(二) 溯源的路之一: Sandor Ferenczi
(三) 精神上的好兄弟: 中間學派和依附理論
(四) 觀點不同的借鑑: 克萊茵學派
(五) 必須發生的對話: 關係學派
(六) 後寇赫特的發展: 互為主體性理論, 特異性理論, 和嬰兒觀察
(七) 兩個命題的說明: 1991, 2006
(八) 以自體心理學為基調的心理治療
(九) 人的復位: 回到歷史 回到自然
結語: 自體的心理學: 未完成的革命
溯源的路之一: Sandor Ferenczi
這時2017-4-20 5:10AM 微曦山頭 先說幾個印象
1. 一般的說法是 SF是促成客體關係理論發生的源頭
2. 他成長在 十九世紀末 布達佩斯的前衛書店 浸潤在這樣的氛圍 你想他怎麼可能不熱情
3. 他與Freud不同
他的命格是臨床者 有furor sanandi (rage to
cure) 據說當時 四方治癒不了的病人 都會千里迢迢 來到他那邊 尋找最後的希望 所以我們可以假設 他會有機會見到很多嚴重的病人 尤其是that area的病人
4. 依此推論
他有可能是第一個想到 用到 反移情這個概念的治療者 那是被臨床情境逼出來的
5. That area的病人 不缺trauma和loss 你想 每天面對trauma的回憶 和loss給人帶來的傷害
SF怎麼可能不想到seduction
hypothesis 或以tenderness作為基本態度 而tenderness離empathy又有多遠呢
6. 但病人要tenderness 也要passion 你想 SF怎麼可能不陷入boundary
violation的難題
7. 於是 1930s初的SF 開始他的實驗
8. RN教了他甚麼 我想 RN教了他那個實驗的限制
9. 那本Clinical Diary 寫於1933 到1985法文版出版
1988英文版出版 才見天日
10. 時至今日 我們仍在他當時面對的難題中
11. 我們不能期待 他留下清晰的概念 和完整的理論 這不是他的命格 也不是他的強項
12. Clinical Diary和COT 像是黑暗世界的探險家 帶回來的一張殘缺的地圖的一角
13. Kohut有沒有受SF影響 我的判斷是 Kohut不能承認有 但如果Kohut承認受Michael Balint影響 那怎麼可能不受SF影響 而且不止一個Kohut的學生 引述Kohut說過
「Ferenczi got it right」 他心裡應該知道 點點滴滴 SF是說對了 我想 那是因為上述 SF面對過的病人
(that area) 就是Kohut面對的病人 (self disorder)
14. Klein有沒有受SF影響 她曾被SF分析治療五年 不太可能沒有 但後來SF變成圈內人的禁忌
SF 1933年過世 之前之後 Klein還在試著站穩 她應該不能承認有受SF影響
15. 關係學派有沒有受SF影響 當然有 那是因為當年Sullivan推薦
促成Clara
Thompson去布達佩斯從學於SF
SF的種子 遂老早種在WAWI
16. 我們今天所說布達佩斯學派 指的是匈牙利在地的學派嗎 這點還要細考 看看匈牙利的作者們怎麼說
Wednesday, April 19, 2017
哭泣的波多野結衣
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYEazhhMlh0VkduOHc?usp=sharing
老古說他認識波多野結衣多年常常挑燈促膝長談康德哲學和台灣的未來這是他第一次看到她哭泣擦乾眼淚她幽幽地說康德在他的純粹操弄批判裡說懂得分類就可以操弄這是我多年來被操弄的經驗現在又發生了
Tuesday, April 18, 2017
靠北
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L2iY4DQ1i7g
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NB5acnh_I8Y5k4e7z8
這個發言人說話結結巴巴波多野結衣幽幽地說真可憐真是難為他了
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ihjv-5f_ZIo
波多野結衣說笨蛋重要的是政治正確
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vFwpH4m7Ko
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NB5acnh_I8Y5k4e7z8
這個發言人說話結結巴巴波多野結衣幽幽地說真可憐真是難為他了
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ihjv-5f_ZIo
波多野結衣說笨蛋重要的是政治正確
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vFwpH4m7Ko
Monday, April 17, 2017
Sunday, April 16, 2017
mutual analysis
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jkk17cfr4R8
https://events.newschool.edu/event/elizabeth_severn_sandor_ferenczi_and_the_origins_of_mutual_analysis#.WPNyjLeweUk
http://www.newschool.edu/nssr/centers-special-programs/?id=104456
Bass, Anthony (2015) The Dialogue of Unconsciouses, Mutual Analysis and the Uses of the Self in Contemporary Relational Psychoanalysis, Psychoanalytic Dialogues, 25:1, 2-17
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEWEpCZWhfOHR2SVk/view?usp=sharing
Dupont, J. (1994). Freud's Analysis of Ferenczi as Revealed by their Correspondence. Int. J. Psycho-Anal., 75:301-320
http://www.nytimes.com/1989/01/15/books/confessions-of-a-loving-analyst.html
http://pandc.ca/?cat=sigmund_freud&page=ferenczi_mutual_analysis
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=as1_7df7ReE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MqwQKNCGvio
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYERGdiUXVzQmktYWs/view?usp=sharing
https://events.newschool.edu/event/elizabeth_severn_sandor_ferenczi_and_the_origins_of_mutual_analysis#.WPNyjLeweUk
http://www.newschool.edu/nssr/centers-special-programs/?id=104456
Bass, Anthony (2015) The Dialogue of Unconsciouses, Mutual Analysis and the Uses of the Self in Contemporary Relational Psychoanalysis, Psychoanalytic Dialogues, 25:1, 2-17
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEWEpCZWhfOHR2SVk/view?usp=sharing
Dupont, J. (1994). Freud's Analysis of Ferenczi as Revealed by their Correspondence. Int. J. Psycho-Anal., 75:301-320
http://www.nytimes.com/1989/01/15/books/confessions-of-a-loving-analyst.html
http://pandc.ca/?cat=sigmund_freud&page=ferenczi_mutual_analysis
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=as1_7df7ReE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MqwQKNCGvio
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYERGdiUXVzQmktYWs/view?usp=sharing
與此同時
1. 不要低估關係的困難
2. 不要低估自體的困難
3. 這個世界是由不完美的自體 [ n ] 和他們之間 [ n(n-1)/2 是他們互動的可能 ] 不完美的關係構成的
4. 上述兩個不完美加乘起來 [ n x n(n-1)/2 ]
5. 結果當然是非常不完美
6. 如何說明1,2,3,4的困難
7. 分開來說 合起來說
8. 搖頭 不可置信地說
9. 我點起一支紙菸 沉默地 看著窗外
2. 不要低估自體的困難
3. 這個世界是由不完美的自體 [ n ] 和他們之間 [ n(n-1)/2 是他們互動的可能 ] 不完美的關係構成的
4. 上述兩個不完美加乘起來 [ n x n(n-1)/2 ]
5. 結果當然是非常不完美
6. 如何說明1,2,3,4的困難
7. 分開來說 合起來說
8. 搖頭 不可置信地說
9. 我點起一支紙菸 沉默地 看著窗外
Saturday, April 15, 2017
Friday, April 14, 2017
精神分析師和心理治療者之命格之比較
1. 前者悲劇性強 他們通常自詡 最好的結局是 柯隆納斯的伊底帕斯 在永恆的黑暗中說 一切還好
3. 雖然 前者和後者 都和蔣天機的爸爸一樣 從來沒有見過殭屍
4. 當然 兩者 都看過不少殭屍電影
5. 遂都知道 糯米和停止呼吸和童子血
6. 前者 像練過茅山的風水師傅 以為自己可以抓到殭屍
7. 後者 像鄭中基演的烏蠅 沒有宣稱自己可以抓到殭屍
8. 身上帶著七十七塊七 渾然天成
9. 為我們 帶回冥界的笑聲 和高潮聲
Thursday, April 13, 2017
Wednesday, April 12, 2017
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