你要理解,數日後,將行至 S6,意思是說,哲學終篇,
而且你要理解,這真的是,走一步算一步,
意思是說,召喚七十年的回憶,
步步,都是遺忘,
步步,都是對遺忘的想像,
意思是說,步步,都是重構遺忘 (Nachträglichkeit),
In the psychoanalysis of Sigmund Freud, afterwardsness (German: Nachträglichkeit) is a "mode of belated understanding or retroactive attribution of sexual or traumatic meaning to earlier events. Nachträglichkeit, is also translated as deferred action, retroaction, après-coup, afterwardsness".[1] As summarized by another scholar, 'In one sense, Freud's theory of deferred action can be simply stated: memory is reprinted, so to speak, in accordance with later experience'.[2]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Afterwardsness
意思是說,遺忘比(所謂的)回憶,更趨近真實,
這時,你想起,那場被轟炸的夜晚的東京的漆黑的音樂會,