These ponderings attempt to let themselves be appropriated by the event. (Beiträge zur Philosophie (Vom Ereignis), Martin Heidegger, 1936–38/1989)
Thursday, August 25, 2022
Report: Chinese Working With Mexican Cartels to Get Fentanyl to US
星期四 (8/25/22)
Wednesday, August 24, 2022
星期三 (8/24/22)
Tuesday, August 23, 2022
protect your forearms
你要理解,跟喪屍搏鬥,最容易被咬到的地方,就是手臂,
AK 周是例子,文才也是例子,Z 戰的斷臂求生,也是例子,
有沒有那種,套在手臂上的不銹鋼板,讓喪屍困惑,當牠咬不下去的時候,
意思是說,困惑的喪屍,就是哲學家的喪屍,
意思是說,你要珍惜,那個困惑,
這個夏天,明顯極端氣候,連海水都要沸騰,
Quichotte (2019),The Thing (1982) ,From Dusk Till Dawn (1996),
意思是說,你要珍惜,最後那本書,
然後,你要喝很多水,
Bob Wells,在亞利桑那荒野,買了一畝地,兩千美金,他說,因此,他有合法的地址,雖然只是空地,沒有房屋,
傍晚,風起,颱風,外圍,環流,無雨,
The Limits of Control (Jarmusch, 2009),
Memories of My Melancholy Whores (Marquez,2004),
The Hidden Spring: A Journey to the Source of Consciousness (Solms,2021),
Stirrings Still (Beckett,1988),
Escape from Alcatraz (Clint Eastwood,1979),
Land of the Dead (Romero,2005),
你要理解,把 SUV 後座椅拆掉,找木匠切割木板,做床做絕緣,床底下放整理箱,鍋碗瓢盆,內衣褲襪子 T shirts 長褲短褲外套毛衣夾克拖鞋便鞋甚至雪鞋,塞滿了家當,意思是說,把諾小空間,麻雀雖小,什麼鬼名堂都有,
上述這種作法,是打算住在車上,以致日常家用必須皆備,
另一種作法,像 Go4x4,或 Fish13,是開吉普車,車上什麼鬼道具都有,睡則是睡在車尾延伸出去的帳篷,這種方式,優雅取勝,通常會秀廚藝,擺一桌菜給你看,然後端著一杯吊掛咖啡,看著帳篷外的大雨,思考如何刺丁刺包,拯救人類的未來,
我沒有吉普車,所以不打算這麼做,除了刺丁刺包以外,
我想,RAV4,後座椅擺平,有點斜,但是鋪一個氣墊床,應可堪睡,車內其他皆不更改,沒有打算在車上生火煮飯上廁所,只是用來躺一躺而已,
你要小心,那種跑得很快的喪屍,他們過往一定是運動員,
所需為,氣墊床,睡袋,折疊椅几,車尾帳篷,小瓦斯爐,一點廚具餐具,兩加侖水,也許一個蓄電池,一個 duffel bag 塞幾件衣服,蚊子不要緊,然後,樹下,湖邊,
絕對不用無人機拍自己,通常 van lifer,為了偶而洗澡,會擇一連鎖店健身房入會,我相信沒有必要,台灣露營區很多,那邊可以解決,一切見不得人的事,
我說過,尼采就是 van lifer,武藏就是 van lifer,雖然他們沒有 van,我可沒有聽說,武藏為了洗澡,加入健身房,尼采,毫無疑問,沒有洗過澡,武藏一輩子,則只洗過一次,這我先前已經說過,你要聽住,你要「覺悟」,
你要理解,一般醫生,識字二百五即可執業,意思是說,包子思想一百二十五冊,包子識字一百二十五即可,共匪高官曾書平安經,洋洋灑灑數萬頁,通篇只有平安兩字,意思是說,匪官只需識二字即可,比如說打炮,脫褲打炮的「褲」筆畫太多,匪官不識,包子當然也不識,意思是說,有學問的匪官,和吊書袋的包子,應書「脫褲」經,
Shade (2003) ,
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shade_(film)
Quichotte (Salman Rushdie, 2019)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quichotte_(novel)
Now, I’ve told you, so many times, that it’s essential to be wildly funny. Which is the prerequisite for redemption. Which, I assure you, you will need, in this extreme summer heat.
FDA Approves Novel Rapid-Acting Oral Antidepressant
https://alert.psychnews.org/2022/08/fda-approves-novel-rapid-acting-oral.html
Auvelity, an extended-release tablet that combines dextromethorphan and bupropion
Dextromethorphan, commonly used as a cough suppressant, inhibits the NMDA receptor, which is the same receptor targeted by the rapid-acting antidepressant esketamine. The antidepressant bupropion inhibits the metabolic enzyme CYP2D6, which prolongs the time that dextromethorphan remains active.
Monday, August 22, 2022
2023
八二四炮戰 (2022-8-24)
Sunday, August 21, 2022
星期天 (8/21/22)
很長的一章,個人和集體的自戀,人之心 (佛洛姆,1964),一九六四,大躍進,已經死透四千五百萬人,提到中共,只有一句話,人人平等,這是什麼玩意,意思是說,佛洛姆一心想回到的,所謂馬克思的人本主義 (humanism),到了一九六四,早應幻滅,偏偏佛洛姆還在說個不停,好像之前五十年的共產主義罪惡,都沒有發生,你要理解,「新階級:對共產主義制度的分析」(吉拉斯,1957),早應讓親共者幻滅,
台灣匪諜手冊 (Manual of fucking CCP spies in Taiwan)
Saturday, August 20, 2022
Elmore Leonard (1925-2013)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elmore_Leonard
rum punch (jackie brown),out of sight,big bounce,twice,
Four Pests campaign (除四害)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Pests_campaign
The Four Pests campaign (Chinese: 除四害; pinyin: Chú Sì Hài), was one of the first actions taken in the Great Leap Forward in China from 1958 to 1962. The four pests to be eliminated were rats, flies, mosquitoes, and sparrows. The extermination of sparrows is also known as the smash sparrows campaign (Chinese: 打麻雀运动; pinyin: dǎ máquè yùndòng) or eliminate sparrows campaign (Chinese: 消灭麻雀运动; pinyin: xiāomiè máquè yùndòng), which resulted in severe ecological imbalance, being one of the causes of the Great Chinese Famine. In 1960, the campaign against sparrows was ended and redirected to bed bugs.
By April 1960, Chinese leaders changed their opinion in part due to the influence of ornithologist Tso-hsin Cheng[6] who pointed out that sparrows ate a large number of insects, as well as grains.[7][8] While the campaign was meant to increase yields, concurrent droughts and floods as well as the lacking sparrow population decreased rice yields.[8][9] In the same month, Mao Zedong ordered the campaign against sparrows to end. Sparrows were replaced with bed bugs, as the extermination of sparrows had upset the ecological balance, which subsequently resulted in surging locust and insect populations that destroyed crops due to a lack of a natural predator.[10][11]
With no sparrows to eat them, locust populations ballooned, swarming the country and compounding the ecological problems already caused by the Great Leap Forward, including widespread deforestation and misuse of poisons and pesticides.[9] Ecological imbalance is credited with exacerbating the Great Chinese Famine.[12][13] The Chinese government eventually resorted to importing 250,000 sparrows from the Soviet Union to replenish their population.[14]
你要理解,作為生態系統,共匪治下的中國,就是人禍後的地獄,
Zizek 在 Surplus enjoyment 裡,稱那些被共匪種族滅絕的麻雀是同志,有趣的是,他倒沒有把那被餓死的四千五百萬中國人,說成同志,
understanding vs. interpretation (2022-9-7)
八二四炮戰 (2022-8-24)
Friday, August 19, 2022
The dark side of the moon: anonymous (1946) (preface by T. S. Eliot)
https://www.jstor.org/stable/2144897
https://www.amazon.com/Dark-Side-Moon-T-Elliott/dp/B000QOSAJS
這是波蘭的無名氏所寫,關於蘇共的古拉格,我本不知艾略特寫過這本書的前言,意思是說,你千萬不要以為,荒原只是想像,
Thursday, August 18, 2022
Surplus-Enjoyment: A Guide For The Non-Perplexed (Zizek, 2022)
https://www.amazon.com/Surplus-Enjoyment-Guide-Non-Perplexed-Slavoj-%C5%BDi%C5%BEek/dp/1350226254
這是一本正經的哲學作品,符合所謂哲學論述的規格,比 Zizek 其他作品正常,
魔幻寫實
起初·紀年 (王朔,2002)
文昭說共匪用高鐵運兵
習近平的九月
Kim Jong-il: Malignant narcissist or shrewd leader?
Is Kim Jong‐il like Saddam Hussein and Adolf Hitler? A personality disorder evaluation
當王劍秀羅宋湯
Black Hole Discovery Helps to Explain Quantum Nature of the Cosmos
Newfound Brain Switch Labels Experiences as Good or Bad
搞笑 (後結構主義和心理治療)
Wednesday, August 17, 2022
Is president Xi Jinping a dangerous narcissist because he scrapped presidential term limits, making himself president for life?
Traumatic Abuse in Cults: A Psychoanalytic Perspective (Daniel Shaw, 2006)
Tuesday, August 16, 2022
八月十六日 (2022)
零日漏洞或零時差漏洞(zero-day vulnerability、0-day vulnerability)
https://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-tw/%E9%9B%B6%E6%97%A5%E6%94%BB%E5%87%BB
什麼是零時差漏洞 (Zero-Day Vulnerability)? 有哪些漏洞攻擊手法?
Monday, August 15, 2022
Charles Perrow (1925-2019)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Perrow
Normal Accidents: Living with High-Risk Technologies (1984)
柯文哲教你怎麼寫論文
八月十五日 (2022)
Sunday, August 14, 2022
八月十四日 (2022)
從三求 (three seekings) 說起 (後結構主義和心理治療)
Saturday, August 13, 2022
Salman Rushdie: Author in surgery after being stabbed on stage
Trial-Based Cognitive Therapy: A Manual for Clinicians (Irismar Reis de Oliveira, Routledge, 2014)
https://www.amazon.com/Trial-Based-Cognitive-Therapy-Clinicians-Psychology/dp/1138801461
This book introduces a new approach, the Trial-Based Cognitive Therapy (TBCT), whose main technique, the Trial-Based Thought Record (TBTR), is a structured strategy to change core beliefs about the self and is presented as a law-centered analogy in which the therapist engages the client in a simulation of the judicial process.
卡夫卡地下有知的話,一定會笑歪了,
China’s Wuhan institute studied deadly bioterrorism agent, Congress told (Bill Gertz, 2022-8-9)
共匪銀行侵吞中國人存款
這樣的例子,已經多到數不清,簡單講,共匪治下,中國的銀行,就是土匪,銀行行員會說,你怎麼證明,你的戶頭的這筆錢是你的,你難道不知道,你的就是國家的,而且為了防止金融詐騙,所以共匪為人民服務,正式宣布,將你的戶頭歸零,把你所有財產,轉到偉大的貪婪的人民領袖蠢包的海外戶頭,請他幫你保管,
八月十三日 (2022)
Friday, August 12, 2022
八月十二日 (2022)
Thursday, August 11, 2022
A Zoonotic Henipavirus in Febrile Patients in China (2022-8-4)
Newly identified Langya virus tracked after China reports dozens of cases
八月十一日 (2022)
Wednesday, August 10, 2022
War Game Finds U.S., Taiwan Can Defend Against a Chinese Invasion
Pelosi Says Xi Reacted to Her Taiwan Visit ‘Like a Scared Bully’
Narcissism and Thanatos
Tuesday, August 9, 2022
The dead don’t die
Jarmusch 說,這是一個完美的世界,如果你學會欣賞細節,比如說,在森林裡,營火灰燼中,找到白鯨記,Jarmusch 步調很慢,車開得很慢,人走得很慢,喪屍走得也很慢,這次,喪屍會說話,喜歡喝咖啡,不喜歡吃腦,喜歡吃內臟,你要理解,這次,不是中共病毒引起的,而是地球自轉軌道偏離引起的,意思是說,這部片子,要慢慢看,我的作法是,每次只看兩三分鐘,
不信去看書
Monday, August 8, 2022
MWI (Hugh Everett III, 1930-1982) (後結構主義和心理治療)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hugh_Everett_III
Although largely disregarded until near the end of Everett's lifetime, the MWI received more credibility with the discovery of quantum decoherence in the 1970s and has received increased attention in recent decades, becoming one of the mainstream interpretations of quantum mechanics alongside Copenhagen, pilot wave theories, and consistent histories.
sensibility (後結構主義和心理治療)
Former Twitter CEO Jack Dorsey responds to China's draconian COVID policies: 'End the CCP'
Sunday, August 7, 2022
共匪兩架殲20互撞墜毀的原因
身外之物身外之事 (後結構主義和心理治療)
既然有身外之物,當然應該也有,身外之事,意思是說,畢竟與你無關,雖然與你有關,意思是說,你好像看著你,在牙痛,在遵循物理原則,右腳拖著左腳,左腳拖著右腳,繼續前行,雖然你不知道。你要去哪裡,意思是說,身外,明顯是一種解離的經驗,意思是說,不要以為解離一定是病理現象,恰恰相反,解離有可能是一種超越的經驗,比如說,老人與海,老人拖著大魚,不,大魚拖著老人,魚線割傷老人的肩膀,老人把魚線,挪到還沒有受傷的部位,跟自己說,「這樣好多了」,這句話,就是身外之事,
共匪延長軍演百年
演習和演訓
Saturday, August 6, 2022
八月六日 (2022)
Friday, August 5, 2022
八月五日 (2022)
Thursday, August 4, 2022
CPTSD
https://www.healthline.com/health/cptsd
https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/322886
Complex means someone was screwed up, long enough, and badly enough. For example, the Chinese people have been fucked up by CCP for 70 years, long enough, and badly enough. So, the Chinese people are victims of CPTSD. 這不是情緒的問題,這是整個人壞掉了,而既然整個人壞掉了,客體關係當然也壞掉了,存有在世間也壞掉了,意思是說,內在外在世界都壞掉了,你要理解,「壞掉了」是什麼意思,我猜你不理解,假如你夠幸運,毫髮無損的長大,你要理解,Bataille 就是曾經壞掉了的人,是 Adrien Borel (1886-1966) 救了他,
八月四日 (2022)
江海取書,一條長壽,共匪駐法偽大使說,解放台灣後,要對台灣人再教育,我不喜歡,也不相信,教育,和被教育,我認為,每個人,如果他是人,不是畜牲,都應該是,自學者 (autodidact) ,所以,共匪就是畜牲,而且,妄想企圖讓每個人,都變成畜牲,畜牲的定義,就是齷齪骯髒邪惡的動物,依此,匪諜就是畜牲養的畜牲,簡單講,畜牲的畜牲,王陽明四句教,無善無惡心之體,有善有惡意之動,知善知惡是良知,為善去惡是格物,格物就是殺光共匪和匪諜的意思,意思是說,殺光共匪和匪諜,我們才能好好做,龍天樓後無樓的人,1:56 PM,共匪向台灣東北西南,發射十一枚東風導彈,擊中遼寧號山東號,起火沈沒中,共匪隨後宣稱演習結束,圓滿打炮成功,山東號艦長王小明,已游泳墾丁上岸,投奔自由,他說,「我一直想來墾丁,看蔚藍大海」,
Wednesday, August 3, 2022
當第一個機器人精神分析師畢業 (後結構主義和心理治療)
那天已經不遠,
Bernard Marr (2022),
這麼說,
所以,你躺在那張,有名的躺椅,
說個不停,
你的後面,那個機器人精神分析師,
嗯,個不停,
你要理解,
機器人,永遠不會,打瞌睡,無聊,自殺,罷工,示威,抗拒命令,
意思是說,
牠是永恆的,
而且,牠一個下午,
就可以,讀完大英博物館,幾千萬冊藏書,
你認為,牠幾分鐘,才可以讀完,pep web ,十三萬篇,
你認為,一個人類的精神分析師,一輩子,真的,讀過幾篇,
我是說,好好讀過,
我看到,那個人類的精神分析師,
放下手上,那篇,
已經,讀了,八十年的,那篇,
比如說,Confusion of tongue (Ferenczi,1932) ,
然後,
看著,窗外,
self (後結構主義和心理治療)
Tuesday, August 2, 2022
周公子周劫習公子包子曬出的是國企家族化權力世襲化
5:25 PM (8/2/22)
量子物理累了,回過頭來,重回混沌,四小時後,Pelosi 抵台,聽說包子要發射殺手航母示威,上次試射,墜落廣西,這次廣西要當心,航母又要從天而降,史稱廣西號,你有你的看法,恭喜你,但我不是很想知道,我只是希望,我有我的看法,至於你知不知道,我不是很在意,為什麼我希望,我有我的看法,因為我希望活得明白,死得明白,意思是說,明白,要兩次才算,明白,共匪雙航母出港,不知下落,千艘民兵船下海,準備餵魚,
空山靈雨 (Raining in the Mountain)(胡金銓,1978)
https://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-tw/%E7%A9%BA%E5%B1%B1%E7%81%B5%E9%9B%A8
https://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-tw/%E8%83%A1%E9%87%91%E9%8A%93 (1932-1997)
非常奇怪,演員的長相,都很陰沉,意思是說,胡金銓好本事,不知道去哪裡找到,這麼多陰沉的人,來演這部片子,片中一群女人脫光,在溪裡洗澡,那是唯一的例外,「幾乎」例外,因為「連那些光著屁股的女人,都是陰沉的」,而且,你要理解,1978 年,台灣,沒有人會武功,香港有,少林三十六房,就是 1978,不過香港當時的武功,比較實在,還沒有飛來飛去,這是為什麼劉家輝,光著上身的原因,
excitability (後結構主義和心理治療)
一般說法是,精神分析,問的是,什麼讓你悸動 (what makes you tick) ,
你要理解,悸就是心悸,動就是激動,
意思是說,你的按鈕被按下了,你只能心悸,你只能激動,
意思是說,你的神經元,你的神經迴路,只能把這場秀演完,才能休息,
秀,就是萬秀豬王,的秀,
我想,神經元仍有悸動的能力,表示它還沒有死透,它還有可被激動性 (excitability) ,
這件事,應該是活著的本質,無所謂對錯,
意思是說,勃起的後果,是人間悲劇,但沒有妨礙,勃起是自然的反應,
對於治療者而言,這個 excitability ,是其罩門,
罩門,就是阿奇里斯的腳踝,
這時,下起大雨,
你見過,深思熟慮的,阿奇里斯,把他的腳踝,保護的密不透風,
這時,你決定,赤足,走在大地,
與此同時 (後結構主義和心理治療)
量子物理,完成於 1900-1927,Pagels 說,這是宇宙密碼,意思是說,這件事,比廿世紀的政治經濟更迭,戰亂殺戮遍野,更重要,我想,Barad 不忍同意這句話,
寫下上述,與此同時,共匪今晚攻台,因為包子需要戰爭,來為他的皇帝夢圓夢,
量子物理四書(後結構主義和心理治療)
Meeting the Universe Halfway: Quantum Physics and the Entanglement of Matter and Meaning, Karen Barad, DUP, 2007
The Cosmic Code: Quantum Physics As the Language of Nature, Heinz Pagels, Simon & Schuster, 1982
意思是說,這個故事,必須由,有量子物理學背景的人來說,才好聽,
Quantum Psychoanalysis: Essays on Physics, Mind, and Analysis Today, Gerald Gargiulo, IPBooks, 2016
Monday, August 1, 2022
Events in Quantum Mechanics and Relativity (後結構主義和心理治療)
https://www.closertotruth.com/series/events-quantum-mechanics-and-relativity
Quantum mechanics, the best theory of the very small, and general relativity, the best theory of the very large, are deeply incompatible. One way to compare and contrast the two is by discerning the nature of an “event” in each. It is very different.
And what about the philosophical concept of event, used by Heidegger, D&G, and Badiou? Do they have anything to do with quantum mechanics, or relativity?
陌生人的善意和對陌生人的善意 (後結構主義和心理治療)
Nick Wild 為什麼賭那最後一把 (Wild Card, 2015)
你要理解,拉斯維加斯在沙漠,很熱,尼克閉上眼,就看到海,駕著一艘帆船,那是蔚藍的海,你要理解,尼克反覆說,五十萬可以撐五年,意思是說,一年十萬,台幣三百萬,
為什麼,他要最後ㄧ搏,以致全輸,
我想,他是因為,想到五年後,錢花完後,他又得回到,沙漠,
Drive Carefully Come Back Soon
我想,他無法忍受,「五」這個數字,和這五個字,
尤其是,Carefully ,和,Soon,
你要理解,我通常沒有計劃,我甚至不知道,五分鐘後,我要做什麼,遑論五天,五週,五月,五年,
我想,尼克,可能比較喜歡,「五十」這個數字,
你要理解,我通常沒有計劃,我甚至不知道,五十分鐘後,我要做什麼,遑論五十天,五十週,五十月,五十年,
意思是說,尼克,和我,都會賭那,最後一把,毫無疑問,
波 &/or 粒子 (後結構主義和心理治療)
non-local (後結構主義和心理治療)
北地來的沒有穿衣服的阿里郎
四五年前,因為配合蔡英文做功德,設置失智症社區據點,與五里頗多交涉,以致五里辦桌,也受邀去吃喝一頓,市長是民進黨,里長是國民黨,市長競選連任,滿嘴堆著承諾,來敬酒,匆匆走了以後,換國民黨,爭取提名市長候選人的議員,慷慨激昂,也來敬酒,與此同時,台上四五個冶豔妙齡女子,衣服穿得不多,載歌載舞阿里郎,隔桌歐吉桑舔舌流口水說,她們是受邀從北韓來的,我端起金牌啤酒,飲了一口,不禁佩服起三胖,允文允武,喜歡炮決,又愛好舞蹈,尤其光著屁股那種,
1949 禮讚,禮讚的是什麼
1949 禮讚,我是這麼讀的,蔣介石帶六十萬軍隊,
Sunday, July 31, 2022
The Psychoanalytic Unconscious in a Quantum World: A Contribution to Interactional Psychoanalysis (Gargiulo, 2010)
An electron particle, for example, exists as an energy point when and only when it is observed. Just as what is repressed is known, that is, comes into being, by being identified, i.e., by being interpreted. (Gargiulo, 2010, p. 5)
那如果,只是 identified ,或 recognized,而沒有解釋呢,
意思是說,identified 不等於 interpreted,
意思是說,我們一起看著,你,你的困境,你的兩難,一時之間,都不知道,該怎麼理解,該怎麼解釋,該怎麼辦,
這樣算不算,符合 quantum sensibility ,的心理治療,
I believe that the collapse of wave function model can be a useful analogy for what we are doing in clinical practice, when we make an interpretation. When an analyst brings his or her total emotional/feeling, intellectual and physical presence in response to what is likewise brought by the patient - (I include all the vicissitudes of projective identification on both sides) - and selects, by conscious intention, or by creative surprise, to bring something into more conscious focus, to give an interpretation of what is not available to the patient’s full awareness, then, from a clinical perspective, we can speak of creating the repressed unconscious. The interpretation makes what was potentially real, - actually real, very similar to what the collapse of the wave function achieves. (pp. 8-9)
意思是說,最好的治療,是 collapse of wave function 後,resume the wave function ,
阻攔水流後,讓水流復流,
The world of larger and larger objects destroys what is referred to as coherent superposition. Decoherence washes out, [according to Bell, 1987] quantum entanglement; putting previously entangled objects into a state where they behave as separate objects (p.xxxiv). (p. 14)
意思是說,decoherence 製造了,存有的幻象,
什麼是 decoherence,decoherence 就是人為造作,
https://citeseerx.ist.psu.edu/viewdoc/download?doi=10.1.1.624.2879&rep=rep1&type=pdf
1991-6-4 Pelosi et al in Tiananmen
I didn't know she was there, when I was going to Cincinnati.
Six years later, I was there, and the bullet holes, and blood stains, were still there too. That day, I went to see Mao's corpse, and raised my middle finger toward that asshole.
Gerald Jerry Gargiulo (後結構主義和心理治療)
http://www.drgargiulo.com/welcome/
http://www.drgargiulo.com/category/blog/
Interestingly, he was taught by Theodore Reik, when he was young.
身外之物 (後結構主義和心理治療)
首先你要理解,什麼是身,才能理解,什麼是身外,其次你要理解,什麼是物,才能理解,什麼是心,再者你要理解,你跟物的關係,你要覺悟,生不帶來,死不帶去,你無法擁有物,也不該擁有物,事實上,擁有這兩個字,就是三毒之一,貪嗔痴的貪,貪權貪利貪色貪物,意思是說,全中國最貪的就是包子,雖然他假裝自己不是包子,意思是說,其他人,尤其趙家人,只是暫時幫包子保管貪污所得,套句包子喜歡說的,出來混遲早要還,還給誰,當然就是還給包子,回到身外之物,其實身即物,意思是說,臭皮囊也,不足惜矣,數月前,我全程參加過喪禮,萬安為死者,化妝得栩栩如生,讓人驚訝,但其實,重要的是,「望斷白雲」,這四字,就是心,就是喪禮的本質,就是形上學誕生的因緣,