預知新年紀事

不是   Gabriel García Márquez (1927-2014)   曾經預先    講過的那個故事 
 https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYERWZQbXhSY0FNVHM/view?usp=sharing    

but, foretold, yes 

what's the difference between unknown, uncertain, unanticipated, unsure, taken by surprise, groping, first time and never before, and, well, "foretold"?   

foretold 表示    事先已經知道    所以唯一能做的    是等待它發生   這裡沒有回憶的問題    所以即將失智者可以 foretell (before he forgets)    這裡沒有意志的問題     因為發生是必然的      

now, this sounds like our old friend, Mr. Ole Anderson (The Killers, Hemingway, 1920s), doesn't it?   

... with all his clothes on, lying on the bed looking at the wall 

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEczhpX1NWUEJJaGc/view?usp=sharing 

or, another old friend, Mr. Phil Connors (Groundhog Day, 1993), in his eternal return of February 2 ...

foretold 表示    它已經發生過很多遍   

永恆儀式    必將輪迴   

且聽杭蓋 

  http://kellychang2713.blogspot.tw/2016/04/blog-post_14.html
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvW8JEuIo58

Winnicott, D.W. (1974). Fear of Breakdown. Int. R. Psycho-Anal., 1:103-107.
Ogden, T.H. (2014). Fear of Breakdown and the Unlived Life. Int. J. Psycho-Anal., 95:205-223

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEeGVKeXFLRElpYzA/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEQkdEQWlMbFV4V2s/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEeWlTT2VqMlVrWnc/view?usp=sharing

Reclaiming Unlived Life: Experiences in Psychoanalysis, by Thomas Ogden, Routledge, 2016 (kindle 2016-12-24)

Missing Out: In Praise of the Unlived Life, by Adam Phillips,Farrar, Straus and Giroux; 2013 (kindle 2015)

The Hands of Gravity and Chance: A Novel, by Thomas Ogden, Karnac Books, 2016

The Parts Left Out: A Novel, by Thomas Ogden, Karnac Books, 2013

輪迴不屬線性邏輯   或線性邏輯亦難逃輪迴 

讓我們再說一次         foretold是中年戲碼           因為他已經歷太多         已知結局為何           年輕人演得了等待黎明           演不了等待果陀         

foretold表示熟透         墜落衰頹死亡不遠          

這一切是無情的       但天地有情         

在這一切無情之後          

如果你還相信          天地畢竟有情的話

2017-1-25 (Alfried Langle)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEbjdvRnQ3aGswZHc/view?usp=sharing

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYERF91NEp5Ml8zZlE/view?usp=sharing

2016-12-29 (那裡 是生命的原鄉)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEcnZlNTY4TWhpZW8/view?usp=sharing

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEVFdyRGJpY012UTA/view?usp=sharing

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEVTNVTC14ZzJ1N00/view?usp=sharing

https://www.asuswebstorage.com/navigate/s/ECA2E86B0FC744FDBBBD7D180D757EBEY

   先生游南鎮，一友指巖中花樹問曰：「天下無心外之物，如此花樹，在深山中自開自落，於我心亦何相關？」先生曰：「你未看此花時，此花與汝心同歸於寂。你來看此花時，則此花顏色一時明白起來。便知此花不在你的心外。」(傳習錄下)

               去造作而復渾淪

2016-12-28 (DSM-5 in perspective)

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYETHRrS01xQUlnMW8?usp=sharing

https://www.asuswebstorage.com/navigate/s/9B8A0C725F5A4C80B7B5D8F9D0F882E0Y

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYERXNNX3R3WVFQQ0pfTE5hYWVKcFlUNmhGeUFv/view?usp=sharing  (Psychiatry in Crisis)

2016-12-26 (Wilhelm Dilthey 1833-1911)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEUEp2ZGRTNnVrSW8/view?usp=sharing

https://www.asuswebstorage.com/navigate/s/8C2D533EA80441B5A37D0B0C2E87088DY

http://www.mythosandlogos.com/Dilthey.html

生命移動的合理速度是地質學的速度

Does one have absolute freedom to create oneself in a world without god or nature?在一個諸神和自然不在的世界人有絕對的自由形塑自己嗎?(Del Loewenthal, 2017, kindle location 566/5974)關鍵是不要造作破壞生命的棲息地then life will take care of itself我先前說過石牌路二段走到一段那個人走了卅六年

1968年法國地質學家勒皮順把地球的岩石層劃分為六個大板塊即太平洋板塊亞歐板塊美洲板塊印度洋板塊非洲板塊和南極洲板塊所有這些板塊都漂浮在具有流動性的地幔軟流層之上隨著軟流層的運動各個板塊也會發生相應的水平運動據地質學家估計大板塊每年可以移動1-6厘米
http://www.twword.com/wiki/%E6%9D%BF%E5%A1%8A%E9%81%8B%E5%8B%95

一般來說冰河的(平均)移動速度很緩慢一年通常只移動幾十至幾百公尺
https://itchiang.blogspot.tw/2009/02/introduction-to-glacier-landforms.html

Gary Moore (1952-2011)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qRFWmNgTqRE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2eNRKgTS4qI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gMSIXvDYtnY

Sons Of Anarchy (Kurt Sutter, 2008-2014)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5lCddFcFmNg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUQHW1_jLoQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUfJcU2dadQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jr1P4FqSuRs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDHmfI8nhTI

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sons_of_Anarchy (Kurt Sutter, 2008-2014)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIfZ4nbVVdw

'Highway'' Classic Rock playlist

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDFLO-p6NqI

Political Freud: A History (Eli Zaretsky, 2015)

Political Freud: A History, by Eli Zaretsky, Columbia University Press, 2015 (accessible via scribd)

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYEekh0NVhoWXhiNFk?usp=sharing

Wilhelm Wundt (1832-1920)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wilhelm_Wundt

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/V%C3%B6lkerpsychologie
http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.2044-8309.1983.tb00597.x/full
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYENElOd2E3UlIyRms/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEQWpiOWU0MjFfQlE/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEU0d3V3BFckFxT0U/view?usp=sharing

Elements of Folk Psychology - Outline of a Psychological History of the Development of Mankind, by Wilhelm Wundt, Blakiston Press, 2008 (1912) (accessible via scribd)

Wilhelm Wundt in History: The Making of a Scientific Psychology, ed. by Robert W. Rieber, David K. Robinson, Springer, 2001

Wundt and the Philosophical Foundations of Psychology: A Reappraisal, by Saulo de Freitas Araujo, Springer, 2015   (accessible via fju) (see 5.2)

The psychological laws of development, obtained by VP through investigation of concrete facts of the human mind, concern only the psychic dimension of reality (EVP, p. 11). However, for the philosophical analysis of the historical process of humanity, those laws acquire a metaphysical dimension that goes beyond any possibility of empirical apprehension. For this reason, by affirming that history is the history of the spirit ( Geistesgeschichte ) (EVP, p. 515), Wundt introduced here a metaphysical dimension.

Thus, there is no psychologization of history, because the philosophy of history belongs to Wundt’s highest metaphysical interests, in which the spirit ( der Geist ) replaces the mind ( die Seele ).

To summarize, one can say that VP plays a double role in Wundt’s project. On the one hand, it is a necessary complement to experimental or individual psychology in the search for the universal laws of mental life. On the other hand, it serves as one of the foundations for the philosophy of history, which, by unifying the philosophy of nature and the philosophy of spirit, will lead to a final Weltanschauung .(Saulo de Freitas Araujo, 2015, p. 190)

天才與白痴 (1997)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5IhrVFlUYI

2016-12-21 YM

https://www.asuswebstorage.com/navigate/s/31E92595F7414976B58785D40C7C42B6Y

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEd0NhcUJHSHdzUVU/view?usp=sharing

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEQllEMzh3NlhrTEE/view?usp=sharing

Lightnin' Hopkins ‎– Soul Blues

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ikg38fS4eH0

紅燈區 (1996)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cG3W6Fgl3_M&t=3307s

a memorable one, simply the fucking best HK movie ever made

自助洗衣加盟

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K7-ZNA4XipY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49DTy86nOe4&t=487s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxvq4u0NM-w

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xw48PWBygm4&t=544s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQN7zMx2a3c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ytgnJc_7K4s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIQDErnVmqU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IgeQamgKWBI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kmqce9KXXtU&t=1s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nsk6jKbwoS4

http://finance.sina.com.cn/zl/bank/2016-07-25/zl-ifxuhukz0933818.shtml

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ShsufCvg80

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GteXe5JUjXc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Llip-uw7k0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxX7_oigdlQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64kKZzf0CQs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hrJXRB6gWnk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xr9YnFPof1c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uv7uYDWaqbA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_FHbjb8JJ3Y&t=884s

冬至前日 - Del Loewenthal's despair

Del Loewenthal明顯對研究  不管量性還是質性  是失望的  所以他心目中的批判的心理治療  是不幸的人文社會的實踐和論述  但他對批判的心理治療同時也是失望的  意思是說  他不認為  世界會因此改變

所以我們可以說  這是一個徹底失望的傢伙

但我們不可以說  這是一個讓人失望的傢伙

... three very different personal and collective courses of action may be required if we are able to significantly change our practices.

The first is to continue to remind ourselves and others, of Plato's idea that while the scientific and technical are important, they should always come second to the resources of the human soul.

Second, that the human soul in all of us is capable of good and evil and we need to be aware of those theories that sidestep realizing how we make and are capable of making others wretched.

Third, that not only will we, through the power that  be --- in our current case, neoliberalist capitalism --- be seduced or otherwise forced away from really opened up to our clients/patients and ourselves, but we will also individually wish to escape, through denial, unsavoury aspects about ourselves.

...

Perhaps what is most difficult is to hear and stay with the despair (Gee and Loewenthal, 2013) and what might or might not emerge from it.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEQlktSXdhcGx1MzQ/view?usp=sharing

...

One of the reviewers of the proposal for this book stated: "the proposed engagement of psychotherapy, psychoanalysis and counselling with critical theory (such as Marxist, feminist and Foucauldian scholarship) is rare in itself and when married to the broadness of the disciplines covered will make it an almost unique text."

...

... what emerges for me are two key forces. The first is the individual who, through what some would call denial, wants to avoid staying with uncomfortable thoughts, fantasies and dreams. The second force is from those in power who do not want those that they manage to understand how this is done.

(Loewenthal, 2017, kindle location 1197-1348/5974)

百年中國 - 陳各莊上養豬多 (1966) (老舍 1899-1966)

1966年春季，老舍獨自前往北京郊區順義縣以養豬而聞名的陳各莊，跟當地農民生活在一起，寫了一篇科學養豬的快板書《陳各莊上養豬多》，成為他公開發表的最後一篇作品。

1966年8月23日，本應在家繼續休養的老舍，到北京市文聯參加文化大革命運動。23日下午，北京女八中紅衛兵衝擊北京市文聯，老舍與30多位作家、藝術家一道被掛上「走資派」、「牛鬼蛇神」、「反動文人」牌子，押至北京孔廟大成門前，被押著向焚毀京劇服裝、道具的大火下跪，慘遭侮辱、毒打。血流滿面、遍體鱗傷的老舍被押回北京市文聯，又因還手「對抗紅衛兵」而被加掛「現行反革命」牌子，遭到紅衛兵變本加厲的殘酷毆打，隨後被北京市文聯革委會副主任浩然送到西長安街派出所，直至8月24日凌晨回到家中；而紅衛兵組織亦要求他24日上午到北京市文聯繼續接受批鬥。8月24日清晨，傷心之至的老舍獨自出走到北京城西北角外的太平湖畔；當日深夜，老舍於太平湖畔跳湖自盡，終年67歲。

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E8%80%81%E8%88%8D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jQqvSVrDco

http://millionbook.net/mj/l/laoshe/qy/003.htm

Hubert Sumlin - Sometimes I'm Right

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I3qt-qcSjxA

now, repeat 77 times, then you know, this time, he is right

his guitar is talking, or shall we say, he is talking, to his guitar 

天地翻覆

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B00MIS1VS3Q

http://www.epochtimes.com.tw/n193332/%E6%A5%8A%E7%B9%BC%E7%B9%A9%E6%96%B0%E6%9B%B8%E5%A4%A9%E5%9C%B0%E7%BF%BB%E8%A6%86-%E6%8F%AD%E6%96%87%E9%9D%A9%E7%9C%9F%E7%9B%B8.html

http://www.cosmosbooks.com.hk/search/search_product.asp?bookid=670054

http://www.chinainperspective.com/ArtShow.aspx?AID=126282

http://www.chinesepen.org/blog/archives/tag/%E5%A4%A9%E5%9C%B0%E7%BF%BB%E8%A6%86

http://www.wxhaowen.com/article_8b976ed200f642e299d45ebb19a345a4.shtml

楊繼繩是新華社高級記者，更是記錄六十年代中國大饑荒真相《墓碑》的作者。六六年清華大學畢業，他參加全國串聯感受到文革初期的社會氛圍，作為記者又親歷若干文革事件。儘管八一年，中共中央十一屆六中全會就將文革定性為「十年浩劫」，隨後關於文革的反思不勝枚舉，但是，官方的聲音往往避重就輕，將文革的責任推諉給已經被打倒的政治集團，而不去追究其背後的指揮力量，文革中若干慘絕人寰的悲劇也逐漸被淡忘､掩蓋。深入研究文革，還原真相，便成為作者落筆的動力，他在前言中更引用喬治奧威爾：「當我動筆寫一本書時，我不會跟自己說我要寫一本完美的書。我想寫它，是因為我想揭穿某種謊言，是想喚起人們注意某些事實。」作為寫作本書的目的。

楊繼繩自零七年開始，耗費近十年時光撰寫這本長達九十萬字的巨著。書名源於毛澤東的一句話「試看天地翻覆」，文化大革命中， 老百姓苦不堪言，當權者們卻將其視為驚天動地的大事業。本書共分上下兩篇，上篇「文革前發生的重大事件」到「清查『五一六』之謎」；下篇「清理階級隊伍」到「文革落幕」，講述上至廟堂之官僚集團內鬥傾軋，下至大江南北政治賤民悲歡離合。

                                                                                 https://www.facebook.com/yzzkgroup/posts/617190828492136:0

 ordered hkbookcity 2016-12-20

Town Line (Aaron Lewis 2011)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6OABwAay3A

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bSNp1acn3VE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t-oqM_xcc70

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=81oviJXjnjI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DhTFCrDqVRM

The Road (Aaron Lewis 2012)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XOT0z4ULk3I&list=PLem27pJmP_TGshqvPp6zKQPRS40YNP9F4

Tony Tucker

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2aE8qzgPkw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktvttCZBsAI&list=RDE2aE8qzgPkw&index=2

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D5t_8bVwl5E

別有動機 Ulterior Motive (2015)

keep this one, because i have something to say, though not specifically limited to this one

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PecAN7b2LM0

they say, the personal is the political, which means that the political makes the personal believable, therefore, movies in taiwan are unbelievable, except the rare examples of 悲情城市 (1950s) / 黑金  (HK-made movie about taiwan in the 1990s) / 超級市民  (1970s, 1980s), etc, and, interestingly, none about the last 20 years, i truly wish there will be some taiwanese movie-makers making movies about 319, or 倒扁, e.g., in other words, there is NO REAL POLITICS (besides fucking tribal / gang wars, fucking dirty tricks, fucking lies, fucking political calculations, or sense-numbing and lie-making fucking talk shows) in taiwan in the last 20 years, nor are any stories or movies about people betrayed by the system, though which happened all the time, and thus there is NO REAL "PERSONAL", and we just pretend we are living in a certain sort of QUASI-developed country; nor are movies in china, such as this one, which is meant to illustrate the lives of the urban very very affluents, who were born via barbaric CRONY capitalism in the last 30 years, they are the proud NEW CLASS (a la Djilas) per se, they know everything, they own everything, they are pragmatic, they are well-connected, they are civilized, they are predatory, and APPARENTLY, they are FREE, which explains why i am so sad, and cannot see it through; the above applies to novels or history-writing, in general, too, in other words, you can properly imagine that, this one takes place in LA, or Bracelona, or, well, you never know, MARS, but definitely not taipei, or shanghai; in sum, taiwan and china, are both unbelievable, each in its own way; or shall we say, you must be honest and true to YOUR local history, before you can pretend to be something universal

Aaron Lewis from Staind - Turn the Page (Mohegan Sun Casino, 2008)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhBoTBJiXLU

On a long and lonesome highway east of Omaha 
You can listen to the engines moanin' out it's one old song 

Aaron Lewis - What Hurts the Most

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvYmpenz6O0

偉大的政治正確的他們說偉大的政治正確的731部隊和偉大的政治正確的核食人體實驗都是偉大的政治正確的實證醫學對偉大的政治正確的團伙的偉大的政治正確的健康有偉大的政治正確的貢獻

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/731%E9%83%A8%E9%98%9F

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E7%9F%B3%E4%BA%95%E5%9B%9B%E9%83%8E

石井四郎（いしい しろう；1892-1959），日軍731部隊首腦。

Manuel DeLanda (b 1952)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manuel_DeLanda

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYEQm4wOHYzVGkxVHc?usp=sharing (accessible via scribd)

Staind - Something To Remind You

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WK0R1hexQUw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VK7iHiCmTg8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLY0EKotBQ8

So this is it
I say goodbye
To this chapter of my ever-changing life
And there's mistakes
The path is long
And I'm sure I'll answer for them when I'm gone

So when the day comes and
The sun won't touch my face
Tell the ones who cared enough
That I finally left this place

That's been so cold
Look at my face
All the stories it will tell I can't erase
The road is long
Just one more song
A little something to remind you when I'm gone
When I'm gone

The road to hell
Along the way
Is paved with good intentions so they say
And some believe
That no good deed
Goes unpunished in the end or so it seems

So when the day comes and
The sun won't touch my face
Tell the ones who care enough
That I finally left this place

That's been so cold
Look at my face
All the stories it will tell I can't erase
The road is long
Just one more song
A little something to remind you when I'm gone
When I'm gone

So this is it
I say goodbye
To this chapter of my ever-changing life
And there's mistakes
The path was long
And I'm sure I'll answer for them when I'm gone
When I'm gone...

George Winston - December

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5qGUhWPi6w

Hans Theessink - Slow Train

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5eWmj8F0IZ8

Mick Kolassa " Baby's Got Another Lover "

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RsDYycZVnMQ

don't trust anyone who doesn't like the blues

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6g8yG0tGV5g

David Gilmour Raise My Rent

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BUNH_-GQk0o

四兩高粱

你的系統就會顛倒夜半三時口燥舌乾假設至此尚未追酒那是不大可能的花生酸菜肚片湯這個冬天Primo Levi集中營倖存後返鄉遙遙同行者高熱病倒伏特加大醉救回速度是關鍵沒有消費沒有慾望沒有噱頭那是可能的用得不多但喜歡買很多香皂智者說要分清大事小事這明顯是他還沒喝醉之前說的毛線帽是人類最偉大的發明除了保險套以外讀得下朱鴻林明儒學案講稿和研究及論學雜著嗎只有一二線城市大炒所以大陸房市崩盤不會影響多數人嗎邱義仁真的有種過絲瓜嗎七年洗一次澡是憲法98條規定的嗎藍調是塵土汗水的音樂FADO是無情海洋的音樂Aaron Lewis是冬日午後的音樂這種日子已經不多Hubert Sumlin是午夜的音樂淡出鳥來為什麼是鳥

長沙半年

今早黃老伯說12/23飛長沙我說甚麼時候回來他說可能半年未幾又說這裡待不下了不想回來了我說double劑量三個月這樣可以撐六個月老伯知我是湖南醴陵人我本不知醴陵屬株州亦不知洞庭湖還分東南西但我知global thinker就是global sucker (or fucker)文西說重度智障都知老友你知的還真是不多

三個大笑的年輕人

剛剛經過中山東路想起十多年前颱風山洪三個部落的年輕人困沙洲肚餓為摘對岸野菜一躍入河三人一起大笑滅頂昨天跟Olga和W說我們和自然的關係早失自然朋友你跟我一樣也聽到那三個年輕人讓人大哭的笑聲嗎

John Mayall and The Bluesbreakers- Mists Of Time - Stories

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OjkyHY2J0Hs&list=RDQ8icTH2aWZ8&index=20

Chris Bell - Elevator To Heaven (100% Blues)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTyevqO2cfQ&index=19&list=RDQ8icTH2aWZ8

another fucking immortal one, simply speaking

冬至前六日

1.
1. Pending:  psy / (ot) 開缺,  DC, 2017 醫品案, the decision 
2. 2/25  fju

3. 2017 (1) --> 關係學派  比較研究前的準備 (Donnel Stern, Emmanuel Ghent, Don Troise, Marco Conci, Harry Stack Sullivan, Irwin Hirsch, Jessica Benjamin)

4. 2017 (2) --> 明儒學案 / 明史 --> 陳白沙與心理治療
5. 2017 (3) --> 歷史的傷口
6. the decision, which doesn't matter   六十七十不求人    遑論畜生 (2017-1-22)

7. live casually 隨便活
8. die carelessly 隨便死

講得也很好

http://news.ltn.com.tw/news/politics/breakingnews/1914898

84. 王小明蘇小明泰國人妖自由搏擊大賽同列金牌

TONY TUCKER - Wait For The Night To Turn Blue

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D5t_8bVwl5E

鄂爾多斯 (Ordos)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RDfw157X45Q

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8-i6n20_Y0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sc0wgDTGFYk

羅宇 (b 1944)

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E7%BE%85%E5%AE%87

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGf2Qngngog

花園

鷺

about Del Loewenthal's post-existentialism and post-phenomenology

Del Loewenthal 用後現代當切入點, 遂翻了現象學和存在哲學一軍, 提出 post-phenomenology和 post-existentialism. 

Quite confusing. 

似乎意思是說, 活在現在, 我們需要重新檢視exsitentialism, 所以乾脆說existentialism 2.0. 

而post-phenemenology, 其實還是phenomenology, 並未post-, 乾脆說phenomenology 2.0. 

這個老兄有點像被後現代搞昏頭了, 以為腳底下踩著棉花是新聞, 其實我們腳底下一直踩著棉花, 只是本來裝不知道. 

有趣的是, 他在University of Roehampton的program, 跟輔大路數有點類似, 尤其是第一年, 師生一起浸在大團體經驗. 

不同的是, 第二年開始, 歐陸哲學蜂擁進場, 乃至終於Levinas. 

而我會說, 乃至終於, 不要造作破壞生命的棲息地, then life will take care of itself.

this is not a pipe

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dC2U_n28t8A

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7BYD8h-aqvQ&t=19s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7QHwYBryZc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nsk6jKbwoS4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcQLQUhNrcc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_rI_L2c7WXs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hqfyUFHVn5o

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YFgB5csW4rM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-JWEsoKd74

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ohjD4F-hZKs  (2016-10-26)

http://money.cnn.com/2016/09/28/investing/china-wang-jianlin-real-estate-bubble/

http://www.cnbc.com/2016/09/29/wang-jianlin-warns-china-property-is-big-bubble-but-strategist-says-only-top-tier-cities-a-worry.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GsoNeJUzENA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0PtKYFIK5k

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GqpCaJQbwLs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SqjIO3pl4RI

http://www.epochtimes.com/b5/16/9/21/n8321397.htm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2na8kPPaWM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaafvU8xl8M

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDVh31K3SNI  (2016-12-5)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACRw6swcoBk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_FHbjb8JJ3Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkaTJ6vZIAI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIspz-IfR34

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGf2Qngngog

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MC3x1zvpK9g

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GE8SzrLERfU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JabGB1p8-Ow

http://www.epochtimes.com/b5/16/10/21/n8420382.htm

http://tw.aboluowang.com/2016/1020/822116.html

機捷人生

全線二十公里原定工期三千年現日夜趕工二十年竟已完成不愧人類偉大成就停靠二百站每站停留三至六月上車七歲下車七十七歲車上應有盡有聽清楚應有盡有其廣告詞為生命移動的合理速度是地質學的速度一期一會一生一車have a nice life意思是說提前下車視同叛逃就地正法在車上保證過完十分愉快的緩慢的一生現有爭議的是票價目前one-way ticket競標底價二千萬元已售罄至西元兩千六百年

Financial Crises: Impact on Mental Health and Suggested Responses (Christodoulous, 2013)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEVU5TMzR5Wk5ReGM/view?usp=sharing

Del Loewenthal (2003)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEODQwOV9jNkg0cmc/view?usp=sharing

Carl Rogers in later years (1902-1987)

The emphasis on the relational aspect of therapy, in particular the necessary and sufficient conditions, led Rogers to undertake a wide range of empirical research focusing on various elements of the relationship but especially empathy (Kirschenbaum and Henderson, 1990). However, later in his career Rogers began to emphasize the relationship differently, stating:

"When I am at my best as a group facilitator or therapist, I discover another characteristic. I find that when I am closest to my inner, intuitive self, when I am somehow in touch with the unknown in me, when I am perhaps in a slightly altered state of consciousness in the relationship, then whatever I do seems to be full of healing. Then simply my presence is releasing and helpful. There is nothing I can do to force this experience, but when I can relax and be close to the transcendental core of me, then I may behave in strange and impulsive ways in the relationship, ways that I cannot justify rationally, which have nothing to do with my thought processes. But these strange behaviors turn out to be right, in some odd ways." (Rogers 1986, in ibid, p. 137, italics added)

(Existential Psychotherapy and Counselling after Postmodernism: The selected works of Del Loewenthal, Routledege, 2017, kindle location 2887-2893/5974)

親愛的好兄弟

When The Hurt Is Over

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4YPMiFaPWo&index=9&list=RDeMuzFQTpjDE

well, another fucking immortal one

outlaws and angels (2016)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VRQzbB-X_04

You'll never leave Harlan alive

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cco-pCb0klU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqDVObM1kxc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9p534Q5hhw

European Journal of Psychotherapy & Counselling

http://www.tandfonline.com/loi/rejp20?close=18&repitition=0#vol_18

1998-2005 accessible via vgh / fju.

Spectro Cards (Ulla Halkola)

http://www.spectrovisio.net/etusivu/engspectrocards.html

John Mayall & The Bluesbreakers with Gary Moore - So Many Roads

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dwc7ZEYfWYc

now, i told you before, this one is fucking immortal

僵死吉力馬札羅山頂的花豹

丁香花園寫作班

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E4%B8%81%E9%A6%99%E8%8A%B1%E5%9B%AD

https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E7%BD%97%E6%80%9D%E9%BC%8E

http://blog.sina.com.cn/u/1558425561

挑柿者

12/8 AM 5:21. two articles SP (2015, 2016), before 3/6. ppt DC reviewed today, oral report 12/12. duty 12/9, 12/10, 12/11. i.e. another 72-hr trip. two personnel issues, one for result, another under process. a further one not started yet, maybe 2017-3. 12/21 MC. 12/20 city hall meeting. 12/21 ym. 12/29 vgh. 12/10 digital learning refilled. 離開的定義 來去一百公里.
12/8. AM 5:50. 可惜徐克有點誇張. 浪費了越戰和文革. 結論是南越軍隊打不過黑道. 他應該打電話請教oliver stone. 梅艷芳嘴唇有點厚. 王定宇武功高強. 已入選奧運雙人三腳競走選手. 本不知何程是夫妻. 新埔農鄉. 不見海的山谷. 可以買鋤頭. 三間診所. 沒有咖啡. 街道巷弄很乾淨  一個人坐在椅上昏睡. bion破曉LA問自己為什麼你在這裡.  
12/9. 0:53 AM. dfa. call moon tomorrow, to inquire if something wrong. 都是他老人家害我BB爆線. what is post-phenomenology, post-existentialism? (del loewenthal) 毛左在想甚麼. to make a point. 無眠.
12/9. 2:55 PM. 喫緊工夫全在涵養.  i know, but i'm fucking too tired.  
12/10. 10:23 AM. duty. one consult pending. 4 more credits to fill in. 不要急促. 
12/10. 4:15 PM. A7 one fever, no tamiflu yet. H2 two agitated. still cannot find the damned 自然人憑證. the last drawer? negative.
12/10. 7:36 PM. H3 one agitated. A7 one outing, lost Rx, then found it again. distraction comes from daily chores, and boredom-desire. H2 one outing, got lost, or ran away, not found yet (8:28 PM) back home (9:40 PM) when the hurt is over.
12/10. 11:22 PM. back to the ward, finally. 從虎頭山走回鶯歌  她很想出院
12/11. 9:32 AM. phone call from 八德榮家護理長. cutting throat, at ER. waiting for consult. 11:37 AM. adm to H2. 
12/11. 9:53 PM. A7 吳 CBC/DC/CRP/CXR f/u. H2 薛 Brain CT/HT Rx/MMSE/CDR. 
12/11. 11:17 PM. tomorrow is another day, the last two days did not exist. 
12/12. 5:50 AM. 晨起. take it easy. Del Loewenthal提出post-phenomenology, post-existentialism. Quite confusing. 似乎意思是說在我們的時代需要重新檢視exsitentialism, 所以乾脆說re-existentialism. 而post-phenemenology, 其實還是phenomenology,並未post, 乾脆說revised-phenomenology. 這個老兄有點像被後現代搞昏頭了, 以為腳底下踩著棉花, 其實我們腳底下一直踩著棉花, 只是本來裝著不知道這件事. 他用後現代當切入點, 遂(以為)翻了現象學和存在哲學一軍. 
12/12. 6:50 AM. 關鍵是不要造作破壞生命的棲息地, then life will take care of itself. 
12/12. 4:27 PM. take a break, till 6:00 PM. just back from city hall, seems okay. one consult pending.
12/12. 4:58 PM. 月初山丘. a little bit tired, cannot do reading, or thinking. A7 廖 agitated, r/o amphetamine abuse, transfer to H3, just now. 
12/12. 10:27 PM. now, very tired. one consult tomorrow morning. B VH in the afternoon. cannot come to rest till 5:00 PM 12/13. 
12/13. 11:35 PM.  落髮洗澡,  醒轉過來, 
數事待辦,  OT/Psy/Nobita 開缺, 失智日照/PACE 後續. 
接下來五周皆只有周一值班. 
能夠不去開的會就不要去開. 
大自然不依人的婆婆媽媽運轉   其實是殘酷無情的.   君不見天搖地動狂風暴雨後   雨過天青  就像沒有發生過一樣嗎. 
但anthropocene的人的惡意    會比上述    更加無情.   
我提議再開車去墾丁.  

柿

梁啟超《自勵》

獻身甘作萬矢的，著論求為百世師。
誓起民權移舊俗，更研哲理牖新知。
十年以後當思我，舉國如狂欲語誰？
世界無窮願無盡，海天寥廓立多時。

（梁啟超《自勵》）该诗作于戊戌变法失败而新的革命高潮尚未到来的1901年本不知先生與白沙皆為廣東新會人

《中國戰略分析》創刊會：思想新望 (Oct 12, 2016)

http://www.lyricslisten.com/-7fBNj1vtI3s

China Watch

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7BYD8h-aqvQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZB2QjfRV5Es&t=1187s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nY3pvDZIPvs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GKJAPyIQhvo
http://www.mingjingnews.com/TV/video/V000011275
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y27LBQXyrM8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXxpugJJgNU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y0uXUArpOMs
http://www.lyricslisten.com/-7fBNj1vtI3s
http://www.modernchinastudies.org/us.html
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-mKmpTF0YxM

Oud

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIecagaNuAY

黃仁宇冬夜讀史

一無所有一無反顧

加拿大的中年的冬天

先生啜飲著哆嗦的咖啡

憶起屍橫遍野的沙場

明史中葉看到當代

這時他知道該起身了

史料的掌握不必是歷史的洞見

走進紛飛大雪先生心裡想著

In Sunlight or In Shadow: Stories Inspired by the Paintings of Edward Hopper (ed, by Lawrence Block, Dec 6, 2016)

天色微明前刻

12/5, AM 4:59 YM (pdf, ppt) mailed. 考題 not yet mailed (to CR or Kremer). ppt of 1051203 mailed too, to be honest, to myself, no deletion. two things in the morning, AM 8:00 dementia day care, AM 9:30 PGY orientation. off MMT in the afternoon, for the first time. evening clinic PM 6:00. duty today. that makes the day. 我已不在那裡. 弓月走了. funeral one wk ago. tired, very tired. sad too. worried about jenny. in the last few days. though things kept coming. i'm talking about last week. they are coming for a look for the dementia day care tomorrow morning (12/6), not sure when yet. shall meet with davie tomorrow afternoon (12/6, PM 4:00). he seems in trouble. Rt ankle soreness, not sure why. 鐵路便當已經吃了三天. apparently, self-censorship is an issue, including myself. fucking damned, isn't it.
12/5 PM 10:52. 事與事之間的距離    今天還算恰當.
文革與Holocaust的差別是    前者的施害者就是受害者    後者的邪惡是外於自己的納粹    施害者和受害者的分別是清楚的     前者不然     因此歷史反省更難發生    因為沒有人走過那段歷史   還能宣稱自己是完整的     沒有罪惡       沒有後悔的       兩者以BPD做為典範來理解     應都屬恰當.     因兩者的發起者皆為BPD      但為何BPD的領導者可如是影響一整代人    這明顯需歷史的心理動力考察     顯然BPD的領導者      潛意識地知道時代的裸露的神經的痛點何在    他不停地踢下去      你遂不得不反射地反應之     進入他的戲碼    
12/6 AM 6:36. YM 考題 mailed to Kremer. A7-21 pneumonia. A new article from Harvard Review of Psychiatry. 3 meetings and 3 consults today.    
12/6  PM 8:51. they came to see the site this afternoon. later on, the lousy whole-day meeting next Wednesday (12/14) at VGH-Taichung was cancelled in half, the morning part was retained, which i refused to go. to run the process again, for nobi, in the next few days. 12/8 military exam. 12/12 go to the city hall. dish-washing, you see.   .

當巨大的疲倦襲來

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ahHWROn8M0

兩張圖

第一圖是Rene Magritte的治療者  此圖伴我已逾廿年  有趣在空  可以棲息的空  有趣在旅  暫時駐足的旅

第二圖是不是Sebastiao Salgado的作品  應該是  這是昨天偶然發現的  有趣在赤身泥濘  鳥雀停在其身   想必已久  否則不會便溺順著流下來   有趣在不動   否則鳥雀必驚嚇飛走  有趣在他蹲在水裡   與大自然是一體的

第二圖沒有說  這是治療者  他只是在自然裡   與自然一體  護著自然  

第一圖到第二圖   差別是甚麼

見到  第二圖

那個人  一直

落淚

Sebastiao Salgado (Photos)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iPyGB5SN4hI

2016-12-29 原鄉

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEcE5yc2c2RDRCWFk/view?usp=sharing

Ethiopia 1984

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rhUHCm4tdsc

2016-12-3

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYETDVjUGwweXBxTEU/view?usp=sharing

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYELU5ZME9JcVdTNlE/view?usp=sharing

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5viXpvvYMYEMVFTLVg2NS1nTkE/view?usp=sharing

https://www.asuswebstorage.com/navigate/s/7521C4CC8A9940B7BE33B25822FF4C4EY

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關於文革的原委      和其歷史意義      我所知      極其有限      仍在誠意學習中  

昨天      獻給瘋死新疆的舅舅      講了八十分鐘      只講到Tomas Plankers     未及宋永毅楓南寧食人      乃至文革後三十年的局  

有趣的是        後來的討論      明顯有一股不安     顯然      我們在台灣仍須匿名地講此事   censorship的自我內化     不僅只在大陸     在台灣亦然      且顯然      大家對這段歷史也不熟     不僅只在大陸      在台灣亦然      (2016-12-4, AM 4:56)

文革與Holocaust的差別是     前者的施害者就是受害者    後者的邪惡則是外於自己的納粹    施害者和受害者的分別是清楚的     前者不然     因此       歷史反省更難發生    因為沒有人走過那段歷史      還能宣稱自己是完整的       沒有罪惡       沒有後悔的       

兩者以BPD做為典範來理解     應都屬恰當.     因兩者的發起者皆為BPD      

為何BPD的領導者可如是影響一整代人    這明顯需歷史的心理動力考察     顯然BPD的領導者      潛意識地知道時代的裸露的神經的痛點何在      他不停地踢下去      你遂不得不反射地反應之      進入他的戲碼      (2016-12-5, PM 10:52)

see also
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3g3TfRDUL_c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDtJXUHgPyk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nioscax6Lgo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DP_xjD2ryzc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6SnV8RLt6Ko

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QD8JCzULNc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7gK3zliv5A

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v8GwkN6Sd9Q

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbpLoCKyQxs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOxan0WNVvo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rwLwwsQ5v-I

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvrFTZ59e-Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVHx374iXZE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hv_JOCs4bWA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ty0A11tPHLc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78tGS0lclgE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iCwjRnp-djU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNGudtlh0VA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSjy9HattCM

http://www.canyu.org/n116108c10.aspx

http://www.mingjingnews.com/MIB/blog/blog_contents.aspx?ID=0000803700001591

http://www.mingjingnews.com/MIB/news/video.aspx?ID=N000152257

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mFGxNHhiuwg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=es_401lo_Og

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https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B5viXpvvYMYENnZldzBYdUNmLWM?usp=sharing

明朝（1368年1月23日－1644年4月25日）是中國歷史上最後一個由漢人建立的朝代，歷經十二世、十六位皇帝，國祚二百七十六年。

吳與弼 (1391-1469)
陳獻章 (1428-1500) 
王陽明 (1472-1529)
湛若水 (1466-1560)

Mad World - Gary Jules

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N3N1MlvVc4&index=30&list=RDNrgcRvBJYBE