Monday, October 9, 2017

寫給台灣國慶和中國十九大




暗夜行路     歸鄉猶遙







這是一個黑暗的時代

我們在黑暗中等待

一個更大的黑暗

 

有人說胡說

光線好得很

前景一片光明呢

 

這種黑暗這種等待

是孕育歷史學家的

唯一必修學分

 

有人說鬼扯

在真理部賺吃

我們每天都在寫今天正確的歷史呢

 

這時黑暗中

傳來叫床聲

淒麗的叫床聲

 

有人說媽的

偷懶的日文老師

沒有教我們這一句冶艷

 

長得像倒楣鬼的

歷史學家暗夜中停止叫床

微笑著點起紙菸看著安靜的窗外

Ólafur Arnalds - ...and they have escaped the weight of darkness (Kölski) [Full Album]

十九大經濟難題: 繁荣背後千疮百孔(《中共十九大》第14期)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MO59R1-2bKw

趙雲龍

《歷史的先聲》香港被禁記 (2013-11-8)

http://www.open.com.hk/content.php?id=1575#.WdtBFLcUmcw

see also
http://tw.aboluowang.com/2008/0910/102561.html

https://www.bannedbook.org/b5/forum2/topic1531.html

Google Play (flawed and damaged pdf)

excerpt
http://www.sanmin.com.tw/tryread.asp?isbn=988194602

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Zb76dqrTK9f_kbIw9gUTeDIC1bHEQsvE?usp=sharing

丘岳首

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BghbfCW1nVY

何方辭世 (2017-10-3)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWqacNP0Pi0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcB98RvbowA

Sunday, October 8, 2017

阿吉仔-好歹攏是命+命運的吉他

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vV9l2gf7wb0

【中国经济】大陸金融師:民間借貸幾乎全軍覆滅 習在推延金融危機爆發

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHqqyweNzVA&t=294s

变革:革故鼎新,守正出新 ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3jXS4lWr4I

他們跟隨汪精衛(1883-1944)獲罪受刑無怨無悔(《歷史明鏡》第79期)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tsp1G8Nqqyo

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E6%B1%AA%E7%B2%BE%E5%8D%AB

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DuIJReP9uV8

解密中共官场黑话

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KewfmJbkoM4

新星 (1986)

https://baike.baidu.com/item/%E6%96%B0%E6%98%9F/13351656

老梁点评《人民的名义》

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlQJi6-sGow

老梁揭露中國銀行內幕、你還敢在中國存錢嗎!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hPa6U6B4n60

難說再見

http://www.chengmingmag.com/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-5FBG5DcMw

大陆房市盘剥下 中产阶级穷得只剩房子

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9edaldAk8JY

即将到来的阶层社会

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OemtBmvQSKE

是藝術行為還是文盲無知 - 古根海姆中國89後當代藝術展覽開幕(《藝術家》第19期)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmCIypL24MA

被撤架的三個動物行為藝術的作品十分傳神讓我們懷念背上刺青的高雄女子Monica

十九大前风声鹤唳 安全隐患来自何处(访民_安保措施)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYdRSIPGWiM

中国经济到底下滑了没有?各行业各阶层感受和影响大有不同!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M97oHGS8S7o

3万字机密报告

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBKyARaB6VA

http://www.ntdtv.com/xtr/gb/2017/10/07/a1345759.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSsSyoNkHZQ

http://www.chengmingmag.com/

中产阶级

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZkImeeyODF8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_rI_L2c7WXs

印鈔崛起金融獨秀實幹誤國炒房興邦

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ruouhBtDsH0&t=124s

中國限制人口流入就能治好大城市病嗎?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1t_miXwPyA

存在感和話語權


那天看到一個視頻

復旦大學的老師

光鮮亮麗的場子


 

他說中共建政迄今

解決了挨打挨餓的問題

今天要解決的是挨罵

 

一九八九年五六月間

八大老在鄧小平家密會

決定屠殺學生百姓時

陳雲曾說辛苦打下江山

 

拿三千萬人頭來換

 

陳雲之子陳元後來曾說

統治階級要有統治意識

 

我點起紙菸看著窗外

聽著不遠處好幾攤高歌

今天是最後的星期天

Saturday, October 7, 2017

台灣五大山脈群

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riZBFSEDTWQ

談不上雄偉    略嫌秀氣單調    高山湖泊少   亦無侯鳥入鏡   可能因為畢竟縱深才一兩百公里   不夠遼闊

習近平的十九大:未定之天,隨時生變

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDEqR29XByc

被綠鬼打到

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOxpE11L4qg

水向上流

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiI4zUCFPkw

師公亮收妖

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6zvIjmx29P4

南航自曝空运活体器官逾500宗 中共活摘再被关注

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VpS2R0ii0Kw

潜规则真是太有趣了

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcXVXmllxyo

唉您就甭客氣了該怎麼辦怎麼辦吧

老梁:中國皇帝的幾種死法 已被廣電局下令電視禁播了

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYDc9VA_SXk

272 / 611

將食   漲   如廁   陷而卒

中国地产的时代局限性开始显现,观念不改变将难以保全财富

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C6xiX2gXimA

牽亡歌

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c7whgGXBktA

千古絕唱很合適當國歌

流浪漢賭注

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-chZafWh-E

燒肉粽

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCCXBE71ZA0

中華郵政發公文去國旗 蔡政府真去中華民國?少康戰情室 20171006 (完整版)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGfl0lHXu04

王小明說郵政總局正在招募臨時演員演出八百壯士捍衛國旗預計演出者將死傷100%能活著謝幕的將贈送單程機票一張赴日繼續演出




房地产终究会崩盘,人民币在美元升值下将会拉稀一片,共产党会随着经济崩盘而破灭。。。

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uu3ka7eJb5w

17年10月05日|王丹評論-中共十九大的前戲,以及2020年武力攻臺的可能性

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WHCwKyvHWnc

我生性疏懶對於前戲沒有興趣通常草草看王老師在美國喝咖啡帶著一群人idle talk得很高興我點起紙菸看著窗外用十個手指仔細算著會有幾個台灣人符合政治正確規定含笑從容就義

The Chinese Invasion Threat: Taiwan's Defense and American Strategy in Asia (Ian Easton, Oct 3, 2017)

 
Are war clouds gathering in Asia? Will China make good on threats to invade Taiwan? What would this conflict mean for America and the world? Exposing internal Chinese military documents and restricted-access studies, The Chinese Invasion Threat explores the secret world of war planning and strategy, espionage and national security. From a historic spy case that saved Taiwan from communist takeover to modern day covert action programs, and from emergency alert procedures to underground coastal defense networks, this is the untold story of the most dangerous flashpoint of our times. (amazon)
 

平论Live | 武统台湾,习近平的第二个选择 2017-10-06

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CnEbEs7KTG8

李伟东

https://www.letscorp.net/archives/56290

http://www.rfa.org/mandarin/yataibaodao/kejiaowen/ck-12022014100419.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_pl5e1ZQqw

https://bowenpress.com/news/bowen_134120.html

https://commondatastorage.googleapis.com/letscorp_archive/archives/52592

李伟东:十九大的新政治格局和未来五年经济政治走势 夏业良、张艾枚点评(中共十九大与中国未来国际研讨会)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Sf6GeXosVU

陈破空:十九大-中共权力重组的哥德巴赫猜想;胡平和裴毅然点评(十九大与未来局势研讨会)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I43RgkAQ5m8

李进进致开幕词,胡平发言“从十八大到十九大”(十九大与未来局势研讨会)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-9KG5hMB-U

张博树:对当下形势的评估

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgyYNq8JqHo

移動



移動的速度

和文明的程度成反比

 

昆德拉說過

 

移動的速度

和野心的程度成正比

 

民進黨正在做

 

我先前說過足不出戶

不喜千年速超過零點零零三公分

 

今早讀到台灣州總督府玉音放送公告

他們要遷都東京新宿新開幕脫衣舞真人秀吧

 

王小明興奮的告訴我

想到就勃起好幾次了呢

象徵性


這不是文青咬文嚼字

不是克萊因學派所謂美學

不是拉岡裝神弄鬼

 

這是具象模擬工具邏輯

後面還有甚麼可能

 

我先前說過

心理治療不是繡花

精神分析喜歡繡花

 

繡花的故事你知道吧

 

1990年胡金銓(1932-1997)笑傲江湖片首

林鎮南盜走大內至高無上武學葵花寶典

獨守藏經閣太監夜半孤燈被殺滅口

 

最後一個會繡花的太監

 

太史公云繡花自此失傳

 

心理治療為什麼不是繡花

因為它是日用它是洗碗

但如果不是繡花

它怎麼處理語言和文字

 

陽明曰濂溪明道之後還是象山只是粗些然他心上用過功夫與揣摹依倣求之文義自不同了但細看有粗處用功久當見之

 

心理治療當以象山為師

只是粗些

 

粗和細

有甚麼差別

 

我先前說過

心學原始之初必粗

細是精巧

是後來慢慢琢磨堆砌的

 

阿含和其後比厚的佛經的差別類此

 

心理治療在生活中看到蒼茫

精神分析在語言遊戲中看到一小時三千元的象徵

 

回到象徵性

我希望

 

洗碗工的手

厚厚的繭

是汗水誠意的象徵

 

洗碗工的背

痛到直不起來

是時間星辰的象徵

 

洗碗工的眉間

懸針紋破印

是我不入地獄

誰入地獄的象徵

殘局



不善奕者谋子

善奕者谋势

 

殘局就是下了一半

沒有下完或下不完的棋局

 

大勢已去

善奕者

已知結局

 

不善奕者

不知也不甘於接受結局

 

不上述有語病

善奕者已知結局

就甘於接受結局嗎

 

那天晚上我說

我們所見皆為殘局

這表示我知也甘於接受結局嗎

 

不我不知也

不甘於接受結局

 

所以你終於知道

我畢竟非善奕者

 

奕者本色

知勢知子

而無所謀

崩塌之前



你想過嗎關於崩塌的

結構動力學和現象學

 

聽說地震前瞬間可以

聽到大地裂開的聲音

 

1971林彪出逃墜機

終於文革頹勢開始

 

黑澤明說山動了

 

結構補強defense

結構代償compensation

都是合理的人為的掙扎

 

張博樹說我黨擅於學習

 

你知道的

他也知道

換句話說

 

凍結樓市交易

泡沫就會消失

比如說

 

戴上貞操帶

婊子就變成淑女

比如說

 

生命是頑強的衝動

呼吸器維生是人為的不捨

Para-suicidal是最大的謎

 

我們終於還是不知崩塌的

偶然性和必然性和前兆

 

夕陽遲暮

吉朋獨坐羅馬古城斷垣殘壁

發願寫帝國興亡史

 

當然

這是在崩塌多年之後

OK computer (Radiohead 1997)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fHiGbolFFGw&list=PLkSTq_iV1ZIAX-TtjbjNY7YRHD7ULqYC9

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/OK_Computer

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Radiohead

Friday, October 6, 2017

Further Developments in Interpersonal Psychoanalysis, 1980s-2010s: Evolving Interest in the Analyst’s Subjectivity (ed. Donnel Stern, Irwin Hirsch, Jan 19, 2018)

 
Further Developments in Interpersonal Psychoanalysis, 1980s-2010s is the second collection of selected classic articles of the modern era by psychoanalysts identified with the interpersonal perspective. The first, The Interpersonal Perspective in Psychoanalysis, 1960s-1990s presented articles by second and third generation interpersonalists. This book contains those written by the third and fourth generation of interpersonal psychoanalysts.

The articles selected by the Editors for this second book extend the theme of transference and countertransference that was the throughline of the first book, lending even greater significance in clinical practice to the analyst’s subjectivity and its relation to the patient’s mind. One chapter after another in this book reveal ways that the analyst’s experience can lead to a greater appreciation of the patient’s unconscious experience. It is because of papers such as these that interpersonal psychoanalysis has been described as the origin, at least in North America, of the contemporary clinical interest in psychoanalytic subjectivity. As in the first, the articles in this second book include classic contributions from Bromberg, Greenberg, Hirsch, Mitchell, Levenson, Stern, and Wolstein; these writers are joined here by Blechner, Bonovitz, Buechler, Fiscalini, Held-Weiss, Kuriloff, and White.

North American psychoanalysis has long been deeply influenced and substantially changed by clinical and theoretical perspectives first introduced by interpersonal psychoanalysis. Yet even today, despite its origin in the 1930s, many otherwise well-read psychoanalysts and psychotherapists are not well informed about the field. Along with its companion work, this book provides a superb starting point for those who are not as familiar with interpersonal psychoanalysis as they might be. For those who already know the literature, the book will be useful in placing a selection of classic interpersonal articles and their writers in key historical context. (amazon)

Mark Knopfler - Brothers in arms [Berlin 2007]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBadAVsdixk



在龍天樓後無樓的世界我們聽著

四十八前四十八


2018 切記 勿造作

一條乾淨的毛巾

一打香皂

菸到2017年底

我知道廢墟是甚麼(嗎)

Deanxit / Epram

月色 (2017-10-6)

2017-10-9 (AM / PM OPD)

2017-10-11 (PM MC x2)

2017-10-30* / 2017-11-27 / 2017-12-25

2017-12-9* / 2017-12-27

H4 (Nov 2017)

Malaise: A Novel (a la Nausea)  意思是說  需要小說來處理

Malaise: a state of deathly stagnation (厭倦 倦怠 一灘死水 荒瘠大地), which cannot be vitalized or invigorated

Besides Charles Taylor, it seemed that no one else had felt malaise in our modern times, though some liked to use the term "postmodern malaise".

Race against time

--- for them (被放逐的良心和聲音  海外民運人仕), they are dying out, in the next one, at most two, decades, and meantime, no sign of impending collapse of China is definite

--- and for me, I most likely will not live to see that day, when the regime transition is ignited and put in motion, I will die in this island, in the dark night of history

--- and forTaiwan, most likely, it will not survive 

--- and for China, well, it is, and if without luck, historical luck, always will be, a world of 1984 

我先前說過   兩岸關係的希望在時間  
自然的時間   地質學的時間
你現在應該知道   我們沒有這種時間

10/8 1:13 PM 等一下煮一鍋飯

10/11 5:43 AM dawn. two hours away. fin. however, whole day business, till 9 PM, today.

 

 

Matt Elliott - I Only Wanted to Give You Everything

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOA1XWTtwyA

八大家族垄断中国 (2012-12-28)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vk9vOxfDYSg

http://tw.aboluowang.com/2012/1228/275504.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wUfZusL6Kw



我本不知宋彬彬是八老之一宋任窮之女

http://hk.apple.nextmedia.com/realtime/china/20160518/55099727

http://www.open.com.hk/content.php?id=1686#.WddpWbcUmcw

小粉红

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feSHHP9QPIY

无色透明的液体

中国大城市的“丛林”有多深厚多危险?你周围的环境又有多复杂多样?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pgKHFWrAI8

在北上廣深要小心不要踩到別人的尾巴

任志強

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPWqe9hJOC0

Radiohead - Daydreaming

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTAU7lLDZYU

Radiohead - Lift

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBGaO89cBMI

2017-12-9

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEOXJGbWtnVm9TbXM/view?usp=sharing

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEZGtGOHppbWpXN1k/view?usp=sharing

熱中是什麽意思

http://www.chinesewords.org/dict/194838-989.html

荒野傳來的聲音


剛讀到一則台灣新聞

人妻激戰小王 夫隔牆聽叫床呻吟聲一整夜http://news.ltn.com.tw/news/society/breakingnews/2214867

 

這算不算荒野傳來的聲音

 

我足不出戶六十年

但對荒野一直嚮往

當我說龍天樓後無樓

 

這算不算荒野傳來的聲音

 

當然你會說

那是想像的荒野

想像的荒野傳來的聲音

 

我沉默下來

心想我是真的聽到

而且他媽的整晚聽到

 

顧立雄不 是顧憲成說

家事國事天下事事事關心

風聲雨聲讀書聲聲聲入耳

 

你憑甚麼說那是想像的
 

VOA连线(秦伟平):经济学家警告美国股市可能大崩盘

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4eyeprEeZ94

cult of personality (造神運動)

A cult of personality arises when an individual uses mass media, propaganda, or other methods to create an idealized, heroic, and at times worshipful image, often through unquestioning flattery and praise. Sociologist Max Weber developed a tripartite classification of authority; the cult of personality holds parallels with what Weber defined as "charismatic authority". A cult of personality is similar to divinization, except that it is established by mass media and propaganda usually by the state, especially in totalitarian (or sometimes authoritarian) states.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cult_of_personality

兩岸皆熱中造神我對造神運動的興趣在性器官和屁眼不知道他們打算怎麼造

Blade Runner 2049

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzIgvSq7JSk

Freud: The Making of an Illusion (Frederick Crews, Aug 22, 2017)

 
From the master of Freud debunkers, the book that definitively puts an end to the myth of psychoanalysis and its creator

Since the 1970s, Sigmund Freud’s scientific reputation has been in an accelerating tailspin—but nonetheless the idea persists that some of his contributions were visionary discoveries of lasting value. Now, drawing on rarely consulted archives, Frederick Crews has assembled a great volume of evidence that reveals a surprising new Freud: a man who blundered tragicomically in his dealings with patients, who in fact never cured anyone, who promoted cocaine as a miracle drug capable of curing a wide range of diseases, and who advanced his career through falsifying case histories and betraying the mentors who had helped him to rise. The legend has persisted, Crews shows, thanks to Freud’s fictive self-invention as a master detective of the psyche, and later through a campaign of censorship and falsification conducted by his followers.

A monumental biographical study and a slashing critique, Freud: The Making of an Illusion will stand as the last word on one of the most significant and contested figures of the twentieth century. (amazon) (kindle 2017-10-6)

http://www.nybooks.com/articles/2017/10/26/freuds-clay-feet/?utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=NYR%20Freud%20Hardwick%20Varda&utm_content=NYR%20Freud%20Hardwick%20Varda+CID_34d95c268e54e6331393033e8a938736&utm_source=Newsletter&utm_term=Freuds%20Clay%20Feet

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Thursday, October 5, 2017

那天深夜


經過民光東路大業路口

突然聽到三十年前的聲音

 

燒肉粽啊燒肉粽

 

我跟D君說捧個場吧

但沒有辦法停車一下就到了龍膽

 

今夜中秋次日

月出山頭六點廿

我帶小犬上露台

頂不住十月朔風

 

三十年前的聲音

說明了一種生活

 

a way of life

我們失去的就是這個

that moment of epiphany



跛腳的卒子

在野塚思考棋局 

 

等待已久

尋索已久 

 

我先前說過

關於中國

你必須大量接觸

才可能有一點自己的判斷 

 

跛腳的卒子說

我的朋友王一生曾說

當你遇到野唱的樵夫

才可能看徹這個棋局 

 

歷史是事後的書寫

盯著棋局的人以為

他能看到那個瞬間 

 

跛腳的卒子說

我的朋友王一生曾說

 

他忘了他就在局中