12/30 3:01 PM. they took off for malaysia
before dawn, now, talking to three dogs, in english, literally speaking, mc 6 case
notes; ys bill application; now, friday afternoon, sunny, windy; new labor law
effective from 1/1, shall have to change the schedule for
psy/sw/ot; the issue of mmt part-time workers pending; aco's artist statement
needs revision (done); 2015 transcript proofreading & correcting; 2016 transcript pending
12/30 6:33 PM. you want it darker (Leonard Cohen), gift from Redman 12/29; didn't know L was gone already;
12/31 9:39 AM. 工具理性一世 密密麻麻 行程細節 擋不住 六十忘事 自然 就是忘事 地水火風 瞬間 襲來 退去 好像 甚麼 都不曾發生 但一切 人為造作 已經不在
12/31 2:27 PM sunny, saturday, afternoon, windless, cloudless, all is quiet, in the western front, except, all the FUCKING LIES flying over taiwan, told by, so-called GREAT (WO)MEN (大人 不是指成年人 是指比一般人器官"大"的人 i.e. those suckers who are fucking larger than life), 歷史的本質 是"大"人的器官的意志的力量的延伸, "大"人獰笑 以萬物為芻狗, 你還信這些爛咖嗎,
12/31 6:54 PM. 弦月
12/31 9:37 PM. 那天我說 自然 和歷史 是矛盾的, nature vs. history, these two are contradictory, because the latter is iatrogenic, full of human follies and evils, man-made destruction, 多少毀滅 假借堂皇正義改革之名, etc; 前者無識 一切本然 非造作; 對後者 對人 對人的歷史 對人互相糟蹋 和糟蹋自然的本事 皆應絕望, 此邪惡物種 理應絕滅 方可還自然復甦; i.e. 人"性" 人"性" human "nature", 人早已無(其本然之)"性" 徒餘造作所致之性, the above explains why we are forever alien to nature 我們是回不去了,
1/1 1:39 AM. hope, or not. meaningful, or not. well, be surprised, man, life goes on, as usual, without the two. in a way, they are decorative, or redundant, don't you think so,
1/1 10:31 AM. sunny, sunday, cloudless, windy, 邊走 邊想,
1/1 12:50 Noon. 假如文明毀滅 只剩一本Ulysses 你就可以重建都柏林 只剩陽明語錄南鎮 你就可以重建宋明理學,
1/1 5:32 PM. warm, dusk, 霧上原鄉茶,
1/1 8:37 PM. went for supplies, violin, not heard, for a long time,
1/2 10:14 AM. monday, slightly cloudy, windless, warm, duty from 5 PM,
1/2 2:49 PM. 以下 也許說明了 幾種人的可能 --> 形上的 知識的 倫理的 美學的 神秘經驗的 --> 這包括 不同的 哲學的 精神分析的 生命形態的 路數
1/2 3:52 PM. sunshine, two fleas, one escaped, one flied away,
1/2 11:52 PM. kindle bion / grotstein / bion's dreams; is self conscious only? is self psychology, etc, only symptoms of our times? they said so, in that book on bion's tradition; well, LIFE is a symptom; and the self is a mixed-bag of LIFE, including everything you call human,
1/3 1:55 AM. is it possible to be a mystic, in a world with no god, nor nature? what's the point to be a mystic, in such a world? is a mystic supposed to be dissatisfied with everyday life? therefore, somehow transcendental to it? is he someone, who can find meaning in the weary daily chores?
12/30 6:33 PM. you want it darker (Leonard Cohen), gift from Redman 12/29; didn't know L was gone already;
12/31 9:39 AM. 工具理性一世 密密麻麻 行程細節 擋不住 六十忘事 自然 就是忘事 地水火風 瞬間 襲來 退去 好像 甚麼 都不曾發生 但一切 人為造作 已經不在
12/31 2:27 PM sunny, saturday, afternoon, windless, cloudless, all is quiet, in the western front, except, all the FUCKING LIES flying over taiwan, told by, so-called GREAT (WO)MEN (大人 不是指成年人 是指比一般人器官"大"的人 i.e. those suckers who are fucking larger than life), 歷史的本質 是"大"人的器官的意志的力量的延伸, "大"人獰笑 以萬物為芻狗, 你還信這些爛咖嗎,
12/31 6:54 PM. 弦月
12/31 9:37 PM. 那天我說 自然 和歷史 是矛盾的, nature vs. history, these two are contradictory, because the latter is iatrogenic, full of human follies and evils, man-made destruction, 多少毀滅 假借堂皇正義改革之名, etc; 前者無識 一切本然 非造作; 對後者 對人 對人的歷史 對人互相糟蹋 和糟蹋自然的本事 皆應絕望, 此邪惡物種 理應絕滅 方可還自然復甦; i.e. 人"性" 人"性" human "nature", 人早已無(其本然之)"性" 徒餘造作所致之性, the above explains why we are forever alien to nature 我們是回不去了,
1/1 1:39 AM. hope, or not. meaningful, or not. well, be surprised, man, life goes on, as usual, without the two. in a way, they are decorative, or redundant, don't you think so,
1/1 10:31 AM. sunny, sunday, cloudless, windy, 邊走 邊想,
1/1 12:50 Noon. 假如文明毀滅 只剩一本Ulysses 你就可以重建都柏林 只剩陽明語錄南鎮 你就可以重建宋明理學,
1/1 5:32 PM. warm, dusk, 霧上原鄉茶,
1/1 8:37 PM. went for supplies, violin, not heard, for a long time,
1/2 10:14 AM. monday, slightly cloudy, windless, warm, duty from 5 PM,
1/2 2:49 PM. 以下 也許說明了 幾種人的可能 --> 形上的 知識的 倫理的 美學的 神秘經驗的 --> 這包括 不同的 哲學的 精神分析的 生命形態的 路數
1/2 3:52 PM. sunshine, two fleas, one escaped, one flied away,
1/2 11:52 PM. kindle bion / grotstein / bion's dreams; is self conscious only? is self psychology, etc, only symptoms of our times? they said so, in that book on bion's tradition; well, LIFE is a symptom; and the self is a mixed-bag of LIFE, including everything you call human,
1/3 1:55 AM. is it possible to be a mystic, in a world with no god, nor nature? what's the point to be a mystic, in such a world? is a mystic supposed to be dissatisfied with everyday life? therefore, somehow transcendental to it? is he someone, who can find meaning in the weary daily chores?
