Sunday, November 5, 2023

intensity (SP 2023) (自體的心理學) (D&G)

起因是 Netflix 的電影不好看,影集更糟 (公平的說,所有影集,都不好看,不是只有 Netflix 如此),

為什麼不好看,尤其是電影,

四點起身,突然知道,問題出在,強度不夠,

你要理解,強度不是塞滿動作 (action),強度不是製造衝突 (conflict),強度不只是張力 (tension),

強度是一個「準確的事件」,時間準確,結構準確,細節準確,伏筆準確,隱喻準確,

以至於,你見到一個強度恰到好處的作品,你就好像見到一個難忘的風景,

你就知道,你會再回來,

你要理解,強度準確的作品,的前提是,你已經有過,不計其數的,不準確的習作,

意思是說,那些習作,不過是為了,最後那個準確的作品做準備,

意思是說,生命的創作,「止于」那個準確的作品,

School-Based Practice in Action (18 books)

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08PP49CVP?binding=hardcover&ref=dbs_dp_rwt_sb_pc_thcv

Saturday, November 4, 2023

Coffee & Kareem (2020)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coffee_%26_Kareem

Promising Topline Phase 2 Results for Novel Oral Alzheimer's Drug

https://www.medscape.com/viewarticle/997728?ecd=WNL_conf_ctad_231104_MSCPEDIT_etid6021916&uac=304420PJ&impID=6021916

共匪關於柯文哲韓國瑜蔡正元是不是匪諜的數點說明

https://youtu.be/sMQM4K9v32I?si=dAGSPHN5QZ9QCqVK

包子暗殺李克強,然後裝沒事,去靈堂威脅家屬,操你媽的不要造反,隨即共匪國安,威脅對中共經濟崩潰說實話的人,

包子說

他沒有不製毒投毒,他沒有不叫蔡奇放水淹死涿州人,他沒有不叫王小洪毒殺李克強,他沒有不叫王滬寧幫他掰一百四十六種思想,他沒有不叫那幾個匪諜出來選台灣總統,他沒有不暗中慫恿策應亂搞俄烏以哈戰爭,他沒有不躲在床底下喝茅台打炮,

True Memoirs of an International Assassin (2016)

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/True_Memoirs_of_an_International_Assassin

Paradise City (2022)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paradise_City_(film)

Friday, November 3, 2023

Interpretive and Supportive Psychotherapies: Matching Therapy and Patient Personality (2002)

https://archive.org/details/interpretivesupp0000unse/page/n13/mode/2up

https://www.amazon.com/Interpretive-Supportive-Psychotherapies-Matching-Personality/dp/1557988315/ref=pd_ybh_a_sccl_2/130-2982650-2813210?pd_rd_w=s0ZZ4&content-id=amzn1.sym.67f8cf21-ade4-4299-b433-69e404eeecf1&pf_rd_p=67f8cf21-ade4-4299-b433-69e404eeecf1&pf_rd_r=YFSH9E2XAFJKAXXV1590&pd_rd_wg=9nnAD&pd_rd_r=df70677a-79af-46da-9c46-34a9102eb13b&pd_rd_i=1557988315&psc=1

Yirmiyahu Yovel (1935-2018)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yirmiyahu_Yovel

Spinoza and other Heretics

Yovel's best-known book is Spinoza and other Heretics, (Princeton 1989), a diptych in two volumes that offers a new interpretation of the existential origins of Spinoza's intellectual revolution (Vol. I) and its developments in later thinkers of modernity (Vol. II). Spinoza appealed to Yovel primarily by his radical principle of immanence, which Yovel sees as paradigmatic of much of modern thought, and by his striking personal case. No modern thinker before Nietzsche has gone as far as Spinoza in shedding all historical religion and all horizons of transcendence. In wondering what had enabled Spinoza to tear himself so drastically from the Western theistic tradition, Yovel did not turn directly to the rational arguments that drove Spinoza, but looked first for the historico-existential situation that cleared the mental space for those arguments to emerge and take hold in the mind.[10]

The answer, Yovel suggested, is linked to the dualities and confused religious identity of the peculiar Jewish group from which Spinoza came, the so-called Marranos, who before arriving in Holland had lived for generations in Spain and Portugal as forced converts from Judaism, absorbing Christian symbols, mental patterns and ways of thinking. Former Jews who tried to remain Jewish in secret had only scant knowledge of Judaism, and what they knew they conceptualized in Christian terms; while others, having mixed the two religions, ended up neither Jews nor Christians, and looked to the affairs of this life and this world as a substitute to religious salvation in either Jesus or Moses. However, describing the events of Marranos responding to the miracle in the Convent of São Domingos in Lisbon on April 19, 1506 with statements such as "How can a piece of wood do miracles?", or "Put some water to it and it'll go out", Yovel states that these words "expressed the same rough Jewish common sense resisting the Catholic sense of mysterium and insisting on calling super-rational phenomena by their earthly names."[11] The Marrano experience, Yovel suggests, made it possible for several ex-Marranos to adopt the immanent and "secular" standpoint which Spinoza radicalized and gave it a powerful systematization.[12]

Volume One (The Marrano of Reason)[13] uses historical and literary materials to elicit a set of typical and recurring Marrano patterns (for example: life on two levels, overt and concealed; the use of equivocation and dual language; the search for an alternative way to salvation, replacing Jesus and Moses with philosophical reason, etc.) which in Spinoza are transposed from the context of religion to that of reason. From the other direction, key philosophical issues in Spinoza (language, politics and the multitude, the third kind of knowledge) are also, at the same time, shown to be responding to Marrano-like elements that further illuminate and contextualize them. Yovel insists that this contextualization is not reductive: Spinoza's ideas have an independent rational import that cannot be reduced to the historical circumstances that allowed them to arise.[14]

A heretic to all religions, Spinoza was banned by the rabbis but refused to convert to Christianity. By calling him "the first modern Jew", Yovel highlights his relevance to the Modern Jewish situation. His case - even more than his thought - anticipated most of the rival and contradicting solutions that were offered in later centuries to non-orthodox Jewish existence. Yet Spinoza himself neither advocated nor personally realized any of those options. He thus became, involuntarily, a founding father of almost all the forms of modern life in which he himself did not participate.[15]

Volume Two (The Adventures of Immanence)[16] uncovers the presence of Spinoza's revolution in some major turns of modern thought. Yovel distinguishes between naturalism and the broader concept of a "philosophy of immanence". The latter maintains that (a) immanent reality is all there is, the overall horizon of being; (b) it is also (through humans) the only valid source of moral and political norms; and (c) interiorizing this recognition is a precondition to whatever liberation or redemption humans can hope for. Yovel takes the reader into the latent and overt conversation with Spinoza in the work of Kant, Hegel, the left-Hegelians (Heine, Feuerbach, Hess), Marx, Nietzsche and Freud - all of whom shared a core philosophy of immanence but worked it out in rival ways, which also diverge from Spinoza's. This approach makes vividly present Spinoza's influence on modernity, including Jewish modernity. In the Epilogue, speaking for himself, Yovel argues for a critical philosophy of immanence to modify Spinoza's "dogmatic" one.[17]

The book was widely discussed and translated into French, German, Hebrew, Spanish, Portuguese, and Japanese.[18]

Thursday, November 2, 2023

MAURICIO ENRIQUE FAU

https://www.everand.com/author/530951801/MAURICIO-ENRIQUE-FAU

https://www.amazon.com/s?k=MAURICIO+ENRIQUE+FAU&i=stripbooks-intl-ship&crid=GHLC8D02BQ51&sprefix=mauricio+enrique+fau+%2Cstripbooks-intl-ship%2C1102&ref=nb_sb_noss

https://www.everand.com/saved

Point Blank (2010, 2019)

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt2499472/

The film is a remake of the 2010 French film of the same name, originally called À bout portant.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Point_Blank_(2010_film)

Multiple Negativity: Negativity and Difference in Hegel’s Science of Logic (Sina Kramer, 2017) (negativity vs vitality)

https://academic.oup.com/book/25313/chapter-abstract/192306686?redirectedFrom=fulltext&login=false

Hegel’s Dialectics (negativity vs vitality)

https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/hegel-dialectics/

Excerpt from Hegel for Beginners (negativity vs vitality)

https://www.marxists.org/reference/archive/hegel/help/easy.htm

Negation

Hegel calls this dynamic aspect of his thinking the power of "negation". It is by means of this "negativity" of thought that the static (or habitual) becomes discarded or dissolved, made fluid and adaptable, and recovers its eagerness to push on towards "the whole".

Dialectical thinking derives its dynamic of negation from its ability to reveal "contradictions" within almost any category or identity.

Hegel's "contradiction" does not simply mean a mechanical denial or opposition. Indeed, he challenges the classical notion of static self-identity, A = A, or A not= non-A.

By negation or contradiction, Hegel means a wide variety of relations difference, opposition, reflection or relation. It can indicate the mere insufficiency of a category or its incoherence. Most dramatically, categories are sometimes shown to be self-contradictory.


我想,黑格爾的 negative,來自他對 totality 和 absolute 的執著,以致所有未臻完整和絕對的論述,都遲早會被「否定」,以致開始下一輪辯證,now,如果你對完整和絕對,沒有這麼執著,馬馬虎虎,差不多就可以,那你就不會被否定,你就不需要無止盡的辨證,你要理解,中國人是有名的「指鹿為馬」,「指鼠為鴨」,差不多就好,沒有所謂 will to truth,只有 will to compromise ,所以「所謂」中國文明,是無止盡的重覆,而非無止盡的辯證,意思是說,中國文明只在先秦,發生過一次,之後,都不過是,重複欽定的版本,意思是說,秦開啟一統,之後兩千多年,四百多個皇帝,迫使幾千年來,數不清的中國人,失去「存在的張力和尊嚴和辯證」,都「他媽的」白活了,這就是「操」他媽的包子,現在正在做的事,黑格爾說過,中國只有皇帝一人自由,其他人都是窩囊的奴隸,這就是為什麼黑格爾說,中國沒有嚴格意義上,值得被稱為歷史,值得歷史的名,的歷史,


Hegel: The Restlessness Of The Negative (Jean-Luc Nancy, 2002) (negativity vs vitality)

https://www.amazon.com/Hegel-Restlessness-Negative-Jean-Luc-Nancy/dp/0816632219

On Hegel: The Sway of the Negative (Karin de Boer, 2010) (negativity vs vitality)

https://ndpr.nd.edu/reviews/on-hegel-the-sway-of-the-negative/

明志篇

幽冥眾生,悉蒙開曉,

隨意所趣,作諸事業,

克強還魂嚇死包子

https://youtu.be/QhRFnrvLt4I?si=zRf2NYHrtFuRaIjx

The Last Mercenary (2021)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Last_Mercenary_(2021_film)

Mark Manson (b 1984)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mark_Manson

https://markmanson.net/

推背 46

《推背圖》預言詩一般分為讖和頌兩部分,還配有圖解。在第46象中,

讖曰:

黯黯陰霾,殺不用刀。

萬人不死,一人難逃。

頌曰:

有一軍人身帶弓,只言我是白頭翁。

東邊門裡伏金劍,勇士後門入帝宮。

而詩的配圖則是這樣的:



https://www.epochtimes.com/b5/23/9/18/n14076236.htm


延亮兄

https://www.openbook.org.tw/article/p-68332

南方,寂寞鐵道

https://youtu.be/GpeAeJsWtLk?si=AVhfC0RRnfZR73Ya

南方,寂寞火車 (陳明章)

https://youtu.be/q2WDk2QCN5g?si=mCjpB7n9GZFVRmHS

recognition means to be seen (Negativity vs Vitality)

笛卡爾說,我思故我在,
黑格爾說,我被辨識 (recognized),故我在,
剛剛突然知道,被辨識,就是被看見 (to be seen),
你要理解,動物的視覺,有辨識型態 (pattern),和異於熟悉的型態,的求生本能,
(狗狗喜歡互嗅,所以嗅覺是狗狗的辨識)
而且你要理解,物是波,也是粒子,被看見的瞬間,波的功能塌陷,詐現為粒子,沒有被看見的瞬間,波的功能恢復,又回到自由的波,
所以,黑格爾的意思是說,
我看見你,所以你存在,
你看見我,所以我存在,
這就是,有名的,互相看見 (mutual recognition),
(這裡隱藏著生命的絕大的不自由,因為 「need」 to be seen / recognized;「wish」 to be seen / recognized;「desire」 to be seen / recognized)
進一步衍伸,
我看見善意的你,所以善意的你存在,所以你只能是善意的你,這就是天堂,
我看見惡意的你,所以惡意的你存在,所以你只能是惡意的你,這就是地獄,
陌生的定義,就是非敵非友,
我看見陌生的你,所以陌生的你存在,所以你我,彼此還不認識,這是這個世界的常態,


To Lead a Meaningful Life, Become Your Own Hero

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/to-lead-a-meaningful-life-become-your-own-hero/?utm_source=newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=mind&utm_content=link&utm_term=_featured-this-week

On the Destruction and Death Drives (2023) (negativity vs vitality)

https://www.amazon.com/Destruction-Death-Drives-Andr%C3%A9-Green-ebook/dp/B0C8G3MF8V/ref=sr_1_4?crid=2GGMB44TO8I7A&keywords=Death+drive&qid=1698853813&s=books&sprefix=death+drive%2Cstripbooks-intl-ship%2C441&sr=1-4

Wednesday, November 1, 2023

Negativity vs Vitality

好比,夜與日,黑暗與光線,涅槃與流轉,死與生,這明顯是,亙古的 versus,

為什麼 Netflix 的電影和影集不好看,因為為了迎合,適合闔家觀賞,失去了上述那個 versus 的張力,

既然是 versus,張力必須來自執念,執念的邊界,就是妄想,

初興的妄想,只能被當成病理,成功奪權的妄想,毫無疑問,就是真理,

意思是說,

今日真理,曾經是,昨日妄想,

今日妄想,如果幸運,就是,明日真理,

意思是說,這個 versus,判準在於,誰狠,誰拳頭大,誰說了算,

至此,你不禁絕望起來,對於那個 versus 的必要,

至此,你只能深信無疑,包子真的有一百四十六種思想,




New Training Method Helps AI Generalize like People Do

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/new-training-method-helps-ai-generalize-like-people-do/?utm_source=newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=tech&utm_content=link&utm_term=2023-10-31_featured-this-week

Tuesday, October 31, 2023

Gutterbug (2019)

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt7604948/ (Plex)

schizoanalysis (Negativity vs Vitality)

D&G 論分裂分析,是有理由的,因為 S 的 loosening of association,恰恰破解了,完整的句子,環環相扣,無懈可擊的邏輯,讓我們可以,用不完整的句子,發出「動物般的聲音」,來到混沌的邊緣,這是為什麼,叫床這麼重要的原因,你要理解,那是宇宙的語言,生命誕生的依據,很多很多年前,我曾跟一個小說家說,當台灣有人,可以用七種語言叫床和寫小說,台灣的現代化就算完成,

delusion (Negativity vs Vitality)

妄想,何以嚴重,就是因為,執意信其為真,且為唯一之真,遂失去 N vs V 的辯證,只剩 N 自圓其說,咬住自己的尾巴不放,

「是被害死的」:為鎮壓舉國悼李除習排山倒海包子下令三百萬解放軍進京屠城

https://www.youtube.com/live/SUxiK7oi9xk?si=-kD3xc4RF1FGvF2A

repetition compulsion (Negativity vs Vitality)

為什麼執意重複,是因為怕遺漏了什麼,怕做錯了什麼,因此必須確定,十分確定,百分之百確定,

意思是說,OCD 的本質是悲喜劇,悲在再怎麼檢查,都不可能像磐石一般確定,喜在「重複這麼多次」的這個動作,給人帶來的喜感,

我說過很多次,喜劇比悲劇深刻,意思是說,OCD 須琢磨那個重複的動作,像是演員一般的演出,

意思是說,把自己當成演員,把 OC 的 RC 當成演出,遂不禁笑出聲,

你要理解,我們的人生,就是 OC 的 RC 的演出,我是說,每一個人,每一個人生,沒有例外,

Is CRISPR safe? Genome editing gets its first FDA scrutiny

https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-023-03317-7?utm_source=Live+Audience&utm_campaign=583f650fad-briefing-dy-20231030&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_b27a691814-583f650fad-50423968

Monday, October 30, 2023

Negativity vs Vitality

N vs V,最大的問題在於,為什麼,憑什麼,生命還有希望?但是,弔詭的是,就如悲劇,未必比喜劇深刻,死亡未必,比起生命,更為深刻,你要理解,上述兩個未必,是客氣話,我是相信喜劇比悲劇深刻的,同理,我相信死亡是必然,生命是意外,但是,死亡無趣乏味,生命才是趣味,我說過很多次,對於一個人,一個作品,我能想到,最大的恭維,就是,這是一個有趣的人,這是一個有趣的作品,意思是說,唯其有趣,所以超越了乏味,戲謔了死亡,意思是說,悲劇只是說明,希望是不可能的,但是喜劇證明了,希望居然,還是可能的,這是為什麼我說,生命,或喜劇,是意外的原因,


Negativity vs Vitality,eqauls,Thanatos vs Eros,Necrophilia vs Biophilia,所以,我們必須回到佛洛依德的 dual drive theory (Beyond the pleasure principle, 1920) ,重新想,佛洛姆當年想過的事情,


We shall argue, based on the ideas formulated in Beyond the Pleasure Principle and in later metapsychological texts, that Freud could not wholly justify the existence of an opposition and a symmetry between the two classes of instincts. Even though up to his last works Freud held on to this instinctual dualism, again and again his arguments lead to the idea that the life instincts should be regarded, ultimately, as death instincts. (Fátima Caropreso and Richard Simanke, 2008)


In Beyond the Pleasure Principle, Freud (1920) introduced his second instinctual dualism hypothesis. Until then he had argued for the existence of a duality of self-preservation and sexual instincts. This duality had been challenged for some time, mainly since he articulated the concept of narcissism. In 1920, sexual and self-preservation instincts once and for all become part of the same type of instinct — the life instinct. And then Freud established another opposition — the life instinct and the death instinct.


Our intention in this article is to take up the arguments Freud developed in Beyond the Pleasure Principle, specifically arguments concerning the notions of the life and death instincts. We shall then examine some ideas developed in subsequent metapsychological texts. We argue that, if one keeps in mind the development of Freud's metapsychological theory beginning with his Project for a Scientific Psychology (Freud, 1895), the death instinct, rather than being a new and extra-theoretical idea, given Freud's work up to then, seems to be something that, one way or another, makes explicit what was implicit in all his previous theoretical work. Put another way, the death instinct is a concept that fulfills an internal need in psychoanalytic metapsychology as it had been presented from the beginning. 


To put it another way: when one thinks about the theses developed in Beyond the Pleasure Principle and in other metapsychological works, it is hard to avoid the impression that for Freud a tendency toward death lies behind all vital phenomena, including those that seem to work to preserve life. 


Barbara Low and Sabina Spielrein: Misrepresentations of Their Works in the History of Psychoanalysis (Fátima Caropreso , Richard Theisen Simanke, 2022) (negativity vs vitality)

https://muse.jhu.edu/article/860681/summary

The death instinct and the mental dimension beyond the pleasure principle in the works of Spielrein and Freud (Fátima Caropreso, 2017) (negativity vs vitality)

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/313450515_The_death_instinct_and_the_mental_dimension_beyond_the_pleasure_principle_in_the_works_of_Spielrein_and_Freud

https://www.scielo.br/j/pusp/a/ppnrGmCbXRrPr8rrTCvj4kn/?format=pdf&lang=en

Sabina Spielrein: out from the shadow of Jung and Freud (Brian R. Skea, 2006) (negativity vs vitality)

https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1468-5922.2006.00496.x

1121202(SP 2023)

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1MCMRw3J61uUc-taG3Uth4RbO4qHO_nWp

十四億隻菜刀十四億塊磚頭

https://youtu.be/pbq7H3Yi43E?si=8Bn2XboVQpfD3e6K

10/30/23 (星期一)

恍如隔世,遂知已入第四世,你要理解,世世之隔,以離為界,意思是說,時間加速,原本卅年,方為一世,現則三年,已為一世,

物為心之本,有物無心,徒然死物,有心無物,不耐孤懸,未幾枯竭,物何以至於心,此一跨越,實為奇蹟,我們不知,如何發生,心墮為物,不難理解,喪心病狂,就會發生,科技源自人心,欲控制自然,玩弄死物所致,科技非自然本有,可謂界乎心物之怪胎,

Sunday, October 29, 2023

The Hard Way (2019)

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt9815714/

AKA (2023)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AKA_(2023_film)

The 10 Most Important Customer Experience (CX) Trends In 2024

https://www.forbes.com/sites/bernardmarr/2023/10/24/the-10-most-important-customer-experience-cx-trends-in-2024/?sh=705ca8e07a0e

萬車齊鳴悼李滅包救中國

https://youtu.be/5VfUNnSIeGo?si=gGuIlUPqgsHdkwo4



央視新聞聯播說長江黃河必須倒流包子下令小洪執行毒殺李克強

https://youtu.be/6uhSPCSlWOM?si=nM-XMzoVM4omBPVt

https://youtu.be/tE7_UNsKw-Q?si=f1ajhrSG6qlbJgkm

https://www.youtube.com/live/i0CyF6zVK8c?si=syej7Mctxxe5Q09l

https://youtu.be/qTAZB9LQlh4?si=byvPoP9e0aCWzl7-


離開

你要理解,離開一次,不算離開,離開兩次,才算離開,你說,三次如何乎,我「想了一下」說,三次以上,似乎太多,比如說,孟晚舟離婚四次,包子一夜七炮,這件事說明,兩人胃口皆佳,而且你要理解,後者絕非,一洞連鑽七次,其中「巧妙組合之可能性」,須高明數學家,方可計算完全,「總之」,意思是說,「三次以上,就是追酒」,飲杯大忌矣,跟這個宇宙,這個世界,酒之況味,已無關係,小結,最好結局,界乎二三之間,比如說,Iris Murdoch 寫海海 (The Sea,The Sea,1978),她幾乎寫,畢竟沒有寫海海海 (The Sea,The Sea, The Sea),以上告訴我們,行程安排,宜二二,或三二,意思是說,換二地方,每個地方,至少兩天,最多三天,為什麼不是二三,因為最後一棧,已有歸心,所謂,朔風動秋草,邊馬有歸心,行程擇日,須錯開人車潮,且宜先遠後近,繞一圈亦可,比如說環島,吃飯不需講究,但宜懷念,取景則須講究,但需運氣,景外須留空間,閑坐抽菸,比如說露台,意思是說,「室外有室,室室外即景」,山海皆佳,空曠為上,交通極省,一里一元半,年輕卅歲,宜 150 cc 白牌,濾掛咖啡必備,須睡袋鋪墊,「安靜的聽」,如果你去達科他,油箱一定要加滿,因為下一個加油站,極可能五百里外,迄今處理不來黃紅牌,動輒一百八十兩百五十公斤,力有未逮,實在慚愧,簡單講,摔不起,扶不起,就不要勉強,玩這種名堂,離開,相對的是,回來,當然,離開,也可以,不回來,為什麼二棧,因為,拆包 (unpacking) 打包 (packing),至少兩次,你才學會,以前我說,兩條線索,方為旅者,現在我說,第二條線索,未必要用到,備而不用即可,盤纏不需太多,夠用即可,依照上述,最貴是宿,但如果沒有家累,一切都很便宜,另外切記,不可洗澡刷牙,那是徹底墮落,我不反對,偶而洗手,W. G. Sebald (1944-2001) 曾說,他行走江湖,最懷念的是,瑞士的小客棧 (inn),想來是那種,如詩如畫,童話故事般的山谷,我最懷念的則是,小鎮火車站旁,搖晃的床,

九之九 (星期日)

2:19 AM,10/29/23,林立果 (1945-1971),五七一工程,睡夢中想到,共匪是絞肉機,把人和生命,絞成破碎原子,這次李克強被絞,吳尊友八成亦被絞,前者清洗洩憤,後者殺人滅口,關於克強,民眾主動祭弔,說明厭惡包子,是中國人民,按捺不住的憤怒,這個憤怒,已超越過被包子迫害的恐懼,中國人民,你要理解,解放軍加上武警,只有區區四百萬,你相信十四億隻菜刀,十四億塊磚頭,砸不碎這四百萬隻畜牲嗎,

10:43 AM,明年六月前,摒除外務,只做一件事,加上另一件事,

Saturday, October 28, 2023

The Takedown (French: Loin du périph) (2022)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Takedown

This one is about the ethics of psychoanalysis and bubble butt. 

阿如阿娥蘇格蘭場雙雄豪哥大哥成探長撞鬼

https://youtu.be/F4BTjZhpP9k?si=ROA6Ybid6ZYQHlCz

起因是大哥成,重金請泰國鬼婆,幫他養鬼,此婆在劉青雲所演 Care 關,亦出現過,結果女鬼之甕,被嗜賭阿如撿去,遂發生一串鳥事,

柯包配候包配郭包配史稱包包包交配三次

https://youtu.be/iFutfe9DpHU?si=nvwbYPhe-VcRf0p9

台灣匪諜王小明,代表有八千萬億會員的台灣匪諜學會,投書紐約時報華爾街日報人民日報環球時報解放軍報求是雜誌,控訴共匪,土匪流氓,爽約無信,踐踏人權,沒有付錢,起因是王滬寧宋濤二人,負責點鈔發錢,卻私下抽成,百分之九十九點,「九九九九九九九九」,小明哭訴,匪諜為匪賣命,非常辛苦,結果實得一元,為什麼八個九,因為自摸西,出算術題考阿旺,問他八七六五四三二一,加一二三四五六七八是多少,阿旺立答,「九九九九九九九九」,自摸西驚為天人,跟阿旺說,我是賭神,給我三萬,收你為徒,教你賭術,搵食發達,之後,阿旺鑽暴牙珍的洞,出街夜奔西哥,連續胡牌三十波,而且知道,剩下二花,位在哪裡,西哥遂帶阿旺,踢館鳳凰女,一晚就贏,八十八萬八千八,然後買了八萬五,水貨假錶,賄賂十三飛姐,飛姐識貨,「吹一口氣」,吹散瑞士原廠,中國山寨金錶,把自摸西一腳,踢到九霄雲外,這個故事,告訴我們,匪諜打工,應得薪水,不可不付,買錶送人,要買真貨,

2013-2023

https://youtu.be/fIpH72Ty6gw?si=BGkr--Ntptph1b1n

且看包子,如何把中國搞砸,帶回蠻荒,

重生前的廢墟

今日,將去紀錄,也是憑弔,一個重生前的廢墟,

Reducing Burnout in VA Therapists: Study Points to Role of Institutional Support

https://alert.psychnews.org/2023/10/reducing-burnout-in-va-therapists-study.html?m=1

基于自體的心理學的心理治療,殊勝何在? (SP 2023) (自體的心理學) (結語)

殊勝在于,自體和這個宇宙,這個世界的「互相看見」,為這個宇宙,這個世界的詐 (乍) 現,留下曾經存在 (being) 的證據,和生成不居 (becoming) 的可能性。

這句話費解,容我慢慢道來。

Agential Realism (Karen Barad, 2007),講的是,將 Niel Bohr 的量子力學,和後結構主義的哲學,擺在一起的,生命哲學。

Bohr 說,在次原子 (subatomic) 的微觀世界,物是波 (wave),也是粒子 (particle)。何以是粒子?因為波的功能的塌陷 (collapse of wave function)。何以波的功能的塌陷?因為「被看見」 (be seen)。

意思是說,這個宇宙,這個世界,唯其被看見在先,才得以存在,才得以生成不居。

何以詐 (乍) 現?因為得以存在,和得以生成不居,是「幾乎同時發生」的。

這個「幾乎同時發生」,就是熊十力講的,體用不二,翕闢成變;就是金剛經講的,應無所住而生其心;就是 D&G 講的,pure immanence,event,becoming。

就是 Karen Barad 講的,「半途中遇見宇宙」(Meeting the Universe Halfway: Quantum Physics and the Entanglement of Matter and Meaning, Karen Barad, Duke University Press, 2007)。

然後,你要理解,這點,我是不久前,才恍然大悟的。

Agential Realism 講的 agent,不必是人,不必是自體,其實,就是「物」 (matter)。(註一)

意思是說,就是草木瓦石。

草木瓦石,皆有良知。

巖中花樹,就是良知。

人,自體,只是「見證」,這個宇宙,這個世界,的過客;只是「禮讚」,這個宇宙,這個世界,作為詐 (乍) 現的,曾經存在,幾乎同時發生,繼續生成不居,的過客。

此時,10/28/23,4:48 AM。

10/23 到 10/27,我和 D 君,在五結鹽寮,「看見」了兩個海。

前者寧夏看海,後者海嵐行腳。

前者出自建築師,嶄新設計之手,二百七十度視野,空海天際,唯其沙洲,渺無人煙,幾無光害,遂見繁星。

後者有點年紀,因處鹽寮,遂憶東籬 (孟祥森,1937-2009)。遂知 1984-1997,東籬在此,如棲息于此的白鷺,「將自然還給了自然」。

意思是說,基于自體的心理學的心理治療,始於自然,終於自然。

回到自然,就是將自然還給自然。

意思是說,基于自體的心理學的心理治療,「途經」五棧,回到自然,回到歷史,存在治療,批判的心理治療,後結構主義的心理治療。其中二四,為的是去人為造作,三五則與一合,為的就是回到一。

意思是說,廿一世紀,迎面而來的,是物的反撲,人的退位。

這個反撲,這個退位,預設了無情的物,無義的人。

這個反撲,這個退位,遂預見了,後人類的世界。

你要理解,那是一個無情無義的廢墟。

意思是說,我沒有打算高估人,也沒有打算低估人,我打算還給人,作為生命的,恰如其分的本色。我「希望」(hope),人可以,始於有心,終於無心,懺悔悔過,免於造作,誠意護生,禮讚生成,還給這個宇宙,這個世界,一個有情有義的存在。

就像東籬,還給鹽寮,一個有情有義的存在。

註一:物 (matter),或稱物質 (material),是相對於心 (mind) 而言。

注意,物 (matter) 與客體 (object) 不同,客體是相對於主體 (subject) 而言。

主體客體,基本上皆為心 (mind) 之用詞。

當然,凡生命,不管是主體,還是客體,皆有身體 (body) 。

身體為「有生命之物」 (animate matter),界乎「無生命之物」 (inanimate matter) 和心之間。(註二)

簡單講,我想說的是,物 (matter) 是這個宇宙,這個世界的物質基礎,「物是生命的他者」。生命則是,這個宇宙,這個世界的奇蹟 (miracle)。

你要理解,Blade Runner 2049,就是從這個奇蹟說起的。

換句話說,他者 (other) 有二,一為「無生命的物的他者」,二為「有生命的物 (亦即生命) 的他者」。

一般,我們所謂他者,只指後者。Agential Realism,則特別強調前者。我想,這是因為 Karen Barad 有物理學 (尤其量子物理) 的背景所致。

精神分析,強調的是心,所以「有生命的物 (亦即生命) 的他者」通常被當成客體 (object,internal object,trsnsitional object,selfobject,objet petit a) 來對待,人際精神分析 (interpersonal psychoanalysis) 乃至關係學派精神分析 (relational psychoanalysis),則保留了他者的他者性 (otherness),他者遂沒有,一昧被當成客體來對待。

換句話說,精神分析,無法處理,「無生命的物」,頂多說幾句,生物即命運 (biology is destiny),或地理即命運 (geography is destiny),這種語焉不詳的話。

意思是說,精神分析,所處理的物,頂多及於「有生命的物」(亦即身體),但常見情況是,甚至連有身體這回事,都忘掉了。

再者,主體或主體性,唯心之意涵和企圖濃烈。自體 (self) 則明顯是肉身凡夫。你問,什麼是肉身?養幾隻狗,每天幫牠們清理便尿,你就知道,什麼是肉身了。當然,自體也「有一點心理可言」,但你可以確定,那是非常柴米油鹽,生活化的心理,不會是論證,針尖上可以站立幾個天使的那種。意思是說,自體為何嚮往形上學,恰恰就是因為,他沒有那種名堂。你要理解,本體論屬形上學,其定義就是,為形下的世界,找到形上的基礎。

小結,我喜歡,這個自體,位於形下的位置和狀態,跳芭蕾的天使與我無關,街角那個襤褸異味的流浪漢與我有關。我「希望」 (hope),今晚他可以飽餐一頓,溫暖睡去,天明繼續跋涉。(註三)

註二,無生命之物,又可分「自然的無生命之物」(比如說,石頭),和「人為的無生命之物」(比如說,塑膠袋)。前者屬自然的一部分,後者則超過自然所能代謝。前者與生命有關,後者往往反生命。你要理解,人類世 (anthropocene),工業革命以降,這個世界,最大的問題就是,人為的無生命之物,已把這個自然猶存的世界,變成人造廢墟的垃圾堆。

意思是說,人為造作,就是反自然,反生命,反眾生,反人類,就是徹底的邪惡,萬劫不復的毀滅。

比如說,共匪治下,區區七十年,在中國大地,就蓋了九萬八千座水壩。意思是說,中國的大小河川,就是中共蠻昧暴政的污水溝。

先前,提到,東籬。

採菊東籬下,悠然「見」南山。

陳白沙 (1428-1500) 說,鳶飛魚躍。

湛甘泉 (1466-1560) 說,去支離復渾淪。

面對甚麼,你就是甚麼。

終日面對,不計其數的污水溝,請問你能「見」什麼生命,成為怎麼樣的,「與之相應的」生命?

小結,「自然的無生命之物」,會喚起與之相應的生命;「人為的無生命之物」,則只可能敗壞生命,讓生命墮為無生命的物。

註三,「這個自體位於形下的位置和狀態」,這句話的意思是說,我心目中的自體是形下的,吃喝拉撒,混口飯吃,就算一生。意思是說,如果他「居然」還做了點,想了點別的,我就真為他高興。意思是說,如果他「果然」沒有做了點,想了點別的,其實也無所謂。你見過沉思的烏蠅或蜜蜂嗎?你能說烏蠅和蜜蜂,不是一個恰如其分的生命嗎?(註四)

註四,我對烏蠅和蜜蜂,情有獨鍾,前者是因為長樂街烏蠅哥 (天師鬥殭屍,2014),後者是因為 Generation A: A Novel (Douglas Coupland,2009)。前者是共匪滅港前,港人酣暢人生的典範;後者則是從蜜蜂滅絕後,開始說起的人類故事。(註五)

註五,你要理解,植物的交配繁衍,靠的是蜜蜂,作為「生命的信差」 (life messenger)。就像 Sandor Ferenczi 的 legacy,需要 Clara Thompson,作為信差,才能傳遞到紐約的 WAWI。當然,有人苛責,她只是半個信差 (half messenger)。(註六)

註六,這是苛責,因為作為讀者作者,我們的命運,只可能是,誤讀的信差。

Friday, October 27, 2023

新華社說包子毒死李克強

https://youtu.be/316EY4Cuojw?si=WEsF68iu70_8b2eM

把自然還給自然

我相信,這是老孟離開前的感想,你要理解,人世紛爭,抵不過這幾隻白鷺,昨天我跟 D 君說,接下來兩個月,共匪和匪諜,會無所不用其極,干擾影響台灣選舉,

九之七

Thursday, October 26, 2023

九之六 (下午)

 


九之六 (早晨)



今日,南行,
你要理解,陽光是直接的,意思是說,沒有阻攔的,元素的,我想,老孟,曬這種陽光,日復一日,不愛生也難,你要理解,所有文明的舉動,都是為了修飾阻攔,這個元素的力量,
還不確定,但是初步印象是,天氣變化很快,來得很快,去得很快,意思是說,剛剛好像,什麼都沒有發生過,意思是說,沒有拖泥帶水,包括颱風,下雨,陽光,日月,星辰,等等,
南行,為的是,找到,一個,可以,坐下來,的地方,順便,全聯,補給,濾掛,咖啡,杯麵,水果,

Wednesday, October 25, 2023

九之五 (雨,還是下得很大)

印象中,老孟譯過佛洛姆,但是似乎對精神分析,沒有表態,

我想,這是受限於,那個年頭,

你要理解,那是資訊匱乏,資源闕如,的六零七零年代,

我想,老孟,會喜歡,精神分析,也會喜歡,後結構主義,

意思是說,如果他今天還在世,他會喜歡 z library,

意思是說,坐擁大海,月光,和一千四百萬冊書,

九之五 (這時,雨越下越大)

剛剛提到,溢越的十年 (decade of excess),隨之而來的,當然是,知所節制的十年 (decade of limit),

意思是說,老孟的生命哲學,我相信,是一個素樸的愛生哲學,

意思是說,他預見了,當今的生態哲學,

某夏,颶風肆虐北台灣,風過次日,老孟和兒子大牛,鹽寮北上,帶著幾個饅頭和裝備,來到九份,幫神鵰俠侶,朋友夫婦,龍君兒和 Jimmy,清理家園,

聽到這件事,我跟 L 君說,你把 Daniel Burston 寫的 The Legacy of Erich Fromm,幫我拿給老孟,看他有沒有興趣翻譯,

意思是說,我差一點,認識老孟,

九之五 (這時,天落起雨來)

這明顯是想像,但是,時已至此,想像,是我唯一所有,意思是說,我不認識老孟,但是,我想想像老孟,你要理解,我是看他的譯作長大的,
剛剛才知道,老孟一生,翻譯了八十二本書,意思是說,一年兩本,幾乎「馬不停蹄」,
年輕的時候,我看過他的素面相見,已不記得,寫了些什麼,但是,這個書名,我喜歡,
他的愛生哲學,與佛洛姆有關嗎?
他讀過佛經,譯過佛教著作,寫過禪,
蔣勳評之,說他是台灣唯一,生命真實實踐的詩人,
此說,我想,是因為,他在一九八零九零年代,在鹽寮看著大海,
這件事,我先前不理解,今天下午,我跟 D 君說,這個海,「實在平淡無聊」,
你要理解,這是太平洋,沒有漁火,沒有商船,也許,有一天,你會看到燒開水的山東艦,
然後,你要理解,老孟,看了十三年,
我知道,他有一個破鋼琴,輔大 W 君,亦住鹽寮多年,告訴我,老孟自學鋼琴,會彈許多曲子,
這點,我很驚訝,意思是說,我本不知,鋼琴可以自學,
夏夜,海上,月亮,皎潔,老孟,月光,奏鳴曲,
意思是說,老孟,窮得淡出鳥來,但是,的確,活得,很有意思,
愛渴,分明,表示,生之欲,不願熄滅,
意思是說,這是一個,生之欲,的實踐者,
然後,雖然,一無所有,但是,坐擁大海,和那皎潔的月光,
我們不要忘記,這是面向東方的大海,
意思是說,每天被海上日出曬醒,
這件事,有點像性愛,大概,不到一分鐘,就可以搞定,
然後,你要理解,八零九零 (1984-1997),是台灣錢淹腳目的溢越的十年 (decade of excess) (等同大陸 2008-2018 的溢越的十年),
就在那十年,老孟來到鹽寮,
單憑這個作品,他就可以傳世,

九之五

 


九之五 (鹽寮篇)



老孟 (1937-2009),1984-1997 (47-60 歲) 在鹽寮十三年,之後十二年,到過世前,往返鹽寮和陽明山,不確定在鹽寮的時間多,還是在陽明山的時間多,

時隔四十年,今日海邊,依舊蕭瑟,與其當年所見,相去應不遠,老孟蘋蘋,和兩個孩子,簡陋草房,搭在哪裡,應是靠山這一邊罷,

老孟如何營生,我不相信,除寫作 (含譯作) 之外,他有固定工作,意思是說,除了微薄,稿費版權費,我不知道,他怎麼收入,


九之五 (早晨)

東北方,屬沙洲,光害少,遂見星,昨二震,待餘震,開始拆,三日畢,

Tuesday, October 24, 2023

A 股跌破國運線

https://youtu.be/T_liiPv7p5Y?si=yr8eDd8V-BRvllMY

陳梧桐說書論崇禎和包子

https://youtu.be/S_kLV1DeCr4?si=b3cQ9JBNnAoOEjIr

Study Compares Clinical Outcomes of Older Adults Prescribed 10 Common Antidepressants

https://alert.psychnews.org/2023/10/study-compares-clinical-outcomes-of.html

九之四

 


九之四 (2024)

題目 (2024)

否定和生機之辯證 
(The dialectic between negativity and vitality)

Reference

(1) Hegel: The Restlessness of The Negative, by Jean-Luc Nancy, University of Minnesota Press, 2002 

(2) The Persistence of the Negative: A Critique of Contemporary Continental Theory, by Benjamin Noys, EUP, 2012

(3) Negativity in Psychoanalysis: Theory and Clinic, ed. Duane Rousselle, Mark Gerard Murphy, Routledge, 2023

(4) 純粹力動現象學, 吳汝鈞, 台灣商務, 2005

(5) 純粹力動現象學六講, 吳汝鈞, 台灣學生書局, 2008

(6) Playing and Vitality in Psychoanalysis, by Giuseppe Civitarese, Antonino Ferro, Routledge, 2022

(7) Forms of Vitality: Exploring Dynamic Experience in Psychology and the Arts, by Daniel N. Stern, OUP, 2010

(8) The Thinking Heart: Three Levels of Psychoanalytic Therapy with Disturbed Children, by Anne Alvarez, Routledge, 2012

(9) Being Alive: Building on the Work of Anne Alvarez, by Judith Edwards, Routledge, 2014

(10) Thinking the Event, by François Raffoul, Indiana University Press, 2020

(11) Psychiatry in Crisis: At the Crossroads of Social Sciences, the Humanities, and Neuroscience, by Vincenzo Di Nicola, Drozdstoj Stoyanov, Springer, 2021

(12) Trauma and Event: A Philosophical Archaeology, PhD Dissertation, by Vincenzo Di Nicola, 2012

(13) A Thousand Plateaus and Philosophy, ed. Henry Somers-Hall, Jeffrey A. Bell, James Williams, EUP, 2018

(14) Negative Psychoanalysis for the Living Dead: Philosophical Pessimism and the Death Drive, by Julie Reshe, ‎Palgrave Macmillan, 2023

(15) What is Life?: With Mind and Matter and Autobiographical Sketches, by Erwin Schrodinger, Cambridge University Press, 2012

(16) The Neganthropocene, by Bernard Stiegler, Open Humanities Press, 2018

(17) Meeting the Universe Halfway: Quantum Physics and the Entanglement of Matter and Meaning, by Karen Barad, Duke University Press, 2007

(18) Of Immanence and Becoming: Deleuze and Guattari’s Philosophy and/as Relational Ontology, by Kathrin Thiel, Deleuze Studies 10.1 (2016): 117–134

(19) Process-Relational Philosophy: An Introduction to Alfred North Whitehead, by C. Robert Mesle, Templeton Foundation Press, 2008

辯證,起於「兩個執念的互相對立」,依黑格爾歷史哲學,對立久矣,「竟然形成某種統合」,乃至「可以開始,尋找下一個對立」,

Negativity 和 Vitality,我相信,就是佛洛伊德的生之欲 (Eros) 與死之欲 (Thanatos),就是佛洛姆的愛生 (Biophilia) 與惡生 (Necrophilia),

我確定,我們這個時代,「現代性的問題性」 (Problematic of Modernity),就是失去了上述這個辯證,

意思是說,時至此,我們仍在「兩個執念的互相對立」中,尚未找到那個「竟然形成某種統合」,以致遑論「可以開始,尋找下一個對立」,

意思是說,如果辯證猶存,我們,就還有希望 (Hope),

意思是說,我們,這個時代,「什麼都有」,但是,「沒有希望」,







九之四


Monday, October 23, 2023

calm jazz 3

https://youtu.be/dxu7o6WqIGk?si=iGpZzLTKo56v3Hsv



calm jazz

https://youtu.be/ZFBcnlPJHgU?si=azwL6uJ94ZRvkghE



Jean-Luc Marion (b 1946)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean-Luc_Marion

psychoanslysis as the extimate core of philosophy

https://youtu.be/eq9JmsVJLyM?si=9mvn-XPHwNVmOjx-

psychoanalysis of ai (Isabel Millar)

https://youtu.be/FGDYoajGDKA?si=1YHdtFHOsxzACk16

https://www.amazon.com/Isabel-Millar/dp/3030679802/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?crid=21JEHKY4HJ1LT&keywords=isabel+millar&qid=1698034273&sprefix=isabel+millar%2Caps%2C414&sr=8-1

共匪引爆系統性金融毀滅浩劫

https://youtu.be/x_pDZCsbinA?si=4X3DULa6AELSWfyR

老燈說胡錫進說中國股市跌到負三萬點是共匪功勞

https://youtu.be/v8kjl9khD_Y?si=8-FqygdNqzm8r2mE

什麼是會議,比如說,一帶一路會議,三中全會,等等,

會議就是,無人相會,會而不議,議而不決,決而不行,行而無責,

台灣人口密度這麼高,不能打這個仗,一定要舔習近平屁眼,

你要理解,舔是一個色香味俱全的,難度很高的行為,而且一定要出聲,意思是說,不是只有舌頭蠕動,要邊舔邊吞嚥吸允,嘎嘎作響,才能津津有味,

舔屁眼,屬高級舔功,分外困難,難在如何恰到好處,以致勃起欲射之際,如何不發射,也難在對於黏膜 (mucosa membrane) 的尊重,舔輕了沒有感覺,舔重了破皮,你要理解,舔破皇上的皮,犯舔君破皮之罪,是不得了的大禍,

Zizek on posthuman

https://youtu.be/On0NBcVWg3U?si=CYsZr5ow9ZbB50hB

一帶鳥一路的潛規則

共匪喜歡,跟第三世界,諸落後鳥國,玩一帶鳥一路,「是有理由的」,你要理解,雙方皆為人治,無法無天,所以數鈔分錢者王毅實抽九成,其中,孝敬自己一成,孝敬包子八成,孝敬諸趙家家族共一成,對方話事團夥,取剩下一成,實拿其中,百分之九十九點九九九九九九九九,意思是說,只有千億分之一,比如說,這次包子撒幣一千億美金,最終只有一美金,用在蓋默三の鼻客,國際機場的豪華廁所,這就是有名的包子的廁所革命,

Duane Rousselle

https://youtu.be/P4yfw0ZU5nk?si=Uhl2DTOY22ae8R4U

意識與無意識

此生,有意識的,和無意識的,事情,各有幾件,但是,總體而言,無意識居多,意思是說,我不喜意識,換句話說,就是,糊裡糊塗,或,難得糊塗,板橋這四字,二十初,就在我桌頭,

無意識,是天生本然的河流,隨地質生成,四時氣候季節,自然變化而流,人為造作,就是意識,就是阻攔,或企圖改變,這個自然的變化,

睡夢中想到,除了,意識,無意識,兩分之外,

天底下有沒有,意識的無意識,無意識的意識,或兩者皆有,或兩者皆無,

意思是說,有沒有,混在一起的狀態,

我心目中,真正的糊塗,就是那個,混在一起的狀態,

意思是說,人做不到無心 (意思是說,不可能完全沒有意識),遂只能做他該做的事,自然做不到有心 (意思是說,人在做天在看,這句話是人的想像和期望,比如說,毛澤東至少殺了八千萬中國人,你告訴我,哪一個天在看),遂也只能做祂該做的事,

意思是說,人和自然,各司其職,就是,難得糊塗,

何以難得,因為,人和自然,各司其職,的比例不對,結果糟糕,實是常態,

所以,難得,就是,「難得正確一回」,的意思,

九之三

正午,東南行,水溢,撐二日,有意無意,遂為隨意,Tabi 隨行,duffel bag ,backpack ,二月亮椅,不見路標,無聲無息,無味無嗅,無感無思,Aketa 只會彈鋼琴嗎,

Sunday, October 22, 2023

The Throwaways (2015)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Throwaways_(film)

突發!富士康大陸多地企業驚傳遭查稅及企業用地調查

https://udn.com/news/story/7333/7521666

Shoji Aketagawa - Tabi (旅) (1996)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQG3N0ABlgI

Tabi is an extremely unusual album for Aketagawa, consisting of four hour-long discs. I'm not sure why the decision was made to release these as a set, they work great as separate albums, but not so well together. Nevertheless, I believe these recordings are exclusive to this release (many Aketa releases are like this), and they haven't been reissued since. Of course, this means the original album is stupidly rare. I was very thankful that someone uploaded these as lossless files to a certain music sharing website about a year ago. Due to the rarity of this set, I have uploaded it here in its entirety for the world to enjoy once again. Disc 1 - fukushima take passe'temps/aketagawa shoji solo 0:00 sangaibushi 3:35 take passe'temps 19:02 toyosawa lake 25:44 alone together 35:03 el humahuaqueño 44:04 strange wood blues 49:19 ocarina medley (孝の鹿、常動曲、アイ・リメンバー ・タカシ、若き蒙古、シメロンの灯、 初夢、南部牛追唄) Disc 2 - at the kyorin/aketagawa shoji session 1:01:08 at the kyorin 1:17:41 now's the time 1:29:03 hernia blues 1:32:20 babel 1:44:25 nanbu ushioiuta Disc 3 - hanamaki osawa onsen/aketagawa shoji yoshino hiroshi duo 1:56:49 heart jump osawa 2:13:41 oi go omaenaa 2:29:39 aketa's blues 2:40:29 poem in lovely Disc 4 - i lived with hiroshi itaya/aketagawa shoji & aketa nishiogi sentimental philharmony orchestra 2:56:27 airegin rhapsody 3:17:12 african dream 3:44:03 nanbuushioiuta〜oyo hyakusawa

now, this one, is for the traveller, which explains why aketa wanted it to last for 4 hours.




Primary care providers need to be better equipped at addressing substance use disorders

https://www.healio.com/news/primary-care/20231016/primary-care-providers-need-to-be-better-equipped-at-addressing-substance-use-disorders?utm_source=selligent&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=news

Shoji Aketagawa (明田川荘之) (b 1950)

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL0yrNW1EKEC2EbpI_iEMWpUzuUKNl8Qrh

https://youtu.be/RQG3N0ABlgI?si=i729ED_qvMQ6lafV

https://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sh%C5%8Dji_Aketagawa



所有結構下面都隱藏著巨大的暴力

結構是完成系統構建的執念,剛剛突然知道,所有結構下面,都隱藏著巨大的暴力,所以,無結構者 (例如 Winnicott),和後結構者 (例如 D&G),才是護生,結構嚴密者 (例如共匪),毫無疑問,只能害生,

“Growing up in Deya taught me how to tell a story through art" (Zackary Adler interview)

https://www.majorcadailybulletin.com/news/local/2021/11/06/92565/interview-with-film-director-zackary-adler-mallorca.html

See also 

https://www.thefancarpet.com/interview/exclusive-achieving-authenticity-conversation-filmmaker-zackary-adler/

https://youtu.be/qe4RunFp81s?si=SKAgHoHAnCmvTq1x (The Courier, 2019)

The Courier (2019)

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt8075016/

Joachim Heinrich

https://soundcloud.com/joachimheinrich

https://youtu.be/H5NZtbbiyKM?si=0oBWNiaRgxUbMZhJ



Abbas Kiarostami (1940-2016)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abbas_Kiarostami

Jean-Luc Nancy (1940-2021)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean-Luc_Nancy

Nancy's first book, published in 1973, was Le titre de la lettre (The Title of the Letter, 1992), a reading of the work of French psychoanalyst Jacques Lacan, written in collaboration with Philippe Lacoue-Labarthe.

《辛德勒的名單》被差評圍攻:他們不知道自己在反對什麼

https://m.secretchina.com/news/b5/2023/10/22/1047922.html

https://youtu.be/MfEmC6rF7uM?si=NSF4rePhNjlvbyYZ

當習包子不識字,卻有一百四十六種思想,當北京沒文化,卻自稱世界思想首都,中國人在匪治下,喪失良知,指鹿為馬,指鼠為鴨,人不如狗,舉國殺狗,遂成為唯一政治正確的可能,

馬文君郭台銘柯文哲說匪殺狗如人我們就殺匪如狗

https://www.youtube.com/live/11sLQTMnctQ?si=TvOTm4Mgv3ADvcjE

https://youtu.be/8eK8rxT9gmA?si=B5J_vFP-1XtTSqGu

邪惡蠻邦,狗無狗性,何來人性,

九之二

爆破前夕,未赴現場,最終憑弔,粗估二五,進貨五十,遂為三百,簡單大方,切莫典雅,你要理解,當代心理所,率皆典雅到爆,其對心理治療的想像,遂只可能,典雅到爆,你要理解,精神醫療,心理治療,皆為江湖越貨,血腥買賣 (bloody business),意思是說,這是刀尖上淌血的日子,


Saturday, October 21, 2023

人在三和

https://youtu.be/u7XhF34Lwbs?si=_TfZx3awzjBgcJnW

main character syndrome

https://www.forbes.com/sites/jackkelly/2023/08/07/how-to-spot-a-co-worker-who-has-main-character-syndrome/?sh=56fb49695367

央視新聞說共匪習家統計局公布第三季度習氏家族貪污整體成長率穩中向好為百分之四百九十

https://www.youtube.com/live/pyHIr7TQ7vc?si=iGQ4mdzA82FGpPd8

The Wolf Economy Awakens Mongolia’s Fight for Democracy, and a Green and Digital Future (狼之覺醒:蒙古的民主之路與綠色科技未來) (Johan Nylander, 2023)

https://hkupress.hku.hk/TWEA

Johan Nylander 曾著書,說明中美脫鉤是必然的,

James Davies

https://pure.roehampton.ac.uk/portal/en/persons/james-davies

why therapy doesn't work

https://www.google.com.tw/search?q=why+therapy+doesn%27t+work&client=safari&sca_esv=575364559&channel=ipad_bm&source=hp&ei=jjUzZeWDLLyj2roP7LGIgA0&iflsig=AO6bgOgAAAAAZTNDnnkSz88JXEQ9Yvbu1YcjEusfWUwd&oq=why+therapy+does&gs_lp=Egdnd3Mtd2l6IhB3aHkgdGhlcmFweSBkb2VzKgIIADIFEAAYgAQyBBAAGB4yBBAAGB4yBBAAGB4yBhAAGAgYHjIGEAAYCBgeMgYQABgeGAoyBhAAGB4YCkihO1DEBlj1LnABeACQAQCYAWigAcIIqgEEMTUuMbgBAcgBAPgBAagCAMICCBAAGIAEGLEDwgILEAAYgAQYsQMYgwHCAhEQLhiABBixAxiDARjHARjRA8ICBRAuGIAEwgIOEC4YgAQYsQMYxwEY0QPCAgsQLhiKBRixAxiDAcICCxAuGIAEGLEDGIMBwgIGEAAYHhgP&sclient=gws-wiz#ip=1

https://www.amazon.com/Therapy-Industry-Irresistible-Talking-Doesnt-ebook/dp/B00DCRL2Q4/ref=sr_1_2?crid=1Y8GXHOUZ7GIU&keywords=Why+therapy+doesn%27t+work&qid=1697854977&s=books&sprefix=why+therapy+doesn%27t+work%2Cstripbooks-intl-ship%2C357&sr=1-2

https://www.amazon.com/Therapy-Doesnt-Work-Should-About/dp/1841193496/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1Y8GXHOUZ7GIU&keywords=Why+therapy+doesn%27t+work&qid=1697855274&s=books&sprefix=why+therapy+doesn%27t+work%2Cstripbooks-intl-ship%2C357&sr=1-1

Duncan Double

https://criticalpsychiatry.blogspot.com/

Joanna Moncrieff

https://joannamoncrieff.com/

Peter Breggin

https://breggin.com/

Critical Psychiatry Network

http://www.criticalpsychiatry.co.uk/

https://elearninghub.rcpsych.ac.uk/

Eric Maisel (b 1947)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eric_Maisel

Popular Weight-Loss Drugs Come with Side Effects

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/popular-weight-loss-drugs-come-with-side-effects/?utm_source=newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=week-in-science&utm_content=link&utm_term=2023-10-20_featured-this-week

Grammar Changes How We See, an Australian Language Shows

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/grammar-changes-how-we-see-an-australian-language-shows/?utm_source=Live+Audience&utm_campaign=2437e496f0-briefing-dy-20231020&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_b27a691814-2437e496f0-50423968

九之一

入監前假,包子下令,一冊一套,購崇禎亡國一冊,送習無思想一套 (一百四十六冊),

Friday, October 20, 2023

Nancy McWilliams

https://youtu.be/ZU6KwISB86c?si=uLZ5gwzNnjR2MhiZ

Use of Self in Counselling

https://counsellingtutor.com/use-of-self-in-counselling/

10/20/23 (星期五)

溫降,性侵,之後,南行,

狗和人

狗和人的關係,更新世迄今,綿延百萬年,「寫進了彼此的基因」,

為了這句話,怕天明遺忘,起身做紀錄,

狗和人的關係,非雞和人的關係,前者屬荒野長夜的生命好友的關係 (比如說,老人和老狗),後者屬飢餓食用的補充蛋白質的關係,

廣西玉林,人狗關係,則屬食用,該地每年,歡度屠狗節,日屠萬隻,剝吊待估,此事野蠻,與文革南寧,生食活人,異曲同工,相去不遠,天地無語矣,你要理解,中共治下,狗無狗性,何來人性,